Chapter 252: The Church Waits for Love
Qin Xin is upset for Xiaoju, she and Shao Ai won't hold the child, the child will cry when he feels uncomfortable, Xiaoju is so patient, so gentle The girl doesn't let her hug, I've never seen such a willful child. His mother didn't come, so she threw it away and gave it to someone else.
"Bao'er, mom is here."
Whoever arrives is so spiritual.
As soon as the first secretary walked into the corridor, he heard the child's cry, and ran all the way in his high heels, like an old woman with small feet. The baby's cry was like a holy decree, like the urgency of a Taishang Laojun, urging her all the way. Also, what mother doesn't worry when she hears her child's crying?
"The baby's mother is here."
Qin Xin shook his head and said to Shao Ai, who also looked impatient. Xiao Ju still held the child and coaxed it:
"Okay, okay, stop crying, your mother is here, don't cry anymore."
The first secretary walked up to Xiao Ju, stretched out his arms, and looked at Xiao Ju gratefully and apologetically, with a look of embarrassment - this child has caused trouble to this little girl.
"Here, be careful."
Xiao Ju hurriedly returned the child to the first secretary, and coaxed the child and said:
"Still crying, your mother is here, still crying?"
Qin Xin explained that for some reason, the child just kept crying, and he couldn't coax him. Shao Ai also responded. The child looked at his mother, held his mouth, and was so anxious that his face was almost red. The first secretary looked at the child, seemed to think of something, quickly unbuttoned his clothes, looked up, three pairs of eyes looked at her, did not care to explain anything, and hurried into his bedroom, closed the door, and breastfed the child.
Suddenly realized that the three girls were hungry. Everyone, you look at me, I look at you, all look ignorant.
Each of us came from the infancy, and the memory was still faltering, and each of us forgot who we were at that time. I was taken care of by my mother and pampered by my family. However, this memory is deeply remembered by every close relative.
Take care of your child wholeheartedly, hope it grows up, and hopes that it will become a talent. This feeling of longing is like a rebirth. The child cries, the child makes trouble, the child laughs, the child is hungry...... Every moment needs the care of an adult. It seems to be hard, but in fact, every parent enjoys it.
This feeling of being needed and attached makes people feel alive. It is not so much that the parents give birth to the child, but that the child makes the parents reborn.
After getting off work, Tie Ming took Qin Xin to the restaurant for dinner. It's late autumn, the wind on the street is getting tighter and tighter, the autumn wind is blowing cold, the road has accumulated layers of fallen leaves, and a few tenacious leaves remain on the branches, and they will not pass this autumn, they will fall to the ground.
"Brother Tie Ming, the meat in this shop is really good, let's eat it next time?"
I burped contentedly, still savoring the taste of the barbecue just now. The piece of roasted brown and crispy pork belly is bubbling with oil, rolled in lettuce leaves, and then dipped in a little of the restaurant's secret barbecue sauce, sprinkled with fragrant powder, one bite is not enjoyable.
"This little girl!"
Tie Ming observed Qin Xin's demeanor from the mirror, and couldn't help but smile, his eyes were full of love, just like doting on his daughter.
Passing by Jing'an Temple, Qin Xin suddenly turned his head and saw it, pointed to the temple gate and said:
"Let's go and pray to the Bodhisattva!"
Tie Ming shook his head in disagreement and said:
"We just drank wine and ate meat, and we are not dignified to the Bodhisattva, so don't enter the holy land of Buddhism."
Qin Xin sneered, tilted his neck to the side, crossed his arms and said:
"You talk like an old lady in the Dream of Red Mansions, and there are a lot of rules and problems."
Qin Xin glanced at Tie Ming, turned his head, and had a posture of whatever I wanted, how can there be so many rules in life, the rules are all binding on the rules, and the unruly people will not abide by the rules even if they have them, such a ridiculous person, deceiving himself.
Tie Ming saw Qin Xin's disapproving expression, and secretly thought in his heart: Xiao Nizi is sarcastic about me again, so he asked her rhetorically:
"Qinxin, is there something wrong with what I said? If you have just eaten meat dishes, can't you enter the temple? Didn't your dad tell you? You must know that if you go to worship the Bodhisattva like this, the Bodhisattva will not open her eyes to see you, and she will not hear the wish you make! ”
"Evil, I've only heard of 'sincerity is spiritual', what's wrong with eating a few bites of meat? Can't you enter the temple after eating meat? So even if you don't eat meat today, you ate meat yesterday, you didn't eat meat yesterday, you ate meat last month, you didn't eat meat last month, you also ate meat last year, people will always eat meat in their lives, unless they are monks, can't they all enter the temple? ”
"Refreshing your ......"
Tie Ming choked without saying a word, as if she was holding a piece of rice cake - this little girl is really choking when she speaks, it is obviously a conventional thing, she has to tell you the opposite, and the reasons for saying it are one by one, and the logic is quite strong, so that people are not good at picking up stubble, and it is generally uncomfortable to be pierced by thorns after listening to it.
"Am I not right?"
"Yes, don't be so choking after you speak, I didn't quarrel with you."
"Hee-hee!"
Qin Xin covered his mouth and smiled, Tie Ming's appearance in front of him was like two people in the company, so he liked to see him like this.
"Conquer you."
Before I knew it, the car passed by a church, with a Gothic high spire that was very eye-catching, the stained glass panes that shone like agate in the sunlight, the large iron door was open, and the three snow-white statues in the fountain pool exuded a mysterious light like a god, creating a holy and unfathomable religious atmosphere.
Qin Xin became interested again, and shouted loudly:
"There's a church, Tiemingo, let's go walk around the church."
"Where?"
"It's on your left."
Tie Ming was also interested, parked the car, and the two walked towards the church together.
Strange to say, the road from this end to the church looks different from other roads, the short road is very quiet, there is not a trace of garbage in sight, and people walk on it, as if they are getting closer to heaven step by step.
In this secular world, there is such a place close to God, where people's inner thoughts are externalized, and they are expressed through architecture, through statues, through earthly things such as plants and fountains, and give them spiritual homes.
"Brother Tie Ming, are you religious?"
Qin Xin asked with Tie Ming's arm crooked, Tie Ming's trench coat made him look like a priest, giving people a sense of security. Such a person, if God saw it, would like it!
Tie Ming shook his head and said:
"Religion is the control of the human heart, and I have faith in my heart, not God."
"Oh, what's that?"
Qin Xin tilted his head and looked at him, full of curiosity about his words, I don't know what big truth Tie Ming is going to say, it's interesting! Tie Ming didn't look like he wanted to preach at all, his steps seemed to be a little bumpy, he glanced at the statue of the three people standing together, and asked Qin Xin beside him:
"We just read a book the other day, remember?"
Qin Xin nodded.
"Is it Kant's book?"
Tie Ming smiled, glad that Qin Xin remembered the book, patted her hand and said:
"There's a saying there that will always awe me – the starry sky above my head and the law of the human heart."
After Tie Ming finished speaking, his eyes slowly deepened, as if he saw the deep and dark starry sky, as if he had glimpsed the hearts of people who were also deep and dark. Looking up at the starry sky and understanding people's hearts, we are in awe. Qin Xin still couldn't understand the deep meaning here, and after smashing it for a long time, he couldn't get any smell, so he pulled Tie Ming's sleeve and asked him to explain it to himself.
"I can't explain it to you, you have to experience it yourself, everyone's life experience is different, and life perception will not be the same."
"You're so annoying, why don't you tell me your life insights?"
"Hehe, I'm showing you my life every day, can't you see it?"
Tie Ming is always like this, he never says his thoughts clearly, he always has words in his words, twisting and turning like a Shikumen alley, which is also the law of people's hearts.
The two entered the door, and immediately a powerful force surrounded them. This power cannot be seen or touched, like air, like the fragrance of flowers, around you, you can't get rid of it.
"It's so quiet here."
Qin Xin looked around, and saw that there were all things in front of him, but there were no things, they all stood and lay there quietly, not disturbing each other, but they became one. What a wonderful combination. That's what makes religion unique, it's part of your life, you want to get rid of it, it's still there, you want to get close to it, he goes away.
Tie Ming was held hostage by this powerful and mysterious force, and his steps were even more difficult. Qin Xin was still talking to herself:
"I finally understood why the temple was called 'Jing'an Temple', which is the opposite of the word 'quiet'."
"Oh?"
Tie Ming became interested, it turned out that Jing'an Temple can be understood like this, quiet, well, it doesn't seem to be like that, so he asked Qin Xindao:
"What do you mean by the opposite?"
Qin Xin frowned, looked at Tie Ming suspiciously, and said:
"Do you still ask me? The opposite of quiet is noise. ”
"Hehe, Qin Xin is smart, what are your high opinions, advice and advice."
Tie Ming lowered his head and looked at Qin Xin with interest, not knowing what she could say.
"The gods of the East are the ones who help people and pray for good fortune The gods of the West are the gods who help people to interrogate their hearts. One stretches inward, so the western church is quiet. One extends outward, so the temple to the east is noisy. ”
Tie Ming nodded as if he had understood, gave Qin Xin a thumbs up, and praised her as follows:
"It makes sense, I understand it very thoroughly, how did you think of this from a little girl's family?"
"I didn't tell you yet, you speak so incomprehensibly."
"And when did I say that? Your little brain hides more wisdom than I do! ”
Hearing Tie Ming praise himself, Qin Xin pursed his lips and smiled happily.
The two of them went inside, but before they could reach the steps they were stopped by a woman with a small bag, who stared at them intently, not knowing what An's heart was......