Chapter 383: Heart of the Dragon Lotus
|||--Lotus eyes are like stars, lotus dew is like gushing, lotus fragrance is like tides, and lotus dreams are like gluttony.
When he woke up in the morning, Aaron had already packed his bags and everything was ready.
He looked at her with a smile on his face, extremely considerate: "Qinghe, let's go to Lychee Mountain today, it is surprisingly beautiful, you must be happy." ”
Qinghe was surprised: "Long Dada, what did you say?" Are we going back the road? After a pause, he reached out and touched his forehead, he didn't have a fever, he didn't seem to be in a demon, and then he put down a lotus heart and secretly thought: "Maybe he has been yearning for Lychee Mountain for a long time, so he was carried away by eagerness." ”
Thinking of this, he changed his words: "Long Dada will accompany me back to Yu first, and then I will accompany you back to Shu." We have seen my parents, we have told us that we are safe, and we can go back. At that time, I will accompany you to visit Lychee Mountain, wouldn't it be both? ”
Ah Long's eyes wandered, and he whispered: "Good times don't happen often, and good things don't stay often." And then next month, Fanghua has been clear. The branches under the red lychee can not be found. ”
Qinghe spoke softly and immediately corrected: "How does Long Dada not understand Lychee? Now to pick, it is inevitable that it is out of time, to wait for the next month, to hang full of branches, at that time of the red lily, a tree, a string, just like the red glow flowers, like red clouds fluttering, is not more beautiful? ”
Aaron lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and did not speak again.
After being silent for a long time, Qinghe couldn't hold his breath anymore, and asked softly, "Long Da doesn't want to go to Nanyu?" Don't want to see my father? ”
Ah Long was suddenly shocked when he heard this, and hurriedly protected her tightly on his chest, and was silent for a long time, and finally said with difficulty: "Qinghe, let's go back to Shu first." ”
Qinghe was instantly struck by lightning, couldn't bear it anymore, and jumped out of the dragon's arms: "Long Dada+, I came here with a lot of hard work, and you actually want me to give up easily?" Give up Nanyu, who gave birth to me and raised me, and is haunted by dreams? ”
Ah Long rushed over, hugged her tightly, looked at her deeply, his eyes were wet, and he repeated sadly over and over again: "Qinghe, don't leave me, anytime, anywhere." ”
Qinghe only felt incredible: "It's not whether I give up or not, but that you are unreasonable!" I have a sincere heart for you, but you have no true words. I don't mind if you have a lot of worries and worries, but how can you stop me from going home? In my life, from beginning to end, the thing I look forward to the most is to return to Nanyu as soon as possible, uncover the secret between me and Ah Long, and rely on each other forever. ”
was furious and couldn't help it: "Long Dada, whether you go to Nanyu or not is all voluntary, how could I ever beg you?" ”
When Ah Long heard this, he was angry and sad: "In the past, you were ruthless and unjust, and you turned your back on it several times, but I knew that you were wronged and didn't care." Today, you and I are husband and wife, close husband and wife. How can you be ruthless and give up lightly? ”
Hearing the word "husband and wife", Qinghe was furious: "I don't need to be reminded by Long, I already knew that I was just a concubine, but a slave and a maid, how could I be worthy of being a husband and wife with you?" I am ruthless, but not to you. My biological parents have loved me for sixteen years, how can I ignore them? Long Da thought about it, sixteen years of love, three months of hatred, which is more? Which is deeper? Which is more important? Not only can not be compared, not even in an order of magnitude. Even so, I still can't get rid of you, I can't let you go, and even be ungrateful. For I love you far more than my parents, far more than myself. I once sincerely thought that I would accompany you in Xishu, forever and forever, and never abandon you. I can let go of my past enmity and be your concubine with peace of mind, why can't you spend a month and accompany me back to Nanyu? ”
Aaron was irrefutable, so he simply hugged him tightly and didn't say a word. Just like that, I put her to my heart for a long time. Sadness, worry, sorrow, grief and indignation, one after another.
Finally, I made up my mind and spoke again with difficulty: "Qinghe! Xishu and Nanyu, you can only go to one place. Father, husband, you can only have one person. Now, as my husband, I have chosen for you, you must follow me, and you can only talk about it in the future. ”
Qinghe watched the candlelight jump, suffering in pain, and at the end, he boiled out such a sentence.
She was disappointed! She is sad and angry! She was furious: "He must hate my father so much, what kind of grudge can he hate so much? ”
bowed his head and meditated, full of hatred: "My father is bright and fair, and Long Da is also humble and open, why do you have a deep prejudice against my father?" At the end of the day, it only goes to show that he doesn't love me at all. He followed me all the way, and he was hypocritical to me, just to cast a long line to catch a big fish. How can I forget that he tore my clothes apart with his own hands and exposed my back in public? How can I forget that he personally ordered the arrows to be released, leaving me in a hail of bullets? How can I forget that his sword aura is like a rainbow, and I am completely burned? How can I forget that he danced his sword like the wind and pierced my heart with a needle? How can there be such a lover in the world? Can you be so ruthless? ”
Thinking of drinking hatred, unforgettable: "He only has pothos in his heart, and he can't tolerate others." In that case, why deceive yourself? There is only one reason, revenge! He came near to me only because I was the daughter of the enemy, only because I was the love of the enemy. He is taking revenge on his father, if his father loses his beloved daughter, what a painful pain it will be? He is taking revenge on Bo Ying, if Bo Ying loses his lover, what kind of hatred? ”
Reflecting on his bones, his body and mind are restricted: "When did he change his original intention and transform into a warm man?" After I found out my identity, it was after I was hijacked by Bo Ying. As early as in the thatched hut on the banks of the Wuhujiang River, he knew my life experience clearly. It was also at that time that he guessed Bo Ying's mind clearly. Therefore, he ignored the past
If he turned a deaf ear, he turned a blind eye to Bo Ying's insults. He controls everything, which is why he is so detached. Yes, he almost won, he almost made his father lose his beloved daughter, he has already let Bo win a complete defeat. Now, he has clearly realized that I will never be my father's enemy and cannot be a tool for revenge, so he immediately decided not to return for the time being. Just to wait for an opportunity to retaliate in the future, leaving room for revenge. ”
Thinking of this, he was angry: "He is the minister of Shu who is in power and opposition, and cannot be immortal!" He is a dragon general who knows astronomy, knows geography, knows Qimen, knows yin and yang, has elite troops, Ming formations, and is peerless through the ages! What is there in the world that he can't think of, can't do? He is strategic, intelligent and wise, far-sighted, and strategic, who in the world can match? ”
It hurts my heart and bones: "For months, he has set up a net and has been controlling me in the palm of his hand. Walking in Shu Benyu is just a trap. Hate my stupidity, pity my simplicity. So far, he has only pretended to be heartbroken when I am deeply fallen, but he wants to indulge in it again. ”
Enlightened, he was even more angry, lost his mind, and sneered: "It turns out that all the grievances in my life are due to your hard work." ”
Ah Long was shocked when he heard this, and he couldn't believe it: "What did you say, Qinghe?" ”
Qinghe watched his pupils change from big to small, from small to big, black weird, black people, full of hatred, unbearable: "Long Da is so self-deceiving, don't you feel guilty of conscience, can you really have a conscience?" ”
Ah Long was incredulous, his hands trembled: "Why do you say this?" I love you so much, even if you don't understand me, how can you trample on my heart at will? ”
Qinghe was indignant and sneered: "How dare I trample on your heart without measuring my own strength?" Your heart is more changeable than the 'Wind Splitting Divine Skill', and your heart is more unpredictable than the 'Wind Splitting Sword Technique'. If I'm not careful, I'll eat him. ”
Ah Long was angry to the extreme, sad to the extreme: "I treat you like this, you are still unreasonable?" ”
Qinghe carefully examined his extremely painful face, not full of sentimentality: "Every time he thinks of pothos, it is this expression, and now he can use it to make it more fascinating." ”
She was full of disdain, and sneered: "When the fake is true, the truth is also false, and there is nowhere to do nothing." Isn't that your usual style? It's just a few months of installation, so what's so difficult for Long Da, who dominates the world and despises the heroes? In front of Hankai, Mantuo, Zhile, Jiawang, Zhuoxing, and Boying, didn't Long Dada pretend to be very good? Even a pretending is more than ten years? ”
Ah Long was furious and blurted out, "I will pretend to love you with all my heart?" I'm going to pretend to marry you? Will I pretend to be born and die to protect you? Will I pretend to miss you? What am I? What do I figure out? You fool! ”
Qinghe suddenly became angry in his heart: "Don't hit people in the face, scold people without revealing their shortcomings!" But he never tires of destruction! ”
was angry in his heart, and his face was silent: "Long Dada, I know that I am stupid!" I don't need you to remind you a few times! I also know that Long Da is both civil and military, and the hero is the world! Astronomy and geography, formations, swords, swords, halberds, fists and palms, qigong, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, poetry and songs, all of them are above the ancient and modern, and all of them are unbeatable! I'd like to ask! How could a hero like Long Da take a fancy to an ignorant and useless fool like me? I'm stupid, and I won't be unable to see through it, but for the sake of the jade flute, but for the grievances, but for the sake of ambition, Long Da is pretending to be crazy and stupid with a fool, aren't you afraid of being stupid? ”
Ah Long was extremely sad and fought back with all his might: "Aren't you stupid? As my beloved, so attached to me, so mercilessly hurt me? ”
Qinghe was extremely angry, and smiled: "How can I be the love of the dragon?" How can I hurt you? Yes, to be your concubine, you have to follow your heart and your wishes! To be your concubine, you have to think about what you think and what you think! I tell you plainly today, let him be the god of the nine heavens, let him be the god of the ninety-five, I will never be so cheap as to be a concubine to anyone. No matter who you are, don't want to control my will, don't want to control my soul! ”
Ah Long was surprised and inexplicable, and was filled with grief and indignation: "Qinghe! I am as hot as fire and as deep as the sea, can you ignore it? A name that you can't touch and can't see, but you care so much? You don't know? In my eyes, in my heart, you are my wife at all? You don't cherish? Don't you cherish it? ”
Qinghe's heart ached sharply, the corners of his mouth twitched again and again, and hatred rose to the sky, and he couldn't hold it down anymore: "The bottom of your heart? Don't I know? You always thought that I was a lowly dancing girl, not to your liking, how could I be worthy of you? I am more eye-catching, I don't know people, since I know your true face, how can I be obsessed? ”
Ah Long was extremely sad and indignant when he heard this, his whole body trembled, and he couldn't say a word!
Qinghe couldn't help but touch his heart: "Long Da is so sad, it's not necessary." The beginning of you and me is absurd and bizarre, and the process is even more demolitional, blindly fantasizing about a happy ending, isn't it a fool's dream? ”
Ah Long was shocked and shocked: "This is what you say about yourself?" That's what you say about me? A polite evaluation? ”
Qinghe sneered and sneered: "Long Da pretended to be like this, who is it for?" The dragon is extremely smart and incomparably wise, can't you think of it? From the time you put me in prison, stole my jade flute, and tore my clothes, I have been abandoned! A shot from you, piercing my heart and lungs, stifling my breath, I have been slaughtered! From you first
Voice concubine, listen to my ears, remember in my mind, I have been blasphemed! The ending has become a fixed frame, you and I should have been strangers a long time ago, why bother going against the sky? ”
Ah Long only had a sharp pain in his heart: "Qinghe, let's talk about it, you don't know my true feelings, I don't know your true heart." I've never taken your jade flute, and I've never really wanted to harm you. I asked you earlier, if you don't want to be a concubine, you can be my wife. If you misunderstand or hold a grudge because of this, please speak clearly and let me make amends. ”
Qinghe shook his head again and again, and smiled: "You don't need to say it clearly, it doesn't matter if you make up for it, you are not wrong, and it is clearly me who is wrong." Why can't I become a Buddha? When someone hits me on the left cheek, I pass the right cheek again? ”
Ah Long hated it when he heard it, but he was unwilling to give it up, and tried his best to save it, lest he lose it: "Qinghe, between husband and wife, there is only love, only integration, it doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong." ”
Qinghe smiled slightly, warm the spring breeze, bright past the rising sun, and the past day is bitter: "It's really good, husband and wife only have love, there is no right or wrong." Unfortunately, are we husband and wife? Have you ever had love? In my heart, a lover can be incompetent, can be cowardly, and can never fail to love me, let alone hurt me. You can't even give me the most basic and minimum love, even if you are a great hero, where is worthy of being my husband? ”
Ah Long Wuji was shocked, and his face was cold: "Qinghe, I am not your husband, what are you and me?" What do you think you are? ”
Seeing his cold eyes, cold to the bone, Qing He suddenly felt a chill, which hit his heart and lungs, and his anger soared suddenly: "He is full of contempt for me, despising me for being despicable in words and deeds, and lowly in thinking, but he is still hypocritical, and even more shameless." ”
Thinking of this, Qinghe didn't get angry but laughed: "Long Da asked me, what are you?" That's a good question! To tell you the truth, your bed warmer skills are really good. Unfortunately, I don't need it anymore. Nanyu is warm like spring all year round, which is enough to turn enemies into friends with the cold. Long Da asked me again, what is it to be myself? I don't seem to have ever told you, so I might as well say it clearly today, don't look at me as a concubine in your eyes, as cheap as an ant, inferior to grass mustard. But in the hearts of my parents, it is a heart, and it is a baby. Do you know how much they love me? Even if I have a thorn in my hand, I will be terrified for days. If they knew that you had maliciously shot me in the back with a cold needle, would you still want to live? ”
Ah Long's face was cold when he heard this, his whole body trembled, and he completely lost his mind: "Why bother to show your background? Why flaunt your race? Of course I know what they have done! Of course they know their great deeds! I don't want to mention your parents, only your ancestors! Thinking upside down! Behavior confusion! Exterminate humanity! Beasts are not as good as beasts! He burns and kills with the flames of war! He waded through the blood and ransacked! He made his fortune by robbery! He stepped on the corpse to dominate! I do not deny that he is courteous to his compatriots and is like a brother! I don't deny that he is famous in China! You can't hide his crazy trampling on Nanhua, the bloody massacre! ”
Qinghe's eyes spurted blood, and his eyes were red: "My ancestors are loyal to the country and famous through the ages!" Who are you to impose insults? My parents were fair, virtuous, and loving, so what right do you have to maliciously slander? After speaking, he struggled and wanted to fly away.
Although Aaron was furious, he hugged her to the death and refused to let go no matter what.
Qinghe was so angry that he trembled all over, and he wanted to hit his head and kill the locality. Fighting for his life, fighting for his life, fighting for his life, but still not free, for a while, anger, grief, and sadness surged into his heart, and his stomach was cramped.
I couldn't hold back and vomited violently until my face was pale, cold sweat was dripping, and I collapsed to the ground.
Ah Long didn't expect it to come to such a point, and he couldn't regret it, and his heart was only painful: "I just think that she is as gentle as water and pure as ice, and I don't think that once she explodes into blood, she will surpass the heroes of the world in seconds." ”
Seeing his extremely sad face, Qinghe suddenly woke up and regretted it: "I'm so ridiculous, so stupid!" He was jealous and hateful, and he must have had a deep misunderstanding with his father. I don't think about it, I don't add ice, but I add fuel to the fire, which is really unwise. ”
Thinking about it, I couldn't believe it: "It's really me who said those things?" It's not just unkindness, it's simply a loss of conscience. ”
Qinghe was a thief with a weak heart, full of tears, and secretly looked at each other.
Ah Long was so smart, he instantly captured her secret feelings, his face was immediately softened, and those warm eyes were like flowing water, injecting into her heart.
Qinghe's heart trembled, and Ah Long's black face was already eagerly attached. In an instant, her chest was pressed tightly against his heart,
She smelled his faint rosin again, heard his violent heartbeat, and secretly said in her heart: "He loves me clearly, he is clearly my Aaron, and there will be no mistake." In this case, even if the universe disappears and space disappears, I don't want to be separated from him. ”
Looking at the candle flame, virtual and real, nothing to catch, she was suddenly afraid, wanted to go home, wanted him more, but was helpless, and suddenly remembered his words: "Between husband and wife, there is only love, only integration, it doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong." I couldn't help but think, "Since he is my Aaron, can't I capture him with love?" Forcing him to release his suspicions? Forever in love with him? ”
Thinking of this, he changed from cold as frost, ruthless, tears poured into tears, pear blossoms brought rain, tossed and turned in his arms, and pleaded softly: "Aaron, resentment is like a cloud, which can be gathered and dissipated; Hatred is like ice and snow, which can be knotted and dissolved. If you don't want to reconcile, that's okay. Let's go back to Yu, I will visit my parents alone, report peace, and return to Shu with you immediately. ”