136, no return
"Didn't the seniors let Sanshui dig wine alone, didn't he have something to say?"
Juren sighed: "It can be seen that being smart is not necessarily a good thing every time." ”
"Now that you're sure you're going to stay with her, there's something you have to tell you. What I am going to say to you today, you have to remember it and think about it. ”
"Senior, please speak. ”
Juren pinched his beard: "Ah, it's not a big deal...... It's her life that she has no chance with the child. ”
"Yes, the younger brothers who have not been able to keep their minds in their previous lives and in this life......"
Juren hummed negatively: "Mmmmmmmmmmmm ”
He pointed his finger at Jiang Heng's stomach and drew a circle in the air: "Back then, she became a yin-shaped body and blocked the way to return to yang, and later she was able to maintain the balance of yin and yang in her body and survive, which is a great luck." Even if he re-enters reincarnation now, there is no excess yang energy in his body to sustain the life of the fetus, and there will never be any more possibility of pregnancy. With the companionship of yin ghosts, ** give birth to ghost children, there is still some hope. If you practice the yang pole, the yang energy is pure, and I'm afraid you won't have a chance to become that kind of yin heavy thing. ”
Jiang Heng looked up in the direction where Ru Sanshui went out and did not reply.
Juren also looked in that direction: "I guess she herself has more or less guessed about this matter, she is so smart, why can't she comprehend?" It's just that I didn't say it, and she won't believe her guesses, I guess she only thinks that she is a groundless blind idea." ”
"Senior, don't hide it, I've thought about it too. ”
"Have you thought about it?"
"The exuberance of yin is the same as the exuberance of yang, which hurts the body fundamentally, how can I not know? I was also afraid that we would not be able to give birth to a healthy child, and we might even die young, and I thought about how much trauma it would bring to her if this kind of thing happened...... Now, she doesn't have to worry about that, she used to ...... There will be no children at all......"
Jiang Heng lowered his head and looked at his stomach, as if he hated to suffer for her. The fist clenched and released again: "It's okay, it's okay, I only have her, and she only has me." If she ...... If she wants to have a child one day, it is not impossible to pass on from another family. It's okay to recognize the orphan of the Liang family. ”
Both men were silent. After a while, Ru Sanshui returned.
"Jiang Heng, the old man is immortal, what about the two of them?"
When Jiang Heng heard her voice, he immediately smiled, and his mood was relieved. He looked up and said, "Here!"
Ru Sanshui carried several jars of wine, ran over happily, and handed half of it to Jiang Heng. Jiang Heng smiled and touched her hair.
Juren: "You girl, why do you dig so fast." ”
The four of them bought dishes and chopsticks and sat down. This meal is rare and hearty, and there are some meat dishes.
Ru Sanshui said: "Isn't it the easiest thing for me to explore the underground with soul mist? By the way, I really didn't think to come and see the bottom of this mountain, my God, how much wine do you have?"
"Along the Wudao mountain road, buried all over the mountainside, how do the old man know how many, sometimes dig a pit to bury the new, a careless, can stab the old jar that was buried before. Some of them were buried in the middle of nowhere, and they couldn't be found after deliberately looking for them. ”
He picked up a few peanuts, threw them into his mouth and chewed them: "You used to think that the old man was greedy for the fruits you picked, but you didn't know that the old man didn't want you to make wine." I don't care if I stab a few jars, if you stab them, you will definitely not be able to do it, and you will feel sad in your heart, endlessly. In addition, the old man is still thinking about how long and in what month he can finish drinking, and you come to brew it again, but the old man drowns in the wine jar every day. ”
She was a little surprised, only to know that he drank a lot, but she didn't know that there were so many people, so she didn't think of this layer.
"I'll drink what I brewed, just bury it in the yard. If you had told me earlier, I would have shared your wine. ”
"Oh!
"What?"
"You're going to kill yourself with wine again. Do you think the old man doesn't know, when you just lived, at least seven or eight years, when no one was around, you hid in all kinds of corners and sorrows, at first tears and snot, then sighed, and then sour poems and sour sentences casually...... Once, I set fire to my own small objects and clothes, and almost burned my Yinglin Ju!"
Seeing that Jiang Heng's expression changed and changed, she was anxious, and hurriedly stretched out her hand, making a gesture to fan the resident: "What nonsense!"
Then she turned to Jiang Heng and said, "It's okay, I'm fine." "It's as if this was a misunderstanding yesterday and needs to be clarified today.
"Look at it, look at it, you're going to beat the old man again! You have such a hard temperament now, it's not that the old man has cultivated it well. Once upon a time, he was decadent and gloomy, and he was not willing to say much. I've been messing around with the old man for a long time, and then I dare to do it with the old man! When I get angry, I almost cut down the beams of the house!"
"When have I ever cut down a beam! Don't say it! You eat! Shut up!"
Jiang Heng held Sanshui's hand under the table, she lowered her head and stopped talking. He took her into his arms and whispered in her ear, "It's all right." It's all fine in the future. Never let you hide alone again. ”
She was in a hurry just now, but she was afraid that he would blame himself. In fact, after too long, she didn't feel much anymore, and the comforting words he said didn't move her much. The anger made her itch, and the roots of her ears were red.
It's all fine in the future, and it won't be separated in the future. Why didn't she know, it was she who knew, so she was at ease, so it was a matter of course.
It's just that since they want to live in seclusion for a long time and not be swept up in the rivers and lakes, they can't come back here, and countless eyes are staring, and they won't be left alone.
"Endless is sorrowful, poor and sour, so boring, with the old man in this small place, all the people have lived in a hundred and eighty or ninety years, don't you get tired?
"Although I dislike you, after all, I am like a father and an ancestor, and I am also a benefactor in the final analysis...... I always think that I may not be able to come back in my lifetime, and I am afraid that I will not be able to see you for the last time. ”
"It's the other way around, it's the other way around, you can't see the old man dying. The resident stuffed his mouth full of fat sausages and peanuts and muttered.
When she was young, she had a relationship with the Juren, who had a white beard and a fairy wind and bones, and looked like she was in her sixties and less than seventy; the Juren reborn her and allowed her to stay, and once she secretly shaved her beard, and it looked like she had just passed a Jiazi; more than a hundred years passed in a hurry, and she also aged a little bit in appearance, but he was still like that, a bad old man who was not beaten.
Sanshui smiled: "Yes, you are an old immortal, but I will die one day, the days are not endless, and I have more worries than you." ”
"The old man has seen a lot, whether he sees through it or has fun, the world is nothing more than that. The last side of you, the old man may not be able to see, and he may not want to see it. Although my original wish was to open up the light to you, without hindrance to your enlightenment. After you are broken, you choose to be married to him for a long time, and you go, and leave me alone. ”
It was rare for her not to quarrel with the dead old man, and listening to his serious speech like this, she had a lot of thoughts and sighed.
She sat at the door of the house where she lived, looking out at the distant mountains beyond the clouds, and the faint sound of Luan Feng and chirping was fluttering. Jiang Heng sat down beside him, and also looked beyond the direction she was looking.
After eating, the dwellers don't know which garden to hide in to pick fruits or cut small vegetables. Ah Bi went back to the house to retreat, and Ru Sanshui gave her his original house.
Sanshui leaned on Jiang Heng's shoulder: "I haven't escaped the cause and effect of reincarnation, only the mandate of heaven can kill me, and if I escape the cause and effect of reincarnation, I am the destiny of heaven." Now I can't escape reincarnation, and you are the destiny to kill me. For the rest of the years, I will die slowly, in your arms. ”
Jiang Heng picked up her hand and put it in his heart: "You have exchanged immortality for my life, and if you want to die, you have to die in my heart." ”
She smiled: "Shut up in your heart and don't let me out?"
"Do you still want to go out? Not only in this life, but also in the next life, in eternity, we all have to be reincarnated together. Absolutely not let you go. ”
Her eyes lowered, and she replied softly, "Okay." Then you have to hurry. ”
Before it was dusk, the two of them said goodbye, and Ah Pian said that it was time to break through, and they would stay and retreat. Sanshui bowed in front of Yinglin Ju and went down the mountain with Jiang Heng.
Juren crossed Erlang's legs, hummed a little song, and watched the two of them go away.
"Endless is sorrow, and the ends of the earth are searched. ”*
The resident scooped up the wine jar at his feet and smashed it twice, his eyes fell on the clouds, and his thoughts drifted to the nine heavens.
Walking to the foot of the mountain, Ru Sanshui looked back, the mountain road was tortuous, the clouds were covered with fog, so familiar, but never returned.