As soon as the first results came out, I knew that it would be very difficult for me to write a book that was so bad that it couldn't have been worse.

It turned out to be exactly what I expected.

Before it was put on the shelves, when there was still hope, my wife conscientiously managed the child and watched him study, and took care of the family and our grandfather at all times of the day.

During that time, I was able to devote myself to writing.

After it was put on the shelves, as soon as she saw that it was the dog's results, her attitude immediately changed as soon as she settled the account.

I have a little bit of money, I admit it, who makes me incapable and can't make money.

But I also have a bottom line, and I can't destroy the child.

Now, she either wants to do live broadcasts all day long, or wants to do micro-business, and wants to resell masks, in short, she doesn't do anything every day, all kinds of tosses, all kinds of online classes, all kinds of want to make money, the key is that she can't make money.

I can't eat well now, I can't sleep well, the key is that she doesn't care about the children anymore, and I have to spare a lot of time to take care of the children and take him to online classes every day.

It makes me physically and mentally exhausted.

Talking about her, it's that you can't make money, I have to earn it, everyone earns more than you, they can make money, and they can manage the children, why can't you.

In this way, I went from writing books full-time to being the one I am now, having to write books, taking care of children, and suffering from waste.

I am tired.

It's tiring.

The key is that this is a broken achievement, and it does not rise, there are not many people who subscribe, and there are no people who give rewards, so you have to overdraft and borrow every month to live.

That's enough.

I really don't know why I insist on writing this broken book, is it just to live such a broken life?

I'm human, almost forty.

Why is this happening?

The mentality collapsed.

Didn't want to write anymore.

Today is a day off.

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