Yun Hongsleeve sat in the courtyard, very tired, sleepy, and uncomfortable.

She sat down for a while, got up, dug two pits in the courtyard and buried the bodies, which she had planned not to deal with, but their deaths made her feel that she should be buried in the ground, so she buried the bodies, and after pondering for a while, she split the planks and made two simple tombstones, and left their names on the tombstones with the blood on the ground.

The tomb of Wu Dong, a soldier in Daning.

The tomb of Li Sicheng, a soldier of Daning.

After finishing writing, Yun Hongsleeve turned around and wanted to go back to the main hall to get things and then go out, and after walking a few steps, he fell down, and when he woke up, it was already dark, and he was not unconscious, but sleepy and tired to the extreme.

A woman like her, lying on her stomach in the yard and falling asleep, was lonely when she was a child, and she never imagined that she would be lonely when she grew up.

When I woke up again, it was almost dawn, and I was bitten by mosquitoes in many places, and suddenly I thought that I should be dying, killing and being killed, who knows which one came first, and I can't die like this, so I took a bath with water, and put on the new clothes I bought when I came back, and when I bought clothes, I thought, he said that he liked light green clothes, so I bought them, and she asked him why, and he said that he always felt that green was very free.

Who can be free?

After taking a shower and changing clothes, Yun Hongsleeves looked down at himself, thinking of such beautiful clothes, it was a pity that he couldn't see them.

The slight coolness before dawn made her feel comfortable, and she felt much better after a good night's sleep.

Go out beautifully, and die beautifully.

How nice.

Is it to live up to him?

Not.

Yun Hongsleeve knew very well that he was just trying to live up to himself.

Youth, everyone has this thing.

No one can catch it.

Youth that has never left regrets may not be perfect.

The Taoist temple has been sealed for two years, so there is dust everywhere, she is still in the mood to clean up a room, and the original quilt has been dismantled and washed, just like this, but she doesn't feel wasted, last night I still thought that there was not much time and couldn't waste a breath, maybe Li Sicheng's death made her understand something, maybe she woke up to something.

Or maybe it's nothing, it's just that she's waiting for the night to come.

The day belongs to the people of the world, and the night belongs to the people.

Yun Hongsleeves was wearing a long skirt, and when she went out, the sky began to fall lightly, and she found a dilapidated oil-paper umbrella in the house, and wiped it carefully, although there were cracks, it was still beautiful.

The woman with the oil-paper umbrella swept out of the wall lightly, this place has been seen nearby, where no one will come, she also knows, the alley outside is still clean, so clean that even the sound of the rain hitting the oil-paper umbrella feels that it is a disturbance, follow the alley to the outside street, the night will not be silent because of the rain, the night will not be silent because of anything else, where do you know that the night is silent, that is what the night looks like, there is no one in the alley, there are many pedestrians on the street, and people with umbrellas come and go.

In the distance, there was a shop with hot steam from its chimney, and the heat looked so white on a rainy night.

Yun Hong, who was re-refined, walked into the shop and ordered a bowl of wontons, the bowl was very large and clean, the blue and white porcelain looked comfortable, the soup was very clear and transparent, and the dots of oil were barely worthy of this clear soup, she didn't like other tastes, she didn't put green onions, coriander, or shrimp skin seaweed, just a simple bowl of clear soup wontons.

Each wonton is large and plump, the meat is very fresh, and the soup will overflow when you bite into it.

Yun Hongsleeve has a bad appetite on weekdays, the more bad the appetite is, the more refined the requirements for food, the more delicate the better, the worse it is, this looks a little old and not too clean in the roadside shop, a bowl of wontons makes her find the feeling of eating.

People, when you live and live, you forget that food is only used to fill your stomach, not to solve problems, or to socialize.

For her in the past, there were too many wontons in this bowl, eighteen of them, and they were big, so she couldn't finish them, but after she finished eating this bowl, she actually had the urge to ask for another bowl, and the reason why she held back was that she was worried that it would have an impact when she started it for a while.

Raised his hand to take off an earring from his ear and put it on the table, and looked at the owner of the shop apologetically: "I didn't bring any money when I went out, is it feasible to pay you for wontons with this?" ”

The boss, who was in his fifties, came over to take a look, and could see that he really liked the delicate earrings, maybe at that moment he thought that if he gave these earrings to the yellow-faced woman at home, maybe how happy she would be, a rough and strong hand pinched the earrings, put them in front of his eyes and looked at them carefully, and then admired.

"It's so pretty."

The earrings returned to the table.

"Girl, Ning people are not so philistine."

The old man smiled: "If you encounter any difficulties, tell your uncle, I don't have gold and silver treasures, I don't do murder and arson, folks in the township, a bowl of wontons, if you have money or not, you can come and eat at any time." ”

Her last money, used to buy the long dress on her body, did not bargain, put a silver ingot on the table and left, because she felt worthy of her own death, no one was worthy of her when she was alive, and she had to be worthy of herself when she died.

Because there were not many people eating on rainy nights, the old man sat down opposite Yun Hongsleeves and wiped his hands with the apron on his body.

"Girl, is there something wrong at home?"

"Nope."

Yun Hongsleeve smiled a little embarrassedly: "I just don't want to go back." ”

She said that she didn't want to go back, not that she didn't want to go home, but that she didn't want to go back to the past.

"The family will be anxious."

The old man looked at Yun Hongsleeve's eyes: "I haven't read any books, I can't say anything too beautiful, I just think that if my daughter is alone outside, she will definitely not be at ease, no matter what happens, she has to change her position to think about it, if your daughter doesn't come home, what will you worry about?" ”

"Uncle."

Yun Hongsleeve looked at the earrings on the table: "I don't have a home, so I don't want to go back." ”

The old man's face changed, and he sighed: "I'm sorry for you." ”

I don't know why, Yun Hongsleeve's eyes were slightly red because of these three words.

Submit.

"yes, it's a little bitter."

The old man got up and made a pot of tea and came back: "Don't be in a hurry to leave when it's raining, if you can't do it, you can stay with my mother-in-law for the night, I sleep in this store, you go back to my house, the girl is married, but her house is still cleaned up every day, God knows when the girl will run back, she has been married for two years, and she always feels that she is a child, and she comes back every once in a while to let her mother make wontons for her, and her mother and I can't make delicacies from the mountains and seas, only this wonton has never been sorry for anyone." ”

When he said something, the old man was a little proud and a little proud.

"No, I have a place to live."

Yun Hongsleeve still lowered his head.

"Girl."

The old man poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to Yun Hongsleeve: "No matter how difficult things are, you have to be worthy of yourself." ”

Not far away, a fat man sitting there eating wontons stood up and shouted to settle the bill, the old man hurriedly got up and went over, the fat man looked back at Yun Hongsleeve, took off the money bag hanging on his belt and put it on the counter: "If she comes to eat wontons again in the future, count it as mine." ”

The old man was stunned: "You know?" ”

"I don't know."

The fat man shook his head: "I know it too, she should be called a folk." ”

Yun Hongsleeve looked at him, got up and wanted to say thank you, but also wanted to say no, she wouldn't come to this place again, she didn't know if there was a chance to come again, she had already thought about how to die and where to die.

"Don't thank me."

The fat man said as he walked out: "You ask Lao Chen, what do I lack the most?" There is no shortage of silver, there are four or five shops on this street that are mine, and the last thing I lack is money. ”

The old man at the wonton shop smiled: "You are not short of money, but your mother-in-law is in charge of it." ”

The fat man snorted: "I do, I want to be tight, I like to be tight." ”

After finishing speaking, he might feel embarrassed, and smiled apologetically at Yun Hongsleeve: "I'm a big boss, don't mind, don't mind, say a little more, girl...... How happy is it to live in Daning? Why did His Majesty personally lead the army to the north? In order to play out the pride of Daning, I said that, right? If you are born to be a Ning person, you should be proud, think about those who were beaten by our Daning, are they more bitter? No matter how bitter you are, how hard will you be ruined? ”

The fat man shook his head: "Although I think those black warrior bastards should be ruined." ”

The old man said: "Yes, that's the reason, those who are ruined are still trying to survive, you have to look forward." ”

Yun Hongsleeve didn't dare to stay any longer.

This world is too beautiful.

She stood up and bowed deeply.

Holding her oil-paper umbrella out of the house, just about to leave, the fat man shouted: "Let's change." ”

He handed his new umbrella to Yun Hongsleeves: "Your umbrella is broken, the girl's family, don't catch a cold, it doesn't matter if my skin is rough and thick." ”

couldn't help but say, snatched Yun Hongsleeve's shabby oil-paper umbrella, and stuffed his new umbrella into Yun Hongsleeve's hand: "Don't be afraid if you don't have a family, if you don't even have yourself, what do you have left?" ”

Yun Hongsleeves were stunned.

She bowed again, thanked her, and walked into the rain with a new oil-paper umbrella, in fact, she didn't need this umbrella, she took it, because she wanted to take some beauty in the world.

The fat man watched her walk away and shook his head: "It looks like I'm trapped in love, and I don't know which bastard has become a negative man." ”

If he knew that Yun Hongsleeve cared about His Majesty, he wouldn't dare to say this.

"Here you go."

The old man stuffed the money bag back into the fat man's hand: "Your mother-in-law, what do you say when you ask where the money went?" ”

The fat man smiled embarrassedly: "It's all what I'm used to!" ”

The old man smiled: "You know it yourself? ”

"I do!"

The fat man walked into the rain curtain with a broken oil-paper umbrella with cloud red sleeves: "The woman who came with me to endure hardships, I am used to it, I am used to it, I am used to it!" ”

The old man snorted, looked back at his wife who came out of the kitchen, and laughed.

Yun Hongsleeve had already decided what to do, but after leaving the wonton shop, she became a little dazed, so she lost her mind a little, and forgot what she was going to do when she walked on the street, so she kept walking, and unconsciously walked outside a teahouse, and then suddenly woke up to the fact that this place was the place where Her Majesty first saw her, and this place was also the destination she chose for herself.

The teahouse was bought by her a long time ago, but it was not in business, and occasionally she would come and sit for a while, and when she came to her senses, she immediately turned around and left.

She walked quickly and hurriedly, and after crossing two streets in a row, she looked back and saw that no one was following, and let out a long breath.

Turning back to look ahead, there was a girl in a beige dress standing opposite.

She shouldn't be a girl anymore, she already has two children.

But she was still bright.

Because there are people who care about her and people who spoil her, she can always be a girl.

"The skirt is beautiful."

The tea master said with a smile.

I don't know why, Yun Hongsleeve also laughed.

"You know I'm going to be here?"

"I'm stupid, I can't guess where you're going, but I think I can guess where you'll go back, and I can't find it, so wait."