Chapter Eighty-Seven: Why Should I Forgive You?
Xue Qing took Bing Yan to the nearest inn to rest, she trusted Qiao Anping, since he said to let them go, there would be no more conspiracies, there was no need to hide. She examined Ice Flame's injuries, fed him a pill, and picked up the package.
"Xue Qing!" Ice Flame grabbed her, "Where are you going?" ”
Xue Qing smiled at him and said, "Ten Thousand Swords Villa." Although she was laughing, Bingyan felt that the two of them were so far away, even when she heard Xue Yuan call him out just now, she didn't make him feel so estranged.
"Didn't you say that you were going to Wanjian Villa together?"
Xue Qing smiled: "I changed my mind. ”
"Why?" Ice Flame asked knowingly.
Xue Qing said sarcastically: "You still said you wanted to marry me, why did you change your mind again?" ”
"I ......," Ice Flame paused, a fact he couldn't refute, before he said, "I still want to marry you now." Xueqing, I was wrong before, forgive me. ”
"It's so good that the prodigal son won't change his money! But why should I forgive you? Do you want to go and go back when you want? Don't forget I said I wouldn't wait for you a second time. If you fail me again, I will never forgive you, never. After Xue Qing finished speaking, she picked up the package and left.
"Don't go!" Ice Flame grabbed her tightly, and as she wrestled, Xue Qing's package spread out and a letter fell to the ground.
Bingyan picked it up and saw the words "Qiao Anping" written on the letter, and then remembered that when he found her, she just opened the door. At that time, he was carried away by the joy of seeing her, and then the contest with Qiao Anping, which caused him to ignore some details.
Bingyan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, and he helped pick up the things and help her tie the package. Then he took her hand and said, "It turns out that even if I don't show up, you won't marry Qiao Anping." I knew you had mine in your heart. ”
Xue Qing withdrew her hand and said coldly: "Whether I marry him or not, that's a matter between me and him, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
Bingyan still didn't give up and said, "Xue Qing, just now you pounced on me to protect me regardless of your safety. Since we first met, you have been protecting me with your life, how can you say that you don't have me in your heart? ”
Hearing his words, Xue Qing not only sneered: "So what, it's not that people are being spoiled at will?" ”
"I ......" Bingyan thought for a while, then took out the hairpin and inserted it in her bun: "Marry me, let me compensate you for the rest of your life." I won't be obsessed with martial arts anymore, and we won't go to Wanjian Villa, let's go back to that town, where it's just you and me. ”
Xue Qing took off the hairpin and put it back in his hand: "This is more suitable for your lady." ”
Bingyan smiled and held her hand: "You are not my lady, and I will be your father-in-law." ”
"It's not! You are Luo Rong's father-in-law, not mine! Xue Qing couldn't pretend anymore, threw the hairpin on the ground, and yelled hysterically, as if to vent all her dissatisfaction.
From the time Luo Rong appeared, in order not to embarrass him, she chose to lock herself in the room alone and shed tears in pain, she was sad and drunk alone, and she never messed with him or entangled. Even in order to make him feel at ease, she offered to let go and took the initiative to throw herself into Xia Hongying's arms.
The feelings he paid do not need to be reciprocated, and all the pain and tears are carried by himself. However, what did he get, he drew his sword and said that she was arrogant. In just two months with him, she has tasted all the ups and downs. Even so, she was still reluctant to hate him and resent him, and chose to leave alone, burying the grievances and pain she suffered in her heart.
But now, he appeared again for no reason, and said these nonsensical words to her, but he dug out all her grievances and dissatisfactions, and she didn't want to hold it alone anymore. Why did he do this, forcing her to let go when she was most reluctant, and forcing her to remember when she forgot.
Xue Qing didn't want to accommodate him anymore, she didn't want to think about him everywhere anymore, she cried and shouted: "When you and Luo Rong were married happily, did you think of me!" You don't care about it, when you pointed a sword at me, did you think about my feelings! You go to Luojiazhuang to guard your lady, what do you come to me to do! ”
Bingyan stepped forward to hug her, and said distressedly: "I know, it's all my fault, you can beat me and scold me." I swear to God, I will never look at another woman again, I will never live up to your affection again, and I will make up for you with all I have for the rest of my life. Xue Qing, don't leave me again, I really know it's wrong. It wasn't until you left that day that I realized what my heart wanted most. Xueqing, I need you, I can't live without you! ”
Xue Qing pushed him away, wiped away her tears with her sleeve, and said angrily, "Do you need me?" Where were you when I needed you most! ”
"Xueqing, I'...... Ahem......" Bingyan still wanted to explain, but it was a violent cough, and after spitting out a few mouthfuls of blood, he clutched his chest and gasped, but he still shouted, "Xueqing......"
Xue Qing finally couldn't bear it, fed him another pill, and said, "You should rest." ”
Still the bitter meat trick worked, Bingyan took the opportunity to hug her again: "No, what if you take the opportunity to run away?" ”
"Alas," Xue Qing said helplessly, "you look at me." ”
Ice Flame looked up obediently, then slowly fell.
Xue Qing held her breath, patted the medicinal powder on her hand, and helped him to the bed. Then, she walked out of the room, signaled, and went back to her room to sit.
In less than a quarter of an hour, Xia Hongying appeared.
Xue Qing smiled and mocked, "You are indeed nearby." ”
Xia Hongying didn't hear her sarcasm, and said with a smile: "Those who know me, Xue Qing also." "Le
Xue Qing pouted and said, "I'm just guessing, just send a signal and try it." Since you're here, I'll leave it to you, and I'll go first. ”
"Where are you going?"
"Go home."
Xia Hongying smiled: "Are you really at ease? ”
"Isn't that you?" Xue Qing didn't care.
Xia Hongying stepped forward and said, "Xue Qing, if you can really let it go, you won't wait for me to come." You can leave your books and run away like you did last time. ”
"So what?"
"Don't you know about Ice Flame? He must do what he decides, even if you leave, he will still look for you everywhere. ”
Seeing that Xue Qing was silent, Xia Hongying said again: "Xue Qing, let's go to Wanjian Villa together." We walked together for the sword test conference, and we went through 11 months before and after. Now there are still a few days left before the sword trial conference, Xueqing, let the five of us go through this section together, it can be regarded as a beginning and an end, don't give up halfway. ”
Xue Qing looked at Xia Hongying, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't speak.
Xia Hongying saw that she was a little shaken, and she spared no effort to persuade: "Although you and Bingyan had some unpleasantness in the middle, do you still remember the bamboo house in Jiaozhou?" We are there to worship, aside from your relationship with Bingyan, we are also brothers and sisters, don't you want them all? ”
Xue Qing raised her head, looked at him and said, "Is it that the sword trial conference is over, and everything can be over?" ”
"After the fencing competition, it's time for me to go home. Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo, if they want, I will take them back with me. Whether you and Ice Flame can achieve positive results in the future depends on your own creation, except for leaving you today, I will not interfere again. ”
Xue Qing bit her lip: "I'll go to Xiao Er and ask for another room." ”
"You have a good rest, I'm here watching. Tomorrow we will go to Jingzhou together, and Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo will be waiting for us there. ”
The next day, Xue Qing got up early, but saw that Bingyan and Xia Hongying were already waiting for her, and Bingyan was still holding her horse in her hands. Xia Hongying explained that this horse Bingyan has been leading, from Shuzhou to Jingzhou. Yesterday, Bingyan came to Yizhou from Jingzhou and forgot that she was in a hurry, so he helped her send the horse over.
This reason, Xue Qing was very embarrassed to hear, did this person make her soft-hearted. She looked at Bingyan again, she admitted that she still had him in her heart, but she couldn't forgive him, as soon as she saw him, she would think of those unhappy things, and her heart should panic.
Xue Qing saw a ready-to-wear store not far away, went in and bought a hat to put on, and the three of them went on the road. Along the way, Xue Qing was galloping wildly, her reason was not to let Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo wait in a hurry, but the real reason was only known to herself.
Iceflame rode in parallel with her, and whenever he turned his head to look at her, he could only see the curtains. His heart was bleeding, she had never worn a hat before, she liked to see the outside world, but now she was so isolated from the world, she just didn't want to look at him.
During the meal halfway, Bingyan also tried to pick up vegetables to please her, but her expression was lukewarm, as if he was no different from Xiaolong Xiaoshuo, or even a stranger or a transparent person.
At the same time, Jin Hongwen and others came to Qiao's house, and Jin Xueyan ran to Tingxue Courtyard as soon as she entered the door. Seeing Qiao Anping's urgent letter saying that he and Xueqing would get married on May 16, Jin Xueyan was happy. There was still a lot of time before the wedding, so she urged Jin Hongwen to come over, and by the way, she also urged Lan Xuyao and Luo Hengyuan to come early.
"Sister!" Jin Xueyan shouted as soon as she arrived at the door, but when she walked in, she found that something was wrong. How could there be a shadow of her sister, she only saw Qiao An sitting in the hall with a haggard face, in a daze in front of a golden step.
"Qiao Anping, what about my sister, didn't you say that my sister lives in this Tingxue Courtyard?"
Qiao Anping pulled out a wry smile and said, "Xue Yan, when did you say that Xue Qing liked me." ”
"Also, my sister likes that ice cube...... Hey, no, Qiao Anping, then what do you say...... Hi, when did you learn to deceive too! ”
"Snow Goose, that's enough!" At this time, Jin Hongwen also came over and drank Jin Xueyan. He has always been rigorous, and when he received the news, he felt that something was wrong, and he had already inquired about the matter, and now that he saw this scene, he probably guessed something. So he played a round and said, "Qiao Anping, you used this reason to call us over, is there something important?" ”
"That's right," Qiao Anping said, "Let's go to the Ten Thousand Swords Villa and participate in the sword trial conference." ”
Jin Hongwen frowned and said, "Qiao Anping, are you sure?" ”
Jin Xueyan said excitedly: "Okay, okay, go to the sword test conference!" "My sister said that their goal is to try the sword conference, and you can meet your sister when you go, maybe......
Jin Hongwen thought for a moment and said, "If you really want to go like this, then I have no choice but to accompany you." ”
Lan Xuyao and Luo Hengyuan also nodded.
Qiao Anping confirmed the wedding date with Xueqing, so he quickly sent a letter to Jin Hongwen and them, but now the bride has run away. Fortunately, Jin Hongwen gave him the steps and reminded him. Ten Thousand Swords Villa, or maybe this is the last chance, let's fight again.
Qiao Anping found Qiao Yuanzhi and Anxin and said: "Dad, mother, the child's heart is still depressed, and I ask my father and mother to give the child some more time." I want to go out with Jin Hongwen and them to relax, and when I come back this time, I will marry the daughter of Zhizhou and shoulder the important task of revitalizing the Qiao family. ”
Qiao Yuanzhi nodded and said, "Go, go early and come back early." ”