Chapter 209: Marriage
Qin Yixuan looked at her, thinking of the past, she was indeed different from before, before the two quarreled that day, her usual attitude was much softer than before, and she would also think about him, and would take the initiative to show goodwill, but ......
"Then why did you go to the cold palace, why did you force Yulin to death, do you really treat me, or do you want to use me to take revenge and help you deal with the Lei family?"
"I really want to deal with the Lei family, I just asked You Lie to kill Lei Ao, can I use such trouble?"
"You still say...... Say the last person you're going to deal with...... It's me, you want to have a son and be the prince yourself......"
Xue Qing sat up, stared at him and asked, "Do you believe these words?" ”
"I didn't believe it, and I didn't want to believe it, so I killed Xia Zhi with my own hands and asked her to bury Yulin. But I still want to hear it in person. ”
"Red Sakura, with your favor for me, if I really want to deal with you, I can do it at any time, but I don't. If I wanted to be the queen mother, why did I refuse you back then? ”
"Because you found out that it was Yulin who killed Ice Flame, you want to avenge him." He said it was tough.
"Red Sakura, if I really have such thoughts, why should I tell the truth?" Xue Qing lowered her head, hugged her bent knees, and sighed, "Yes, I did it on purpose, I hated her, so I deliberately ran to anger her, I just wanted her to sleep unsteadily, after all, she owes me two lives." But Red Sakura, I really didn't want her to die, I didn't expect her to kill herself, and I wouldn't do anything to implicate the innocent in order to take revenge. ”
Qin Yixuan pulled her left hand: "I also believe that the Xue Qing I know is not like this, but ......" But once it comes to Bingyan, he is not sure, as if he is willing to do anything for her.
Xue Qing raised her head and stretched out her right hand to stroke his cheek: "Red Sakura, I mean it to you." ”
Qin Yixuan's heart trembled suddenly, wondering if his ears had heard it wrong, and he stared at her intently, hoping to get a confirmed look.
"Red Sakura, at the beginning, I was indeed forced to join you in order to save Yuheng. But later, I no longer reject it, you treat me so well, when I was in Qinghui Garden, I was very happy, and I treated you sincerely. ”
"Snow ......"
"But I can't forget Ice Flame, I don't know how to deal with Yuheng's problem, plus I don't want to be locked up in the palace, I don't want to share my husband with so many people, so I still chose to leave."
Qin Yixuan's heart rolled up with a huge wave, he didn't know, he never knew, it turned out that she had such thoughts: "Why don't you tell me, I can ......"
"No, you can't. I know you can give up everything for me, but I don't want to be the one who misleads the country, and I don't want to wronged myself, so I choose to be selfish. Later, when I found out that with Yimeng, I thought, I can't be so selfish anymore. When I finish dealing with Yuheng's affairs, and when I watch Yuheng get married, I will go to the capital, I will buy a house by myself, I won't rob them, I will be your outer room......"
"Xueqing......" Qin Yixuan held her hands tightly, why did he let him know this now.
"But......" Xue Qing couldn't help sobbing, "why don't you care about your queen?" Yu Heng died so miserably, as soon as I closed my eyes, he was covered with feathers and arrows, how can you teach me how can I be with you with peace of mind......"
Qin Yixuan hugged her tightly in his arms: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't protect you......"
"You still don't want me to take revenge, you teach me how to be with you with peace of mind, as if nothing happened!"
It turned out that she said that day: "Qin Yixuan, you asked me to rip off this woman, I will go back with you, and I will compensate you for a queen!" It wasn't that she chose to sacrifice her favorite freedom in exchange for Lei Yulin's life in order to avenge Bing Yan, but that she wanted a reason to convince herself to be with him.
Why didn't he understand until now, if he had known her true thoughts, he would definitely agree, even if he needed to spend more effort to protect her and stabilize the Lei family in the future. The reason why he chose righteousness and gave up on her was because he thought she was ruthless, if he had known that he could exchange her sincerity and seventeen years of companionship, he would definitely choose her.
Qin Yixuan had never regretted it like this, a misunderstanding had been wasted for seventeen spring and autumn seasons in vain, but now, there was no way to change it, he could only hug her tightly to calm the turbulent waves in his heart.
"When you stepped into Jiangyang County without hesitation, I already fully accepted you, but I didn't want you to take risks, and I didn't want you to die with me, so I didn't give you a good face. I thought that as long as I could get through that and I could survive, I would not run away from you and be brave with you. "Huaheng Academy
"But when I saw the edict of abdication that you had written, I retreated. I'm afraid, I'm out of place with this palace, I'm bound to cause trouble, I'm afraid that you will do stupid things for me and ignore the world, I don't want to be a sinner in the whole world, and I don't want you to make any mistakes for me......"
Qin Yixuan's heart trembled again, it turned out that he was clever but was mistaken by being smart. He deliberately designed for her to see his abdication edict, hoping that she could understand her sincerity and that he could influence her, but it was self-defeating and delayed for another ten years.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier, I always thought that no matter what I did, I couldn't touch your heart."
"If I don't want to, how can I come to the palace. If I don't want to come with you, even if I come, I won't stay, I can take Yimeng and Jingyun back to Wanjian Villa. ”
The authorities are fascinated, even if you are the Son of Heaven, they still think that their own plan succeeded in keeping her by their side and are complacent, and they are sad because of a trace of uncertainty.
"But Sakura, I can't forget the past, don't force me. I can't let go of the ice flame, not only because of the time I used to get along day and night, and I swore an alliance. He died for me, he led the poison from me to himself, he knew that his life was short, and in order to repay his kindness and help his father rebel, he chose to leave in that way......"
Xue Qing leaned on his shoulder and couldn't cry: "I can't forget Yu Heng, I can't forget what he looked like before he died, it's all because of me...... Because of your affection for me......"
Because of his affection for her, Yulin became distorted, trying to get rid of her, but killing the people around her. She has always been kind and doesn't want to involve others, not to mention her closest relative, so she can't let go, she doesn't want to be in this palace, she doesn't want to fight with others.
He patted her gently on the back: "It's okay, it's okay." It's me who is bad, and I will never misunderstand you again. If you can't put it down, you can't put it down, Bingyan is also my brother, and I won't eat it anymore. After the Mid-Autumn Festival, I accompanied you to worship him, and before he left, he entrusted you to me and asked me to take care of you, and I should also go to see him and tell him that I lived up to my trust. ”
"Hmm."
"But you have to participate in the moon viewing party on August 15, after all, it is Yimeng's big day, if your mother is not there, she will lose face. You have to believe that Bingyan loves you so much and thinks about you everywhere, and he won't blame you. If you still can't rest assured, when the moon viewing party is over, I will take you to burn some paper money for him, and we will ask him for forgiveness together, okay? ”
She nodded again.
"Let him pass the past, and don't mention those who are unhappy."
Xue Qing leaned on his shoulder and reached out to hug him, she knew that it was not easy for him to promise to accept that she had always had someone else in her heart. And although he suspected her at the beginning, he still killed Xia Zhi with his own hands in order to protect her, and for him, killing an innocent person is also ashamed in his heart.
His chin was lifted, a familiar temperature came over his lips, and his fingertips slid from chin to her neck and down...... After opening his heart, he had no other scruples, he was honest with each other, and lingered all night.
In the early morning of the next day, Qin Yixuan swaggered out of Guan Ju Palace, he announced with practical actions that Concubine Li was favored again. However, the forbidden army only withdrew one team, and another team continued to guard the gate of Guan Ju Palace, which was not imprisonment, but real protection.
Therefore, Concubine Li is not only favored again, but her grace is even stronger. Except for failing to give her the title of queen, the emperor gave her almost everything. Even if she doesn't have any rights, no one will doubt her status anymore. Behind her stood the emperor, which was the greatest power.
On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15, the ice wheel hangs high, and the bright light shines on the earth, shining a piece of silver white.
Mochizuki Tower was built between the former dynasty and the harem, at first glance it is only a large three-story attic, but on the third floor, only a few rooms on the north side, and the other three sides are three-foot-high flower walls, so that a very wide field is enclosed in the middle, which is open and high, which is convenient for admiring the moon.
On the south side of the flower wall, facing the mirror lake, the lotus flowers in full bloom dance lightly in the silver light, exuding a faint fragrance, and drifting towards the Moon Tower with the breeze, adding a touch of atmosphere to the festival.
In the open space on the top floor of the Moon Tower, there was a lot of laughter at this time. Qin Yixuan sat on the main seat on the high platform in the north, on his left was the queen, on his right was Li Guifei, and behind him sat two concubines, six concubines, three Jieyu, three beauties and three talents, those with lower positions were not qualified to attend. On the east and west sides, in order, sat the prince and princess, the princess and the envoys of Xiao Guo, as well as the dignitaries and designated family members of the court and above the third rank.
The sound of silk and bamboo, singing and dancing, staggering, and happy.
The queen and Mrs. Qiao have long taken care of the harem and the previous dynasty, no matter what the reason, if anyone dares to make a moth at the banquet and make the envoys of Xiao Guo laugh, then wait.
Seeing that the time was almost up, Qin Yixuan issued a decree to give marriage, Daqin married Xiao Guo, married Xiao Anyi, the princess of Xiao Guo, as the crown princess, and canonized Han Yingbo, the daughter of Han Zheng, the secretary of the Ministry of Rites, as the prince Liangdi, and Lu Xirui, the daughter of Lu Jiong, the household servant, as the prince Liangyuan. Princess Zhaorong married Lei Jingyun, the third son of the Lei family, and gave another princess's mansion.