solemnly silent.

Yin Xiancong said again: "I know you are not convinced, if you are not convinced, just say, there are no superiors and subordinates here tonight, you just treat me as your brother, you have to have something to say to your brother, right?" ”

"Squad leader, if you really want to be my brother, I'll be fine, if you're my brother, I don't have to train so hard, how can my brother torture me so much?"

The solemn and unsparing temperament began to attack again, "Otherwise, I'll call you brother, can you take care of me more in the future?" ”

Yin Xiancong was so angry that he almost slapped him on his solemn face.

"I said solemnly, are you still shameless? Feelings, you are to be comfortable, that is to meet anyone who can call brother? Do you still want to nod face? ”

"Yes! How can you be shameless? Solemnly said: "Dead people have faces, I am so good to be a big living person, how can I be shameless." If you don't believe the squad leader, go to the cemetery and take a look, the tombstones are all pasted with photos of the deceased's faces, right? Nobody just slapped their ass and put it on, right? But you have to be shameless to see when it's time, people can't die to be shameless, but they can't be shameless either. ”

"You ......"

Yin Xiancong was about to have a seizure, but it was right to think about it.

On the tombstone in the cemetery, I really haven't seen anyone put a picture of their butt on it.

Although what solemnly said is obviously a fallacy, it is impossible to refute it.

So he had no choice but to say: "I am like a brother in every squad, I am older than you, even your brother, and I am not just like you alone." ”

The solemn mouth immediately pursed disdainfully, and said: "Squad leader, don't despise me, I don't call anyone I see brother, such as the fifth squad leader and the sixth squad leader, I don't want to call them brother." ”

Yin Xiancong asked, "Why?" ”

solemnly said: "They are unreasonable, and people are not as kind as you, you are good." The six squad leaders are the whole person! ”

Yin Xiancong said: "What did he do to you? That's training, according to you say, if you press the bed board every day, that's what you can't call it tidy? ”

"For example, last time he was in charge of organizing an emergency assembly, and before the big guy reached the time, he asked us to carry our backpacks and jump three times on the big playground. You say, what does this frog jump have to do with the emergency gathering? Could it be that if the frog jumps well, the speed of hitting the backpack will be faster? ”

Yin Xiancong was choked.

It seems to be the same reason.

He suddenly found that this guy's mouth was particularly tricky.

I can't grind with him at all.

So he picked up the squad leader's shelf and said with a serious face: "Okay, okay, I won't tell you this, I'll ask you, since you hate being a soldier so much, why did you come to be a soldier again?" You said! ”

He solemnly glanced at Yin Xiancong and said, "Squad leader, is this what you asked me to say?" ”

Yin Xiancong said: "Yes, I let you say it!" ”

solemnly walked back to Yin Xiancong with a gun, dragged a stool and sat down, and said seriously: "My father was a soldier and fought a war. ”

Yin Xiancong said: "Since your father is a veteran and a hero, why did he come to you without any traces?" When you say that, I really want to say it, I can't figure out that you really weren't born to your father. ”

He sighed solemnly and exaggeratedly, staring at the rain outside the eaves with empty eyes, and suddenly said: "I also have doubts, I rarely saw him when I was a child, he didn't go home, sometimes he only came back once every two years......"

"When I was a child, my impression of my dad was that my mom showed me a picture, pointed to the person in the military uniform in the photo and said, this is your dad."

"When I was a child, I admired the military, I thought the military was very powerful and noble, at that time, the school was promoting every day, talking about dedication, I think my dad is the kind of person who is very dedicated, even if you don't want to defend the country with your life, what is this not dedication?"

Yin Xiancong nodded and said, "That's right, this is a hero." ”

Zhuang Yan didn't speak for a long time, suddenly took out a cigarette case, lit a cigarette, and took a puff before saying: "Later, after the war, he was injured and returned to work, and after getting along, I found that I was wrong." ”

Yin Xiancong frowned: "Wrong? What's wrong? ”

Solemnly said, "I was wrong about my dad's worship. ”

Yin Xiancong said: "How can you say that? ”

solemnly spread his hands and said, "What else can I say?" I almost graduated from elementary school before he came back, so many years without me, come back like the king of heaven and Lao Tzu to take care of everything, if you are not satisfied, beat me, why? Just because he's my father? Did he do his duty as a father? Isn't it just that I contributed a sperm back then? ”

Yin Xiancong almost didn't laugh out loud.

Suddenly, I felt that it seemed inappropriate to laugh on such a topic, so I held back.

"In our old traditional education, fighting is love, the older generation, you have to understand ......"

"I want to understand him, but he also wants to understand this new world." What age is this, and how many years have it been since the reform and opening up? His set of things in the army has long been unsuitable for the place. ”

After a pause, he said indignantly: "Does he know what a trend is?" He doesn't know! Does he know what it means to be sophisticated? I don't know! After returning from the job and arranging, the unit was divided, and according to his level, he could have taken a large set, and my mother asked him to give gifts and run around, but what about him? Why don't you do that set of whiskers...... As a result, the house was reduced from 90 square meters to 70 square meters, and I said what is good about him? ”

Yin Xiancong did not speak.

Seeing that his squad leader was silent, he continued: "Squad leader, the world has changed, who doesn't plan for himself these days?" My dad's set has long been the old yellow calendar. All day long talk about dedication, but now you see who still says dedication? It's all fools! ”

Yin Xiancong suddenly said: "Maybe the world has changed, but solemnly, people can't always stand in their own perspective all their lives, and they can't only think about themselves all their lives, but also think about others?" ”

solemnly said: "Squad leader, this is a new era, it's different, you have been a soldier for a few years, and the outside world has changed too much." If you are not comfortable, what else do you say for others? People have to live for themselves to be chic. ”

Yin Xiancong looked a little excited and said: "You are not called chic, you are called selfish!" ”

Seeing that Yin Xiancong's face was not good, he didn't dare to speak again, so he chose to smoke and not speak.

The two were silent for a while, and then Yin Xiancong spoke.

"Solemn, do you know why I came to be a soldier?"

Solemnly threw away the cigarette butt and shook his head.

Yin Xiancong said: "When I was about to go to high school, my brother had already received an admission letter from the university. There is also a younger sister who is going to junior high school, and my parents don't talk about it, but I know that the family has no money, so I choose to drop out of school and go to work. Later, my brother graduated, and I came to the military school to be a soldier. ”

Solemnly stunned.

Obviously, Yin Xiancong sacrificed his future to fulfill his brother.

He suddenly felt that all the soldiers in front of him were stupid?

In Yin Xiancong, he saw his father's familiar shadow.

After a long time, Yin Xiancong suddenly sighed and said: "Solemn, people can't do everything for themselves in this life, if people always live for themselves all their lives, and don't think about others at all, life is quite boring." ”

Hearing this, the solemn heart suddenly chuckled.

As for why.

He couldn't tell.

He thinks it's a matter of perception.

Yin Xiancong's living environment is completely different from his own, and the three views of the two are completely incompatible.

In a solemn view, how tiring is it for a person to live for others all his life?

……