Nangong Lin accompanied Nangong Jing and walked through the most powerless time.

It was Nangong Jing's most painful day, in those bleak years, it was Nangong Lin who gave him warmth, and it was Nangong Lin who brought him the dawn, perhaps, this is the reason why Nangong Jing was willing to dress up as a man, and even when he was whipped, he didn't complain and helped Nangong Lin!

Later, Nangong Jing seemed to recover, but it was only the appearance of recovery, and the wound in his heart never scabbed.

Later, Nangong Jing deliberately avoided every time he met Nangong Feiying, because he didn't want to attack because he took care of his parents. In his heart, Nangong Feiying was the murderer who killed Lan Youyou, he hated him, he was afraid that when he saw him, he couldn't hide his anger and wanted to kill him.

In Nangong Jing's heart, Lan Youyou is really important, very important, so important that he is willing to sacrifice everything in exchange, but unfortunately, the Si people have passed away, and the survivors are sad.

Nangong Jing never gave Nangong Feiying a chance to explain, Nangong Tiancheng really couldn't stand it, and the two brothers made a fuss like this, so they had to write a note and put it in Nangong Jing's room.

The note reads: [Uncle poisoned, the poisoner Lan Youyou, there was a misunderstanding between the second brother and the eldest brother.] - Nangong Tiancheng]

Nangong Jing saw the note, he didn't believe that Lan Youyou would do such a thing, although his father didn't like Youyou anymore, but he never blamed her, and Lan Youyou was kind by nature, how could he do such a vicious thing, Nangong Jing didn't believe it.

Hurry up and go to find my father, but my father is in good health and has no signs of poisoning, Nangong Jing originally wanted to ask, but he also swallowed back.

He went to look for Nangong Tiancheng again, but he couldn't find it anyway, from that day on, Nangong Tiancheng never appeared in the General's Mansion again, yes, Nangong Tiancheng disappeared.

Nangong Jing felt that all this was a conspiracy of Nangong Feiying, obviously his father was fine, but the note said that he was poisoned, and it was obviously a note written by Nangong Tiancheng, and when he went to find Nangong Tiancheng, Nangong Tiancheng was gone.

It must be that Nangong Feiying deliberately fabricated Lan Youyou's poison in order to deceive himself and let himself unravel the misunderstanding that caused Lan Youyou's death, and imitated Tiancheng's notes to write a note to him, and when he went to ask Nangong Tiancheng, he hid him again, or killed him.

Fourteen-year-old Nangong Jing, because a Lan Youyou didn't believe in his eldest brother, he didn't even believe in his younger brother Nangong Tiancheng's handwriting, he just blindly pushed everything on Nangong Feiying, just because Nangong Feiying indirectly killed Lan Youyou, so all the bad things Nangong Jing thought about Nangong Feiying by the way, how wronged Nangong Feiying was!

Thinking like this, Nangong Jing ran to find Nangong Feiying, and when he saw him, he didn't say a word, first with a sword, Nangong Feiying immediately dodged, and was confused about the menacing Nangong Jing, and the two of them fought from noon to night, and they were tired and sat on the edge of the stone.

Nangong Feiying then asked Nangong Jing: "Why is this?" ”

Nangong Jing said in a hurry: "You killed Youyou, and you pretended to be Tiancheng to write to me, saying that Youyou poisoned my father, I went to see my father, and my father was safe and sound, this is clearly you, the fact that you hurt Youyou, find a reason, and pretend to be Tiancheng to tell me, when I went to find Tiancheng, Tiancheng disappeared, is it a bit too much of a coincidence, where did you get Tiancheng?" ”

As soon as Nangong Feiying heard it, he asked him to read the note, Nangong Jingben wanted to give it to him, but changed his mind in a blink of an eye, "What?" Do you want to destroy the evidence? ”

Nangong Feiying was really wronged, Nangong Jing was blinded by love, and transferred all the hatred to Nangong Feiying, Ren Nangong Feiying explained in every possible way, and argued in every way, Nangong Jing decided that he was a murderer, Nangong Feiying had no way to cry, so he had to swallow this grievance into his stomach.

The next day, Nangong Tiancheng still didn't go home, at first Nangong Jing was just talking angry, but later he found out that Nangong Tiancheng was really gone. He went to find Nangong Feiying, but Nangong Feiying was also anxious to find Nangong Tiancheng.

Nangong Jing calmed down, looking at Nangong Feiying arranging the soldiers, looking at him with ease, like his father, and that serious and nervous appearance, not like pretending, he believed that Nangong Tiancheng's disappearance had nothing to do with Nangong Feiying, and he was also a little suspicious of the authenticity of the content on Nangong Tiancheng's note.

You know, at first, Nangong Jing didn't believe it at all, but now it has become a suspicion of authenticity, that is, he thinks that the note was written by Nangong Tiancheng, and Nangong Tiancheng's disappearance may also be related to the note, so will Youyou really poison his father? No, maybe Tiancheng didn't lie, and Youyou was not the one who poisoned you, if there was any misunderstanding between them, it must be that Tiancheng saw the wrong person, or someone deliberately framed Youyou.

People, when you love someone, you will always find all kinds of reasons for his/her fault, you will feel that it is a misunderstanding, you will think that she is involuntarily, you will feel that she is excusable, in short, all the reasons that can be found for her, all in my heart, I just want to excuse her, because of love, but also because of fear.

In fact, after that period of gloomy days, Nangong Jing can already think calmly, he no longer blindly blames everything on Nangong Feiying, but in his heart, he just can't get over the hurdle that Lan Youyou was indirectly killed by Nangong Feiying, every time he has to forgive Nangong Feiying, or believe in Nangong Feiying, as long as he thinks of Lan Youyou, he doesn't change his mind firmly, and hates Nangong Feiying.

Lan Youyou's death has already hit Nangong Jing very hard, and Nangong Tiancheng's disappearance has made Nangong Jing slump again.

He always felt that Nangong Tiancheng's disappearance, even if it was not Nangong Feiying's hand, it must be inseparable from Nangong Feiying, but he suffered from the lack of substantive evidence.

Every time he thought of the little boy who was following behind him, and now he suddenly disappeared, his heart was empty, and he hated Nangong Feiying again.

He began to drink again, and was alone in the room stroking the piano loudly, thinking about the two people who had left him, playing "Ethereal" over and over again.

This song, he once played to Lan Youyou and Nangong Tiancheng respectively, it was not finished at that time, it was his proud work, it was originally a gift he wanted to give to Tiancheng, the tenth birthday, but he couldn't receive it.

Nangong Jing played it over and over again, tears flowed out unconsciously, he really wanted them to listen to it once, but no matter how hard he tried and how repeatedly he played, they couldn't hear it.

"Ethereal" is originally a sad song, it represents loneliness, loneliness, no one understands, in the middle is high-pitched noise, struggle, madness, to the final release, freedom, ethereal, the heart is one, everything is calm.

Nangong Jing spent every day in a daze like this, day after day, until later......

Nangong Feiying checks his parents' diet every day, but Nangong Shuo's previous poison has been deeply rooted in the heart and spleen for six years, and it has already been ingrained in six years, and taking antidote medicine is useless.

Before dying, he repeatedly told Nangong Feiying that he must find Tiancheng, otherwise he would not be blind when he died, and in less than two months, Mrs. Nangong was also terminally ill and followed Nangong Shuo to another world.

Nangong Jing was hit again, he knew that his father died of chronic poisoning, but he still didn't believe that it was Lan Youyou's hand.

The death of his parents was another heavy blow to him, and he was hit again and again, so that he went from drinking and playing the piano at the beginning, to lingering in the flower street and willow lane, and even gambling houses and taverns have become his habitat.

When Nangong Rou was three years old, the first thing she saw was her father's severe punishment of the two brothers, and in the middle of the years, she still saw the eldest brother and the second brother being trained and beaten from time to time, she felt sorry for them, so she taught herself medical skills.

Nine-year-old Lan Youyou died, the second brother's temperament changed greatly, the eldest brother and the second brother were disgusted and full of contradictions, and then within a few months, the cousin Nangong Tiancheng of the same age disappeared, this series of blows were full of this nine-year-old girl, she was already very strong, but God still took away her parents when she was ten years old, Nangong Rou suddenly felt that her sky had collapsed, so many things happened in the family one after another, a ten-year-old girl, no matter how sensible she was, she couldn't bear it.

Nangong Feiying was also in heart-rending pain, but after all, he was the eldest son, looking at his sad younger brothers and sisters crying, he knew that he couldn't fall.

The death of her parents made this family even more tense, Nangong Rou, who was just ten years old, had no one to give her birthday, when her parents were in the past, every birthday was prosperous, but this year, she was ten years old, first her father died, and then her mother.

The eldest brother took over his father's authority to manage Nangong Mansion, and he couldn't take care of himself, and the second brother didn't pay attention to it, how could he still remember his birthday.

Nangong Rou has been sensible since she was a child, she understands all this, she understands everything, she can only be strong by herself, she is only ten years old, she has already lost her innocence, and happiness seems to be really far away for her.

A good home has become torn apart, Nangong Jing has given up on himself, Nangong Rou pretends to be strong, Nangong Feiying's eldest brother acts as his father, and he guides his younger brothers and sisters by lesson.

Because Nangong Jing hated Nangong Feiying, he deliberately caused trouble every day and caused trouble to Nangong Feiying, and Nangong Feiying was a whip lesson every day.

Seeing that the eldest brother became so ruthless and cold-blooded, Nangong Rou, who understood Nangong Feiying at first, slowly began to look towards Nangong Jing.

Many times, Nangong Rou persuaded Nangong Feiying that after all, he was a brother, so he couldn't start lightly.

Nangong Feiying also hates iron and steel, how can he not feel distressed, but this younger brother is sometimes so angry that you want to kill him.

Nangong Rou knew that the misunderstanding between the eldest brother and the second brother was getting deeper and deeper, and no matter how hard she tried in the middle, it would be useless.

Many times she couldn't persuade her, so she hid in a place she couldn't see, and when the eldest brother finished fighting, she went to help the second brother heal her injuries, because she couldn't bear to see the second brother being beaten, so she had to wait for the eldest brother to lose his anger, and the second brother was powerless to fight, and then finally went to clean up the stall.

Nangong Jing's hatred for Nangong Feiying was first because of Lan Youyou, then Tiancheng's inexplicable disappearance, and then to the daily beating later, he didn't know how many times he had killed Nangong Feiying in his heart, just because there was no evidence, and they were related, otherwise Nangong Jing would have started a long time ago.