Qin Xin didn't want to forgive her, so Shao Ai had to call her every day and beg Qin Xin to forgive herself after saying all the good things.

Why is she so active in admitting her mistakes, is it the friendship of classmates that has influenced her? Or is your conscience awakened? No, she was just afraid that Qin Xin would say bad things about herself in front of Tie Ming, and no one knew that one day Tie Ming would not be able to get used to her, so he fired her.

Shao Ai was afraid that she would suddenly lose her job and suddenly lose her income, so she had to coax Qin Xin. How could she not forgive her, until the day of the half-ghost festival in July, Shao Ai made another phone call and said "Happy Birthday".

Qin Xin was moved, today is his birthday, early in the morning I received a blessing from my classmates, who can refuse this touch. Qin Xin finally felt that he forgave Shao Ai.

"Thank you Shao Ai, thank you for remembering my birthday."

"Aren't you angry with me? I apologize to you. ”

"No need to apologize, you've already congratulated you, I received it."

Verbally, the two reconciled, but a crack had already been cracked in the bottom of their hearts, that is, patched, and there were still shocking scars left after the stitches were removed, forever and ever, very deep, very deep.

Qin Xin hung up the phone and flipped out his photo album, looking for the imprint of this day many years ago.

Birthday, birthday, the day of my birth, the day of my mother's disaster.

Everyone celebrates their birthdays, eats red eggs, noodles, Western cakes, sings and dances. A room full of people gathered around the birthday boy to wish him a happy birthday. What exactly is there to celebrate on the day of birth? No one has ever thought that the lively birthday celebration is as if he is afraid that the king of Hades will remember his birthday wrongly.

But a life is never something that can be decided by one person. No one thought that they would be able to come alone after walking in this world, and God has sent two angels to answer you, one is your father and the other is your mother.

I don't know how much kindness there is here that cannot be repaid. The children who are born are all closed eyes, scrubbed clean, and only then do they see the world, have all kinds of feelings, and taste the ups and downs of the world.

The child's mother has really worked hard and really pained, so she has her own child, and only then did she hear the most beautiful call in the world - mother. At this sound, new mothers will shed tears.

Looking back on the arduous October pregnancy and the long wait, I finally waited for the moment when the melon ripened and fell. One life creates another, and from then on all three lives have another meaning, add another weight, and become heavy.

This moment is worth celebrating, the day of life. The child can never really feel this moment, how can he celebrate, what can he celebrate when his life has just begun? It is the mother of the child who should be celebrated, who is the bridge that connects life.

Qin Xin knelt in the ancestral hall of his home, holding three sticks of incense, looking up at his mother's posthumous portrait. This is an enlarged photo, and the mother in the photo is still 18 years old, with two thick braids and a smile on her face.

Qin Xin always thought that was the most beautiful appearance of a girl: big braids and a bright smile. Although youth cannot be reproduced, the memory is always vivid.

"Mom, do you see the azaleas blooming? That's your favorite flower, and I've planted a lot of it at home, Mom, do you see it? ”

Standing up, Qin Xin inserted the three incense sticks in his hand into the incense burner in turn, and folded his hands together, looking at the portrait of his mother, infinitely affectionate and regretful. Mom has been alone in a strange world for many years, what is that world like? Will my mother be lonely alone? Will the mother think of her daughter again? His eyes moistened.

"Mom, my daughter misses you so much!"

Looking at Qin Xin, the statue seems to be sad and crying. How reluctant, Peijun touched her daughter's little face before she died, but she refused to close her eyes, and when she closed her eyes, she said goodbye to life and death.

The daughter is still so young, she needs her mother to take care of her, why did she give her life but can't accompany her to grow up. God don't be too ruthless, let her be a girl without a mother at such a young age, how lonely she should be in the future, who will teach her? Qinxin, mom is sorry for you.

It was a gloomy day, the mother and daughter were chased and killed, Peijun was unfortunately shot, lost too much blood, lying under a plum tree was already breathless, breathing hard, looking at her daughter hard.

Dalin only felt it later, but saw this scene. This bad man shows an extraordinary tenderness for a woman's daughter. Pei Jun was seriously injured, he blamed himself the most, it was all the trouble he caused, but he wanted his women to pay for their lives, seeing the pain of their mother and daughter's death, Da Lin's heart was like a knife, and he leaned down and said to Pei Jun:

"Peijun, you can leave in peace, I will take care of my daughter."

Pei Jun's throat was full of blood, and he could only make a slight sound "cooing", looking at Dalin with his eyes, and returning to the light for a while, his eyes were shining like diamonds, and he was relieved, helpless, and reluctant to be all in these eyes, but there was no fear.

Da Lin clenched Peijun's hand, crying silently, this little girl felt that her mother was getting away from her little by little, and she couldn't stop shouting and holding back.

Finally, the two diamonds set in Pei Jun's eye sockets were shattered, the light dimmed instantly, the soul was gone, and the body was cold.

Fu Peijun, this name has long been destined for her life. Chengshan, I thought I could accompany you in this life, but I didn't expect that your fate and I were as thin as autumn leaves, and I didn't see life and death before I was white. Funeng, Funeng accompanies you. Pity my husband and my daughter, who are lonely in this life.

The Si people are gone, and the memories are left in the world. Death and life are broad, and the long road will eventually meet. My departed relatives, every step of my life has come to you, and I have drawn closer to you.

Life is bitter and short, and only after death will it be eternal, where there is no parting, and it is the ultimate destination of every soul of every person. This day is a gift from God to himself, all the concerns are realized at this moment, we gather in the Immortal Mountain outside the sky, and we will never be separated again.

Staying for too long, it is like being in an ethereal and ethereal realm, which makes people's hearts clear and clear, but they can't help but feel suffocated in peace. The ancestral hall was eerily quiet.

Qin Xin kowtowed to her mother three more times, telling her mother that she would be eighteen years old from today and that she could make her own decisions about everything. The mother no longer has to worry about her daughter, and in the rest of her life, the daughter will go by herself.

Walking out of the ancestral hall, I found that the sun seemed to be even brighter than before I entered. The smiling face of my mother seemed to appear in the sky, every cloud was smiling, and every ray of sunshine was full of affection.

On the half-ghost festival in July, Qin Xin was born on this day. I still remember that eighteen years ago, Dalin accompanied Pei Jun to just finish putting out a river lamp, Pei Jun felt that his stomach moved, and then he had the urge to urinate, and when he went to the toilet, he saw that the water was broken.

"Ouch!"

This little devil was born like this. It was the Year of the Goat, and there were no children for a hundred days, and the lambs were scarce. Many families avoid this year and want to wait until the next year to raise a baby monkey. It's ridiculous, the lamb is filial, kneeling to thank the mother. Having a sheep is a blessing for the family, and only later did they know how good the sheep child was.

Peijun exerted all the strength of his body, sweat penetrated his clothes, his hair had long been tightly attached to his head, and the child was still lying firmly in his stomach and refused to move.

"Hold your breath, go down, don't break."

The midwife whispered in the mother's ear like an old hen. The mother was firmly grasped by the great pain at the moment, and she could not hear any outside sound at all.

"Wow-"

It seems that half a century has taken for the heart to come to this world.

Eighteen years ago today, my mother gave birth to herself. Every life, since it came to this world, becomes an independent individual, and every birthday in the future is a self-rebirth, physically forever free from attachment, and spiritually more and more independent.

Every birthday is a growth and a description of life. This day is given by parents and becomes a unique mark for every life.

The year is everyone's year, and the birthday is your own birthday. The Chinese New Year is the birthday of the world, but why is the New Year a year older, and what is the connection? No one can tell, but they acquiesce in the significance of the year to the individual's life. I only know my birthday, my year is only one day, and it has to do with family affection, go to a feast of life, and fulfill a promise.

Children are always looking forward to their birthdays, and unlike other children, they never look forward to birthdays, and she has never liked birthday cakes and birthday balls.

On her birthday, she prefers to stay with her parents. When her mother was alive, she was by her mother's side, listening to her mother's story when she was a girl, and when her mother passed away, this ancestral hall became all her thoughts about her mother.

Fortunately, Qin Xin has an important person to accompany her on her birthday in the future, and she is no longer alone. Tie Ming began to prepare Qinxin's birthday gift early, accompanied her, silently drew every cute expression of her, recorded it, and then sent this booklet to the United States, and ordered a batch of Qinxin's face dolls.

A few days ago, the mail arrived, Tie Ming drove to the Lin Mansion in a hurry, ready to give Qin Xin a surprise, entered the courtyard and met Xiao Ju, without waiting for himself to speak, Xiao Ju said that the young lady was worshipping his wife in the ancestral hall.

Tie Ming sighed, Qin Xin is really a good boy who is filial, at this moment, he still didn't bother her, so he went into the kitchen with Xiaoju to help. After Qin Xin's worship, he also came to the kitchen, Tie Ming made a dough lamb, and when he saw Qin Xin, he asked her:

"Qinxin, this is a lamb I kneaded with dough, is it cute?"

Tie Ming brought out a small tray with a white, white, steaming lamb dough on top. The lamb also made loops of fluffy wool on its back. The sheep's mouth is slightly upturned, as if smiling, which is really cute.

Qin Xin looked at it and liked it very much.

"Brother Tie Ming, did you do this?"

Qin Xin stretched out his little finger and poked the little lamb's round belly, and it will bounce back, which is fun.

"Play everything, it's food."

"Eat? - This is me, you want to eat it? ”

Tie Ming smiled and put the "sheep" on the table and asked Qinxin:

"So what do we do?"

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