Chapter 105: Suffering in the Heart

Fan Li raised Zheng Dan's pillow a little higher, then scooped up a spoonful of lotus seed soup, put it to his lips to test the temperature, and sent it to Zheng Dan's mouth: "Come, open your mouth!" ”

Zheng Dan's eyes were reluctant to leave Fan Li for a moment, he looked at Fan Li, opened his mouth, and took a sip of soup.

"How's it taste?"

"It's delicious."

"Eat more if it's delicious, be good, open your mouth!"

Zheng Dan took the soup in his mouth, tasted it slowly, and swallowed it slowly: "Fan Lang, you are so good to me, how can I repay you!" ”

Fan Li smiled and said, "When I get sick, will you take care of me?" ”

"Hit you in the mouth" Zheng Dan stretched out his snow-white arm and patted Fan Li's face lightly, "I don't want you to get sick!" When I'm ready, I'm going to feed you once, do you? He winked mischievously and grimaced at Fan Li.

Fan Li's heart was warm and said, "Then we will decide." ”

After eating most of the bowl of lotus seed soup, Zimei gave another piece of steamed bun, then a chicken thigh, and then a piece of beef.

"Okay, I'm full, I can't eat that much." Zheng Dan said with satisfaction.

Fan Li put her pillow flat and tucked the quilt: "Sleep, your clothes will dry soon." ”

Zheng Dan closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.

Zimei said, "Fan Jun, let's eat something too." ”

I don't know how Zimei got it, there are seven or eight delicious things next to it. While eating, Fan Li asked softly, "Will the husband send someone to check?" ”

Zimei: "Fan Jun don't worry, even if they come, they won't be able to see us, let's eat with peace of mind." ”

Fan Li nodded reassuringly, he believed in Zimei's ability. He didn't understand the affairs of the fairy family, but Zimei said that if others can't see them, then others must not see them.

After eating, Zimei said, "Fan Jun, my business is done, you can do the rest yourself." ”

Fan Li said, "Are you leaving?" ”

Zimei said: "I'm going back to the palace, maybe there's something going on over there of King Wu Xishi?" ”

Fan Li said: "How long will Zheng Dan recover? ”

Zimei said: "When she wakes up from this sleep, it will be almost fine." There's nothing wrong with her body, it's just that her mind is a little messy, and you have to straighten it out for her. Saying this, Zimei's face blushed, "Fan Jun, you know the girls' thoughts, and you know how to comfort them." ”

This was said very vaguely, but Fan Li still understood what he meant. He took Zimei's hand and said guiltily, "Fan Li owes you too much. ”

Zimei said: "Fan Jun doesn't have to blame himself, everything is out of necessity, if everyone doesn't understand this, how can they be friends?" Okay, I'm leaving. ”

Zimei walked away in a flutter, and was soon obscured by the woods.

The sunset sets on the mountain, and the persimmon yellow afterglow gilds the mountain forest with a layer of gold. Fan Li stood stunned for a while, and walked to a few bushes, on which Zheng Dan's clothes were dry.

Fan Li put away his clothes and entered the tent, Zheng Dan was still asleep. He gently smoothed out the garment, folded it, and placed it next to her pillow. Then he sat in front of the bed and stared blankly at this gorgeous girl.

Zheng Dan's forehead is smooth, his eyebrows are curved, very thin and dark, and his eyelashes are very long, covering his lower eyelids. The nose is small, very straight and straight, the lips are rosy and full, the cheeks are flushed with a faint flush, the lines of the face are soft, and the skin is delicate, as if it can be broken with the snap of a finger.

Zheng Dan suddenly opened his eyes and smiled: "Fan Lang, what are you looking at?" ”

Fan Li smiled slightly: "I said I was eating you, do you believe it?" ”

Zheng Dan's face flushed: "Why didn't I see you bite me?" ”

Fan Li said: "Am I eating your beauty? ”

"Eat my beauty?"

"yes, haven't you heard the phrase "beautiful and delicious?"

Zheng Dan chuckled: "Fan Lang, am I really that good?" ”

Fan Li said: "You are so good, looking at you, I have all my worries." ”

Zheng Dan stretched out his hand, stroked Fan Li's face, and said, "Fan Lang, do you know that my heart hurts when I love you." But I know you love Shih Tzu a little more. No, look at me differently, I'm not jealous, I know Shih Tzu is better than me. I just want to do a little more for you. I know that we were born in this troubled world, and you would not want us to serve other men, but you have to. We just want to be sheltered from the storm in your arms, but we have to serve other men. All I can do is keep thinking about you in my heart. I hope you are well, and when I return to the country, I am dead, and you can live a good life with Xi Shi. ”

Fan Li stretched out his hand to cover Zheng Dan's mouth: "Believe it or not, I hit you in the mouth?" How can you say such a thing, I am already sorry for you for the great cause of restoring the country, you have to leave a chance for me to repay you well. You have to promise me not to think cranky in the future. No matter how difficult the days are, we have to live. We're going to be bittersweet. On that day, I came to be your servant, and I will repay you well. ”

A trace of coldness flashed in Zheng Dan's eyes, and he said meekly: "Fan Lang, I won't say this in the future, the last thing I want to say is that in Zheng Dan's heart, you are the only man in this life and this life." I'm all right. It's time to do things. Tell me. ”

Fan Lang reached out and touched Zheng Dan's face, stood up, patted the clothes on the bedside, and said, "Put on your clothes." ”

Fan Lang walked out of the tent, it was already completely dark, and a bright moon rose up the east mountain, and the bright moonlight sprinkled on the mountain forest. In the mountains after the rain, the air is fresh and the night breeze is cool.

Zheng Dan's words, Fan Li heard how bitter she was in her heart. He was amazed to find that the girl before he crossed over was actually in the same mind as the girl more than 2,500 years ago.

Once girls fall in love with a man, they will carefully guard it for life. Even if you can't get along with this man day and night, you will always be in love with this man in your heart. This is perhaps the most beautiful human emotion.

However, some women in later generations will be labeled as civilized and progressive if they change men like a marquee. I don't know it's actually degrading.

Fan Li sighed. In this day and age, women are so weak that no one cares about their feelings at all. Even if it is himself, he is also using women as weapons. For the sake of the so-called great cause of recovering the country, is it worth it to let these girls make such a sacrifice?

Fan Li felt a faint pain in his heart.

The sound of rustling. Zheng Dan was already standing beside him.

Fan Li didn't speak, and gently hugged Zheng Dan's waist, Zheng Dan was trembling slightly. He knew that Zheng Dan was crying again. He couldn't think of anything to comfort Zheng Dan. Just hugged her tightly.

After a while, Zheng Dan raised his head and said, "Fan Lang, I'm fine, take me away." Go according to your plan. ”

Fan Li held back the sadness in his heart and said to Zheng Dan: "Come, little sister, your task is to firmly control Bo Yao and let him serve us to restore the country." How to use the technique of fox charm, I will ask Zimei to guide you. ”

Zheng Dan looked at Fan Li and said, "Fan Lang, can I still see you?" ”

Fan Li said: "This is not difficult, Zimei can arrange for us to meet." ”

Zheng Dan said: "You are my thoughts, come to see me when you have the opportunity." ”

Fan Li said, "I will." Your immediate task is to contribute to the return of King Yue. ”

Zheng Dan said, "I will." ”

Fan Li said: "I'll call a taxi." "Then pull out a rocket and put it in the sky.