Volume 58|The Belief of Wanting to Be Stronger
Preface: Sometimes, only through difficult times can we understand that only when we are strong is the best means to fight for dignity.
Body:
The recruitment of the Lingshi Gate Factory is in full swing.
And Lan Ting didn't go to see the excitement, in the past, she was always indispensable to such a grand landscape.
At this time, she was in a garden in the left hall, looking absentmindedly ahead.
"Look and see, so you're here. ”
It was Gu's voice.
Lan Ting didn't show a happy look, but continued to face forward and said, "You, what are you doing?"
"After chatting with Shizun Yousi for a while, he said to me: 'I haven't seen Lan Ting for a long time, you go to see her on my behalf.'" ’”。
Gu said as he sat down on Lan Ting's left.
"Right Division, you haven't finished what you said. ”
Lan Ting turned her head and looked at Gu.
Gu's eyes met her eyes and replied, "Yes, this is the first half of the sentence." ”
"I didn't plan to say the second half of the sentence, but since you've already guessed it, I'll tell you. ”
"No need, Yousi is just worried that I won't be able to get out of the reality that Master has passed away. ”
"Yes, you tell me that you are a person who has a big grin on the outside, but hides sadness in the heart. ”
“······” Lan Ting did not respond.
"Actually, if you want to cry, just cry out. There are always regrets in this world, and there are regrets and sadness, and you can't suppress this sadness in your heart for too long. ”
"You're not funny, hey, do you think people like me can cry? Absolutely impossible, how can I cry? You underestimate me too much. Lan Ting turned her head and retorted to Gu unconvinced, but her big pure eyes were already soaked with tears that were about to fall.
"Don't deliberately hide, why do you have to get along with yourself, tears do not mean cowardice, sometimes, it is a catharsis of pain. ”
As soon as Gu finished speaking, Lan Ting burst into tears, at this time, she had already lost her dignity as the daughter of the head of the Spirit Master Sect, and she no longer cared about what others thought of her. She returned to what a young girl should be.
Gu didn't comfort him, he didn't say a word more, he quietly looked at the flowers in front of him, they were even more pleasing to the eye and full of vitality after last night's wind and rain.
When Lan Ting stopped crying, Gu still looked ahead and sat quietly with Lan Ting.
"Gu, tell me, if a person leaves this world forever, will her soul still exist?"
"What do you wish for?"
"I wish she existed, but I was a timid person and afraid of her existence. ”
"I think that the life and death of human beings are the same as the microscopic spiritual seed, coming empty-handed and leaving empty-handed. It's just that the process of existence is different, and each spirit has its own function, although it is small, but it is indispensable in the regulation of ecology. Even if they are the same spirit, they need to be gathered to exert their true effect, and if a thousand of the same spirit species can be combined to exert their due effect, then even if nine hundred and ninety-nine are combined together, they will not be able to exert their effect. ”
"So the meaning of the spirit seed is that each spirit seed is exerting its own only power, and when this power is exerted to the extreme, its influence is crucial to the other spirit seeds. It's the same as the effect one person has on another. ”
"If a person is influencing another person from beginning to end, then her consciousness will gradually remain in the other person's heart, so that her values, her style of doing things, and her personality will be deeply imprinted on the other person. Perhaps, this is how Zoji is different from you, her consciousness and belief have entered your heart and become one with your flesh and blood. ”
"Since you carry Zuo Si's mind in your body, what do you think you should do?" Gu waited for Lan Ting's reply.
"I ······ I don't know. Lan Ting hugged her body tightly with her hands, looking dazed.
"Since I don't know how to do it, I will continue to do it step by step, and one day, because of an accidental factor, the inevitable result will be caused. ”
"Really?" Lan Ting asked softly.
"It's true. Gu responded firmly. At that time, Gu saw Lan Ting's face smiling at him, it was full of trust and optimism, Gu was like a spring breeze, and there was a source of heat flowing in his heart, which was a warmth that he hadn't been exposed to for a long time.
"You are the daughter of the head of the sect, sooner or later you will become the head of the Spirit Master Sect, you must know, Lan Ting, the responsibility of being a head of the sect. Whether it's the spirit mastery or the overall management of the spirit master's door, you will need to take care of the affairs big and small, up and down, all of which need to be taken care of in the future. ”
"Gu... I... Some scared. I was worried that when that time really came, I wouldn't be able to do anything, I wouldn't be able to do anything, and I would instead become a burden to the Spirit Master Sect, and I was really scared, very afraid. ”
At this moment, a strange consciousness grew in Gu's heart, and that consciousness was driving him to protect this girl, to love this girl, and to care about this girl forever. Gu also realized at that moment that he had fallen in love with this girl, and this liking came from the heart, which belonged to both a man's consciousness and a feeling of admiration.
"Lan Ting, if you believe me, I will help you through the difficulties on your way. This is Gu's concise and clear answer.
He didn't see Lan Ting's expression.
And Lan Ting looked at him, her eyes were soaked with tears again, and this time the tears contained more emotion and happiness. A person she likes promises such a reliable thing to herself, as a woman, Lan Ting has no reason not to be moved.
"When I think back to the scene when I first met him, I still hate him, when did I start to care about him? Probably because he sacrificed himself to save others, and completely disregarded his own safety in order to save others. So, every time I see him hurt, my heart is sad for a while, he is the best person for me except Master, and now that Master is gone, he has become the only one for me, whether it is emotionally or in other ways. I think I can't live without him. ”
This is what Lan Ting thinks in her heart.
"He's not very handsome, his side face, his height isn't the best, but he's my favorite. In my eyes, he is a very hard-working person, and he has been proving himself with his actions to gain the recognition of others. He's been trying, and I'm still standing still, no! I can't just rely on his protection, I also want to be a person who protects him, I don't want to lose another important person because I don't have the ability to protect. ”
"Gu, I want to protect you, I also want to do my best to protect you, if you like me, just right, I like you too. Then in the future, I don't want you to bear it silently for me alone, I want to be like you, to support the common world that belongs to the two of us. I... Be strong. ”
Lan Ting thought as she said a word.
"Gu, in the future, you can teach me the Spirit Guarding Sword Technique. I don't want my martial arts to be too bad, I want to..." Speaking of which, Lan Ting didn't say any more.
Gu said happily, "I will." ”
"Gu, what does a strong man look like?"
"The appearance of the strong is like the left division and the right division, they have sprinkled their energy on the spirit master gate, not for themselves, but for the public. Don't lose your persistence because of other people's slander. Do things from the overall situation, do not lose big because of small things. There is a city government to do things, and you can't say anything about it. There are many more attributes to mention. ”
"Lan Ting, do you know, I have always been changing to the image of a strong man. I also want to be like the left and right divisions. They are my role models. When I was wandering around the city, I always sighed that there was no one in this world who understood me, and that I could not explain my hardships and stories to anyone. Sometimes, I feel that I am the image of a superfluous person. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get the results I wanted. ”
"But after entering the Spirit Master's Gate, I gradually realized that I was just too closed off to even the outside world's voices. It turned out that I also like to be lively, and gradually, I understood that before becoming a strong person, I need to defeat my original self first, become more cheerful, become more casual, and become more optimistic. ”
"Sometimes it feels like you're going uphill and it's going to be tough, but if we change direction it's going to be a smooth downhill. ”
"Gu, I think you've been through a lot, right?"
"A lot of things ·····" Gu Yu repeated these four words earnestly, followed by a slight sigh.
"Everybody is praising a person who is in control of the big picture as a mature person. But it never occurred to them how expensive it was to take away what he loved most. Gu's eyes were a look mixed with grief and remembrance. Perhaps he remembered many things he had experienced before.
"Gu, do you believe in the future? I am very happy to listen to your many words, I feel that I have a future, I hope that the Spirit Master Sect can always exist peacefully in the world, without gunpowder smoke and battlefields, just like now, there is one person who can accompany another sad person, accompany her to chat about her heart, accompany her to find hope to continue to live, just like the sun in front of you, when you see it moisturizing all things, your mood will be half better, and when you close your eyes, you can also feel its warmth. ”
"I believe that my future is in my own hands, even if the road ahead makes me temporarily bruised, I will not hesitate to do so. Gu, thank you, I will take this expectation and hope for the future, uphold the belief of becoming stronger, and create a future that belongs to me. Would you like to join me?"
Gu turned his head and smiled and bowed his head.