Volume 1: You Only Have to Meet Once in a Life Chapter 91: Cowardice and Cowardice
() Qin Xin tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, and the appearance of Tie Ming appeared in his mind over and over again. His hair, his head, his eyes, his nose, his mouth, his chin.
And his smile, his voice, the look of concentration on his face as he holds the pen, everything is deeply fascinating.
"Hee-hee!"
Qin thought about it, couldn't help but cover the quilt and smile, and after a while, he slowly pulled down the quilt, looked at the deep Western landscape painting opposite, and fell into reverie.
In the fantasy, she became a noble lady in ancient Europe, walking in an equally ancient jungle in gorgeous clothes. The ancient trees are towering, and the branches are intertwined in the air, and occasionally one or two golden and brittle leaves fall, like golden butterflies.
"What a beautiful view."
Qin Xin picked up a fallen leaf and put it in the palm of his hand to look at it again.
At this moment, a knight came on his fast horse, it was Tie Ming. Dressed in knight's armor and a silver helmet, he dismounted and invited Qin Xin to enjoy the beauty of the jungle.
The two walked side by side in this mysterious-like jungle. Qin Xin looked at Tie Ming happily and laughed.
"Yikes!"
Qin Xin's thoughts returned to reality at once, and I was surprised how I suddenly laughed, and I was so engaged! Not really!
Now all he thinks about is Tie Ming, as if he will run out of his mouth as soon as he opens his mouth. It felt like he had melted into the air, and the whole room was filled with his breath.
Qin Xin felt bursts of hot flashes, lying uncomfortable, simply turned over and got up without sleeping, and came to the balcony to look at the small western-style building.
At this time, the windows and doors of the small western-style building were closed, and the curtains hung down quietly, gently covering the eyelids of the people in the room, preventing the wind god from sneaking into this bedroom and disturbing the master's sweet dreams.
Qin raised his hands, raised his head, put his chin on the back of the paper, and looked at the small western-style building in a daze.
The warm afternoon sun sprinkled a golden light on the small western-style building, and the glazed roof reflected the sun's rays, and the whole house seemed to be blessed by some divine power, mysterious and dreamy......
"Why didn't I realize that this little western-style building was so beautiful before?"
Qin Xin muttered to himself, and looked at the balcony stupidly. In his imagination, Tie Ming opened the closed door, walked to the balcony, stretched, exercised, twisted his neck, and found himself at once.
"Hey, Qinxin, get up!"
He must have asked himself that, with that hearty smile that fascinated him.
Qin Xin stared blankly, thought blankly, and looked at the small western-style building in a daze.
But in reality, Tie Ming did not come out of the room, and did not come to the balcony to greet her. The door was still closed, and the balcony was empty.
"He must be taking a nap."
Qin Xin lowered his head, thought for a moment, and suddenly smiled again, pointed to his heart and asked:
"When did you like him?"
Think hard, think about it, from that first encounter on the Waibaidu Bridge? Is it from the time he makes up for himself? Was it from that time when I was in distress in the cave? Is it from the time he took the thug's rose for himself? Which one is it?
I really can't figure it out, why did I fall in love with him in a daze?
Qin Xin turned around and leaned back on the balcony, his head leaning back comfortably, feeling the warm winter sun shining on his face, letting the breeze blow across his face, activating every tiny cell on his face.
I just fell in love with him, and I couldn't figure out the time myself. Where was that time?
At that moment, my department missed all
With sustenance, the soul no longer wanders.
With a lover, there is a longing. Willingly, he was hooked by a member of the opposite sex, held his hand, and stumbled his feet. From now on, joy is him, and sorrow is him. Because he rejoiced, and because he grieved, I lost me.
"What do you like about him? What do I like about him? β
Qin Xin turned around, glanced at the small western-style building again, shook his head vigorously, and asked himself.
Xiaoju likes Rat because Rat stands up for her, and she is grateful. Shao Ai likes seniors because they are smart and she admires them.
And what about yourself? What do you like about Teacher Song?
Is it the attentive look of him when he holds the pen? Is it the way he looks when he holds a stick? Was it the look of concern that he was comforting himself with? Is it the anxious look he looks when he criticizes himself? β¦β¦
Is that it? No, it's a day together.
Those beautiful and memorable scenes are all Tie Ming's dedication to himself. Like a brother like a father, like a teacher like a teacher, he is like himself.
Since moving into this big house, my father has become busier and busier, and now he has divided half of his time with his lover outside.
In the past, I was still coquettish and asked my father to accompany me more, but later I was numb.
Dad bought a lot of dolls to accompany him, and also found Xiaoju to be his companion.
There are so many people inside and outside the Lin Mansion, it should be very lively, but I often feel lonely, even if I stand in the middle of a group of people, no one can give me a warm hug.
Xiaoju can't, although she understands her loneliness, she can't make up for it.
Aunt Bao can't, she is busy in the kitchen every day.
Uncle Zhong can't, he only cares about a pot of soju every day.
Other girls have never been as lonely as themselves, with a thousand words in their hearts, surrounded by a group of people, loneliness still found themselves, and they refused to let go of themselves for a moment.
It's all because of Dad!
He gave himself a big house, but he didn't give himself a complete home, not even normal family companionship. He bought a wall of dolls for himself, but he couldn't get a bosom friend.
"I need to be honest with each other and be with me for a long time, Dad!"
Thinking of this, Qin couldn't help but reddened her eyes. She was pressed with a deep, deep bitterness in her heart, which made it difficult for her to speak.
Dad always said that he was as noisy as a little sparrow, but in fact he was very lonely inside, but she couldn't say it. Because Dad has his problems, it's all that eel essence!
When I think of the culprit, I hate it so much. After losing his mother, Qin Xin became very insecure, and only his father was left with a close relative.
Originally, there was only one left of the love of his parents, but now he was divided by this inexplicable woman, how could he not hate her!
"Damn eel spirit!"
With a "click", a branch fell, and the sparrows with startled fingers flew in all directions.
Qin Xin was angry, and broke a branch in front of the balcony, not wanting to be fanned by a few sparrows, Qin Xin was about to scold a few words, and saw that it was a pair of sparrows, which seemed to be a pair of love birds.
"Alas!"
The sparrows are all dependent on each other, and they are accompanied by their lovers. How could I, Lin Qinxin, end up alone? Qin Xin glanced at the small western-style building again and snickered a few times.
"Hehe, Song Tieming, you can't run out of my palm. If you are the Monkey King, the small western-style building is Wuzhi Mountain, if you are the White Snake, the small western-style building is the Leifeng Tower, if you are Nezha, the small western-style building is Li Jing's pagoda, you just come to me obediently, haha! β
Qin Xin couldn't help but laugh proudly. The little girl thought that she had already captured Tie Ming in this way, thinking that he would not leave her like her father.
She was so naΓ―ve. Tie Ming, he also has his considerations. She didn't understand Tie Ming at all, she only saw his concern for her and his teachings.
These are the missing father's lack of love, so that Tie Ming can make up for it. Qin Xin naturally developed an attachment to him.
I don't know when she found that she was more and more inseparable from Tie Ming.
I waited for him to drop me off at school in the morning, and I was expecting him to pick me up and take me home after school.
When I got home, I came to the small western-style building early and did my homework obediently. She has long been accustomed to Tie Ming's one-day companionship, profound intentions.
What really makes her heart flutter is the long-term companionship and the care of each other.
The so-called long-term love, probably that's it!
A daughter like Qin Xin, Duojin can't impress her, and the most important thing for her father's big industry is money.
Besides, she can't be impressed by her intelligence and ability, and there are also young and smart and capable teachers in the previous ones, but people don't want to pay even if they take money to do things.
is only Tie Ming, he is the most serious and responsible.
To be a tutor for Qinxin, just teaching her took twice as much thought as usual. Not to mention that this little lady has always been slippery and difficult to deal with.
Tie Ming pretended to be fierce for a while, and only after being soft for a while did he restrain this little lady.
The process in the middle is that love is fermenting.
Men crave conquest, women enjoy being conquered. What a peculiar law, it seems to be very reasonable, and it can still find a basis, but in fact it is unreasonable.
No matter how strong a woman is, no matter how strong a woman is, no matter how cold a woman is, she hopes for a man who can conquer her. This man gives himself a sense of security, so that he has something to rely on and something to sustenance.
Our heroine has found the knight in her heart and is determined to hold on to him.
Qin Xin glanced at the small western-style building and grabbed it, as if he had pinched Tie Ming, and laughed proudly.
"Miss!"
"Wow, you scared me to death!"
Xiao Ju suddenly appeared behind Qin Xin silently, which really scared Qin Xin.
"Scared Miss."
Xiao Ju hurriedly apologized, carefully observed Qin Xin's face, and asked in surprise:
"Miss, didn't you take a nap?"
Qin Xin was even more surprised by the question, and asked her rhetorically:
"How can you tell I didn't take a nap?"
Xiao Ju pointed to Qin Xin's hair and eyes and said:
"Miss, your hair is not messy at all, and your eyes don't look like they just woke up. Why didn't you take a nap? Didn't you just say that you were sleepy? β
Qin Xin waved his hand indifferently and said:
"It's nothing if you haven't taken a nap, Xiaoju, you're making a fuss."
"No, miss, taking a nap is good for people, don't you have to go out with Mr. Song to enjoy the scenery in the afternoon, if you fall asleep in the car, it's not good."
"Ah, I've been chatting with you, what time is it, hurry up and dress me, and tell Teacher Song to go to him at two o'clock, what time is it now!"
Xiao Ju hurriedly brought a small alarm clock to Qin Xin.
"Mom, it's half past two!"
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