It hurts, it hurts in the heart, it hurts all over the body. It's cold, it's cold to the bone, it's so cold that it's like my heart is frozen. Why is it like this every time I wake up, as if hanging in a chaos, there is no other perception except cold and pain.

Vaguely, she heard someone talking, but couldn't make out what he was saying. Finally, she seemed to hear that someone was calling her name, telling her to wake up. Why wake up? What's the point of waking up?

She was so tired, she didn't want to wake up, she didn't want to move, she just really cold.

It didn't take long for her consciousness to blur again.

"Doctor Wan, what's wrong with Xueqing?" Xia Hongying asked eagerly.

Yes, it's Dr. Wan. Two days after Dr. Zhang's treatment, Xueqing was still in a coma and had a high fever. Xia Hongying couldn't wait any longer, so she sent someone to Xiangxian County to invite Dr. Wan over. Dr. Wan treated Xueqing for another day, and Xueqing's fever subsided, but she was unconscious.

"Childe, Miss Li's body is no longer in serious trouble, she just needs to take care of herself."

"But it's been seven days, and she's been in a coma, with no sign of waking up at all, and she can't feed the potion."

"Childe, according to the old man's opinion, Miss Li was greatly stimulated before she was injured......"

Doctor Wan didn't continue, but how could Xia Hongying not understand. Because the ice flame broke her heart, she no longer had the desire to live.

She deliberately provoked Bing Flame to die. I want to die under his sword, and use my own blood so that he will never forget her. Maybe she also thought about leaving her to die and live later, she was testing whether Bingyan would be soft-hearted, and whether there was a possibility of repair.

Ice Flame drew her sword mercilessly and left mercilessly, completely depriving her of vitality. She would rather lie down and wait to die than come to her senses and face the pain.

But he didn't want her to die. After sending off Dr. Wan, Xia Hongying sat at the head of Xueqing's bed and looked at her stupidly. He took her hand, still so cold. Ever since the fever subsided, her hands had been so cold. Xia Hongying helped her tuck the quilt again, and then added silver carbon to the stove.

The room was warm, and Xia Hongying's head was a little sweaty. He sat down at the head of her bed again and pressed her hand to his cheek.

"Xue Qing, wake up. You said let me give you time, it's been seven days, don't sleep. When you open your eyes, I will take you to travel all over the stunning scenery of Daqin and taste the delicious food of Daqin. ”

Suddenly, she felt a warmth in her hand, a slight one, from her fingertips to her heart. The chill in my heart has gone a little bit, so comfortable. She unconsciously moved her fingers, intending to grab more warmth.

Xia Hongying knows that the bell must be tied to the bell, and the heart disease must also be a heart doctor. Since Xue Qing fell into a coma, Ice Flame has not appeared, but is guarding Luo Rong's corpse. So whether it was this bell person or this heart medicine, he couldn't find it for her, so he could only try to wake her up by himself.

Xia Hongying said all kinds of things she liked on weekdays, but suddenly felt her fingers move.

Xia Hongying's heartbeat skipped a beat, and he froze there like that. He didn't dare to move, for fear that it was an illusion, so he only maintained that position, closing his eyes and feeling it carefully.

Her fingers moved slightly. This was not an illusion, but Xia Hongying still didn't dare to move, for fear of scaring her, so she still maintained that posture. He pressed her hand tightly to his face, his eyes staring at her without blinking, for fear of missing the slightest change in her.

Her fingers moved again, and her brow furrowed slightly.

"Xue Qing, I know you're awake! Open your eyes! Xia Hongying was a little overwhelmed in an instant, and while instructing the little maid to invite Dr. Wan, she held her hand tightly.

She just wanted to touch the source of warmth, but her hand seemed to be sucked in and couldn't move. Uncomfortable, she couldn't help frowning. Unexpectedly, her hands were gripped tighter, which made her very uncomfortable. She struggled hard, but felt weak; She wanted to protest, but she couldn't open her mouth; She struggled to open her eyes, but her eyelids felt as if they were sticking to them......

Xue Qing's hands were even stronger, and her brows were furrowed even tighter, showing a painful look, and a trace of sweat was pouring out. She let out a bitter hum, but without rhythm. Xia Hongying thought that she had seen something unpleasant in her dream, and hurriedly called: "Xueqing, it's me, you wake up, open your eyes quickly......"

At this time, Xia Hongying saw that her eyelids also began to move, but she just didn't open her eyes, and the sweat on her forehead was a little more. Xia Hongying let go of her hand and was about to step forward to help her wipe her sweat, but saw her eyes open suddenly!

"Xue Qing, you're finally awake!" Xia Hongying was startled by her at first, and then became ecstatic.

It just so happened that Dr. Wan also arrived at this time, and he was busy checking Xueqing's pulse. Subsequently, Dr. Wan and Xia Hongying came to the outer room, and Dr. Wan was embarrassed: "Childe, Miss Li's body can recover by taking a decoction prescribed by the old man for a while. But the depression in the girl's heart, please forgive the old man for not being able to do anything. ”

"It's okay, you've done your best. Please also prescribe some tonic decoction for Xue Qing. ”

"Don't worry, the old man should do his best to heal Miss Li."

Xue Qing, who woke up, was completely lifeless, like a walking corpse. Give her food to eat, give her to drink, and when it's okay, don't move or speak.

Xia Hongying felt distressed, but she could only comfort herself, it was already a good phenomenon that she was willing to eat, don't rush, take your time.

In the early morning of the third day, a discordant sound came from the picking yard again.

"Xue Qing...... Xue Qing ......" Xia Hongying's anxious voice.

"Someone!" Xia Hongying's angry voice roared, "You guys all go to find me!" ”

After the anger, Xia Hongying returned to Xue Qing's room again. There were two letters lying side by side on the table, which he had just seen. I thought that although she was a little wrong in the past two days, she was also very bland, so she didn't look at her anytime and anywhere, who knows...... Her body hasn't recovered yet, and she's going somewhere.

He walked over to the table and looked at the two letters, one that read "Red Sakura" and the other that read "Ice Flame". Fire Book Bar

Xia Hongying opened the letter, and there were only a few sentences: "Brother Hongying, thank you for your love." The love owed to you will be repaid in the next life. There are only two words in the payment: "Xueqing".

Xia Hongying looked at the envelope with "Ice Flame" written on it, her hand opened and clenched, opened and clenched again. I finally controlled the urge to tear it apart or tear it up.

Xia Hongying came to Bingyan's courtyard and threw Xueqing's letter in front of Bingyan, but Bingyan was indifferent.

"Won't you take a look?"

"What's there to see."

"Whatever you want. I just want to ask you one thing, should we continue on the path we chose in the first place? Xia Hongying glanced at Bingyan again, "You don't have to answer me in a hurry." It's already gone, and if you don't want to continue anymore, then let's disband. ”

When Xia Hongying left, Bingyan slowly stepped forward, and finally picked up the letter and read it:

"Brother Bingyan, Qing'er is gone, say goodbye. Qing'er doesn't hate you, she doesn't blame you, she only blames herself for making the wrong decision all along, and hates herself for letting you leave alone three years ago and not being by your side all the time. Brother Bingyan, don't blame me anymore. Qing'er chose to leave, I just hope that when you think of me in the future, what you remember is that ice and snow, and that fiery red ghost flower. Qing'er will not appear in front of you again, you just think that I died in the snowy mountain that day, and everything that happened behind me will be erased. Farewell, Brother Bingyan, Qing'er will only remember the vast snow-capped mountain, where there are only you and me. ”

The first half of the paper is still relatively flat, but the second half is wrinkled, which is the trace of teardrops, and you can imagine her mood when she wrote the letter. Ice Flame quietly came to Xue Qing's room, still the same as before, and she didn't take anything with her.

The piano, the mask he bought for her, and all the knick-knacks he bought were still in their place. He came to a corner, but the book and the felt were gone.

"Xue Qing......" Ice Flame muttered unconsciously.

"What else are you doing here?" Xia Hongying stood at the door and said coldly.

Bingyan was stunned for a moment, and then replied, "Looking for you." ”

"Looking for me?" Xia Hongying frowned.

"Red Sakura, if you are still willing, we will continue to walk the path we chose at the beginning."

"You can think like that, you still have some sense." Xia Hongying's face finally looked a little better.

"Sakura, give me a moment. I sent Xiao Rong's body back to Luojiazhuang, and then we continued to visit various sects, and went to Wanjian Villa to participate in the sword trial meeting during the Duanyang Festival. ”

"Okay."

Xue Qing walked aimlessly alone. She didn't move or speak, not because she was sluggish, but because she was really tired and didn't want to continue. She chose to leave quietly in the early hours of the morning alone, without alarming anyone.

When she woke up, she waited three days. She told herself that if he could come and see her for three days, then she would try again, and continue to pester.

However, he didn't. She finally gave up. Even if he only loves his childhood sweetheart, even if the lover of his dreams is actually her, maybe one day he remembers the past and will regret what he has done now. However, none of them matter anymore. She didn't want to wait any longer, she didn't want to love him humbly anymore.

It is impossible to let go of the relationship for more than ten years. Even though she told herself not to grieve for him anymore, she couldn't hold back her tears as she wrote the letter.

She didn't dare to go back to Wanjian Villa, for fear that her father would immediately rush over and kill him when he saw her like this. Even if he is ruthless, she can't be unrighteous, she can't watch him die.

"You also call it swordsmanship? Yulie, they're so much better than you! ”

"I can't be better than you stinky little girl!"

"Do you dare to compare with me?"

"Why should I compare myself to you? Otherwise, if you lose, you will be my daughter-in-law, and I will think about it. ”

This is him when he was younger.

"Qing'er, after the New Year, you will be in time. When I came back, I proposed to Master. ”

This is him three years ago.

"You're the most important thing!"

This is him in the Qionglong Snow Mountain.

Xue Qing closed her eyes and crushed the pictures.

This is the last time, and I will never think about it again. It hurts my heart, my heart has been destroyed, and I have to rebuild it, and I have to leave everything in the past behind! Even if it's tough, I believe that over time, everything will pass.

[Volume 1: Sword Shadow End]