Chapter 44: Deep Love and Cowardice

Ye Jingsheng also hugged conditionally, but let the two stick closer.

The four eyes were facing each other, and the indescribable emotions of a moment of shock and a moment were rendered in the heart.

Su Wan quickly stood up, pretending to arrange her clothes and opened a distance from Ye Jingsheng.

Ye Jingsheng put his hands behind his back, looked up at the surging crowd, unhurried, hid the fluctuations in his eyes, and said slowly: "Let's go, it's too late, there are more people." ”

"Hmm." Su Wan lowered her head, answered weakly, and followed Ye Jingsheng's side and walked in the direction of Lude Temple.

As soon as they arrived at the Lude Temple, the crowd became more and more numerous, and Ye Jingsheng and Su Wan were gradually submerged by the crowd, and they walked up one hundred and sixty-six steps under the impetus of the crowd.

"Su Wan." Ye Jingsheng looked at Su Wan, who was pushed farther and farther away by the crowd, his brows furrowed, he was anxious, and he wanted to push away the crowd around him, but he had no force at all, so he could only watch Su Wan being pushed farther and farther away.

"Jingsheng." There was no young man in her sight, Su Wan was a little flustered, more at a loss, her eyes were full of black heads, and unfamiliar faces, and a sense of fear from the bottom of her heart arose.

"Jingsheng."

"Jingsheng."

"Ahh

"Don't be afraid, it's me!"

A strong arm tugged Su Wan and fell into a warm embrace. Listening to the rough panting sound in her ears, Su Wan's heart settled down inexplicably, buried her head deeply in the warm embrace, and wrapped her hands tightly around the sturdy waistline.

"Jingsheng." I'm so scared, I'm afraid I'll never see you again.

Su Wan called weakly, but she didn't say the second half of the sentence, only the fear in her voice.

"Well, it's okay, I'm here." Ye Jingsheng hugged Su Wan and protected her hands tightly, preventing the crowd from breaking them up again.

"Jingsheng."

"Jingsheng."

"Jingsheng ......" Su Wan nestled in Ye Jingsheng's arms, shouting over and over again. Such an unreal but real feeling made her really scared, afraid that it was a dream, and that she was holding it just a phantom. As soon as she woke up from the dream, she had to keep her distance from him again, unable to reach him.

"I'm here."

"I'm here."

"I'm here."

Ye Jingsheng took the trouble to respond over and over again, covering Su Wan's head with both hands, and gently rubbing her smooth hair, hoping to relieve her nervousness.

The gentle and moist voice attracted Su Wan like a magnetic force to raise her head, looking at the handsome face, Su Wan was slightly stunned, her feet stood on tiptoe, her eyes closed, leaned forward, and her lips gently fell on Ye Jingsheng's thin lips.

Everything came so suddenly, making Ye Jingsheng unprepared, his whole body was as crisp and numb as if he had passed the electricity, and the whole person was stunned for a moment, leaving only a pair of clear big eyes blinking in a daze.

The real temperature on her lips made Su Wan wake up in an instant, and she suddenly opened her eyes, colliding with Ye Jingsheng's stunned eyes. Su Wan was frightened, quickly stood up, and broke away from Ye Jingsheng's lips. Looking at Ye Jingsheng, who really existed in front of her, Su Wan panicked, and habitually turned around to run.

"Don't go!"

Ye Jingsheng stretched out his hand and dragged Su Wan, who wanted to escape, back and pulled him into his arms. Looking at the shy person in his arms, Ye Jingsheng frowned slightly, avoided Su Wan's eyes, and said a little unnaturally: "There are many people here, and it is easy to get separated. ”

Su Wan lowered her head, and the ears on both sides were about to be red and on fire. Listening to Ye Jingsheng's voice, he could only nod his head and didn't dare to raise his head.

Yan Suwan! Yan Suwan, what the hell are you doing! So unreserved!

Su Wan was annoyed by her behavior just now, and the etiquette, righteousness, and shame that her mother had taught her since she was a child made Su Wan at this moment eager to find a crack in the ground.

Ye Jingsheng turned his face away unnaturally, deliberately diverting his gaze to distract himself, "There are still some steps, we go up, we should be able to see the main temple." ”

Su Wan lowered her head and twisted the corners of her clothes tightly with her hands, "Hmm." ”

When Ye Jingsheng heard the voice, he looked down at the person in front of him who was bowing his head, and there was an inexplicable emotion spreading in his heart, he stretched out his hand to hold Su Wan's hand, but he retracted it again, and finally stayed in mid-air, "Then let's go." ”

Su Wan slowly raised her head and looked at the palm spread out in front of her, but she didn't have the courage to raise her head a little more to look at the young man in front of her, so she could only slowly raise her hand and put it in the palm of the young man's half-empty hand with some hesitation.

Ye Jingsheng looked at the hand that was slowly placed in his palm, shook it slightly, but he didn't dare to push too hard, and led Su Wan step by step up the steps in a half-pulled and half-loose state.

The temperature of the palm made Su Wan's heart pound, and she could only secretly raise her head and peek at the young man's back. Under the sun, the back of the boy looks so tall and slender, but it is very strong, like a reassuring harbor.

However, this harbor is not hers......

Su Wan lowered her head gloomily and said Okay, keep your distance, Yan Suwan, you have crossed the line. If you are like this, it will be difficult for Jingsheng to do it, and it will also hate you very much......

The more Su Wan thought about it, the more her heart hurt, and the more she felt like a thief peeping at other people's things, which made people feel disgraceful.

"Here we are."

Ye Jingsheng looked at the tall temple not far away, smiled, and turned his head, but saw that the person next to him lowered his head, and he couldn't see the emotions on his face clearly.

"Su Wan?" Ye Jingsheng shouted tentatively.

When Su Wan heard this, she was shocked, and shook off Ye Jingsheng's hand like an electric shock, and her steps stepped back, opening up a distance from Ye Jingsheng.

"Su Wan, you?" Ye Jingsheng looked at his hand hanging in the air, a little confused, and looked at Su Wan, who suddenly had a feeling of resistance to himself.

Su Wan was at a loss, and hurriedly said: "This, it looks so fun here, let's go in quickly, otherwise, there will be more and more people in a while." After saying that, Su Wan hurriedly walked to the temple.

Looking at Su Wan, who left in a hurry, Ye Jingsheng frowned slightly, looked at his hand hanging in mid-air, slowly put it down, looked at the smaller and smaller figure, and hurriedly chased after him.

When Ye Jingsheng chased into the temple, he found that Su Wan had knelt on the pu mat in an orderly manner, and a huge golden-bodied Buddha was half-sitting on the lotus platform, receiving everyone's worship and incense. Ye Jingsheng leaned on the door, his hands in his pockets, looking at Su Wan's straight body, his eyes flickering slightly. After sighing slightly, he walked over and knelt beside her in the same manner as Suwan, his hands folded and his eyes closed, looking very sincere.

In fact, after studying abroad for so many years, Ye Jingsheng doesn't believe in God at all! Hell! This set. But today, he suddenly wanted to say goodbye, I don't know if it was under the influence of Su Wan, or if he still believed in these things subconsciously.

Feeling the familiar breath, Su Wan slowly opened her eyes and looked at Ye Jingsheng, who was beside her who was seriously closing her eyes and praying for blessings, and was stunned for a moment. When she raised her head to look at the golden-bodied Buddha, Su Wan closed her eyes and prayed, reached out to pick up the bamboo tube on the side, and shook it gently until a bamboo stick hit the ground, and then slowly opened her eyes.

Looking at the bamboo sticks on the ground, Su Wan reached out to take it, but was picked up by someone else.

Su Wan looked up, but saw Ye Jingsheng on the side who opened her eyes at some point, and what she was holding in her hand at the moment was the bamboo stick she had just shaken down.

"Sometimes it has to happen." Ye Jingsheng frowned slightly, and read out the words on the bamboo stick. "What does this mean? Su Wan, what are you asking for? Ye Jingsheng looked at Su Wan in front of him puzzled.

Su Wan stretched out her hand to take the bamboo stick, looking at the handwriting neatly written with a small seal on the bamboo stick, her heart was gloomy.

Is it really a fate that sometimes has to happen......

"There seems to be a monk there, let's go and ask." Ye Jingsheng looked at the monk with the incense case in the corner of the lobby, and he was interested.

"Nope." Su Wan suddenly stopped with a voice.

"Huh?" Ye Jingsheng was a little puzzled, "Do you know what this means?" ”

Su Wan smiled slightly, "Do you know what, I went, I asked, and people would only say that the secret of heaven should not be leaked." It's better to be confused like this, Xu, you can have more time to be happy......" Su Wan became quieter and quieter the more she spoke, carefully looking at the bamboo stick in her hand.

Sometimes there must be in life;

Don't you force it all the time?

"Okay." Ye Jingsheng looked at Su Wan, who bowed his head and whispered, and nodded, "Let's take a look at the back?" ”

"Hmm." Su Wan raised her head and smiled slightly. But silently stuffed the bamboo stick in his hand into his sleeve.

Passing through the side door of the lobby and bypassing the winding corridor, Su Wan followed Ye Jingsheng to the backyard of the temple.

A towering tree with lush branches, planted in the center of the yard, the branches are hung with fluttering red silk, in the wind, like a smart red coat for the tree. There are many people under the tree who have tied the red silk in their hands to the branches, the men help the women hang, the tall ones help the short ones hang, the big ones help the small ones hang, what a harmonious scene.

"What's this point of view? Why do you hang these red silks on trees? Ye Jingsheng wrapped his hands around and looked at the scene in front of him with some puzzlement.

Su Wan stepped forward slightly, smiled slightly and said: "This tree is a Bodhi tree, which is said to have been planted by the Buddha when he came to the world. Writing our wishes on red silk and hanging them on the branches of a tree is equivalent to telling the Buddha about our wishes, and the Buddha will help us fulfill them. ”

Su Wan stepped forward, took two red silks from the hands of the monk on the side, and handed one of them to Ye Jingsheng.

Ye Jingsheng took the red silk, looked back and forth, hooked his lips and smiled, "Is it so effective?" ”

Su Wan smiled, "Lingbu is actually just a thought. ”

"Thoughts?" Ye Jingsheng was puzzled.

Su Wan walked under the tree and looked up at the towering tree, "The world is bitter and evil, and with these thoughts, I have the motivation to continue walking." People say that gods and Buddhas cannot be trusted, but in fact, people are not trustworthy but themselves. ”

Ye Jingsheng looked at Su Wan's back, under the Bodhi tree, he looked so slender and thin.

Su Wan turned around, walked to the monk who had given her red silk, folded her hands, and tried to salute, "Abbot, can you borrow a pen?" ”

"Donor, please feel free." The little monk folded his hands in return.