Chapter One Hundred and Nine

None of the people present thought that Xu A-Niang would say this, even Xu Chengan was stunned when he heard it, although he had already planned to do so, he thought that if he hadn't left by the time the eldest brother got married, he would move to the kitchen for a while.

But although he thinks so, and has such psychological preparation, but from A-Niang's mouth it makes him feel a little uncomfortable, he thinks that he has always been frank, even if A-Niang has been sick for a few years, he has been serving A-Niang's bedside without regrets, and has never had any complaints, but why is he still inferior to the eldest brother in A-Niang's heart?

Could it be just because he is not A-Niang's eldest son? Or is he not as good as his big brother? So in A-Niang's heart, is he dispensable?

Although he didn't think about getting married in a while, he also knew that the situation at home might not allow him to get married now, but Xu A-Niang said that he would inevitably put him in the least important place.

He felt that he was not valued, or from his dearest A-Niang, he never thought that A-Niang was a person who would not be uneven with a bowl of water, and he knew that his A-Niang must also love him, but now he doesn't think so, Xu Chengan doesn't want to admit it, but he has to admit that he also has some opinions about Xu A-Niang's arrangement, although he has such plans before.

Xu Chengzhi looked at Xu Cheng'an, who was silent with his head down and didn't know what he was thinking, and then looked at Xu A-Niang, who turned his head and stopped looking at Xu Cheng'an after saying this, his eyes were shocked, and her eyes were full of pain.

Cheng Zhi couldn't say anything to accuse Ah Niang for a while, after all, they are all Ah Niang's children, and the palms and backs of their hands are full of meat, if Cheng An is not doing well, the saddest thing is Xu Ah Niang.

There was silence in the room for a long time, and only after half a sound did Xu Chengan seem to accept Xu A-Niang's arrangement, and said in a low voice, "A-Niang, I know!" ”

But although Xu Cheng'an accepted, Xu Chengzhi was still difficult to accept, Cheng'an's words made him suddenly come back to his senses and look at Xu A-Niang and said, "A-Niang, Cheng'an doesn't have to move out, I can take her to live in the township after marriage, Lord Tan also specially arranged a room for me for the convenience of my work!" ”

Xu A-Niang didn't say anything, but Xu Chengan shook his head and said, "Big brother, you don't have to take your sister-in-law over there, after you get married in the future, you still leave your sister-in-law at home to accompany A-Niang more, I may not always be at home in the future, and I will have to do my own things after my sister-in-law enters the door, and Yuanyuan is always alone at home!" ”

Xu Chengzhi understood what Xu Chengan meant, I don't know when the conscription will come, but it is imminent, if Xu Chengan really decides to join the army, there must be someone left at home, but it is definitely not appropriate to keep Wen Yuan at home, and she may not be able to parry if she really encounters something.

But although Xu Chengzhi understood what Xu Cheng'an meant, Xu A-Niang didn't understand, she thought that Cheng'an might be resentful of her arrangement, so she thought that Chengzhi would not go home often after getting married, Xu A-Niang was inevitably a little sad, the two sons, if one was good, they would definitely treat the other badly, the situation of their family is like this, it is really difficult for the two children to live well!

A Niang Xu gradually developed a trace of resentment in her heart, resentful that Xu Chengan was inconsiderate of herself, she looked at Xu Chengan and asked almost without thinking, "You are not always at home?" Do you have your own things to do? What are you going to do? Could it be that you don't even want your mother? ”

Xu Chengan knew that A-Niang was already annoyed, but how could he say this kind of thing to A-Niang? Even if he thinks that A-Niang doesn't value himself, in his heart this is his A-Niang, of course, he can hide it for a while, but he also knows the danger of joining the army, if there is any accident, it is really possible......

Xu A-Niang was even more annoyed when she saw Xu Cheng'an's silence, and she was also a little disappointed in her heart, she didn't understand how her son could become like this, she worked hard to raise them one by one, but how did they treat themselves one by one? If you don't say a word, you're going to throw yourself in the face?

I have to say that Xu A-Niang has been sick in bed for a few years, in addition to these few people in the family and Aunt Lin, who comes from time to time, she really rarely sees anyone else, so Xu A-Niang has been stuck at home and her thoughts are inevitably a little extreme, Xu Chengzhi Xu Cheng'an can also feel it from Xu A-Niang's occasional words, but many times Chengzhi Cheng'an can understand Xu A-Niang's thoughts.

But I didn't expect that their connivance made Xu A-Niang's thinking more and more extreme and extreme, just like at this time, Xu A-Niang felt that Cheng'an didn't understand herself, but why didn't she understand Xu Cheng'an.

But Xu A-Niang really didn't understand at this time, she just thought that her son wanted to leave her, and sure enough, the old people were right, there was no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, did Xu Chengan feel wronged after accompanying him for so long? No matter how wronged she is, she is also his aunt.

Xu A-Niang was dressed roughly, and asked extremely angrily, "Okay, good, you've grown up, right?" You don't need A-Niang anymore, right, you're leaving, right? Since you're leaving, don't come back! ”

"Auntie, calm down, I don't have that kind of thought!" Xu Chengan watched A-Niang's emotions become more and more excited, and he didn't dare to be silent for a while, so as not to anger A-Niang, A-Niang's illness has dragged on for so long, and she is most afraid of joy and sorrow, if possible, Xu Chengan doesn't want A-Niang to be so angry at all.

Wen Yuan and Xu Chengzhi looked at Xu A-Niang's already reddened eyes, and almost at the same time got up and gently patted Xu A-Niang's back in the hope that she could calm down.

Wen Yuan patted Xu A-Niang to help her breathe, and said softly, "Auntie, don't be so angry, why doesn't Brother Cheng'an want you?" It's just that Brother Cheng'an is not young anymore, and it's not a problem to stay at home like this, a good man should always have his own things to do, Auntie, you don't know, what do people in the village say about Brother Cheng'an now. ”

Xu A-Niang didn't know that she had dragged Cheng An down, so that he had to guard her and guard this family all the time, but if Cheng Zhi left the house as a last resort? What about Cheng'an? And what is he for?

In fact, of course, Xu A-Niang also knew that Xu Cheng'an was for his future life, but compared to Xu Chengzhi, Xu A-Niang was partial after all, or because she already had a child who was not always around, so she always wanted to stay with another one, even if it delayed his future, Xu A-Niang didn't care at this time.

What's more, even if they decide to wait for Chengzhi to get married, what if they leave that Miss Hu at home? No matter how good and careful the daughter-in-law is, where can she compare to her own son?

Xu A-Niang still shook her head and said, "I don't care what others say about my son, I just want him to stay by my side!" ”

Since those gossips can't be heard, they will be regarded as non-existent for the time being, one son leaves and another son, if the other son also leaves, this is unacceptable to Xu A-Niang.

Wen Yuan looked at Xu Cheng'an, who was in a dilemma, and quietly glanced at Xu Chengzhi, and after receiving Wen Yuan's signal, Xu Chengzhi said softly, "Auntie, you don't have to worry, even if Cheng'an and I go out, we won't come back, you can wait for us at home with peace of mind, Cheng'an is not small, and you don't want Cheng'an to be out of luck in the future!" ”

No one will be more uncomfortable than Xu Chengzhi when this passage is said, because no one knows where Cheng An said he was going to leave, and it was really not so easy to come back for a while, and Cheng Zhi didn't want Cheng An to leave, it was always a little awkward to say it, but in the past two years, Ah Niang's temperament has become more and more eccentric, and it is less and less rational as before, plus Ah Niang's illness is really getting worse and worse, and Cheng Zhi doesn't want to go against Ah Niang's meaning too much, so when he talks about this passage, Cheng Zhi inevitably feels uncomfortable.

Xu A-Niang really didn't want her son to leave like this, but after being persuaded by Xu Chengzhi and Wen Yuan, she gradually calmed down, indeed, as Cheng'an's A-Niang, she can't be too selfish, if it is said that letting Cheng'an move out of his room is a last resort, what is the matter if Cheng'an is forced to stay at home now?

Even if she herself thinks that Cheng'an is not as good as Chengzhi, but Cheng'an is also her own son, and he also has his good points, how can she delay the child's future.

Xu Chengzhi and Wen Yuan knew from Xu A-Niang's expression that they must have figured it out, but Chengzhi didn't know what kind of attitude A-Niang would have if she knew what Cheng An was going to do when she left home.

And......

Xu Chengzhi looked at Xu Cheng'an, who had been silent since he finished saying that sentence, and he was naturally worried in his heart, since the last time Cheng'an said that he wanted to join the army, they had not bothered to talk about this matter again, and now it seems that Cheng'an has really made a decision.

Xu A-Niang looked at Cheng An, who was silent in front of her, and sighed softly and said, "A-An, you know that A-Niang is reluctant to let you leave, if you ...... If you really need to go out, A-Niang still hopes that you can remember to come back to see A-Niang more often, and don't leave and never come back. ”

Xu Cheng'an only raised his head at this time, and only then did he find that Cheng'an didn't know when his eyes were red, Xu A-Niang felt distressed for a while, how long had it been since she saw this child crying?

Xu Chengan looked at A-Niang and said, "A-Niang, don't say that, no matter what happens in the future, no matter what I do, this will always be my home, you will always be my A-Niang, no matter what happens, I will never go home, and I will not want A-Niang!" ”

Xu A-Niang didn't know why, she always felt that Cheng An's words made her feel very uncomfortable, very flustered, and always felt that something must happen but she didn't know what it was.

She looked at Cheng An and wanted to ask what the child's future plans were, and wanted to tell him that no matter what the plan was, or what happened, he must remember to tell Ah Niang, just like when he was young, he shrunk into her arms and told her about his grievances, or his joy.

Although Cheng'an is now grown up, in Xu A-Niang's eyes, he will always be her child, the little son who needs her comfort in her arms.