Volume 1: Once in a Lifetime Chapter 77: The Night Treatise

"I've killed people and been in jail. Every time a person dies in my hands, I will have people carve a bar on their back, and over time it will become this plum blossom, you see! ”

Qin Xin heard the word "killing", a cold air came behind him, and he looked at this plum blossom in disbelief, only to see that the "petals" had formed a pink scar, bulging out, and becoming an indelible brand.

"He really ......"

Qin Xin lowered his head and pondered, the best way at this moment is to quickly find his father and ask, what is going on, Mr. Song, is he really ......

At this time, Tie Ming had already dressed, turned around, and looked straight at her, with a serious face, waiting for her reaction.

Qin thought for a while, raised his head, and said with a smile:

"You lied to me, no one killed someone and would commemorate it like this."

"Hehe, you don't believe it? You better trust me, I'm not a good person. ”

"Everything you do is a good thing, you're a good person."

"It's all pretendable, I lied to you."

Hearing Tie Ming say that he lied to her, Qin Xin was touched: What? He lied to me? Why did he lie to me? I trusted him so much, I believed everything he said, and now he lied to me? Why?

Qin Xin looked at him with innocent eyes, and his emotions were a little excited. Tie Ming noticed it, it seems that this sentence hurt her, hey! Qin Xin is really a simple girl.

"Are you telling the truth? Why lie to me? ”

Qin Xin's eyes were a little red, staring at Tie Ming, and her lips trembled.

Tie Ming didn't want to look at her eyes, lowered his head and gritted his teeth, if he wanted to hurt her, he would hurt her to the end, he must not drag mud and water, he could not be soft-hearted, he could not like Qin Xin, and he could not let Qin Xin like himself.

"Because I'm not a good person, I lied to you, and you believed it."

Tie Ming didn't look at her, turned his back to the side, spread his hands casually, shrugged his shoulders, and spit out the words lightly.

But after saying this, Tie Ming's heart was a little empty, he was afraid that Qin Xin would believe his words, and he was afraid that Qin Xin would not believe this sentence.

"Qinxin, don't ask me, don't ask me."

Qin Xin didn't speak, and the hand holding the book was squeezed out of shape because of the excessive force.

Tie Ming's words annoyed her, and she was even more sad. She couldn't say anything for a while, and she suppressed her emotions that were about to explode, waiting to see how he could finish his words.

Tie Ming on the other end secretly and carefully observed her expressions and movements. At this moment, Qin Xin's eyes widened with anger, and the fire of anger erupted from his eyes, nostrils, and the corners of his mouth, and he was about to explode, but he gritted his teeth and held back.

It seems that she is moved by true feelings, alas! This little girl is sincere to herself, and it is too much for her to say so. If he knew that someone hurt Qin Xin so much, he would definitely settle accounts with the other party, but now the person who hurt her is himself

I really want to slap myself.

If you don't love her, you should tell her, stop her plainly, and don't let her fall in love with yourself. But why did you let your feelings flow out like a stream, and let them converge into a vast ocean?

"Why let it be? "

Tie Ming asked himself in his heart, blaming himself for not having the ability to make decisions and not having the courage to speak his heart.

No, you can't be so hesitant, you are a man, and you should have the decisiveness and ruthlessness that a man should have. Yes, ruthless, that is, ruthless, thinking of this, Tie Ming forced himself again

Grimly, he continued:

"Qinxin, you are still young, you are still simple, don't believe me, I'm lying to you."

This is the most insurmountable hurdle in his heart, and he is far away from Qinxin. One of them is a daughter born in Shanghai and raised in Shanghai. One is an unknown person who was born in a fishing village and grew up in another country.

They met without warning as if they were at the South Pole and the North Pole, and I had the privilege of being her tutor and accompanying her through a precious school time. However, this time will eventually come to an end, and when Qin Xin graduates, they will go their separate ways.

When Qin Xin graduated successfully, she took this bag of money to find a living and lived, and it was impossible for her to step into the door of the Lin Mansion again, and it was impossible for her to be Miss Lin's teacher.

And Qin Xin didn't think so at all, she had already identified Tie Ming and identified Tie Ming as her lifelong partner. Although her father loves her very much, he never really cares about his daughter's inner world.

She has a big house to live in but no home. I made mistakes, my father never blamed myself, I made progress, and my father lacked the encouragement he deserved. And Tie Ming's arrival made up for the lack of family affection and filled the gap in her heart.

Some people care about themselves from the bottom of their hearts, some people care about whether they study hard, and some people are anxious about their future and future. There has been only one person for so many years. Only one person did it.

He became more and more attached to him, more and more inseparable from him, and at this moment he actually said that he was lying to himself. Is his good true or false?

"I don't believe it, you won't lie to me. "

Qin Xin said with a smile, looking disgusted and playful and cute. Qin Xin thought that Tie Ming was teasing her again. This Song Tieming is always so funny, it's not funny at all. I won't fall for him.

Tie Ming was very helpless, looking at Qin Xin's reaction just now, he thought he had deceived her, but this little girl didn't jump in. If she was so cold and tough, she easily resolved it with a smile.

"The fist hits the cotton. "

Tie Ming thought secretly, only to realize that he was no longer strong enough to have the courage to repeat what he had just said. He has been firmly trapped by Qin Xin and is at her mercy.

The power of women is sometimes stronger than that of men. It's like a python, it doesn't have a hard shell, it doesn't have thick bones, but it can suffocate its prey by the entanglement of its body.

That's a lot of power. The seemingly weak body hides such a powerful power, which makes people marvel.

"You better trust me, I didn't lie to you. "

Tie Ming really couldn't find any other words, cold eyes couldn't force Qin Xin back, cold words couldn't scare Qin Xin away, how to be hard-hearted, she would dispel her thoughts.

"Hahahaha"

Qin Xin couldn't help laughing, clutching his stomach, pointing at Tie Ming and laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up. Tie Ming looked at her with a puzzled expression. This little girl has always laughed and is impermanent, she has such a serious face, she can still laugh when she sees it?

"Qinxin, what's so funny? "

"That's funny, isn't it? You're such a strange person, and for a while you said that you lied to me, don't believe you. Now he says that you are serious, and wants me to believe you. If you really want to exhaust people to death, tell me yourself, what do you want me to do? ”

"I ...... "

Tie Ming had nothing to say, he jumped the pit he dug by himself, and in less than a moment, he fell down, and this slap in the face was too fast. If you don't want to be laughed to death by this little girl, you have to laugh at yourself.

"Huh? What do you say? ”

"I ......"

Tie Ming really couldn't answer, no matter what he said now, it was not right, no matter how carefully organized by himself, he could be gently broken by Qin Xin.

I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ten years older than Bi Qinxin, how can I talk to her and make me seem stupid, I don't even have the most basic logic, not to mention logic, how can I still contradict myself?

"I have nothing more to say, I have lost to you."

Hearing this, Qin Xin didn't show a little joy, but looked at Tie Ming like a big sister, trying to figure out his true thoughts. This clever little girl vaguely sensed that Tie Ming had an unfathomable sadness hidden deep in his heart.

"Teacher Song, I can see that you have something on your mind, can you tell me about it, maybe I can help you unravel. "

Help me get out of my mind? Tie Ming was a little moved and a little sad when he heard this. My heart is like a cliff, and the cliff has a bottom. Jumping off a cliff kills people. Death is the final liberation, the end of eternity.

But my heart is like a cliff. What adjective should I find to describe my heart?

Autumn skies? Endless snow in winter? No, it should be the stream that flows slowly out of the mountain stream in the spring, only alive and never dies. It's like an everlasting lamp lit in the main hall of the temple, which turns on at one point and never gets dark again.

"Qinxin, how did you see that I had something on my mind? "

Tie Ming looked at Qin Xin with interest. Qin Xin smiled lightly, got up and poured a cup of hot tea for Tie Ming, gave it to Tie Ming with both hands, and said:

"Come, Mr. Song, drink a cup of hot tea to warm up. "

Warm your heart and toast hot tea. Tea flows out of the pot like spring water. The citrine-like clear tea is like a heart full of sincerity. The hot smoke that rose blurred the contours of their faces.

Slowly, the heat spread throughout the room. Tie Ming gradually felt his heart soothed, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

"No one can hide their feelings, people are not saints, and saints have mortal feelings. "

Tie Ming nodded in agreement. Qin Xin smiled when he saw him, and then said:

"You're ridiculous, I said you agree, huh? "

Tie Ming nodded again, waiting to hear what else this little lady could say that was refreshing. Qin Xin took a sip of tea slowly, put down the tea bowl slowly, slowly staggered his legs, slowly put his two arms on his knees, looked at Tie Ming and said:

"There must be something in your heart that hurts you deeply, deeply, and those things are like a sharp nail in your heart, inserted into the flesh, and every time you breathe, it hurts your heart......"

As soon as Qin Xin said half a sentence, Tie Ming couldn't help but gasp, a layer of hoarfrost formed in his eyes, and the softest and most fragile part in the depths of his memory was revealed, and every inch of texture on it was now gently caressed by a stranger and carefully interpreted.

"Qin Xin, how can she know me so well?"

Tie Ming thought secretly, and asked Qin Xin for advice with a smile:

"You're right, you're so smart, can you help me figure it out?"

"Then you have to tell me what kind of past has kept you haunted."

"Heartfelt ......"

Tie Ming lowered his head, unwilling to confide his thoughts easily......