Chapter 435: It's Not Worth It
The wind whistled and blew on the face, making people shiver. Lu Yunshu stood in place and coldly watched everything that happened in front of him, although his eyes were full of worry, but he felt that staying in such a place was like falling into a dark hell, and there was no way to regain his former glory.
After a long time, Feng Mian finally knocked all the people to the ground, Lu Yunshu hurriedly ran up, and a group of flying fluttered behind him, the rain became smaller and smaller, until it finally disappeared, only the sound of the wind blew on his face, getting colder and colder.
Fengmian Arrow was stuck in the ground, one leg knelt on the ground, panting as if he had exhausted all his strength, Lu Yunshu hurriedly ran forward and looked at him worriedly.
"Are you alright?"
Hearing Lu Yunshu's voice, Feng Mian turned around with difficulty and showed him a reluctant smile.
"I'm fine......"
The slightly wheezing voice revealed his exhaustion, and the expression on his face became more and more ugly, even if it was okay to hold on, but Lu Yunshu could see that in fact, Feng Mian's fight this time had exhausted all his strength, even if there was no problem with his performance now, but Lu Yunshu could see that he was just trying to comfort himself.
"I'm sorry ......"
If it weren't for him, Feng Mian wouldn't have fallen to such a point, he could obviously leave himself alone, he could obviously live freely by himself, he has always been a person who travels all over the world and is happy and free, and he is the kind of person that Lu Yunshu envies, but for Lu Yunshu, he can even make such a big sacrifice, and he will do his best to protect Lu Yunshu's life with this group of people, obviously the two of them are just ordinary friends, but Feng Mian did it.
Lu Yunshu felt that he was not worth it, Lu Yunshu felt that everything he did was selfish, but he didn't expect that one day someone would do his best to go out and do something for himself, Lu Yunshu's heart was not to mention how happy he was, but he was full of guilt, he felt that Feng Mian was like this to himself, and he had no way to repay it in his life.
Feeling the worry and guilt in Lu Yunshu's eyes, Feng Mian said with a smile, "If you really feel guilty about me, then make a promise to me, anyway, I think the two of us staying together are the happiest pair of contemptible people Now the two of us have suffered together, and we have experienced so many things, you also know what happened in the forest last time, the two of us can be regarded as having a heart, this time too, I can do my best to save you, because you are a more important person than my life." ”
"But I ......," Lu Yunshu lowered his eyebrows.
"Okay, okay, I'm just joking with you, what I said is just a joke, and you don't know, I'm just a person who likes to take out what he has to say to tease you, and now that you've encountered this situation, you take my words seriously, isn't our tacit understanding gone? How dare I joke with you in the future! "Thirty-nine
Lu Yunshu's tears fell uncontrollably when he said this, he knew that what Feng Mian said was all true, but every time he saw Lu Yunshu sad, Feng Mian would always change the topic and want to make her happy, but who knows how sad Feng Mian is in his heart like this, Lu Yun explained this feeling, obviously he has all kinds of thoughts, and he wants to say it to that person, but he can't say anything, he finally says it, and after seeing that person's reaction, he will worry about that person's feelings, So he changed everything he said.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu raised his face and stared at Feng Mian, his eyes full of distress.
Feng Mian was slightly stunned.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Lu Yunshu said sorry three times in a row.
Because apart from these words, he has no way to say something else, because for him, everything in this world is not so simple, if it is really that simple, then everything Lu Yunshu does is like a joke, he understands that everything he does is from his own heart, including what he said.
It is precisely because of this that Lu Yun explained that most of the words he said were hurtful, he knew what that person thought in his heart, but he could only refuse ruthlessly, and there was no room for maneuver, and it was also because Lu Yunshu had such a character, so he had no way to deceive that person, and there was no way to deceive his heart, even if this person was very good to him, Lu Yunshu also understood what he wanted in his heart.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu burst into tears.
Seeing Lu Yunshu crying for himself, Feng Mian's expression was a little painful.
"You know what? Since we met, I feel that all people in this world are the same, but only you feel different about me, and you are completely different from other people, and other people may have nothing to do with me, but as long as you have anything, whether it is all kinds or up and down the sea of fire, as long as you can need me, I will definitely do it for you, and now the two of us have encountered such a predicament, which is actually a very happy thing for me, In the past, I always wanted to be able to help you, but there was always no way to help you, but now it's different, no matter what happens, as long as I can be by your side, I can protect you, and it's a very happy thing for me. ”
"But do you know that I have no way to respond, you see you like this I feel very sad in my heart, I know what you think in your heart, I don't think I'm worth it, I'm not worthy of you being so good to me, you know I can't respond to you, you don't have to protect me, you can go directly, there is still someone waiting for you in this world, that person in this world is the person you deserve your favorite, I'm just a passerby, for you, It's an inconsequential being. ”
Lu Yunshu said while staring at Feng Mian with a painful expression, he hoped to wake Feng Mian up, he was a person who was not worthy of Feng Mian's best to love. Although it was unbelievable to say that all the words that Feng Mian had said to him before were dangling, what the cover was doing now made Lu Yunshu understand his feelings.