"That's right, my original purpose in joining the army was that I didn't want to guard a dry mountain in my hometown and live a life of a hunter who was not as good as a day by day!"

"What's more important is that I have you, I can't let you continue to suffer in the old mountain with me!"

"I responded to the military merit official position system, so that our son can live a life of fine clothes and food, and also to prove my value to the country!"

"I will do my best to make you a happy woman and make our home a happy family!"

Xu Meijun heard the word "home" but missed it even more, and she said with tears in her eyes: "Now that I have lost my son, I have begun to be unlucky!" ”

She wiped her tears indiscriminately, and yelled at Zhou Yeli in a hoarse voice: "I'll ask you again, do you want to save our son!" ”

Zhou Yeli also held back his grievances and grievances, and couldn't find a gap to vent.

Why does he have to bear all this, why does he have to put aside the safety of his own son for the sake of the overall situation, is this chasing a high position...... Is it a cost?

At this moment, he finally understood the heaviness of the phrase "with great power comes great responsibility".

"At the moment, I can't save him!" Zhou Yeli said categorically.

"Good! Very good! That's your answer! Xu Meijun ran out of the camp without crying.

After that, Zhou Yeli hurriedly sent someone to escort Xu Meijun back to her camp, but he himself couldn't move to chase her.

After they got married, there were dozens of arguments, and each time, they were able to reconcile.

And this time, it is the most violent dispute since they got married, perhaps, both of them need to give each other a little calm and space to think.

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At dusk, the rain disappears.

Zhou Muxian studied the topographic map alone in the tent.

Adjutant General Li hurriedly ran into the camp tent, he was covered in sweat, and stammered: "The general is not good! Oh no! ”

Zhou Muxian turned around with his hands in his hands and said to Vice General Li in a deep voice: "Vice General Li, what are you looking for me?" ”

"Don't worry, please speak slowly."

Vice General Li looked embarrassed, took out a brown letter from his arms, and said in a slurring voice: "Xiao Ru, who brought dinner to Madame, said that she found a letter on the table in the camp tent. ”

After hearing this, Zhou Muxian's face suddenly sank, and he instantly walked in front of Vice General Li and asked nervously, "What about Madame?" ”

Vice General Li was sweating, relieved his breath, shook his head and said, "I don't know Madame's whereabouts yet......"

Before the deputy general could finish speaking, Zhou Muxian said anxiously: "Quick, look for it in the camp first, you must find Mrs. ”

At this time, the border between Huanchu and Chu is in the midst of chaos, if Meijun leaves the camp and returns to Liuyun County alone to find Wei'er, the consequences will be unimaginable!

Thinking of this, Zhou Ye was restless!

He must personally get Xu Meijun back!

Seeing that the general was in chaos, Vice General Li hurriedly suggested: "General, don't worry, it's better to look at the letter left by your wife first!" ”

"Maybe Madame's whereabouts have been explained in the letter!"

After hearing this, Zhou Muxian forcibly suppressed the uneasy feeling in his heart, and hurriedly nodded, "Yes, yes, yes, read the letter first!" Read the letter first! ”

Zhou Muxian took the letter from Vice General Li's hand and hurriedly opened it for observation.

I saw a few words in the letter, and I have told the feelings of this life.

Zhou Muxian, you are a hypocritical person, I can no longer live with you!

You and I have broken off our relationship, and from then on, the end of the world is far away, and each has nothing to do with it!

After Zhou Muxian finished reading Xu Meijun's letter, many emotions surged in his heart, sour, painful, helpless, aggrieved, blamed, and reluctant.

Are joys and sorrows always ruthless in the end?

He didn't know how Xu Meijun had left the heavily defended tent, perhaps she wanted to prove that she could return to Liuyun County to find their son.

He didn't know where Xu Meijun went, which way she left from, and which city she was going to.

But in any case, he didn't chase her in the first place.

Because, while he is her husband, he is also the general of the White Qin State, and the three armies cannot be without commanders, which also leads to ...... He gave up on her for the first time in his life.

Afterwards, the Qinglong Army captured Liuyun County, and he searched for traces of Xu Meijun and Wei'er in all the cities in Liuyun County, but to no avail.

In the next twenty-seven years, in addition to looking for her traces in Bai Qin, he also secretly sent people to search for her in countries other than Bai Qin, but after all, the sea of people is vast, and all efforts seem small in the face of reality, looking for Xu Meijun is like looking for a needle in a haystack, and she, as if she has evaporated from this world, never appeared in front of him again.

From now on, the end of the world is far away, and each has nothing to do with it?

To make such an inseparable farewell to him is for the sake of Wei'er, and Wei'er is ...... She has his only child with him.

However, she also put the matter down later, perhaps, she didn't find Mi'er, maybe, Mi'er died in the war that year, perhaps, he was adopted by the villagers in Liuyun County, grew up well, and was about to marry a daughter-in-law.

So much so maybe, so much so much if.

As long as he didn't see the result with his own eyes, Zhou Muxian was willing to believe that Xu Meijun was not dead, and Wei'er was not dead, and they each started their own lives in a completely different environment from him.

He searched for it, but he didn't ask for results.

But, God still gave him the result he least wanted.

"Zhou Yeli, you killed Zhou Wei, your biological son."

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"When you read this letter, I am no longer alive."

"I know, you must want to look me in the eye and ask me why I did this......"

"For the sake of you, too, a poor man, I can tell you the truth of everything with peace of mind."

"Do you remember our son who is less than a year old, Zhou Wei?"

"In the process of following the army, he lost his whereabouts in the enemy camp, but you refused to go back to save him, and you didn't care about his life or death!"

"Although as long as we are together, there will still be many children in the future, but there is only one Zhou Wei and only one Wei'er in this world!"

"So, I'll definitely go back and save him!"

"At that time, I returned to Liuyun County and searched for three days and three nights, but there was no news of Wei'er at all, and they all said that mother and son were connected, but I couldn't feel where Wei'er was......"

"I know, you also went to Liuyun County to find me and Wei'er later, but I don't want to see you again."

"I don't like war, and I don't like the honor that I get in exchange for war, and the more honors you have, the greater your merits, and the more famous your reputation, the easier it is to become a topic of conversation among civilians after dinner, and it is more and more difficult to escape from you."

"So, I hid in a deep mountain farm in Xuanliao and began to miss our old life."

"Once upon a time, we had nothing, but we could have each other, and now we ......"

"But, even if I was so passive and evasive, even if the village was peaceful and peaceful, every time in the dead of night, I closed my eyes, and I would dream that Mi'er was pierced by a knife and sharp weapon, and fell bloody in my arms, which ...... It's the nightmare you brought me. ”

"Perhaps, I have no right to blame you, because, I didn't find the whereabouts of Mi'er in Liuyun County, I didn't insist on finding Mi'er, and I can't guarantee that if you decided to return to Liuyun County at that time, you would definitely be able to find Mi'er......"

"So, when I heard the news of your battle in that hidden hamlet, I went to look for you non-stop, and I went back to find you without stopping, and I wanted you to be by your side in the most difficult times."

"My hatred for you has faded away after years of washing, but my love for you is still alive in my heart, and I think it will not disappear until the moment I die."

"If it weren't for that, I would like to start over with you."

"But, that incident inspired all the hatred I buried twenty-seven years ago!"

"At that time, I knew that my hatred is rooted in love, and love will not go away, and hate will not stop."

"The reason why I didn't say what that incident was because I still love you at this moment, I still feel sorry for you, and at the same time, I want to torture you, these two emotions are intertwined, and they are about to tear me apart!"

"Remember the last time you triumphed, the young general mentioned in the family banquet had a bright red plum blossom birthmark on his right arm?"

"Actually, the red plum blossom mark is not a birthmark, but when Wei'er was born, a passing monk said that this son had a bad fate and had to draw a talisman to obey his fate, so I allowed him to draw a mark on Wei'er's right arm."

"You are busy with the war, and before I can inform you of this, the whereabouts of Mi'er are gone......"

"Our unexpectedly separated Wei'er was rescued by Liu Shuqian, the defender of Liuyun County, and adopted as a righteous son, his name is 'Liu Lin'."

"After Liu Shuqian died, I wanted to help him find his biological parents, and after that, I went to the Wenyun Inn in Wenyun Ancient City to meet Liu Shuqian and confirm everything!"

"There is a unique plum blossom mark on his right arm, his body was pierced by a sharp weapon, and he died under the martial arts of "Tian Yu Xuan"!"

"At the same time, I also learned a little bit about his past......

"He is a local young talent, and the people there are very good to him, although he knows that he is not Liu Shuqian's biological son, but he treats Liu Shuqian like his own father, and he also wanted to find his biological parents, but in order to protect Jiangyun County, he still gave up this idea."

"Unexpectedly, in the end, it was him on the opposite side of the battlefield...... met his father, but unexpectedly, his father actually killed him with his own hands! ”

"Zhou Yeli, you are really a failed father, you are actually on the battlefield...... Killed your own son! ”

"The moment the tip of your gun pierces his heart, doesn't your heart feel pain?"

"Perhaps, I shouldn't blame you, I should blame Providence for making people, but the moment I saw his corpse, the first thought that suddenly popped up in my heart was - to help him avenge!

"So, I returned to the General's Mansion, just the day before you went to Fengshan to worship your ancestors and returned to the mansion."

"This night, I've been thinking that maybe as soon as I see you, I won't be able to do it......"

"I want to leave the General's Palace, but I ...... But he couldn't get out of the General's Palace. ”

"The biggest nightmare and the biggest dream of my life are all brought to me by you, I hate you, but I can't leave you."

"Therefore, I can only leave you with death, and take revenge and punish you with death."

"I know you care about me, so, it's a relief for me, it's a pain for you."

"I'm sorry, I just want you to regret it for the rest of your life."

"I'm sorry, I still regret meeting you......"

"May you and I be in the afterlife...... See each other again. ”

"Xu Meijun is unique."

The remnant dream painting is as sad as yesterday, sad in the autumn wind, and it is difficult to relieve sorrow.

Providence has always been difficult to ask, sigh the bright moon, and it will be difficult to be good.

Since reading the suicide note left by Xu Meijun, the general has been ill and has taken leave to retire for more than ten days.