Volume 1: You Only Have to Meet Once in a Life Chapter 202: Because Life Has You Meaningful
Qin Xin woke up from his sleep, his face was full of sweat, he opened his eyes, and suddenly saw a white house full of crazy people, white walls, white lights, white quilts, and white beds, where is this? Am I not dead? Am I not dead?
Qin Xin's eyes were full of horror, his eyes kept rolling around, looking around the ward uneasily, he suddenly stood up, hugged the quilt, and trembled.
"Miss, what's wrong with you."
Xiao Ju stayed by the bedside, sitting on the chair next to the bed, leaning back on the back of the chair and napping, when she was suddenly awakened by the screams in her heart, she hurriedly opened her eyes, ran to her side to comfort her, and told her not to be afraid.
Qin Xin ignored Xiaoju at all, grabbed the quilt and shrank back vigorously, not sticking to the wall and feeling uneasy, his face full of horror. Xiao Ju was frightened by Qinxin's appearance, seeing that the young lady's eyes were hollow and frightened, as if she had seen a ghost, she didn't know how to comfort her.
There was a "squeak", and the door to the ward was pushed open.
After hearing the movement in the ward, Tie Ming hurriedly rushed in. It's great to wake up. Tie Ming looked at her happily, but he didn't expect Qin Xin to start crying as soon as he hugged him, like a lost duckling seeing his mother duck, and his attachment arose.
Xiao Ju stepped aside, silently walked away, and closed the door.
"Qinxin, you're awake, it's not dawn yet, let's sleep for a while!"
Tie Ming patted Qin Xin's back, like coaxing a baby, and whispered softly. I shuddered as I thought back to the dream I had just had, and the terrible scene in the abandoned factory, and began to cry.
"Brother Tie Ming, I'm so scared, so scared."
Qin Xin cried, this is the second time she has cried. This time it's not sprinkling, it's not willful, it's all grievances, it's all fear. She didn't know how she escaped from that terrible scene, but she remembered being kicked in the back by a dog, and the whole person fell to the ground hard, and then lost consciousness.
Tie Ming let Qin Xin hold him tightly, letting her tears fall like beads of broken threads, dripping on his sleeves, too late to wipe them away. Tie Ming only felt that his liver and sausages were about to break, and his heart hurt so much that he cried so much, and his heart hurt so much. Why is it not you who suffers, and why can't you bear all this for your heart? You're so ruthless, God.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Qinxin, you're safe, I'm here, I'm here to protect you, you're fine."
Qin Xin was tired of crying slowly, she hadn't eaten all night, and she didn't have the strength to cry at all, but the sourness in her heart couldn't be relieved.
Wait for Qinxin to gradually quiet down. Tie Ming hugged Qin Xin's shoulder, lifted her from her shoulder, looked at her face, his eyes were full of tenderness and guilt, he couldn't help but feel distressed and blamed himself, lowered his head, bit his mouth, and said slowly:
"I'm sorry, I should have held your hand tightly, and I shouldn't have let you get hurt. It's my fault that I want you to suffer, you blame me! ”
Qin Xin suddenly pushed him away in horror, looking at him as hard as if he had never known him, his brows furrowed suddenly, and his hands covered his head, revealing a painful expression. Tie Ming became nervous and hurriedly asked her how she was? Do you have a headache, I'll call a doctor.
"Don't go, don't call anyone, I'm going to get out of here, it's scary here."
Tie Mingren pushed forward, pressed his hand on the bed, and looked at Qin Xin who was terrified in front of him uneasily, watching her look around the ward, as if she had seen a ghost, what was wrong with Qin Xin?
"Qinxin, don't be afraid, you're safe."
Qin Xin saw the white chandelier on the roof, the white light was really dazzling, spotlessly white, it really made people panic, grinning, as if they wanted to cry.
"It's too white, I don't want to see this white...... Ah, a headache. ”
Qin Xin covered her head with both hands and shouted "headache", Tie Ming pulled her hand away and told her not to think about it anymore, the hospital is white, if you don't like it, change it to pink you like tomorrow.
"No, I don't want pink, I don't want anything."
Tie Ming looked at Qin Xin's anxious and panicked expression, "popped", thought of something, looked at Qin Xin, chased her back and forth to escape the eyes, and said gently:
"Qinxin, do you think that in this way you are not pure, and you are not noble? You're still the same you, not polluted at all. Your truth and your purity are the most beautiful in my heart. This incident made me know that I want to cherish you even more, love you well, and protect you from being hurt again. ”
The words were very affectionate, and I thought that Qin Xin would relax and no longer be nervous and panic. The result backfired, Tie Ming didn't open which pot to mention, Qin Xin didn't say that he was bullied, how did he know what Ah Dog did, why did he know why he said it, what purity, what beauty, are you sarcastic about me?
"This turned out to be his own Brother Tie Ming, he is so superficial!"
Qin Xin stared at Tie Ming's eyes for a long time, and then remembered the scene when he was bullied by a dog, and subconsciously clutched his clothes, as if he was on guard, looking really weak.
The scars he left behind were all over his body, biting, scratching, scratching, pinching, many, many. Qin Xin looked at the hospital gown he was wearing again, and suddenly panicked: Who helped him change this dress? Didn't the man change his clothes and see everything?
Yes! It's humiliating, it's uncomfortable.
Qin Xin grabbed his hair and became entangled in pain, Brother Tie Ming didn't notice Qin Xin's deep shame at all, and he was still preaching on the side. His big truth backfired, but it made Qinxin's sense of shame even stronger.
"What can I do?"
The more I thought about it, the more disgusting I became, as if I had swallowed a fly, and I was about to regurgitate, so I didn't care about him! Qin Xin completely put aside the shame of her daughter's family, raised her head again, glared at him fiercely, and did not speak.
Tie Ming still looked at Qin Xin worriedly, wondering why Qin Xin was suddenly scared, suddenly ruthless, what happened when his mood changed so quickly, did he hit his head and was not in a normal sense, my poor Qin Xin.
"Qinxin, it's not your fault, it's you who suffers, how can I still bear it......"
"I don't need you to say if I'm clean, you don't need to be pretending, I don't want to listen."
Tie Ming was stunned, he didn't understand how Qin Xin could say this, and wronged himself, so he hurriedly refuted two sentences:
"Qin Xin, how can you say that, my people are true, my words are true, my feelings are true, don't you know who I am?"
"You go, you go, I don't want to see you, do you think I don't know what you're thinking, you men are not good things."
Tie Ming knew that he had said the wrong thing again, which caused Qinxin's rectum to misunderstand again, and brought out her little temper. I should pretend not to know anything about this. The wounds on Qin's head are the worst, but they don't have to be hidden. The wounds on the body, the clothes cover it, it can't be discovered, it's a secret, why should I stab it, and take it out and say, I'm damned, I'm so stupid.
"Qinxin, don't drive me away, I did something wrong, I said something wrong, let you scold, let you beat it, just don't drive me away."
Tie Ming hugged Qin Xin fiercely and hugged him tightly. Qin wanted to hit him but couldn't do it, but she raised her hand softly and hugged his shoulder, dripping tears, it was for a woman, all kinds of difficulties, who to talk to, who can understand it, at this time, even the dearest Brother Tie Ming can't say.
One or two warm and moist teardrops fell on Tie Ming's coat, accompanied by a small sob, Qin Xin cried carefully, crying to the heart, crying to the death, why do women cry a lot, because it is a woman, made of water, destined to have a lot of tears in this life.
The two hugged each other silently until dawn, when they heard a nurse's knock on the door outside, saying that they were coming in to change the dressing. Qin Xin suddenly became scared again, thinking of the wounds on his body, even if he let it suppurate and rot, he would not be seen.
"Brother Tie Ming, I don't want to change the dressing, don't let them in."
Qin Xin grabbed Tie Ming's arm and refused to let go, and Tie Ming was puzzled to comfort her:
"Don't be afraid, it won't hurt if you change the dressing, and if the wound is not good, it will leave a scar."
Qin Xin didn't listen at all, why didn't Brother Tie Ming understand himself? Hehe, how can he understand the sadness and pain of his daughter's family, how can a girl open her clothes in front of strangers? Or is it that kind of injury? The nurse knocked on the door again, and was about to come in, Qin Xin became nervous, her brows furrowed, and she begged Tie Ming bitterly:
"No, Brother Tie Ming, don't let them in, don't let them take off my clothes."
Qin Xin shook his head over and over again, like a child who was going to kindergarten for the first time to be separated from his mother, pleading in a low voice, and the messy bangs on his forehead shook and made people feel heartbroken. Tie Ming's heart sank violently, it turned out that Qin Xin was because of this, how much she had been wronged.
The nurse still came in, and there are still so many wards to check one by one, how can I accompany you to ink the ink, change the medicine and make people wait? It's squeamish. When Qin Xin saw the nurse, he grabbed Tie Ming even more, his eyes full of horror.
Tie Ming glanced at Qin Xin, pursed his lips, pulled off her hand ruthlessly, asked her to be obedient, told the nurse to be light, and withdrew from the door by himself, and glanced at Qin Xin before closing the door, Qin Xin looked at him sadly in the door, and before he had time to ask him why he left himself, the nurses surrounded her, and Tie Ming quickly closed the door.
"Miss Lin, let's help you take off your clothes and change your dressing."
Qin Xin grabbed the placket of her clothes with one hand, and waved the other hand to drive them away, preventing the nurse from approaching. These young nurses, whose hearts are more ruthless than executioners, have seen more bloody scenes, heard too many painful and wailing moans, have long been trained to be hard-hearted, and do not pay attention to the pain of patients at all, I want to take off your clothes, I want to change the medicine, you refuse, are you still afraid that you will resist if you hold you?
Several nurses grabbed Qin Xin together, regardless of her begging for mercy and struggle, they stripped off the thin hospital gown on Qin Xin's body in three strokes and two strokes, not to mention how humiliating and uncomfortable Qin Xin was, she just couldn't escape. The head nurse took the medicine lightly, and didn't dare to be sloppy, after all, this is Miss Lin, a VIP patient, she is squeamish and goes with her, but this injury cannot be left untreated.
"You let go of me, let go."
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