Chapter 187: Endure and Part
Qin Yixuan was about to get angry, but he heard a voice outside: "Chen Qiao Shuo begs to see the emperor!" ”
Guessing the purpose of his coming, Qin Yixuan's eyes narrowed slightly, let go of Xue Qing, got up and straightened his clothes, and said, "Come in." ”
Seeing this, Xue Qing was about to leave, but Qin Yixuan pulled her and said undoubtedly: "You stay." ”
Xue Qing looked at him suspiciously: "Isn't this okay?" ”
Qin Yixuan said indifferently: "Xiao Shuo, it's not that you don't know each other. ”
Xue Qing said embarrassedly: "Xiao Shuo is rare to be so serious, you should have something important to discuss, I'll come back later." ”
Qin Yixuan snorted lightly: "Except for dealing with Ten Thousand Swords Villa, there is nothing important that you can't know. ”
"Okay." Xue Qing gave him a roll of the eyes and sat down on a chair beside him.
Qin Yixuan shouted outside the door at this time: "I called you in, what are you still rubbing?" ”
Xiao Shuo pushed the door in, muttering in his heart: Isn't this a good thing that is afraid of disturbing you? Immediately, he understood his intentions, adjusted his expression slightly, and as soon as he entered the door, he knelt down and fell to the ground:
"Chen Qiao Shuo participated in the emperor, long live my emperor, long live, long live!"
Qin Yixuan smiled secretly in his heart, this kid is clever, but is this a bit overacted, but he pretended to be dissatisfied in his mouth: "Xiao Shuo, why are you here again, you said that there is no need for such false courtesies between brothers." ”
Xue Qing watched the two of them act on the side, and couldn't help but feel funny in her heart, this is too fake! If Sakura really doesn't want Xiao Shuo to salute, she can stop him before he kneels; And Xiao Shuo, although he is cautious on weekdays, he and Hongying are also lifelong friends after all, except for the court, how can he do this big gift. She doesn't debunk it, she wants to see which one they play.
Xiao Shuo straightened up, but did not get up, and said solemnly: "Your Majesty, wait for the ministers to complete the state affairs first, and then get up to talk about brotherhood." ”
As he spoke, he held Shang Fang's sword up with both hands: "The emperor ordered the minister to be the Qin Mission, responsible for the fight against the epidemic in Yizhou Mansion, the minister is incompetent, and he has failed the emperor's trust, causing the emperor to personally get involved in danger, this is a crime." The minister implored the emperor to surrender his guilt and take back Shang Fang's sword. ”
Qin Yixuan took two steps forward, took Shang Fang's sword, and said with a smile: "You cheap Qincha really didn't do anything, Shang Fang's sword was taken back." But I came in person, but it's none of your business, so how can I condemn you? Tell me about your other sins! ”
Seeing this, Xiao Shuo took out another piece of folded paper, and held it up in front of Qin Yixuan with both hands: "This is the secret decree entrusted by the emperor to the minister before the danger, God bless, my emperor returns safely, the minister failed to complete the entrustment, and returned this secret decree to the emperor." ”
"It's useless, just burn it." Qin Yixuan said, picked up the paper and threw it towards the brazier, but he didn't want to deviate a little, the paper fluttered, as if he had eyes, it was not unfortunate, it just fell at Xueqing's feet, and scattered in the process of falling.
Qin Yixuan smiled helplessly: "Alas, I'm old, I'm dazzled." Xue Qing, help me pick it up and burn it. ”
"Okay-" Xue Qing replied with a smile, it turns out that she acted in this big drama just to show herself this, so she should cooperate. Leaning down and gently picking up the paper, she pretended to look at it casually, and then she couldn't help but look at it again, and then she was shocked.
"I am involved in dangerous places on my own initiative, and I have nothing to do with others, and I am not as innocent as I am. If something happens to me, I will not harm the doctor, and I will not be held responsible. ordered the crown prince to succeed to the throne, ordered Shangshu Qiao Shuo to be the prince, Lei Ao to be the generalissimo of the country, and the two cooperated to assist the prince. Ordered Zhu Xiaolong to be the leader of the forbidden army and the president of the Sixteen Guards, and to protect the imperial city and the crown prince. The queen is the queen mother, and the prince can participate in politics before he becomes an adult. ”
That day, he said: "Xueqing, I know that you complained that I gave up you for the sake of righteousness last time, so I chose you this time." I've already arranged everything, even if I die here, it won't be messy, everything will go according to order and orderly. ”
always thought that he would have a future move, and he would not ignore the great cause of the country, it turned out that he was really willing to give up everything for himself and live and die with himself.
It turned out that he had already appointed Xiao Shuo as a messenger and was responsible for all matters related to the fight against the epidemic in Yizhou Prefecture, but because he knew that he was practicing medicine in Yizhou, he came in person.
Xue Qing was stunned with the paper, she always thought that she was watching a play, but she didn't want to become a person in the play all of a sudden, but she didn't know how the plot should evolve.
Seeing this, Qin Yixuan gave Xiao Shuo a look, and Xiao Shuo retreated with interest. Qin Yixuan walked to her side, pulled out the paper in her hand, and threw it lightly, the paper spun elegantly in the air, and finally fell steadily into the brazier. As soon as the flames rolled up, they swallowed the paper in an instant, leaving only a handful of fly ashes.
After helping her up, Qin Yixuan picked her up, let her sit on his lap, hugged her and pointed to the brazier and said, "Xueqing, it's okay, everything is over." "Number Six
"Why are you doing this?" Xue Qing reacted and said to him, "You are the emperor, how can you even ignore your family and country for the sake of a woman!" ”
Qin Yixuan cupped her face: "Xue Qing, I still remember that when I was in the Ten Thousand Swords Villa, Bing Yan threw the bloodthirsty sword down the valley and said, 'You are his world'." At that time, I was also pleased with you, but I kept letting him. Not only because he is my brother, but I also told myself that I have too many things to do, and I can't be like him, who doesn't care about anything for you, so I am destined not to win him, and I choose to let go. ”
Xue Qing bit her lip: "Then you just let go and be a good emperor." ”
"Emotional things, how can you say that you can let it go. If I could, I wouldn't have done it. While Bingyan was still there, I could still tell myself: Don't bully my friend's wife. But when he's gone, I can't help but want to be with you. ”
"Xueqing, I want to be like him, to be able to say things like 'you are my world', but I can't do it, I have too much burden, I can only let go for my great cause again and again. I also keep saying to myself, when everything is stable, I will come to you no matter what, and I will tie you to my side. ”
"Seven years ago, I protected Lei Yulin in order to stabilize the Lei family, and every time I think of the way you looked at me at that time, my heart aches faintly." Leaned her head on herself, her chin against her forehead, "That day, I looked at you across the gate of Jiangyang County, as if across a Huangquan Road, I only had one thought in my heart, that is, to be with you." At that time, I finally understood that when it really came to the moment of life and death, all I wanted was you. ”
"But I don't want to!" Xue Qing raised her head, her eyes reddened slightly, "My mother's death can be said to be my father's fault, and Sanko can be said to be innocent." But Bingyan, and later Yuheng, are dead. I don't want anyone to die for me, I don't want another you, I don't want you all to die for me, but I'm still alive. ”
"Xueqing, I'm not as stupid as them. I just want to be with you, to live together, to die together. I now understand that I chose the world because you are still there, because I know that I still have a chance to make amends. If it weren't for the epidemic, I wouldn't know that the world with you is the world, and if the burden of the world and your life can only choose one, I will not hesitate to choose you. ”
"Red Sakura, why are you doing this?" Xue Qing couldn't bear to look at him again, it was happiness to be able to get someone's love. But when the feeling is too heavy, it becomes a burden. The love is deep, deep, and she is powerless to resist.
"Xue Qing, after passing this test, don't you still understand my mind? Even if I can't do anything for you, even if I have used some dishonorable means, I don't have half of your affection. Qin Yixuan hugged her tightly in his arms.
"You are willing to give birth to Yimeng for me, when I entered Jiangyang County, you didn't insist on your own opinion and didn't come to see me, I don't believe you will have no affection for me. Xueqing, you go back with me! ”
"Sakura, I've always understood your intentions, but with the difference in our identities, there are too many obstacles between us. Whether it's Bingyan or Yuheng, the hurdle in my heart can't be overcome after all. Your mind is too heavy for me to bear. ”
"On the day Xiao Shuo overturned the case for Yuheng, he also talked to me, and I asked him to convey some words at that time, but I don't know if he transferred it. So, whether you are selfish or ruthless, I don't want to compromise, I don't want to be ashamed of Bingyan, and I don't want to be what I hate. ”
Qin Yixuan knew what she meant, and blurted out: "Then I can ......"
"No, you can't!" Xue Qing covered his mouth, "The crown prince is young, Daqin still needs you, you have enjoyed glory and wealth since you were a child, and now you are in that high position, you have to take on your responsibilities." Didn't you say that I'm still in your world. "I'm still in your world, so you're not in a hurry.
"Xueqing ......" said that he was not in a hurry, but this daily wait was torment.
"Red Sakura, you are the Son of Heaven of Great Qin, all the people rely on you, you can't be just me."
"Then ......" Qin Yixuan understood that she was not ruthless, but she also had too many concerns, and when the words came to her mouth and swallowed, all the affection converged into three words, "You wait for me." ”
"Hmm!" Xue Qing nodded.
Just one word made Qin Yixuan's heart flutter, he knew that this was her promise. He's already got what he wants, but he still needs a moment. Looking at the person in front of him, it was as beautiful as a dream, he couldn't help but kiss Fangze, and couldn't help but inch in.
"It's time for you to go back." Xue Qing helped Qin Yixuan straighten out his clothes.
Qin Yixuan grabbed her hand and pretended to be aggrieved: "How can you be so ruthless, you were still lingering and sympathetic a moment ago, and now you are in such a hurry to drive me away." ”
"Less poor mouth!" Xue Qing scolded, "You've been away from the capital for too long, it's time to go back." Rest assured that this place will be handed over to Xiao Shuo, and I will keep it for you until everything returns to business as usual in Yizhou Mansion. ”
Qin Yixuan said distressedly: "Don't work too hard, you're all thin." You take care of it, just let them do it if you have something, don't do it yourself, who dares not to listen to you? ”
Xue Qing pushed him and walked out the door: "Okay, got it, let's go!" ”
Even though Qin Yixuan was reluctant, he knew that it was time to return to Beijing, the car driver was already waiting at the door, and he had been delayed in Yizhou for too long. After a few more bites on her face, he reluctantly left.