Speak from the heart

Tired.......

It's not that the hands are tired, it's the hearts that are tired.

In fact, everyone knows that this book has written 1.5 million words, and with the current more than 800,000 words, it is close to 2.4 million words. When I was first 404, I thought, many new friends read the pirated version of the book, and I wrote 250,000 words of free chapters in this book, which should support the genuine version!

But then I found out that I was still too naïve.

This book, when it was put on the shelves, the first order was 330, and until now, the average is 650, and the post-subscription is about 200, that is to say, the most genuine readers are in their early 700s, and the monthly subscription money is about, 800? I'm afraid I won't even be able to make up for my living expenses....... To put it bluntly, even cigarette money is not enough........

Two packs of cigarettes a day, and I have to stay up late, which burns out my body and I can't get anything........

When I think about it, I don't think it's really worth it.

A lot of book lovers complain about the lack of updates, yes, I admit it.

But have you ever thought that in fact, writing a book is a virtuous circle process, the better the subscription, the more energetic the author writes, and the better the update. On the contrary, it is getting worse and worse, and it is becoming more and more discouraged.

For example, in the last book, I often have three watches, and occasionally I will break out in four or five watches, but this one ........

In fact, my typing speed is not too slow, but I just can't lift my spirit, I feel that few people read it, and few people subscribe, it's really a waste of life, and when I think of this, I don't want to write, if it weren't for those book friends who have been with me for a long time, I wouldn't have been able to hold on for a long time.

It is not accidental that so many books of eunuchs are on the shelves, people always have to eat, and they generate electricity for love, and no matter how long they are sent, they can't stop the reality.

I don't mean to complain about pirated readers, after all, everyone has a hard time, maybe, some friends are still in school, and the subscription money of 10 yuan a month is a meal, and if you subscribe, you may be hungry. Everybody went to school, I understand that.

Forget it, don't complain, let's talk about the story.

The plot of Europe will not be written for too long, mainly to bury the pits, fill in all the previous pits, so that everyone will have a pimple in their hearts, and also do my duty.

In the end, I still have to return to China, the eight-year war of resistance, this is a big plot I have always wanted to write, and it is also a climax of this book, but in view of the current results and state, I am afraid it will be difficult to write well.

So, after the European plot is completed, I will pause for a while to make an end to the book, which can be regarded as the second part of the "Stealth" series!

As for the third part, I might open a new book or two to make some money and write it later, but at that point, it might be a different story—if people remember me in the future.......

Also, thank you for the friends who have been supporting genuine subscriptions and rewards, if it weren't for you, this book would not have been written for so long, your name, I have always written it in a small book: Stupid Ruby, Wind and Snow, Yangtian, Soul, Linjiang Immortal, Midnight Tide, River Rain, Jackdaw Castle, Bamboo Forest.........

So much, too much, thank you, thank you.........