133. Nostalgia
Ru Sanshui didn't intend to stay in Xinzhou, she just wanted to see more of the place where Jiang Heng had lived and find the traces he had left behind.
She also thought about asking Jiang Huai where their ancestral home was, and she also wanted to go to the place where Jiang Heng grew up. In the end, she wanted to go back to Hangzhou, because Jiang Heng had been with her in that place longer.
Walking through the streets and alleys, seeing the stalls where they had eaten stinky tofu together, and the ready-to-wear shops and rouge gouache stores that they visited for the sake of Yirong, Ru Sanshui always smiled with a comfortable understanding.
Walk to a small bridge in the middle of nowhere, where Ru Sanshui once discovered the secret of Ah Cake.
At the moment, Ah Bi is waiting there. When she saw Ru Sanshui coming, she folded her arms as always: "If you have something to ask, you remember me coming?"
Ru Sanshui blushed: "Sister Biscuit is the most selfless, please leave Shang Shangsai to Sister Xia!"
On the way back, Ru Sanshui told Ah Bao about his aunt from beginning to end. When it comes to what makes people sad, she briefly brings it over.
After this encirclement and suppression, the children of various families who participated in the encirclement and suppression appeared in the place where they were the day before they participated in the encirclement and suppression, and some lost their memories and woke up without knowing what had happened.
Those who retain their memories are in the minority, all of them do what they are told, they don't know much about the cause and effect, and their descriptions of the scene and what happened are surprisingly consistent.
Those who knew the cause and effect were secretive about it, and the matter became an unsolved case.
Not all of them survived, and those who died before the Death Gate Taiji was revealed in the sky will certainly not be able to come back.
The most important thing is that there are some people who can be said to have evaporated from the world, not just dead and gone.
In the eyes of those who remember this incident, these disappeared people obviously once existed very vividly in their memories, but in the eyes of others, they did not exist at all. If you try to find evidence, you will find that the traces of the existence of these people are gone.
Ru Sanshui knew that the people who survived, because they were born in the Xuanmen, were different from ordinary people, although their sanity was affected, they were excluded by the door of death, and they were not innocently involved in reincarnation, but they lost their memories.
And those who still disappear like ordinary people are those who have evil thoughts in their hearts, although they are in the camp of decency. They are treated like demons and dead corpses, and they are involved in the door of yin and yang death.
As for the people who have their memories, they are people that Ru Sanshui knows and even knows, and they are created by her unconsciously.
Among them, there are three other overlapping people, that is, they are alive, and they are created by Ru Sanshui.
Ru Sanshui is most afraid of this last one. Even knowing that there will be natural "memories" and "traces" to prove that they are really people who have "always existed", people who "originally been". Even if it overlaps, it will be tampered with as natural twins, and it will not be noticed at all.
But Ru Sanshui is afraid of these people, and when he sees them, he can associate many problems. Is there anyone or anything else in this world that has never been changed by the gods?
Will she, as well as Jiang Heng, also become the one who will be erased one day, and all traces of existence will be hidden?
"The Creator is like a storyteller who writes a story, and suddenly feels that a new character is needed somewhere, and he can turn his head and write about the existence of this person from the very beginning of the story, and this person appears out of thin air, without any abnormality. ”
Back in Jiangfu, Ru Sanshui said to Ah Pian worriedly: "Deleting a certain character is just as simple, and the dialogue that needs will be replaced by someone else, and there is no trace." ”
"The most sad thing is that I can't remember how I did it. I don't want to talk about creating all things now, and the karmic fire can't be mobilized, and even the control of the soul mist is becoming more and more difficult. Even!"
Ru Sanshui exaggeratedly pulled the corners of his eyes and showed Ah Bi the almost unclear eye lines: "I'm old!"
She grabbed Ah Cake's shoulders: "My sister may be dying, will you miss me......"
Ah Pian was shaken dizzy: "Think about it, think about you, remember to promote me after you return to your position." ”
When Ru Sanshui was thinking like this, Jiang Huai came back, with Bai Zinan behind him, and he didn't know what was being discussed.
The person who pushed Bai Zinan's wheelchair was a woman who looked exactly like Yan'er, she smiled with her eyebrows and eyes, and nodded to greet everyone she saw, but Ru Sanshui avoided the woman's gaze.
This woman was also fabricated out of thin air, replacing all the memories that Jiang Wenjin had left to others, but she was a woman who liked Bai Zinan wholeheartedly.
Such an existence is really sad, but in Bai Zinan's memory, it has achieved a sweet story, and Ru Sanshui doesn't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
Ah Pian went to Jiang Huai's private residence to visit Liang Shang. After Liang Shou's accident, Liang Shang returned to Jiang Huai alone. At first glance, a person who is not much older than himself comes to see him, and his heart is happy, and he is playing with Ah Cake.
Ru Sanshui avoided Jiang Huai and Bai Zinan, took a jar of wine, turned over the roof of Bai Zeyuan, and sat and poured wine for himself.
After three rounds of wine, the sunset is infinitely brilliant. She was dazed and hunched her legs, her back arched, her hands and chin resting on her knees. Close your eyes and hum softly.
"Xiang girl listens to Huangmei, and the little guy fishes water chestnuts. The bride picks mulberry fruits, and the good son drives the black hooves...... Which one wants to hold the green bamboo, burn a Xun to send grace. Water ditch ditch, mountain nest nest, hemp candy, jacquard basket. Red tent, golden hairpin, jujube, hug the noble son ......"
"Little Ah Bao went with the fairy, and the girl chased the soul. The bad girl plays the princes, and the new general breaks the old city. Which one wants to mention the red tassel, make a vow to break the grace. Water ripples, mountain Lingling, playing old wine, old vinegar. The days are long, the moon is long, the way of heaven is obtained, and the children are lost......"
The moon slowly rose in the air, bending and smiling, and the moonlight bamboo shadow in the courtyard was like a wattle in the water, which was the same artistic conception as Jiang Heng's peiyu. The gentleman is noble, and the wind and moon are Tang bamboo.
Bai Zinan was in another courtyard not far away, also looking at the moonlight, he followed the tune of Ru Sanshui, and even hummed softly: "Listen to Huangmei, the little guy fishes water chestnuts." The bride picks mulberry fruits, and the good son drives the black hooves ......"
Ru Sanshui was drunk and unconscious that night. Early in the morning, Ah Bi found her on the roof, and she had a bit of a cold.
Ru Sanshui pulled Ah Bi and shook again: "How could ......I be drunk?" Ache! Ache...... I'm still sick...... I'm going to die......"
Ah Bi eagerly broke Ru Sanshui's hand and repeated, "Remember to promote me." ”
Ru Sanshui himself was stunned for a while: "I'm going to die, I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't have nostalgia." ”
Ah Cake sighed: "No, you still have Jiang Heng." ”
Ru Sanshui didn't raise his eyelids: "He's gone." ”
"You told me some details that I couldn't confirm right away, so I asked Master by letter, and Master confirmed my thoughts. ”
"You originally sent dead souls and evil souls to the gate of yin and yang life and death, and although he died, he still carried your soul, blood and bones with him. Seven seven forty-nine days, in the place where you have been with you for the longest time day and night, he reverses the cycle of reincarnation and will return by himself. ”
Ru Sanshui stared at Ah Cake's eyes: "You didn't lie to me?"
"Forty-nine days, and two days in which I will send you back. ”
These days, Ru Sanshui is always doubting whether the world is real. Even if he followed Ah Cake, took Shang Shang, and returned to Shinshu with a white crane. She still felt like she was in a dream, and she always felt that everything was not real.
Until that day, Ru Sanshui was afraid that he would not get the result and would be hit harder, so he had the mentality that Ah Bi was actually lying to himself.
But she saw with her own eyes the ashes of rebirth falling and condensing in nothingness.
A cloud of soul mist appeared in the center of the courtyard for no reason, gradually dispersing, and there was a vague human form in it.
Ru Sanshui's lips trembled, and his feet were like stepping on cotton. She stumbled towards the center of the soul mist chaos, the soul mist converged, and Ru Sanshui clearly saw Jiang Heng's clothes in tatters and fell to the ground, but his face was full of vitality.
The constricted soul mist returned to the red rope on his wrist, which was a soul protector made of Ru Sanshui with soul mist and blood, but he didn't expect to really save Jiang Heng's life one day.
The edge of his collar showed the red rope of the bone. Jade pendant, bamboo chi, everything is there, but the white deer sword is gone.
Ru Sanshui had only one thought in his head. He's back, he's back, he's alive.
The strings that were tight to keep themselves awake suddenly broke. She knelt on the ground, grabbed his hand, and wept bitterly.
Steady breathing, pulse, and fluttering eyelashes are the best gifts the world has given her.