Chapter 114
"I disagree!"
Xu Chengzhi's attitude was very resolute, "Cheng'an, although this is your own business, but I am your eldest brother, I want you to have a safe and smooth life, and, Cheng'an, have you ever thought about what you will do if you quit your family and let the Huang girl?" β
Xu Chengan shook his head and said, "Big brother, I know that it will definitely have an impact on her after retiring from her family, but if I don't withdraw now, I don't know when I will come back in the future, and I'm afraid that it will have a greater impact on her when the time comes." β
Xu Chengzhi was silent for a moment and asked, "Have you made up your mind?" β
Cheng An thought of the Huang girl who had just said here that she was going to wait for him, and then said resolutely, "Yes!" β
No matter what Miss Huang's attitude is towards him, this family matter must be withdrawn!
Xu Chengzhi looked at his younger brother, he could have grown up, he could already make decisions, and he could be responsible for his life, but did Xu Chengan really know what he really wanted? Why on earth did he go to the army? Did he think it clearly for himself?
He knew that what Xu Cheng'an said was reasonable, if Cheng An couldn't come back, at least it wouldn't delay the yellow girl, but Cheng Zhi couldn't accept that Cheng An couldn't come back, even if he thought about it all the time, he would never allow Cheng An's idea to appear.
Xu Chengzhi was silent, he didn't know how to solve this matter, in his selfish heart he didn't want Xu Chengan to quit his family, as long as he didn't quit his family, that person would always be Cheng'an's fiancΓ©e, Cheng'an would be a little more worried, and he would worry more about his life when he was on the battlefield.
He just wanted Cheng An to come back.
But now that Cheng An has made a decision, can he persuade him? In fact, Cheng An said it well, if he didn't quit his family, it would be too selfish for Miss Huang, but Cheng Zhi has always only considered their own family, as for whether the Huang girl who has not yet entered the door is selfish, Xu Chengzhi doesn't care at all.
Xu Chengan saw that his eldest brother was silent, and he didn't have to force his eldest brother to make a statement, but said, "Big brother, I want to do this matter before I leave, some things will inevitably have a lot of dreams at night, it's better to solve it as soon as possible!" β
Cheng Zhi didn't follow Cheng An's words, but changed the topic and said, "Don't forget to go see Uncle Ah Hu before you go on the expedition!" β
Xu Chengan was stunned, not because Xu Chengzhi suddenly changed the topic and couldn't react, but because he didn't expect the eldest brother to mention Uncle Ah Hu at this time, how long has he not remembered Uncle Ah Hu?
It didn't take long to think about it carefully, and he occasionally suddenly remembered the person who was kind to him, but then he thought about it, he hadn't seen Uncle Hu for a long time.
Originally, he had to go to Uncle Hu's house a few times every day, but now he hasn't seen him for so long, and he is not uncomfortable, and he gradually got used to it, maybe at first he thought about asking Uncle Hu once he had something, but when he unconsciously went out and walked a few steps, looking at the villagers coming and going outside the courtyard, Cheng An seemed to suddenly react and returned home.
Xu Chengan has not cared about many people over the years, and there are not many people who have really been taken to heart by him, Xu A-Niang is one, Xu Chengzhi is one, of course, Uncle Ahu, who helped raise him when Xu A-Niang was busy, is definitely one, even if he didn't even take the Huang girl who was married to him, he never took it to heart.
Therefore, Xu Chengzhi also knew how painful Cheng'an was, he once thought about asking Cheng'an not to have too close a relationship with Uncle Hu, but when Cheng'an really stopped contacting Uncle Hu, Chengzhi hesitated again, and it was undeniable that Chengzhi was also entangled in his heart.
There is no deep relationship between him and Uncle Ah Hu as there is between Cheng An and Uncle Ah Hu, but even so, every time he sees Cheng An lying alone in bed in the dead of night and doesn't know what he is thinking, Cheng Zhi is also painful in his heart, he doesn't want to watch his younger brother become more and more silent, but Cheng An still talks less and less when facing outsiders.
Cheng Zhi knew that if Cheng An didn't go on this trip, Cheng An's heart might not be able to be solved all the time, and he didn't want Cheng An to go to the battlefield with regrets.
But Xu Chengan was stunned for a long time, but finally shook his head, and then turned his head and said, "No, I haven't seen you for so long, what can I say if I go?" β
Even if Cheng Anxin felt ashamed of Uncle Hu, but Cheng An still didn't think about making up for it, he thought maybe they would be like this, how could the love of years of nurturing and teaching compare to Xu A-Niang's grace of birth and nurturing?
Xu Chengzhi was not surprised by Cheng'an's decision, although Cheng'an has always valued feelings, but he has always been stubborn, once a decision is made, it is difficult to change it, this is the case with joining the army, and it is like this now.
That's it, let him go!
The next day, Xu Chengan went to Huang's house to withdraw from her family, Miss Huang had no father or mother, and no one supported her, because when Xu Chengan proposed the matter of resignation, Miss Huang was really sad for a long time, but despite this, Miss Huang still shook her head firmly, she refused to be dismissed.
"Xu Cheng'an, don't worry, I won't feel wronged, if you can come back alive, I will wait for you to come back and marry you, if you come back, ......" Miss Huang knew that what she was going to say next was more or less unlucky, especially when Xu Cheng'an was about to go on the expedition, but she had to think about it so much now, she just wanted to refuse Xu Cheng'an's resignation.
"If you come back just a corpse, I, Huang Ying, will be your surviving person, guarding you for the rest of my life!"
When Miss Huang's words came out, Xu Chengan clearly saw that her eyes were red, and he once thought that she would definitely cry, but she didn't, and there were never tears in her eyes.
Xu Chengan can't say anything about quitting her family anymore, Miss Huang is a rigid woman, if Cheng'an didn't have any special feelings for her before, and she was just a person with Xu Cheng'an's fiancΓ©e, Cheng'an was a little different to her at this time.
The family affair did not retreat, Cheng An also felt depressed in his heart, he couldn't say what kind of feelings he belonged to Huang Girl, thinking of the impulse before, he also said to Huang Girl, "When I come back, I will definitely marry you!" β
Cheng An didn't regret what he said impulsively, but he felt more bored in his heart for some reason, not because the pressure on his body had increased all of a sudden, but because after having such a promise, Cheng An was more or less uncomfortable.
Xu Chengan walked blankly, he didn't let the eldest brother follow when he came out today, the eldest brother told him before that he remembered to go to Aunt Lin'er's house after retiring from his family, after all, this marriage was facilitated by Aunt Lin's busy work, and now he went to withdraw his relatives without even saying hello, and it was inevitable that he slapped Aunt Lin in the face.
Although the family affair has not been retired, Cheng An still wants to say it to Aunt Lin, after all, this kind of thing will fall into Aunt Lin's ears sooner or later, rather than letting Aunt Lin know that she is uncomfortable at that time, it is better for him to say it now, so as not to let Aunt Lin think nonsense.
But Cheng An looked at the familiar door in front of him, he didn't know why he had arrived here unconsciously, he wanted to turn around and leave quickly, but he couldn't take a step anyway.
Thinking that the eldest brother said that he should still say something to him anyway, this matter is spreading, and now I don't know what he is in a hurry, don't let him worry before leaving.
Xu Chengan hesitated for a moment and finally pushed the door and walked in, entering a familiar place, the person was cooking dinner in the kitchen, and he was obviously stunned when he saw Xu Chengan come in, but soon he reacted and said to Xu Chengan, "Cheng'an is here?" It just so happens that this meal is about to be ready, and you kid came at the right time, so you have a mouthful! β
When Xu Chengan sat down in the courtyard, he completely forgot that he was planning to go to Aunt Lin'er's house before, and seeing Uncle Hu busy alone, Xu Chengan said with some sadness, "Uncle Hu, you better find a daughter-in-law!" β
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Chengan and Uncle Ah Hu were stunned, Xu Chengan suddenly remembered the reason why he insisted on not coming to Uncle Ah Hu's house again, and thought of the rumors about him and Ah Niang from those people in the village, Cheng An regretted coming here, and he wanted to leave now.
But Uncle Ah Hu had already reacted, and casually brought out the food and put it in front of Xu Cheng'an, handed him a pair of chopsticks and said, "Ah An, come, I haven't tasted your Uncle Hu's craftsmanship for a long time, right?" Come, taste, it's all your favorite food! β
Cheng An looked at a few dishes on the table, it was indeed what he liked to eat, the conditions at home were poor before, and the food was not very good, so he often came to Uncle Hu's house to eat, and fortunately, Uncle Hu never disliked him.
Seeing Xu Chengan take the chopsticks, Xu Hu sat down at the other end of the table and said, "Uncle Hu is old, so he won't look for his mother-in-law, now I hope that you can get married as soon as possible, and give birth to two big fat boys in two years, and I will be satisfied if I bring them over for me to take a look, and it is not in vain that I have hurt your boy for so long." β
Xu Chengan knew that Uncle Hu was answering his previous words, he thought that Uncle Hu would avoid talking about this matter, but now he was the only one who seemed to be too sensitive from beginning to end.
But thinking of Uncle Hu letting him get married......
Xu Chengan was only sad when he thought about it, it was impossible for Uncle Hu not to know about his upcoming expedition, this matter was spread all over the village, he knew that many people said that he Xu Chengan was stupid, but he didn't want Uncle Hu to say the same about him.
After a long time, Xu Chengan said, "Uncle Hu, I won't be able to get married for a while!" β
Xu Hu was stunned for a moment, he didn't believe it since that incident came out, but today Cheng An's visit to the door made him have to believe that Cheng An hadn't been to his house for a long time, what was he doing now? Obviously goodbye!
But Xu Hu still found it difficult to accept this matter, so since Cheng An entered the door, he had been treating Xu Cheng An as if this incident had never happened, but after all, he deceived himself.
Xu Hu sighed and said, "I didn't expect you to be so big in just the blink of an eye!" β
Looking at Xu Chengan, Xu Hu seems to see his past, and also saw his past for so many years, this child is what he has watched grow up, almost as his own flesh and blood to raise, he Xu Hu has never married a wife, nor has he had children, in his heart Xu Chengan is his child, but now that the child has grown up and is going to travel far, what should he do?
Xu Chengan smiled reluctantly and said to Xu Hu, "Uncle Hu, I won't be by your side in the future, you must take care of yourself." β
Although Xu Chengan said this sincerely, but at the same time, Xu Chengan also felt that he was very hypocritical, he has not been very happy to interact with Uncle Hu in the past few years, and he has not been by Uncle Hu's side in recent years!
Fortunately, Xu Hu doesn't care so much, he knows that the child always has his own thoughts when he grows up, and he knows that Cheng An is unwilling to see him again, and he doesn't want him to go to his house again, but Xu Hu really doesn't care so much many times, he knows that this child still values affection in his bones, even if he will be unwilling to pay attention to himself because of some relationships for a while, but he must be reluctant to see him all the time.
Look, he's not here now!