Volume 1 Sword Shadow Chapter 73 Let Go for Love
Xue Qing has been hiding in her room for the past two days, and she can't afford to hide, so it's better to hide than to see something disgusting. She regretted sending Yin Wang a little, she knew that she should have let Yin Wang pretend to be her younger brother and bring him to this Qinghui Garden. When encountering this situation, you can directly knock out the ice flame and take it back to Wanjian Villa, regardless of whether Luo Rong is dead or alive.
I really should have listened to You Lie's words and took him to Wanjian Villa early, and there would be nothing to do. Just thinking about not forcing him, taking care of his feelings, and taking it step by step, this time I lifted a stone and shot myself in the foot.
I thought about going back like this, but I taught her how to be willing, so I had to wait. I don't know what year and month it will take, and it's a really bad day.
Sitting in the room bored, Xue Qing actually took it seriously for the first time to learn female popularity. She can now tie the double wing disc long knot, and the principle of the compound wing chime knot is actually the same, but the process is more complicated; The double-wing bow is also based on the long knot of the double-wing disc plus two double money knots, or the tuan brocade knot plus the double money knot.
Xue Qing looked at her work with satisfaction, yes, you can learn the brocade knot and the wishful knot next. It's said that it is a touch bypass, and once you enter the door, things that used to look dazzling immediately become pleasing to the eye, and the direction of the line can be seen through even if no one teaches you.
When Xue Qing was working on a hydrangea knot, the little maid hurriedly broke in.
"Girl, girl......"
Xue Qing frowned, this girl usually looks very well-behaved, how can she be so reckless now. She didn't stop what she was doing, just glanced at her, and said casually: "Why are you so flustered, let's drink saliva first." ”
The little maid gasped and poured Xue Qing a cup of tea: "Girl, you better take a sip of tea first, and then listen to me." ”
Xue Qing took the teacup, took a sip, and said, "Say it." ”
"Girl," the little maid said after calming her breath, "Childe is getting married!" ”
Xue Qing smiled: "You girl, headless and brainless, isn't it a happy event for your son-in-law to get married, why is he making such a fuss?" ”
"No, it's not my son-in-law. It was the prince of the emperor who just said that he wanted to borrow the courtyard of my son-in-law and marry Miss Luo......"
"Slap ......" the maid's words were interrupted by the sound of a teacup dropping.
Xue Qing was stunned for a moment, unable to laugh anymore. It's one thing to know, but when she hears this, she still can't accept it. Is he so impatient, he can't even afford to wait for the sword trial conference, and he doesn't care about her feelings at all? However, he also kept saying that he loved her and that being with her was not a hypocrisy.
"If I have any more injustice against you, I will be punished for watching you marry someone else, for standing in front of you but not being able to stay with you, and for dying of heartache."
"If one day I accidentally hurt you and run away from you, I will definitely chase you back and beg you to forgive me. Since I have chosen you, I will not let it go again. ”
The original oath is still vivid, and when he turned his head, he hugged others, but she became the person who was punished in his oath, what is the reason!
At the time she said, "I won't wait for you a second time." If you fail me in the future, I will never forgive you. I can do it. ”
But at this moment, she really wanted him to turn back, begged her to forgive, and then she forgave him immediately. She doesn't care, she doesn't care anymore, she just wants him! Tears, drop by drop, fell down in a queue, like two strings of crystal pearls.
Seeing Xue Qing's depressed appearance, the maid immediately ran to tell Xia Hongying. Although the master instructed not to let Miss Li know about this matter, how the paper can hold the fire, the girl will know sooner or later. It's better to let the girl know early, so that the owner will have more chances.
Unexpectedly, Xia Hongying didn't go to see Xue Qing immediately, but stared at the little maid to examine, and saw that the little maid was weak for a while, and kept lowering her head.
Finally, Xia Hongying said helplessly: "That's it, forgive you for being loyal." ”
The little maid finally raised her head and said with a smile: "Thank you, Childe!" ”
"You've been taking care of her for the past few days, if you're too busy, I'll transfer someone for you. You don't try to stimulate her anymore, let her calm herself down. As long as it's not too much, it's up to her what she wants to do. If there is anything unusual, report it immediately. Xia Hongying instructed one by one.
Afraid that Xue Qing would be stimulated, Xia Hongying instructed her subordinates to re-clean up a spacious but remote yard on the grounds that the courtyard where Bingyan now lives is too small. At that time, Luo Rong will marry from the courtyard where she lives now, and after taking a sedan chair around the street, she will marry to the courtyard where Bingyan lives.
Bingyan was very satisfied with Xia Hongying's arrangement, although Luo Rong was a little dissatisfied with the remoteness of the courtyard, but when she thought that Bingyan's courtyard and Xueqing's courtyard were far apart, she didn't have any opinions.
Bingyan didn't want to trouble Xia Hongying anymore, so he proposed to prepare the wedding by himself, and Xia Hongying could help borrow a few people when the time came. Bingyan looked at Luo Rong and said, "Xiao Rong, I have wronged you." You marry me here, no bride price, no dowry. ”
Luo Rong leaned on him with a look of satisfaction: "These are all false gifts, it's a big deal to wait until we return to Luojiazhuang, and we will have another wedding." It's just that since you married me, you are not allowed to look at other girls in the future. ”
"Okay."
During dinner, the little maid from the picking yard came to report again: "Childe, Miss Li has not eaten water and rice until now, but she is clamoring to drink, why don't you go and see her!" ”
Xia Hongying looked at this girl helplessly, she did it on purpose. He thought for a moment and said, "You can coax her to eat something first, and then send her some pear blossom stuffing." "This pear blossom stuff is sweet and easy to eat, and it doesn't have much stamina, so let her drink and play."
The moon hung in the sky, cold and lonely. Equally lonely is the man who sits under the moon. Xue Qing sat alone on the roof of the attic, letting the cold wind blow her hair, blowing her whole body cold.
No matter how cold it is here, it can't compare to the snow-capped mountains. But there, there will be someone who will take her hand, who will help her put on her cloak, who will help her blow her eyes. Right now, she was sitting alone, just hoping that the cold of the cold wind would ease some of the chill in her heart.
She carries a flask and doesn't drink much, she doesn't like to drink. The hot wine went down her stomach, but she didn't feel a trace of warmth, and she still drank it without a sip.
Where do we go from here? and so on, there is no hope; Go, she is unwilling, and she can't let go.
Suddenly, her heart shook: this familiar breath!
Ice Flame put a cloak on her: "Go back, it's warm in the room." ”
Xue Qing looked at him with tears in her eyes, and the two looked at each other like this. Caught off guard, the flask slipped off the roof and fell to the ground, splashing and splashing.
Xue Qing held Bing Yan's cheek and kissed him on the lips. Bingyan hesitated for a while, finally pushed her away, and gasped: "Xueqing, don't be like this, I'm a man......"
"I don't care!" Xue Qing pounced again.
After struggling for a while, Ice Flame turned against her, and after a few more entanglements, Ice Flame flew off the roof with her in her arms and entered the inner room. 33
This scene fell in the eyes of two people, one broke his nails in anger, and the other broke a low tree.
……
"Don't go!" Xue Qing grabbed Bing Yan, who was about to leave, "You said you wouldn't leave me again......"
Bingyan sat down in front of the bed and dressed her: "Xueqing......"
Xue Qing stared at him faintly and said, "Have you ever had me in your heart?" ”
Bingyan took her hand and put it on his chest: "I don't have you here, can't you feel it." Every moment I have with you is sincere. ”
Xue Qing pushed him away and said with tears in her eyes: "Why don't you lie to me, saying that you never had me in your heart, saying that you are just playing on the spot, then I will die......" Xue Qing said that she couldn't cry anymore.
Bingyan smiled bitterly: "Even if I can fool you, I can't fool myself." Xueqing, I have you in my heart, unforgettable. Everything I have said to you has been from the bottom of my heart. I really want to marry you and live with you for the rest of my life. It's just that I still failed you after all, and I owe you ......"
Xue Qing was silent for a moment, then raised her head and said, "Then I'll be small, okay......"
Bingyan immediately refused: "Not good! Xueqing, don't deceive yourself. I know you, as well as you know me, and you won't be happy. You have always been arrogant, how can you tolerate sharing your husband with others? Even if you can tolerate it temporarily, it will not be a long-term solution. Moreover...... I asked myself if I was able to handle the balance between the two of you......"
"Then don't you think it's too cruel to me like this?"
Bing Yan stroked her face: "Xue Qing, after all, I am the one who bears you, you resent me and hate me, I have nothing to say." But it is precisely because I have you in my heart that I can only feel at ease when I see that you have a good home. ”
Xue Qing buried her head in his arms and beat his chest while crying: "Why are you doing this...... Why do you ...... this?"
Finally, she had enough of crying, pushed him away, sat up straight, looked at him with unusually clear and determined eyes, and said, "Okay, I'll let go, I'll ...... Don't teach you to be embarrassed! ”
"Xue Qing......" She suddenly let go, but Bingyan didn't know what to say for a while, she only felt empty in her heart.
"Let's go, while I haven't changed my mind." Xue Qing's hands hidden in the quilt clenched into fists, trying to control her emotions.
"That'...... Take care of yourself. Ice Flame said no more and hurried away.
After he left, Xue Qing couldn't control it anymore, and sat on the bed hugging her knees and crying.
Ice Flame didn't leave immediately, he had been standing in the doorway, listening to her miserable cry, and his heart was also tugging.
His Xueqing used to be so cheerful and hearty, just because he didn't control his feelings, which made her sad so much, and she no longer smiled.
He still vividly remembers that in that border town, she sat on the swing and let go of her hand, and she smiled and put her arms around his neck and said, "I know you will take care of me." ”
As Bingyan left, he saw the two cedar trees on the side of the attic against the wall, thought for a moment, and flew out of the courtyard.
After a while, he returned, still with some planks and tools. He began to plan to build a swing between the two cedar trees, wondering if it would make her happier.
"Did you do that?" A voice came from behind.
"Red Sakura ......" Ice Flame didn't stop moving.
"It's very simple to make her happy, you just drive Luo Rong away. You're just doing this now, just to let her see the hurt. ”
Ice Flame paused, thought for a moment, and flew out of the courtyard again with his tools.
Xia Hongying looked at his distant figure, raised her eyes and looked down at the attic, and finally left.
The next morning, Xia Hongying was about to go to check on Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo's homework. Since the arrival of this Luo Rong, it has made this Qinghui Yuan smoky, and it can't go on like this, and things should still develop according to the original track.
At this time, the little maid from the picking courtyard came to report: "Childe, Miss Li asked Childe to come over and talk about it." ”
Hearing that Xue Qing had something, Xia Hongying didn't say a word, and immediately changed the itinerary to the picking courtyard.
I saw a figure standing under the plum tree, dressed in red, golden and red.
Xia Hongying couldn't help but whisper: "Xue Qing......"
"Brother Hongying......" Xue Qing turned around and looked at him with a smile.
A soft and glutinous "Brother Red Sakura" melted his heart, and Xia Hongying stood there, at a loss for a while.
Xue Qing stepped forward a few steps and raised her eyes to look at Xia Hongying: "Brother Hongying, do you like me?" ”
"Hello...... Like. Xia Hongying couldn't help but reply.
"Even if I ......"
"Xue Qing, I won't care about ......"
Xue Qing suddenly lowered her head again: "Brother Hongying...... You...... Give me a little time......"
The sudden surprise made Xia Hongying not know what to do. Even though he knew that she was just looking for a haven, he was willing to do it.
He took her hand and said softly: "Xueqing, I won't force you, no matter how much time, I'm willing to wait." ”