Chapter 18: Jin Yan in a dilemma
The night haze is deep, the moon shadow is gloomy, and in a corner of Donghua Palace, in the hazy moonlight, a human figure can be faintly seen lying on a bed with only a meadow.
He was so quiet, as if there was no breath of life, the cold silence of the room, only the whistling wind outside squeaked and crackled the window.
He was very uncomfortable, he was already unconscious from the pain from the waist down, but his internal organs were like burning in a blazing fire. Is it true that people will become very brave when they are about to die, at this time, Xing'er is not thinking about him dying, but whether his majesty will cry when he sees him like this......
At this moment, with a creak, the door opened, and a young man in a black brocade suit entered, and he placed a candle flame the size of a soybean beside Xing'er.
The young man looked at Xing'er very seriously for a while before he said coldly, "You have such a face, even I am very disgusted when I see it, no wonder the queen can't tolerate you!" ”
Xing'er didn't have the mood or strength to argue with others, so she silently let the young man talk alone.
"You're to blame for your fate."
"The queen is the bright moon in the sky, and you want to compete with the moon for glory, isn't it wishful thinking!"
"Hmph, it's a pity, it's a waste to die!"
The young man threw a small burden to Xing'er, "Take it internally and apply it externally, three times a day." ”
After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave, when Xing'er finally spoke, "Why do you want to save me?" ”
The young man just snorted coldly, and the words he said did not have the slightest warmth, "Save you? I'm just giving you another way to die! ”
Xing'er looked at the unruly back, which was completely different from the queen's gentle back, but the same upright, the same pride, he thought indifferently, is there a different way to die? It's better than being so obscure now......
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Jin Yanzi didn't know these things, no one told her, and no one would tell her.
Since she came back that day, she was forced by Ying Qi to drink lemon tea every day, eat lemon shrimp, and use lemon fragrance, these are nothing, she is actually secretly glad in her heart, if she said that Ying Qi is bitter gourd at that time, it is really miserable!
Not only that, but she couldn't sleep directly at night, because she had to listen to Ying Qi to teach her. I can only love one person in my life, I can only be good to one person, I can only sleep with him, the three palaces and six courtyards are all floating clouds, it is enough to have him, endlessly, quoting scriptures, and even saying it is not the same every day!
After a few days, Jin Yan didn't get nothing, at least she understood a little bit, this man really cared about her.
Just when Ying Qidu felt that this matter had passed in time, there was still the one who was not afraid of death who found an opportunity to run to Jinyan to intercede for Xing'er.
When Jin Yan saw Xing'er, who was wearing bloodstained, dirty, and torn clothes, curled up alone in the corner and was already dying, death was so profound and so straightforward in front of him for the first time.
She remembered that the queen said that everything had been properly disposed of, was it such a proper law?!
She looked at the pale face without a trace of blood, where was Xing'er still half of his former demeanor at this time, and the broken appearance seemed to blow him away and disappear as if a gust of wind would blow him away......
Her tears turned and turned in her eyes, endured and endured, and in the end, she could only say one sentence, "Xing'er, don't blame the queen, everything is because of me, hate me if you want to hate!" ”
Jin Yan fled in a hurry, and in a panic, she came to the lake where she saw Xing'er that day, and she couldn't help crying bitterly when she lay on the big rock.
"Mother Emperor, you have told me since I was a child that this is my responsibility, and that is also my responsibility, but I never thought that I could bear it! Now, I am sitting on the whole of Beiluo, but I can't even bear the responsibility of a small star! ”
"Mother Emperor, I obviously don't have such a ruthless heart, but I can control the life and death of others!"
"Mother Emperor, what do I have to do to live up to the queen, the stars, and everyone in the world!"
In the water pavilion near the lake, Zhan Nian stood here and looked at Jinyan for a moment.
is obviously a delicate flower, but it has to be placed on the edge of the cliff to experience the wind, frost and blood rain, what is this kind of thing, if he is only like this, if he will directly destroy the stars! Take a breath and do a show for others to see, but it's just a scourge in vain!
He stood in the water pavilion and watched Jin Yan cry, watched Jin Yan gradually calm down, watched Jin Yan sit by the lake and blow the wind, and watched Jin Yan being called away by the little palace attendant, before he sighed and left here.
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Jinhua Palace
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Jin Yan had already bathed and freshened up again, and at this time she was only wearing her bed clothes and leaning on the soft couch, allowing the palace attendant to hold the shelled hot egg and apply it to her red and swollen eyes.
The Empress Dowager looked at the depressed and listless Jinyan, and her heart ached and angry, when will this child not be worried!
"I've heard about the things in your palace, but it's just a little star, if you like it, what's so difficult to find a few more like this, as for you crying and crying so unorthodox!"
Jin Yan waved away from the palace attendant, pinching his eyebrows, his heart was bored, from childhood to adulthood, such a reprimand is really commonplace, in the eyes of the mother emperor, big things and small things can always be distinguished very clearly, and she can't, she only knows that her heart is very uncomfortable, she doesn't want to hear these words.
"Mother Emperor, don't make decisions randomly, it's not what you think......"
The Empress Dowager took a sweet maple syrup and stuffed it into Jin Yan's mouth, but the words she said were still extremely serious.
"That's good, although the queen's methods are ruthless, but the harmony between the emperor and the queen is a big deal, how can she hurt the queen's face because of these little stars! Among them, which is more important, can you tell the difference? ”
Jin Yan, who was holding sugar, had an inexplicable taste in her heart, the importance of the mother emperor's mouth, right and wrong, so justifiable, but very cruel, she and the mother emperor's choice was the same, but it was different, but she didn't want to say too much, anyway, there were some things she didn't quite understand, how to explain it clearly to others......
She could only reply respectfully, "Yes, Erchen understands~"
Seeing that Jin Yan should accept it, the Empress Dowager changed her words and continued, "However, it is not a good thing that the queen is too popular, why does he dare to act like this, it is not because you spoil him and love her!" In the long run, when the queen is powerful and the power is tilted towards the opposition, do you want to send Beiluo to him! ”
Jin Yan was shocked that the Mother Emperor had such thoughts, and she hurriedly denied it, "Mother Emperor, how can this happen, the Queen treats me wholeheartedly, it is impossible!" ”
The Empress Tai looked at Jin Yan and shook her head with a sigh, "You child, you have a pure temperament, which is a good thing and a big taboo!" ”
However, she still has to mention something, "You say no, you won't, there is something you need to take to heart, your monarch has been in the palace for some time, have you been to see him?" ”
Jin Yan suddenly remembered at this time, yes, she still has a nobleman!
The Empress Dowager looked at Jin Yan's expression and knew what was going on, "Jin Yan, your lord is from a famous family in Beiluo, loyal and good for generations, and has meritorious service to my Beiluo, you shouldn't be too favoritistic......"
"Some time ago, above the court, Qingguo Gong was willing to take the risk of offending the two forces at the same time to save you from the difficulties, don't you understand what it means? The front and harem are deeply involved, and your monarch is your best choice! ”
Jin Yan knew that Emperor Mu was a motherly heart, and how could he refuse, so he had to take advantage of the situation, "Yes, I will go~"
In the end, the Empress Dowager still couldn't help but add, "My son, no one cares about what you don't care about, do you understand?" ”
The mother emperor said so many words, and only this sentence echoed in Jin Yan's mind for a long time......
Jin Yan, who left Jinhua Palace, went back to Donghua Palace.
What kind of noble gentleman are you looking for, why should you implicate others......
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Donghua Palace Splendid Palace
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Jin Yan entered the door and saw Ying Qi waiting for her, she smiled reluctantly, stepped forward and took Ying Qi's hand and said, "I promise you, from now on, I will never find them to sleep again." ”
Ying Qiyan's heart suddenly shook, he had a faint feeling that Jin Yan was not for him but for them, did he really have a gap because of this matter?
Soon Ying Qi confirmed his conjecture, because Jin Yan not only tactfully accepted his private military rights, but also from then on, he could no longer find out where Jin Yan was going when he left this Splendid Palace.
Since then, the harem has completely calmed down, Jinyan is three o'clock every day, the court, please be safe, return to the palace, and people have become much calmer.
Although they are still as close as before, Ying Qi just feels that something is missing, this feeling makes him suffer more and more, waking up at night, if he can't touch Jin Yanshi, he will panic, and he can only use his hands and feet to firmly encircle her in his arms to feel more at ease.
However, as time passed, he discovered a problem: Jinyan would suddenly let out a low moan similar to "um" and "ah" in his sleep, and his facial expression seemed to be very uncomfortable......
On the first day, Ying Qi thought he had misheard.
On the second day, Ying Qi was puzzled.
On the third day, Ying Qi's heart moved violently, it was a spring dream!
As soon as this idea came out, Ying Qi's speculations were like a river flooding out of control!
If I was really dreaming of spring, wouldn't I be too derelict in my duty?
But who is the man in the spring dream? Does it have to be me?
It can't really be me!
Could it be that I was too strict, and who did Ayan recruit to sleep in his dreams?
Who is it! Who exactly!
But I can manage the harem, how can I manage other people's dreams?
The more Ying Qi thought about it, the more he was congested, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became!
On the fourth day, he couldn't help it, even if it was your dream, it wouldn't work!
He leaned on Jinyan and kissed and touched, just to exercise his right to be a husband!
At this time, Jin Yan opened his eyes, and in the darkness, a pair of black pupils were quiet and bright, "Ying Qi!" It turned out to be you! I dream every day that I am crushed under the mountain and unable to move, and it turns out that you are making trouble! ”
A hysteria came, "You sleep on the ground for me!! ”