Chapter 111
"I'm sorry!"
"You know I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry!" Xu Chengzhi's voice was still very calm and did not fluctuate, but even so, none of them knew that Xu Chengzhi was really angry.
Xu Chengzhi still remembers that not long ago, Xu Chengan promised himself that if the conscription was not so certain, he would no longer be obsessed with joining the army, but stayed at home, but the words were still in his ears, why did things become like this in just two days?
By the time he reacted, Xu Cheng'an had already come back after reporting his name, and the village had already spread the word about him, Xu Chengzhi was annoyed that Xu Cheng'an didn't discuss anything with him before doing anything, he thought that Cheng'an probably wouldn't go again, and he was relieved, but this breath had not been completely relaxed, and it was brought up again.
Wen Yuan looked at Xu Chengzhi like this, and then at Xu Cheng'an like this, and asked anxiously, "Brother Cheng'an, what's wrong with you?" If there is any difficulty to talk about, let's think of a way together as a family! ”
Xu Chengan still shook his head and said, "I'm sorry! ”
Maybe this time he also knew that just saying this sentence couldn't make the eldest brother let him go like this, so he paused and said again, "Since sooner or later they are going to join the army, there is no need to wait any longer, maybe you can leave a good impression on them if you go early!" ”
Xu Chengzhi was about to be laughed at, leaving a good impression? I'm afraid I went to die sooner!
But he couldn't say these words, he didn't even dare to think about it, as long as he thought about it, he felt like his head was about to explode, and he didn't dare to think about it at all, if Cheng An was in danger, if Cheng An couldn't come back, what would he do?
He couldn't say something like 'Cheng'an, go ahead' because it was his brother.
Xu Chengan saw that his eldest brother didn't seem to believe it, so he said again, "Big brother, that official has faintly revealed that if the effect of this conscription is not ideal, I am afraid that it will be ......."
At that time, if the conscription is compulsory, Xu Chengan doesn't know what the situation is, but since one of the family has already joined the army, he shouldn't ask for another one, what worries Chengan is that he is afraid that one day his eldest brother will also ......
Xu Chengzhi knew what Cheng An meant, but it was still difficult to accept, no matter what the reason Xu Chengan gave him, he couldn't accept it, he finally made a decision in his heart to ask Lord Tan if he knew what was going on with this conscription? And where are these conscripts going?
But suddenly, Xu Chengzhi didn't know what he meant by insisting like this now, he was just angry that Cheng'an didn't listen to him, and he was also worried about Cheng'an's future, but what could change if it had come to this?
He always thought that although Cheng'an has become more and more dull in the past few years, it will not change for their family, but now Chengzhi began to wonder if he was wrong, Cheng'an has grown up, he has his own ideas, and he has begun to discuss everything with him anymore, even if he says something, Cheng'an may not listen to his advice.
Cheng Zhi felt particularly tired for a while, they were just worried that their family would be torn apart and that Cheng An's comfort would be worried.
He looked at Cheng An and finally said helplessly, "Take care of yourself, you must come back, we are all waiting for you at home!" ”
Xu Chengan looked up at his eldest brother suddenly, he didn't expect the eldest brother to let him go like this, he thought that the eldest brother must be annoyed and wanted to find a way not to let him go, after all, now the eldest brother is working under Lord Tan, think about it, if the eldest brother goes to find Lord Tan, even if he has already signed up, there should be a way for him to go, right?
I didn't expect the eldest brother to give up like this.
But if that's really the case, Cheng An thinks that no matter what he says, he will definitely stop his eldest brother from doing this, he doesn't want his eldest brother to beg for him anymore, and he really wants to join the army.
Chengzhi saw Xu Chengan's reaction and wanted to smile at him, but found that no matter how he pulled the corners of his mouth, he couldn't laugh, and in the end he could only sigh helplessly and said, "You have grown up, you have begun to walk your own life, I respect any decision you make, I just hope that you will not regret it in the future!" ”
Xu Chengan shook his head with red eyes, "Big brother, don't worry, I will have a safe future, I won't be for me." I regret my decision, maybe I can still be a general in the future! ”
Cheng Zhi's face changed slightly, he didn't want Cheng An to be a general, being a general means that Cheng An will definitely have the most outstanding merits, maybe he will also rush to the front line when the enemy is coming, which also means that Cheng An must suffer a lot more dangers.
In comparison, Cheng Zhi would rather Cheng An stay at the back, even if he ran away without any responsibility after the accident, he just asked Cheng An to be safe.
But Xu Chengzhi only buried this in his heart and didn't say it, he also knew that his idea was very dirty, he didn't want Cheng'an to become like him, thinking about it all day long, becoming more and more selfish, more and more cautious, and being a low-minded person.
He also wants Cheng An to live uprightly and realize his ambitions like a real man, Cheng Zhi knows that his thoughts are very contradictory, but even if he agrees to Cheng An to leave, he can't hide the entanglement and worry in his heart, and he doesn't know what is really for Cheng An's good.
After half a sound, Xu Chengzhi finally said, "Big brother doesn't need you to be a general, big brother just wants you to be safe!" ”
"Big brother, don't worry, I will be safe!" Xu Chengan nodded vigorously, he had said this sentence countless times this day, but he knew that no matter what he said, as long as he didn't come back safely for a day, the eldest brother and they couldn't really rest assured for a day.
But at this time, Xu Chengzhi just nodded and said, "Don't forget to take a look at Miss Huang, don't let people down!" ”
said that he should not live up to it, but Xu Cheng'an was only married on the front foot for a long time, and he was going to join the army on the back foot, and he never went to the Huang family to tell anyone about it, so it was inevitable that he had already failed the Huang girl, to put it bluntly, this kind of thing Cheng'an did was inevitably not authentic for the Huang girl.
"I know!" Xu Chengan only remembered his fiancée at this time, and he thought about whether to go to Huang's house to retire his relatives, so that he would not delay Miss Huang.
Although Miss Huang's reputation will inevitably be affected after the divorce, it is better than her always taking the name of his fiancée and waiting for him to come back, although she has no special feelings for that Miss Huang, but now Cheng An inevitably feels a little guilty when she thinks about it.
But although Xu Chengan promised to go to Huang's house to meet the Huang girl, he didn't expect that the Huang girl would find their house that day.
Xu Chengzhi and Xu Cheng'an looked at the Huang girl in the courtyard and were really surprised, after all, no matter how simple the people in Xujia Village are, there are inevitably many people who love to talk about people, and Miss Huang has never passed the door but landed on the door of their Xu family, which will inevitably damage the reputation of Miss Huang.
But looking at the yellow girl with red eyes, they couldn't say anything else, after all, it was Cheng'an who broke her heart.
In order to block those curious eyes outside the hospital, Xu Chengzhi and the others hurriedly beckoned Miss Huang into their room, Xu Chengzhi looked at Xu Chengan and Miss Huang, who had been silent, and finally said helplessly, "Cheng'an, you stay and talk to Miss Huang." ”
Xu Chengzhi wanted to close the door when he went out, but he thought of the curious eyes outside the door, so he left the door open again.
Let Miss Huang enter the door at this time, and they can already make their house become someone else's talking point, if the door is closed again, maybe those people want to attract others to be suspicious!
Xu Chengzhi sat down on the stone bench in the courtyard, and the people outside the door gradually dispersed when they saw this, but Xu Chengzhi's face faintly showed a trace of irony, he would not forget that even if they had helped their family, they were also cynical, but it was clear that they were not the only ones who had an accident.
Wen Yuan looked at Xu Chengzhi like this and was a little timid, but after hesitating for a moment, she walked to Xu Chengzhi and sat down, "Brother Azhi......"
"Huh?" Xu Chengzhi responded in a low voice, and he was also a little puzzled, not knowing what Wen Yuan, who was so hesitant, was going to say.
Wen Yuan was a little happy when she noticed that Brother Chengzhi didn't seem to be as rejected as she imagined, but when she thought of what she wanted to say, she didn't know if Brother Chengzhi would turn around and walk away if he was unhappy after saying it?
But Wen Yuan thought about it and felt that it was unlikely, even if Brother Chengzhi was unhappy, at most he just ignored people with a cold face, and Brother Chengzhi never really treated her?
Thinking of this, Wen Yuan mustered up the courage to ask, "Brother Zhi, can you tell me about your father?" ”
Although Brother Chengzhi and Brother Cheng'an occasionally reveal a sentence or two in their words, after all, they are not complete, and Wen Yuan still can't understand how Brother Chengzhi and Brother Cheng'an's father didn't have it.
Wen Yuan didn't know more about Brother Chengzhi and Brother Cheng'an's father, she used to listen to it every time they talked about it, not to mention that she didn't ask much despite her curiosity, and Brother Chengzhi didn't say much.
Wen Yuan is worried that once she asks too much, it will make Brother Chengzhi and them unhappy, although they often say that they are a family over the years, but in Wen Yuan's heart, she still knows that some places are different, Brother Chengzhi's aunt is not her aunt, Brother Chengzhi's father is not her father, in the final analysis, they are not a family after all.
Wen Yuan can occasionally think of her father and mother from time to time, but after more than four years, she also finds that every time she recalls them, she finds that their appearance is becoming more and more confused in her memory.
At first, when she felt that she couldn't remember her parents, she would be anxious and anxious, wondering if she didn't miss them enough, so they didn't want her anymore? But every time Chengzhi was at that time, they would also comfort her by her side, telling her that this was just a normal phenomenon, so that she didn't worry too much, she still had them.
But occasionally when Wen Yuan thinks of them, she will also hope that they are still living a good life somewhere, and she has long not expected them to be reunited, as long as they are safe.
So sometimes Wen Yuan thinks about Brother Chengzhi and they mention their daddy less and less, have they begun to slowly forget their daddy like her? But obviously not, today Brother Cheng'an once again mentioned their father, and once again aroused her curiosity.
Xu Chengzhi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Wen Yuan to suddenly mention this matter.