Chapter Ninety-Three: The Last Chance
Bing Yan couldn't help but take her hand, looked at her affectionately, and said in a trembling voice: "Qing'er......"
This sentence Qing'er, after more than four years, his love has also been broken for nearly four years. This sentence seems to be a call across thousands of mountains and rivers, as if to connect the past and reconnect the severed feelings.
Xue Qing looked at him, and there was a hint of hesitation, as if she had returned to the gaze when the two of them parted four years ago. She looked forward to it, and finally brought back her Ice Flame brother. However, this is no longer her original Ice Flame brother. Her Bingyan brother is the only one in his eyes, and the person in front of him has married someone else.
Thinking of this, Xue Qing pulled down her face again, stood up and said, "Since it's okay, let's wait until dawn to ask my father for guilt." If you dare to leave for so long and not come back, it's you. ”
"Qing'er!" Bingyan stumbled out of bed and hugged her tightly from behind, "Qing'er, I've missed it twice, and I won't let it go again." I know that I am the one who has failed you, and I will use the rest of my life to make up for what I owe you. Bingyan rubbed her forehead against her hair and murmured, "Qing'er, my Qing'er......"
Xue Qing said coldly: "Let go, don't touch me, go back and guard your lady!" ”
Bingyan hurriedly turned her body, looked into her eyes and explained, "She's not my lady, she's a liar, a liar pretending to be you!" Qing'er, from beginning to end, I only love you alone. ”
Xue Qing pushed him away and said angrily: "But it's you, you want to kill me for that liar!" She tore off the shirt on her shoulder, pointed to the shocking scar on her left chest and said, "My wound still hurts faintly, and I keep this scar to remind myself at all times not to do stupid things again; It is to keep yourself in mind at all times, and to dig out your heart and lungs in exchange for an unforgettable pain! ”
"Qing'er!" Bingyan still wanted to step forward and hug her, but when she saw her accusatory eyes, she didn't dare to come closer, but prayed, "What do you want me to do to forgive me, as long as you say, no matter how difficult it is, I will agree." Qing'er, since I was a child, you are the only light and the only desire in my life. Even though I have amnesia, I still remember that I had a lovely daughter-in-law. I just can't remember what she looks like, so I'll be used by others. ”
Xue Qing gritted her teeth and said, "It's useless for you to do anything. Also, this is Wanjian Villa, so you can't mess around. With that, she pushed the door open.
Ice Flame put on his robe and followed. This is Wanjian Villa, and he didn't dare to make a mistake, but he was only three steps behind and followed her.
Xue Qing walked for a while, arrived at the gate of the first courtyard, turned around and said, "This is the inner courtyard, if you don't want to go to the dark room, don't come with you." ”
Ice Flame had to stop and stand at the gate of the courtyard like that.
The dark room is a nightmare that every disciple of Ten Thousand Swords Villa does not want to mention. Except for Xue Qing, almost everyone in Ten Thousand Swords Villa has entered it.
The so-called dark room, that is, it is dark inside, there is no light, no sound can be heard, and no one will come to bring water and food. The feet are soft, and stepping on them is like sinking into a swamp; You can't touch the edges all around, as if you are in an open space.
In that dark room, I couldn't perceive anything but myself. He didn't dare to sit down, let alone sleep, as long as he sat down or lay down, it felt as if he would be swallowed up by the dark room. He could only stand in the only place where he could stand, guarding the endless darkness.
Many disciples went crazy when they came out of the dark room, and the disciples who were not crazy were also terrified when they heard the word dark room. Bingyan couldn't remember how long he had been in the dark room, he only knew that whenever he was about to lose it, Xue Qing's smiling face appeared in front of him. He told himself that he must walk out alive, to see her again, and to hear her call her "Brother Bingyan".
It was close to dawn, the sleepiest time of the day, but Xue Qing couldn't fall asleep over and over, and she wavered. When she left Qinghui Yuan in Shuzhou, she was cold; When she was in Yizhou, she thought she was downplayed. She felt that she could really let go, that she could stop making ripples. However, no matter how ruthless she pretended, she still couldn't deceive her heart.
Ever since he left four years ago, she has been waiting for him to come back every day. After the Shangyuan Festival, she stood on the cliff every day and looked out, almost becoming a wangfu stone, and she waited for him to propose.
That's three years. In these three years, she suddenly became sensible, quiet, and diligent. Since he didn't come for a while, then she surprised him. She rummaged through the books of the Silent Pavilion, memorized various swordsmanship and tried to practice them; She followed her father and You Lie to learn how to train the disciples of Ten Thousand Swords Villa; She learned from her father to recognize all kinds of famous swords and all kinds of treasures.
Since his goal is to be the best in the world, then she will help him achieve his wish, and when he returns, she will become the most powerful person besides his father with him.
In addition, when her father taught her qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, she also learned seriously, because she once secretly brought a book of words under the mountain, and the young ladies in it were all proficient in qin, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry and songs, and she was more powerful than them. She wanted Brother Bingyan to know that he had married the best and most powerful girl in the world.
However, after three years of waiting, she couldn't wait any longer, and finally in May last year, she went down the mountain to find him. A month later, she was besieged by bandits in the town of Gimpo, and he came to her rescue. She was overjoyed, but he looked surprised.
In just three years, he didn't remember her, but she didn't despair. She believes that since God has arranged for them to meet again, it is to give them a chance to renew their relationship. What about losing his memory, she just made him remember it again.
But she didn't dare to be aggressive, for fear of hurting him, so she chose the stupidest way, found a reason to be with him, and slowly moved him by getting along with him, so that he could slowly remember.
The hard work paid off, and finally, after she gave unconditionally again and again, in that icy and snowy place, he said: "You are the most important thing." Her tears fell on the spot, and more than half a year's hard work finally paid off. Those days in that border town were the happiest days she had ever had in years.
However, why would someone be so shameless to pretend to be her, occupy the magpie's nest, and steal Brother Bingyan's love for her. She didn't want to think about the rest of the story, and every time she thought about it, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
It's not that she doesn't want to forgive him, and she can't do it without caring about him, but she's really afraid. Luo Rong's experience made her still palpitating, as soon as she got close to him, she would think of that past, she was afraid that it would be empty again, she couldn't bear such pain anymore. Therefore, she would rather be cold-hearted and ruthless, and would rather not approach.
Ice Flame stood at the gate of the courtyard until dawn.
"Since you've woken up, why don't you go and see your father?" Hua Heng College
"Ah, thank you for the reminder, senior brother, I'll go over now."
Bingyan said goodbye to You Lie, went straight to the door of Li Gaowo's study, bowed outside the door and said, "Disciple Bingyan asks to see Master." ”
The door snapped open, Bingyan walked in, and saw Li Gaowo's tall and upright figure standing in the center of the room, stepped forward and knelt down and said, "Disciple Bingyan greets Master." ”
Ligaovo turned to him: "You don't ask me why? ”
Bingyan said bitterly: "The disciple has already figured it out, and the master doesn't want the disciple to pursue the junior sister. In Master's view, the elder brother is a good match for the younger sister. ”
"Hehehe!" Li Gaowo smiled, "Even if you are still a little self-aware, but do you deserve to be Qing'er?" Even if you are Xiangye's grandson, if you can't protect Qing'er, you are nothing in my eyes. ”
Bingyan kowtowed and said, "Since the master was willing to spare the disciple's life, the disciple is brave and begs the master to give the disciple another chance." ”
"Humph! Haven't I given you a chance yet? Li Gaowo said angrily, "If I don't give you a chance, how can I let Qing'er go down the mountain to find you?" I could have sent Youlie to kill you before Qing'er found you! But ask yourself, since Qing'er came down the mountain to find you, how much she suffered for you! Think I don't know anything? ”
"Master......" Bingyan kowtowed, "The disciple knows that he has made an unforgivable mistake, but the disciple truly loves the junior sister and is happy with the junior sister, and I hope that the master will be fulfilled and give the disciple a chance to make up for his mistakes." The disciple swore that from now on, he would hold his sister in the palm of his hand, and do his best to protect his sister, and would not let her be hurt in the slightest. ”
"Hmph, if everyone who kneels and kowtows to me, I have to marry his daughter to him, then I don't have ten daughters enough to marry."
Bingyan raised his head: "Master, the disciple and the junior sister really love each other......"
"Truly in love? But Qing'er doesn't want to pay attention to you now. ”
"Senior sister is just angry with me......"
"Then why is she angry with you?"
"I ......"
"You'd better go back to the capital."
"Nope! Master, if Bingyan is a disciple of Ten Thousand Swords Villa for one day, he will be a disciple of Ten Thousand Swords Villa for life. Please also ask Master to make it clear how I can give my disciples another chance? ”
Li Gaowo sneered: "A lifelong disciple of Ten Thousand Swords Villa? But how did I hear that my good apprentice had become a disciple of Luojiazhuang? Aren't you going to give me an explanation? ”
"After the sword test conference, the disciple will definitely give the master a satisfactory explanation."
"You want to participate in the sword trial?" Li Gaowo smiled again, "Okay, if you can defeat You Lie at the sword test meeting and prove that you have enough strength to be worthy of my Qing'er, I won't interfere in your affairs." ”
"The disciple is stupid, and he is far from the kung fu of the senior brother, and the disciple ......"
"Next!" Li Gaovo threw a sword at Ice Flame, "If you can get its approval, it won't be difficult to defeat Yulie." ”
"This ......" Bing Yan looked at the sword in his hand in confusion, it was a sword he had never seen before.
"This is the treasure of my Ten Thousand Swords Villa, the best sword in the village. I'll lend it to you for a few days, and I'll see if you have the guts to use it. ”
Bingyan kowtowed again: "Thank you Master for the sword, the disciple will live up to Master's expectations." ”
"Let's go down."
"Yes."
"Do you understand?"
Yulie understood. Xue Qing has a stubborn temperament, although she resents him now, but if she kills him at this time, it will make Xue Qing remember it all the time. It's better to let him live and do something that makes Xue Qing desperate, so that Xue Qing can completely forget him. ”
"Yes, you can go down too."