Bai Qingxing glanced in the direction where she was, but what he saw was just a cloud of air and nothing else, which was really an illusion.

How could he have forgotten that, according to what he had done to her, it was a desire to die, and how could he be willing to fall into his dream, and the corners of his lips slightly raised to reveal a touch of irony that even he couldn't detect.

What happened next was the same as it had happened in reality.

The upright young emperor deposed the harem and appointed the crown prince and several other princes as princes, all of this was unbelievable in Lin Chaoge's eyes, and even dumbfounded, and once wondered if she had forcibly whitewashed Bai Qingxing in her dream, or over-beautified it?

She didn't dwell on it for long, because she knew that it was all a dream, but it was too depressing and painful for her, and she even wanted to wake up for a while, unwilling to see what happened next.

Her son cried every day after the blow of her death, and clamored to find his mother. Even in the middle of the night, he would wake up crying because of nightmares, and when he was tired of crying, he would sit quietly on the edge of the bed and play/play with the toys she had made for him before, and when he was too sleepy to bear, he must carefully put those toys in a small wooden box collected before he was willing to sleep.

He even screamed in his sleep; The word 'mother', word by word, is like a small hammer hammering her heart, no less than cutting meat with a knife.

In her dream, she saw that Xiaoxiao now refused to eat even her favorite pastries, just like suffering from anorexia, but in just a few days, she and another cheap son lost weight into two and a big-headed doll. Even the clothes that used to be close to them now look empty when worn on them, just like a skeleton shelf stealing clothes that belong to humans.

Lin Chaoge didn't understand how things could have become the way they are now, everything was completely different from what she imagined, she squatted in the corner with her head in her arms, her eyes were red, she bit her pale and bloodless lower lip, and her tears fell down one by one with the pearls that had fallen off the thread, but she couldn't wipe it clean.

Seeing that Xiaoxiao will finally vomit out the small half bowl of white porridge that he drank again, he has not eaten anything for several days, and now he vomits, he plans to vomit out even stomach acid, and the villain who is waiting for him is busy for a while, but he can no longer eat half of anything, and even in his sleep, he calls the word mother concubine.

The heat started at night. Even if he was burned in a daze, he was still wiping his tears in the middle of the night, and his feet without shoes were about to get out of bed and say that he was looking for his mother, and his tears were all over his face, and his cries and children's voices calling for his mother were wandering in the huge room.

Lin Chaoge's whole person was terrified and uneasy, and even that heart was sour and bitter, just like someone holding a knife to cut open her heart to see if it was black or red.

She didn't want to look at Xiaoxiao's side, but walked stiffly into the Qingshui Hall like a walking corpse, the palace that was originally hung with white silk and white flowers has been completely renovated at the moment, replaced by a pair of tools for the wedding room, and the hexagonal rhombic wooden window is pasted with the dazzling red word 'Xi'.

Lin Chaoge gritted his lower molars fiercely, he really wanted to rush over and hammer him, but he didn't see that her son was already okay and didn't eat or drink today, even he was still in the mood to marry a new little wife, and even the guilt of Mr. Yuan disappeared in an instant, and the rest was full of monstrous anger and self-blame and guilt for leaving Xiaoxiao with himself.

Lin Chaoge now feels that his original decision was wrong, why can't he take away the two small things, maybe everything will not happen now.

There are dragon and phoenix red candles burning in the wedding room, her favorite peony is inserted in a small porcelain vase with a solid color thin / fetus, and there are many common and expensive spring flowers in the cold like an ice cellar.

But as soon as you enter, it's cold.

Lin Chaoge floated into the happy room, and saw only a tall figure with his back to her, for some reason, the current figure seemed to her to be much thinner than before, she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, but if it was said to be as plain as water like a stranger, it was a poor excuse that even she didn't believe.

After coming in, she didn't take a closer look at the layout of the hall, and the first thing she saw was the bride lying on the bed, and she was still muttering to herself in her heart, and she didn't know that it was that beauty who could be so loved by him.

When he walked in, he saw that the whole person was rushing to the Tianling Gai with cold air from under his feet. Her corpse was changed into a bright red embroidered phoenix wedding dress at some point, her face was also smeared with gorgeous bridal makeup, her lips were painted with thick and gorgeous vermilion, and the whole palace was arranged like a wedding room.

Her whole person was as scorched on the outside as if she had been struck by lightning, and there was a thick sense of disbelief, how could it be, heh, how could this be. But she can clearly tell herself that she is really deceiving herself.

She couldn't have dreamed of any funny dreams, fake, all of them must have been fake, and then she stood beside him with a forced composure, thinking to see what he was going to do to herself.

The hand hidden under the wide-sleeved robe was nervously buying her emotions, and her figure swayed slightly.

Bai Qingxing still did not come out of the shadow of accepting her death, as if she was just asleep, just like the princess in the script, waiting for a prince to kiss her, give her life and wake her up, he was waiting, waiting for her to wake up secretly one day and tell him.

She just fell asleep.

"Yan'er, you see, after we finish drinking, we will become a real husband and wife, and no one can separate us." A gentle voice can wring out a pool of spring/water.

Bai Qingxing, who was also dressed in a bright red wedding dress, held her and leaned on her shoulders, and fed him the wine in the cup with her stiff hand, as if she could deceive herself and say that they were a real couple, and in the future, she would never be white, and even kissed the corners of her lips and temples without disgust.

He took out the small silver scissors hidden under the pillow, cut off a large strand of hair, knotted it into a small braid, and then placed it in two identical sachets, and followed him closely, just as he climbed up and untied the pearl and phoenix buckles on her wedding robe, and talked about some of the past things that had happened to them, and the feelings he had suppressed for him that he had been unwilling to say.

Outside the hall, there was a burst of children's crying, and the palace people knelt and kowtowed, accompanied by many ministers who entered the palace overnight to play and fold, Bai Qingxing looked at Lin Chaoge, who was lying quietly on the dragon and phoenix longan big red wedding bed, covered her cherry lips with begonia nectar, kissed her, and looked affectionate and lingering.

"Wait for me, I'll be back soon, my queen."

Lin Chaoge was like an outsider watching everything, breaking out in a cold sweat, and even his hands were unconsciously clenched into fists, and his muscles were exposed. She was relieved to see Bai Qing walking, she really suspected that Bai Qing would do something female/corpse to her for some reason. There was a boulder in her heart, which was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe, and even made her wonder if she had really done something wrong.

There are so many people who have sacrificed and suffered for her selfishness, and even everything in her dreams is as real as if it had happened, Xiaoxiao ........

Thick smoke billowed out, and then Lin Chaoge was scared awake in a dream, and even her sideburns were soaked in cold sweat, she never thought that Bai Qingxing was so obsessed with her, and she refused to let her go even if she died.

There is also Xiao Xiaoyun Zhao in the dream, and even the two twins who have not been named since they were born, just like the straw that crushed the camel's body. A face is pale and pale, except for the pair of black eyes and color, the whole person is like a pale paper man.

"What's the matter, is it a nightmare?" The man who was sleeping beside her, one on the left and the other on the right, woke up at the same time when she woke up.

"But what's wrong?" Different voices, same care.

Lin Chaoge covered their hands and shook his head, even wanting to start hypnotizing himself constantly, everything he had just done was just a dream.

Dreams and reality are often opposites, and maybe they are doing well now. But I didn't know about Chang'an for a day, and now all I say and think is just self-deception.

At the same time, a carriage had already quietly departed from Chang'an, heading for an unknown place.

It has been more than half a month since the carriage left Chang'an and came all the way, and Bai Qingxing came out of the palace in secret, with only Xiaoxiao and Yunzhao with him.

Originally, he didn't plan to take Yun Zhao, but when the carriage was found in the box after driving for more than half a day, Bai Qingxing couldn't only bring it with him, but his impression of this son has always stayed in the early death of his biological mother, and he was later taken over by Lin Chaoge and raised under his knees, and he became friends with Xiaoxiao, and he had no other impressions.

Compared with Xiao Yunzhao, the twins who stayed in the palace until now seem to be even more unpopular, but no one dares to slack off half a point, after all, they are all born to that one.

"Father, Xiaoxiao dreamed of her mother again last night." Since Xiaoxiao left the palace, the number of times she dreamed of Lin Chaoge had gradually increased, as if the closer they got to the place they were going, the clearer the scenes of everything they had done in that dream became.

The real is like a dream, not a dream, but a prophet.

More than ten days have passed in the blink of an eye, and Lin Chaoge has been away from Chang'an for more than four months. In the past four months, except for sometimes dreaming about Chang'an at night, everything else was fine, but as time went by, she spent more and more time alone in a daze, and even sometimes thought of the people of Chang'an.

Even with a slight drop in appetite.

I don't know if they are okay now, whether Xiaoxiao has eaten, whether Yun Zhao has grown taller, whether the pair of twins have been named, and whether Bai Qingxing will give up his obsession with her with the passage of time.