Yes, if I can still find someone else to attach to, or if our Bai family no longer needs to coexist with him, I will leave him without hesitation.

I saw that Zhao Rongxian's lips trembled slightly, but he was trying to suppress his emotions.

This time, I was really tired, so tired that I didn't even have the mood to quarrel with him.

But I don't want to make him feel like I don't care about him, or that I'm just using him right now.

So I immediately laughed and added, "It's just a joke about the concubine, don't take it to heart." ”

His nervous look, at this moment, relaxed a little.

But how could I put him at ease so easily.

Without waiting for him to speak, I leaned into his ear again and said with a low smile, "But if the heart of the concubine's body dies one day, it won't be a joke." ”

"When the time comes, the concubine will not only leave without hesitation, but will also ruin everything you hold dear, at any cost......"

I stood on tiptoe, blew softly into his ear, and kissed his cheek.

Zhao Rongxian didn't speak, he just hugged me and held me in his arms, the tighter the hoop, the tighter the hoop......

His hands were shaking violently, and faintly, I seemed to feel a tear falling on my neck.

Although Zhao Rongxian tried his best to hide it, I still clearly felt his panic, sadness, and fear.

This was something he had never done before, and even though I had a great deal of anger with him, even if I had forced him to let me go, he had never reacted like this.

Because he knows better than I do that sometimes it is more terrible to respect each other than to be noisy.

Once we respect each other, I will only have a relationship with him between the princess and the prince, and as for sincerity, there will be no sincerity.

I originally thought that Zhao Rongxian didn't care very much, I thought he wouldn't be afraid.

In the past, if I saw him panic like this, I still had some joy in my heart.

But now, even though I saw him so panicked and scared, my heart didn't have any waves, I was really...... Tired.

I reached out and gently hugged his back.

Zhao Rongxian saw my reaction like this, as if he was not as panicked as Fang Cai, he was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice, "I know, there will not be such a day, you will not be able to give up on me." ”

"Okay, lord, if you have something, go and get busy first, you don't have to delay with me." Seeing that Zhao Rongxian's emotions were not as excited as Fang Cai, I gently pushed him away.

His eyes were a little red, and the corners of his mouth pulled out a far-fetched smile, and he said, "This king doesn't want to go anywhere today......

Do you want to stay for dinner?

Seriously, I don't even want to talk to him anymore, but whenever I say a word to him, I'm tired and panicked.

But I also figured it out, there is no escape from the left and right, instead of worrying that he won't love me and kick me one day, it's better to be a princess and a princess with a lot of power.

If I can use Zhao Rongxian's hand to order my brother, my cousin will rise step by step, and the power will tilt towards the opposition, I naturally have nothing to fear.

So I pretended not to see his loss clearly, and asked him as usual, "What does the prince want to eat today?" ”

"I will eat whatever you do." Zhao Rongxian sat on the couch again, and said, "But whatever you do, I like it." ”

He has always been very good at talking about love, but there are a lot of love words, and it will gradually turn into disgusting.

I didn't show my face, kept the mockery that I should have on weekdays, and asked him rhetorically, "Isn't the prince too numb when such a love story is spoken?" ”

"If the concubine cooks a bowl of croton today, is the prince willing to eat it?"

When Zhao Rongxian heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and returned to his usual look, and said unhappily, "What are you doing?" Do you want to murder your husband? ”

"I thought so, but I didn't dare." I didn't coax him, I used to hate him so much that I wanted to kill him, but in the end I couldn't do it because I didn't dare and I didn't give up.

But now that I have figured it out, if you don't love, you don't love, if you treat it poorly, you treat it poorly, there's nothing to hate. As long as I catch what I want to grasp, as long as my Bai family is safe and sound, and my brother is rising step by step, there is nothing else to care about.

When Zhao Rongxian heard what I said, his expression became a little complicated, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, only told me to cook, and if he didn't let him eat well tonight, he would punish me.

Now that the weather is in autumn, I made a pot of yam crucian carp soup, a plate of sweet and sour lotus root slices, a braised lion's head, and a plate of spinach.

That's all for this dinner......

On weekdays, Zhao Rongxian and I don't eat much, basically just three dishes and one soup.

Zhao Rongxian looks like a rich prince, but he doesn't like to eat those rich dishes too much, Ping Suli either likes capers or sweet and sour lotus root slices, if it is a meat dish, he likes sweet and sour fish, which are also home-cooked dishes.

Tonight, as usual, as soon as the dishes were on the table, Zhao Rongxian asked Mama Chen and the others to withdraw.

I picked up a piece of sweet and sour lotus root and put it in Zhao Rongxian's bowl, he was a little stunned and ate it silently.

I scooped another bowl of crucian carp soup and handed it to him, reminding him in a low voice, "Lord Wang, this crucian carp soup is for nourishing the stomach, you can drink a bowl after you finish your meal, but don't drink the soup when you eat, it hurts your stomach ......."

I always remember Zhao Rongxian's tastes, his habits, all his preferences, and even one look at him, I can guess what he wants to do.

Sure enough, with my bland concern, Zhao Rongxian's face became better-looking, he nodded slightly, and responded to me, "I know, you are always so verbose." ”

"If the prince can't stand it, he can find a ...... who is not verbose."

"Say what?" He looked at me unhappily, put a piece of crucian carp in my bowl, and said, "I see that your appetite is not very good lately, so you should eat more." ”

"You have to eat less for this dinner, and if you eat too much, you have to accumulate food."

This night, Zhao Rongxian and I talked as usual about the gossip on weekdays, under my gossip, Zhao Rongxian's mood was not so lost, after dinner, he also took me to the garden for a walk, it was a little cold outside, he took me in his arms, took me to watch the moon in the garden, talked and laughed, and played and played.

Xu felt that I was still a little angry recently, and told me that this autumn is cool, and we will go out to fly kites together in a few days.

I've been in a bad mood lately and I'm tired, so I agreed.

Zhao Rongxian was very happy when he saw that I agreed, he thought that I would still be the same as in the past, and I would have nothing to do with him.

But he didn't know that from the moment he recognized his Yunxiu as different, the relationship between us was completely broken.

Now I'm just fulfilling the duties of the fourth princess, and I'm just keeping my current wealth.

Flying a kite is a few days later.

Early in the morning, Zhao Rongxian took me to the suburbs, as if he felt that only the two of us had a heavier atmosphere, and he called the second princess and Chang Xiu, as well as the second princess's child Yu Ge'er.

In addition, I called my brother and Jiang Tang again.

When they arrived in the suburbs, several men were busy moving chairs and things.

A few men got together, and me, the second princess and Jiang Tang got together.

"Fourth brother and sister, have you and your fourth brother had a conflict recently?" As soon as I got out of the carriage, the second princess approached me.

Am I acting so obviously? That's not right, I didn't have much reaction this time, I still did what I had to do.

I smiled, looking nonchalant, "Second Emperor Sister thinks too much, I have nothing to do with the prince." ”

"But how can I hear Chang Xiu say that the fourth brother drank with him two days ago, got drunk, and talked a lot of nonsense." As she spoke, the second princess looked at Zhao Rongxian slightly, and whispered, "But is it because of Princess Yunxiu?" I heard Chang Xiu say that you and your fourth brother had a big quarrel because of Princess Yunxiu before, but recently you seem as if nothing has happened. ”

"The fourth brother has been in a panic recently, and he always feels that something is wrong with you, fourth brother and sister, and it's hard to say, so he always asks our family Changxiu to drink, which makes Changxiu always drunk these days......"

The second princess's words sounded like nothing on the surface, but it was clear that she was testing something.

Didn't Zhao Rongxian deliberately let her come to the temptation?

Hehe, Zhao Rongxian is Zhao Rongxian, his stomach is full of calculations all the time.

At this moment, my heart was even colder.

I shook my head and said with a light smile, "No, there is something wrong with me, that is, he is cheap, he is used to being scolded on weekdays, and if he doesn't scold him these days, he will be uncomfortable!" Scold him for nothing......"

"Really?" The second princess frowned slightly, a little unconvinced.

I underestimated her, the second princess is no longer the reckless and simple second princess at the beginning, more than three years have passed, and she has long since cultivated into a human spirit in the court.

So I sighed again and pretended to be helpless, "What do you say? I used to quarrel with him all the time, but it didn't necessarily help to quarrel all the time, but it made myself uncomfortable and made the vixens laugh outside, so why should I always quarrel with him? ”

"It's so boring to find yourself angry for no reason!"

Yes, it is indeed very boring to find anger for yourself for no reason, especially for a man like Zhao Rongxian who thinks he has eaten me, and it is even more boring to find himself unhappy.

Xu is what I said is too sincere, the second princess actually believed it after hearing it, and after a while, Zhao Rongxian and their eating, drinking, and playing were all placed, and the princess immediately went over to Chang Xiu to make a look, and then Chang Xiu went over and said something to Zhao Rongxian, all when I was blind and couldn't see it?

Indeed, I pretended to be blind, and I took care of my kite string without seeing at all.

Jiang Tang stood beside me, as if he had noticed something, and asked me in a low voice, "Fourth princess, are you and the fourth prince really okay?" ”

"It's okay......"

"You are the most special girl I have ever seen in the Northern Dynasty......" Jiang Tang didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly said something again.

I was a little baffled by her, as if she was not from the Northern Dynasty.

I glanced at her with a smile, "You say this as if you are not a girl from the Northern Dynasty yourself." ”

"If I say that I am indeed not from the Northern Dynasty, do you believe it?"

"And where are you from? Zhou's? Or is it Wei's? Or is it from Fanbang? ”

"Neither...... I'm the ...... future" She leaned closer to me and suddenly lowered her voice, "I'll tell you a secret, the real Miss Jiang is dead, I'm just an impostor......"

What the heck? I was even more dizzy by her.

However, because Jiang Tang in my previous life liked to say some inexplicable things, I was already calm.

I nodded and gave her a thumbs up, "Well, you're pretty good!" It's almost the same, and even your closest brother can't see the flaw! ”

Hearing this, Jiang Tang hooked a smile on the corner of his mouth, and smiled meaningfully, "Fourth princess, if a girl like you is placed in my hometown, she will definitely be very happy." In my hometown, each man can only marry one wife, and if this girl is not in harmony with her husband, she can also divorce the other party, and this woman can also be an official, and she can be alone......"

And such a nice place?

It must have been made up by Jiang Tang, she can always make up some strange things every day.

However, I could hear all that she had said, and she was comforting me.

I sighed and smiled bitterly, "If only there really was such a place, I would definitely take Zhao Rongxian off immediately!" ”

"What are you talking about?" As soon as I finished speaking, a familiar male voice suddenly came from behind me.

I turned around and saw Zhao Rongxian and my brother walking over.

My brother didn't give her a good look when he saw Jiang Tang, and as soon as he came up, he said that she didn't get married, and she didn't know how to restrain herself on weekdays, and she always showed her face, so she was shameless, no wonder she threw things away at every turn......

Jiang Tang immediately became angry, shouting that he was going to kill my brother, that my brother was shameless, and that he would wait and see, she would definitely become the first female official in the Northern Dynasty to step into the court.

The two of them are always so noisy, arguing and arguing, somehow, Jiang Tang said that my brother's kite is better-looking, and he wants to exchange it with him, but he is unwilling, so the two of them chase farther and farther.

The second princess and Chang Xiu also took Brother Yu to eat.

So, only Zhao Rongxian and I were left looking at each other.

I looked up at him, picked up the kite as if nothing had happened, and said, "Let's go, fly the kite." ”

Zhao Rongxian stood in place without moving an inch, just looking at me quietly, with obvious unkindness in his eyes.

"What is the prince looking at me like this?" I couldn't figure out what he had come up with, so I just asked him directly.

Zhao Rongxian snorted coldly and asked me, "I heard that the princess wants to retire from this king." ”

Did he hear me?

Zhao Rongxian, this bastard, how can he not be so deaf and clear-sighted on weekdays, and he can hear this mess clearly.

Since he heard it, it would be useless for me to deny it.

I spread my hands and looked indifferent, "Yes, I think so, if I can really retire, if there is no power of the royal family at this time, just like you, the prince, I have already been divorced a hundred times." ”

"Is this king that bad?" He frowned, smiling rather than smiling.

Zhao Rongxian was really cheap, I scolded him like this, and he seemed to be a lot more relieved.

I pushed him away, pretending to be a little angry, "I'm too lazy to pay attention to you." ”

Seeing me leave, Zhao Rongxian followed again, and quietly grabbed my hand.

In the days that followed, he was much more relieved, and he didn't always test me as he had before.

So, my life is also a lot more comfortable.

However, Zhao Rongxian didn't mess with me here, but the big and small things in the palace didn't go well with me.

Early in the morning, Princess Yunxiu's personal maid fought with Mother Qu in the kitchen, saying that Mother Qu was mean to their princess and gave less bird's nest.

Then she made a fuss about coming to me to judge, Princess Yunxiu is very good at things on weekdays, I don't even want to see her, so I simply asked Mama Chen to tell Mother Qu to give more bird's nest, and this money will be deducted from my private money.

Princess Yunxiu probably wanted to find fault, but she couldn't find it, so she smashed things in the house, saying that I was pretending to be generous.

Mama Chen was angry when she heard this, and as soon as she entered the door, she couldn't help but scold, "This princess of Zhou Guo really doesn't know what to do!" Now that the Zhou Kingdom has been defeated, she still has to live by looking at the eyes of our Northern Dynasty, she is good, she will come to trouble at every turn. ”

The reason why she dared to be so rampant was not because of Zhao Rongxian.

I don't know what kind of kindness she has for Zhao Rongxian, or what kind of love she has that touches the world, but if she finds something for me and makes me not miserable, I have to make her unhappy.

I was so generous, it seemed that I was being kind to her.

But in her eyes, it was to pity her, and she deliberately pretended to be virtuous to Zhao Rongxian, showing her willfulness.

Naturally, she is not happy!

Of course, I won't say these words to anyone.

I smiled lightly and continued to pretend to be generous, "Okay, Mama Chen, don't blame her." This Princess Yunxiu married alone, and now that the Zhou Kingdom is defeated, every emperor and queen takes her seriously, and there is no reply to the family one by one. Now she said that she was here to kiss, but she has been here for more than a month, and she hasn't said who she wants to point out, and she can't get over her face, which makes her feel uncomfortable, and it's normal to lose her temper. ”

"But she can't lose her temper with the princess! What a thing she is! If she were in an ordinary family, she would be a foot-washing maid! Where did you get such a big temper! Seeing that I was so generous, Mama Chen became even more angry.

It's good for Mama Chen to be angry, Mama Chen is angry, and this matter is easy to fall into Zhao Rongxian's ears.

I got up and patted her on the shoulder, and persuaded her again, "Mama Chen, look at you, I'm not angry, where did you get so much fire?" ”

"Isn't the old slave upset for you!"

"There are so many injustices in this world, if you are angry at everything, then you have to be angry with yourself? I can't make myself angry for someone who doesn't deserve it. ”

"What the princess said is ......" Mama Chen listened to my words and put away her anger.

Then, as if remembering something, he asked me, "By the way, Princess, this pear blossom's body is already healed, take a look, how to deal with it?" ”

Mama Chen didn't say it, I almost forgot that this girl Lihua had suffered a lot of grievances because of me, and she couldn't treat her lightly.

I thought about it for a while, and instructed Mama Chen, "Mama Chen, you go and call Pear Blossom and ask her if she wants to leave or if she wants to stay in the palace to serve, if she wants to leave, I will give her a sum of silver, if she wants to stay, I will not treat her badly." ”

Hearing this, Mama Chen immediately retreated, and after a while, she led the pear blossom in.

After more than a month of recuperation, Pear Blossom's complexion looked much better, but perhaps because of the fright, the whole person still looked a little cringe.

As soon as she entered, she fell to her knees and stammered, "...... Princess, if the slave wants to stay, I don't know if it's ...... Is there a monthly money......"

"Of course, if you are willing to stay by my side and serve, you can receive five taels of silver a month." I smiled at her softly, and then told Mama Chen to help her up.

I heard Mama Chen say that Lihua's family background is not good, and now her brother is still sick, old and sick, and always has to eat some expensive medicinal herbs. Thinking about it, she thought that she could earn some money in the palace to treat her brother.

Seeing her happy appearance, I added lightly, "But if you want to leave, I will give you three hundred taels of silver, which is enough for your brother to heal his illness." ”

"Pear blossom...... Rika still wants to stay in the palace. Pear blossom stumbled, as if pleading, "Princess Niangniang, Pear Blossom will do anything......"

No, I said that I would give her three hundred taels of silver, why is she willing to stay as a slave?

If this were me, I would definitely take the money and leave quickly, who is full of food, and if you don't take the money, you have to serve others!

I wondered, "Rika, what do you think?" Serving in the palace is not an easy errand, and you have also seen the situation in this palace, where there are swords and swords everywhere. ”

"Slave maid...... If the slave goes back, she will definitely be sold by her grandmother again, my father and mother are reluctant to let me go, but my grandmother threatens me with death......" Pear Blossom said, and she was sandwiched into tears, and there was still a little panic in her expression.

So, she is here to protect herself.

She's honest enough, but I don't really need someone around me who can really be trusted.

I simply kept her, and Rika was very grateful for this, and immediately asked what she had to do.

I thought about it, so I asked her to go to the street to buy some rouge and come back, even if my heart is dead, I still have to dress up.

It's just that this pear blossom didn't know how to do it, and she didn't come back for two hours......

"Princess...... Oh no, Pear Blossom has an accident...... "I was about to pass on Mama Chen, but Mama Chen suddenly walked in and said with a gloomy face, "Princess Yunxiu said that Pear Blossom cursed her, and found a little person in Pear Blossom's house, and now she ...... Now the pear blossom will be put to death. ”

"What?" I was shocked.

This Princess Yunxiu is really difficult enough!

It seems that if you don't give her some color, she will only become more and more rampant!

I sat calmly on the Taishi chair and said lightly, "Mama Chen, you go and call Princess Yunxiu now, just say that this princess has some good tea here, I think she has never seen it, I want to give some to her." ”

Mama Chen was stunned for a moment, but soon understood what was going on, and immediately went to the North Courtyard.

Sure enough, after a while, Princess Yunxiu rushed over angrily.

As soon as I entered the door, she didn't say a word about the pear blossom, but asked me with a gloomy face, "What do you mean by Sister Princess?" Send tea and send tea, what do you do to deliberately ridicule people? ridiculed Yunxiu repeatedly, and the princess's sister felt very comfortable. ”

"yes, I feel very comfortable, very comfortable." I looked at her with a sneer, and then instructed Mama Chen, "Mama Chen, close the door, I didn't speak, no one is allowed to come in!" ”

Bang, with a loud bang, Mama Chen immediately closed the door.

Yun Xiuxu remembered what happened to her entourage, and she was shocked and looked at me in a panic, "You...... What do you want to do? ”