As if he knew what Xu Chengxin was thinking, Xu Chengzhi said softly, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine!" ”

Many times Xu Chengan doesn't know whether some of his eldest brother's decisions are right or wrong, but as Xu A-Niang said, they should be responsible for their own decisions, and they should be responsible for their own lives, and they can't replace it, so many times although Xu Chengan is really worried, he hasn't said much, because he knows that many of his eldest brother's decisions are irretrievable after they have been made, and they can only bear everything by themselves.

Just like the decision he made, he didn't know if it was right or wrong, but since he had made up his mind to do so, he couldn't regret it.

"Big brother, I want to go to the conscription!"

The room fell silent all at once.

When Xu Chengan talked about the topic of conscription just now, although Xu Chengzhi vaguely had speculations, he thought that the most important thing for Chengan to talk about this matter was to worry about himself.

But I didn't expect it......

Halfway, Xu Chengzhi's voice came out in the dim room, some hoarse, some low, "It's decided?" ”

"Yes!"

Xu Cheng'an's words were difficult, but it was indeed decided, since they were going to be conscripted, their family would always have one, the eldest brother had a great future, and his future was not even clear to him, it was nothing more than marrying a wife and having children in this Xujia Village.

He himself thought about what was the meaning of such a life?

But many times he also thinks that it is not so bad to be plain and bland, many people have habitually ignored him Xu Chengan when they mention their family, every time others mention their family, although he is honored when he mentions his eldest brother, but many times he will be at a loss, where should he go?

"Cheng'an ......" Xu Chengzhi's lips opened slightly, squirming for a moment but he didn't know what to say, and finally closed weakly, but his hand that was naturally hanging to the side trembled slightly.

Seeing Xu Chengzhi's appearance, Xu Chengan smiled and said, "I know, big brother, I will take care of myself, you don't have to worry!" ”

Sometimes Xu Chengzhi feels very selfish just thinking about it, he rarely goes home in recent years, the family is basically supported by the two of them, he rarely asks them if they are doing well, if there is any difficulty, because he will feel hypocritical if he asks too much, and he doesn't ask, they don't say.

He always thought that it would be fast, and one day when he Xu Chengzhi returned to his hometown after becoming famous, he would never treat them badly, but now that he thinks about it, Xu Chengzhi doesn't know what he has been insisting on in the past few years?

He can easily leave his younger siblings behind and leave them alone to face the difficulties of life, although he has felt guilty many times, but he has never thought of giving up what he is now insisting on.

He can also accept the help provided by others to him, and he will no longer feel that his self-esteem is humiliated as before, he will think that after all, he has accepted the help of others for so many years, the village chief has helped them, Aunt Lin has helped them, Uncle Hu has helped them, and which family in the entire Xujia Village has not helped him?

In that case, what else is there to be hypocritical about?

So he almost didn't hesitate for long before accepting Su Fuzi and Tan Yan's arrangement for him.

He knew that many times some of his actions would definitely make others look down on him, but so what, at least he Xu Chengzhi was more successful than anyone in this Xujia Village.

But does that really seem to be the case now?

He has been stumbling for so long, and he is still just a lifter, and even a lifter who is not as good as others everywhere, even in a place like a private school, it is still difficult for him to come out on top among many talents, even if he has worked hard!

He thinks about it now and always feels that he seems to have made a mistake for so many years, Daddy taught him to be open-minded, and he must not accept it if he shouldn't be his own, as the saying goes, a gentleman doesn't eat the food that comes to him, what is he doing now?

No, no, he was never a gentleman, he was just a villain, a villain who was selfish, hypocritical, and vanity.

Xu Chengzhi fell into deep self-doubt, his pain could be seen clearly by Xu Chengan even in a dim house, he didn't know what the eldest brother remembered, but the eldest brother's pain also made him very painful, he didn't want his high-spirited and praised eldest brother to become like this!

"Big Brother ......"

Xu Chengan shouted softly and carefully.

Xu Chengzhi smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Cheng'an, all these years...... Do you feel like I let you ...... Shamed? ”

The words were said slowly and hesitantly, but they also surprised Xu Cheng.

"Big brother, what are you talking about?"

In his heart, his eldest brother has always been his pride!

"But Cheng'an, I think I did something wrong!"

Xu Chengzhi's voice was dazed, but there was also a trace of grievance, which was revealed to his closest relatives, and he could take off his guard in front of Xu Chengan, so as not to laugh so hypocritically.

Before Xu Chengan could say anything, Xu Chengzhi continued, "I have never cared about you well in the past few years, and some of my behaviors are really villains, I ......"

"Big brother," Xu Chengan interrupted Xu Chengzhi's words, he really didn't want to listen to these self-denying words, this was not his big brother!

But despite this, Xu Chengan still comforted, "Big brother, you don't steal or rob, and you have never calculated others, why are you a villain?" ”

"Big brother, you don't know how proud I am when others talk about you in the past few years, you are a rare person in the village, even Xu Wen, who is the village chief's family, has been admitted twice before being admitted, big brother, you see that you have been lifted just once, which shows that you are better than others, others will only envy you, how can they dislike you?"

"And although you haven't been at home often in recent years, you have not cared a lot about your family, and you have often taken leave to come back in recent years, and you often bring back the money you earned outside, how do you? How can you call yourself hypocritical? How can you say that you don't care about your family? ”

Xu Chengan was very sad, I don't know what went wrong to make his eldest brother like this, is it that those people in the township who get along with the eldest brother day and night say some gossip to the eldest brother?

If this is the case, how can the eldest brother care so much about what others say, after all, every time someone in their village says anything that is unfavorable to him or their family, the eldest brother will say that they don't care about it. Why doesn't the eldest brother think this way when he faces his own affairs now?

After Xu Cheng'an finished speaking, the room became more and more silent, and only the sound of Xu Cheng'an's angry breathing could be heard, but Xu Chengzhi kept his head down and couldn't bear the guilt in his heart.

Half a ring, I don't know how long it took, but what interrupted the state of having nothing to say between them was the knock on the door outside, Xu Chengan looked at the eldest brother who seemed to be ready to meditate on himself and went over to open the door.

Seeing that the person who opened the door was not Brother Chengzhi who he wanted to see, but Brother Cheng'an, who had been getting along almost day and night in the past few years, Wen Yuan was a little disappointed, but she still didn't forget to say the purpose of her coming, "Auntie wants to call you over and say that you will go to Hujiazhuang tomorrow to discuss your relatives!" ”

The more Wen Yuan spoke, the more depressed her mood became, so that her voice slowly lowered and was almost inaudible, but Xu Chengan still heard it, sighed and said, "I know, you go back first, let's go over in a while!" ”

After speaking, before Wen Yuan could react, she closed the door.

Wen Yuan looked at the door closed in front of her and was stunned for a while, is Brother Cheng'an disgusted with himself? Closed the door without waiting for him to leave first?

Really...... Really...... Too bad!

Wen Yuan was a little unhappy, and stomped away in anger.

And Xu Cheng'an, who was in the house, faced Xu Chengzhi, who was still silent, and said, "A-Niang asked us to come over!" ”

After speaking, seeing that Xu Chengzhi still didn't react, Xu Chengan turned around and planned to go over first, the door hadn't opened yet, but Xu Chengzhi, who was behind him, said in a slightly hoarse voice, "I don't want you to join the army!" ”

Xu Cheng'an's movements paused, his lips pursed slightly, and his eyes were entangled, but after a while, he opened the door and walked out calmly.

Xu Chengzhi looked at Xu Chengan, who was getting farther and farther away outside the house, and had a feeling that he would not come back once he left, and in a panic, he hurriedly followed.

Xu A-Niang looked at Xu Cheng'an and Xu Chengzhi who walked in one after the other and raised her eyebrows, these brothers don't seem to be in the right state today?

Also seeing that something was wrong between them was Wen Yuan, she didn't feel anything when she faced Xu Chengan alone just now, but now looking at the two of them, Wen Yuan finally quietly swallowed the words that came to her lips and complained!

But although she could see that the atmosphere between the two brothers was not right, Xu A-Niang didn't ask anything, after all, she knew that no matter what happened to the two brothers, there would not be much conflict, even if their future path could go astray, but Xu A-Niang knew that the relationship between them would not go astray.

Therefore, Xu A-Niang went straight to the point and said the purpose of calling them over, "Tomorrow, Chengzhi will go to the Hu family to propose marriage, and Cheng'an will follow him together!" ”

Cheng Zhi Cheng An nodded without any disagreement, although he didn't know what the eldest brother could do? But at this time, they don't care if it's in line with the rules, there are too many unruly things in their family, and I think Xu A-Niang should also come to strengthen the morale of their family, so that the Hu family won't be too embarrassed by his eldest brother tomorrow!

Everyone in the room had different expressions, and they didn't care about Wen Yuan, who was sulking alone with her pouting lips, she hated that she was several years younger than Brother Chengzhi, and there was a gap of more than five years between them, but it was only because of these five years that she couldn't marry her brother Chengzhi, and her brother Chengzhi would be good to others in the future.

In fact, Xu Chengan has also experienced this mentality, when Wen Yuan first came to the house, Xu Chengan was also uncomfortable because his eldest brother who was only good to himself began to be good to Wen Yuan, and even did some stupid things just to attract the attention of the eldest brother and make him care more about himself.

But after a long time, Xu Chengan slowly accepted it, even if he was no longer willing to give his eldest brother to others, after all, there were already other people, since he could no longer send Wen Yuan away, he could only accept it calmly, anyway, no matter how his eldest brother was still his eldest brother, this would not change no matter how he said it.

It's just that compared to Xu Chengan, it is obvious that Wen Yuan's mentality is not as good as Xu Chengan's adjustment at the beginning, Xu Chengan went from being uncomfortable to accepting, and even began to take the initiative to love Wen Yuan, but Wen Yuan's adjustment time is really a long time now, and even as long as she thinks about it, it is uncomfortable.

Xu Chengzhi and Xu A-Niang may not have guessed Wen Yuan's thoughts, but Xu Chengan, who guessed Wen Yuan's thoughts, didn't care much about it, and even made fun of Wen Yuan about it, saying that she had different emotions for her eldest brother, and indeed had different emotions, but in Xu Cheng'an's opinion, these are not things, after a while, or after two years, this girl can always adjust slowly.

It shouldn't be said that she has adjusted, but she has to force herself to take the initiative to accept it.