Chapter 256: Trying to Restraint
(Apology: Two days ago, because of my own entanglement, Kavin, I broke off for two days, and revised a few chapters, which made everyone very unhappy, and I empathize with that feeling.) I was also very anxious, but I could only sulk for a while, and if I couldn't write it, I couldn't write it...... I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart to my readers, you have been too good to me, and I have been too bad to you. I hope to get your understanding for some of my mistakes and mistakes when I was in a very bad mood.
Finally, today's state is gradually getting back, and the recovery update is finally relieved; I hope that readers and book friends have not left yet.
A total of 4 chapters have been updated in 4 days, and I owe you 8 chapters, and I will make up for it. Doesn't seem to be wrong?
In addition, 252 to 255 have a total of four chapters, all of which have been torn down and rewritten, and the plot is very different, so I have to ask you to re-read it from 252. The original is in *****. )
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"What a stupid ......," Fu Jinzhan muttered.
Leaving behind the state funerals, military and political affairs, and a large backlog of unresolved notes since the first emperor became seriously ill, she returned to the apse.
A while ago, she was nervous and tired, and she didn't pay much attention to it. Today, Guo Shao suddenly did not come to participate in the extremely important "support" court meeting, and Fu Jinzhan finally came to his senses: a few days ago he went with Guo Shao to see Chai Rong, who was seriously ill, and she said angry words in anger...... Maybe he didn't get angry with Chai Rong, but he got angry with Guo Shao. How can I compare him to the lowly groom who takes advantage of others?
She was a very thoughtful person, but she suddenly thought of the stubble, and after thinking about it for a while, she quickly understood the reason.
"Knock knock......" The sound of wooden fish on the main hall of the spiritual hall was heard, and the monks chanted the scriptures. From time to time, there were bursts of crying, which were the concubines and ministers who took turns to guard the spirits, crying and mourning, which sounded very sad. But the embarrassing thing is that sadness must also be very regular, and those who can't cry can't make a sound; When it's time to cry, you can cry out loud, and it's not okay not to cry.
She listened to the irritating voice, and became more and more anxious, and guilt slowly brewed in her heart.
"How much difference does the first emperor have between me and Li Chongxun (ex-husband); Why did he treat me like that, and I could tolerate him? But......" Fu Jinzhan whispered to herself, "but why didn't I thank Brother Shao at all?" ”
For a certain moment, Fu Jinzhan had the illusion that Guo Shao seemed to be her family member. Because only the selfless dedication of relatives will make people feel taken for granted and forget gratitude...... Get used to it.
Maybe not a delusion. Doting, taking care of it, only people like father and brother can do it, maybe father and brother can't do it. Fu Jinzhan felt that she was Guo Shao's sister, sister, daughter and so on. The feeling is very strong and real! If Guo Shao now says that he is Fu Yanqing's lost son, maybe she still has some faith...... It's a pity that the looks are obviously not.
She raised her head and sighed, and in a trance, she seemed to see a person standing in the hall, and said: "Those who violate the mandate of heaven, Guo Shao, God wants to condemn him, and he will come to me!"
The figure flashed to another corner and said, "At that time, I knew that you were sick, for fear that there would be three long and two short, and if you hadn't come back to life, my heart would have died for it, and this world would have become bleak and meaningless......
I want to thank you for how desperate and frightened I would have been without your presence, and I would have been afraid of death. But now I'm not scared because there is an emotion that is even stronger......
Maybe I'll turn to ashes and meet you again somewhere in Unai. Maybe I will become a soul, and in the next life, when we meet by chance, will you still look back and smile?
How I wish I had died at the last minute by pronouncing your name instead of a surname...... There will also be an emperor who will come to protect you and love you......
…… Fu Jinzhan suddenly heard the sound of the chaotic soldiers commotioning and the sword unsheathed, "Let me serve my wife for the last time"! The son who was lying on the ground finally looked at his distant back.
"Brother Shao!" Fu Jinzhan stood up suddenly, the chair "slammed" and fell back, she didn't quite hit her knee to the bottom of the table next to her, and a sharp pain came from her heart, and her tears almost hurt out.
The note on the table that read national events was knocked over by her and fell on the floor tiles in a mess.
Immediately, he saw Mu Shanggong hurriedly coming in from a distance and asked, "...... Queen Mother?"
Fu Jinzhan turned pale, pulled down his face and said, "I want to see General Guo immediately!" ”
She said silently in her heart: I want to explain to him immediately and apologize to him, but I was negligent...... There was no intention of hurting him! He was not indifferent to him.
I didn't dare to see him before, and I was careful not to say a word, and I had great fear in my heart; Now that I have the opportunity, what have I done and said!
No! There is no one in this world who can protect me and love me anymore except him! That "emperor" will only proudly show off his supreme power at every turn, threatening to exterminate the Fu family; If I hadn't been the mother of the little prince, I would have been able to die of illness once, and I would have been able to "die" a second time...... There are also those strong people, once they turn me into the "Queen Mother of the Former Dynasty", they will never be soft-hearted!
Mu Shanggong bowed down and said, "Queen Mother, Gonggong Cao has already gone to find it." Do you want to send a fast horse to find it right away? Fu Jinzhan exhaled a little when he heard this, waved his hand and said, "You go down, General Guo has entered the palace, and I asked him to come here to see me immediately." ”
"Whoa." Mu Shang Gong hurriedly bent down and cautiously exited the palace gate.
Fu Jinzhan glanced back at the chair, helped it up with his own hands, and sat on it in a daze.
Finally, Cao Tai entered the door and said, "Empress Dowager, General Guo has been summoned to see you." ”
"Tell him to come in, no one is allowed to disturb me, I have important matters to discuss with General Guo." Fu Marigold Road.
After a while, he saw Guo Shao walk in, he first glanced back at the closed palace gate, and then knelt down on one knee from afar, and hugged his fists with a military salute: "The last general will see the Queen Mother." ”
Fu Jinzhan was stunned and said, "Come here." ”
"Yes." Guo Shao's voice was polite, and he strode over. Fu Jinzhan's gaze never left him, and for some reason, as soon as he saw him, Fu Jinzhan felt very comfortable. His appearance is actually a bit ordinary, but Fu Jinzhan loves to look at him like this. His face, his demeanor, the voice of his voice, every movement and every breath between his words and gestures...... As long as Fu Jinzhan feels it, he feels that it is the most wonderful thing in the world.
Guo Shao walked up to Fu Jinzhan and asked in a deep voice, "What happened?" ”
"It's okay, I'm just ...... suddenly Very, very would love to see you. Fu Jinzhan said in a trembling voice.
Guo Shao was stunned for a moment, Fu Jinzhan liked to see his somewhat stunned reaction like this. She looked up at Guo Shao, who was standing with her bow, and asked, "Why have you become estranged?" ”
Guo Shaodao: "The minister has never been estranged, as I said before, no matter what kind of person you are, you are always the most important person in my heart; It has never changed, it will never be, and I can't change if I want to. Just ......"
"Just what?" Fu Jinzhan hurriedly asked.
Guo Shao groaned. Fu Jinzhan clearly felt that he had a thousand words to say to him just now, and he really met, but he was swayed by all kinds of thoughts.
…… Guo Shao hurriedly said: "In this situation, if the monarch and the ministers can trust, they can join hands to tide over the difficulties; Otherwise, we will all be in great danger, and this is an outcome that none of us want to see...... Needless to say, the Queen Mother should know that there are still many hidden dangers and crises in the country. ”
Fu Jinzhan said thoughtfully: "You have a point. ”
The two fell silent and cold. Fu Jinzhan lowered her head and thought about something, but Guo Shao couldn't guess what she was thinking.
Guo Shao had already figured it out before, he felt that some feelings couldn't rub the sand, and if he wanted to get too close, it was easier to have conflicts because of some inexplicable things; It's good for everyone to be able to maintain trust and camaraderie for years on the contrary.
However, no amount of reason or rational consideration is in vain!
Guo Shao came in and saw Fu Jinzhan again for the first time, and then was teased by her words, and his heart was numb; Forget all the things you figured out before! Her demeanor and tone of voice made Guo Shao's heart pound.
I don't know if it's because of his admiration that he thinks she's good at everything, or because Marigold Fu is really favored by the Creator, she is indeed too tempting.
Can it still be restrained? Guo Shao constantly reminded himself to be thoughtful and rational, and he was trying to restrain himself.
At this moment, Fu Jinzhan finally spoke: "I only need to tell you one thing, maybe there is no need to explain other superfluous words." ”
Her voice is soothing and quiet, very nice, especially when she has a certain emotion, tactful and cute. Guo Shao hurriedly asked: "What's the matter, please tell the Queen Mother." ”
Fu Jinzhan blushed, pursed her lips, and whispered, "I'm actually still a virgin." ”
Guo Shao was stunned again, he was stunned for a while before he understood what Fu Jinzhan said, and his originally depressed mood suddenly ignited again! He blurted out in surprise, "What...... How so? ”
"You don't believe it?" Fu Jinzhan hurriedly asked.
Guo Shao wants to believe it very much, but Fu Jinzhan has been married twice, and he has been married to Chai Rong for many years, at least five or six years! Even if she can endure loneliness, can Chai Rong endure her beauty? If Chai Rong is a eunuch, then how did he give birth to several children before and after?
He touched the back of his head and muttered, "This is not scientific!" ”
Fu Jinzhan said in a trembling voice: "How can I make you believe?" She hurriedly said: "There is a stable woman in the palace, why don't you call a stable woman to come and check my body...... But it's humiliating. What to do? ”
Guo Shao quietly observed her expression, no matter how wise a woman was, she would write her mood on her face at some point. He has believed...... I was about to say something I believe in what you said, and something like that, and I touched her again.
But Guo Shao's mood at this time had risen to the extreme, and he was no longer as cautious as before, so he changed his words immediately: "I don't need to be stable, I can also check my body." ”
"How do you test it?" Fu Jinzhan's face was already crimson, and he suddenly said a little angrily, "You don't believe what I said, don't believe it!" ”
Guo Shao looked at her in a white filial piety dress, tied with hemp rope around her waist, which looked even more graceful, her gorgeous face was flushed, shy and annoyed, and she was even more cute and beautiful. At this moment she did not look like a twenty-seven-year-old woman, but she looked ten years younger.
His heart darkened, and he said in a deep voice: "I want to believe it too, but if a woman who has been married twice and followed her husband for five or six years for the second time comes to tell the Queen Mother that she has no personnel, do you believe it?" It's completely unconscionable. ”
Fu Jinzhan frowned, stretched her upper body, and her bulging chest tightened the filial piety clothes that had just fitted with her movements. She looked at it with a very stressful and penetrating gaze and asked, "How are you going to check it?" ”
Guo Shao said that he was afraid of everything, but he was very bold when he had the opportunity, and he resisted her very sharp gaze (the feeling was very strong, and he felt that what he wanted couldn't escape her eyes at all, as if his mind was exposed to the sun). His voice changed a little: "How to check Wenpo, I will check." ”