really responded to what Mama Chen said, if I leave for half a day, some people will become the king of the mountain.

I stood beside Zhao Rongxian gently, looked at her with a smile, and said in a strange manner, "Princess Yunxiu, don't worry, the prince just went to my mother's house." ”

Princess Yunxiu's stiff face carried a hint of resentment, as if she was resentful of me showing off to her.

But since I spoke like this, she couldn't say anything.

He only glanced at Zhao Rongxian gently, and deliberately breathed a sigh of relief, "I see, the prince is fine, Yunxiu is relieved." ”

"The prince likes to go to my mother's house to eat on weekdays, don't worry, our mother's family can't eat him." I let go of Zhao Rongxian's arm and looked at my cousin.

smiled and said, "Cousin, the tea in our Four Princes' Mansion is the best, and you have a good mouth today." ”

While talking, I glanced at Zhao Rongxian again and asked him, "Lord Wang, what are you still standing for, go in." ”

Zhao Rongxian was a little embarrassed at the moment because of my words, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

It was not a few polite words to Princess Yunxiu, nor was it if she didn't say it, so she could only freeze beside her without saying a word.

Princess Yunxiu saw that no one paid attention to her, embarrassed and aggrieved, her eyes immediately turned red, and she saluted Zhao Rongxian and said, "Since the prince is fine, Yunxiu will go back first." ”

With that, she turned and left.

And Zhao Rongxian and my cousin and I went straight to Qinghui Courtyard, Zhao Rongxian was a little unhappy, and I didn't care, but now I can't leave Zhao Rongxian, and I can't pretend not to care.

I glanced at him with a smile and said softly, "If the prince can't rest assured, even if he chases him, why bother to throw his face." ”

"Bai Huanxi, can you make a little sense! I have already told you that I have nothing to do with Princess Yunxiu, and now I keep her because of my past kindness. Zhao Rongxian glanced at me with displeasure in his eyes, and said coldly, "Besides, I didn't say anything when you broke into Shangshu Mansion to save your cousin like this today, but you shook your face first." ”

"Can that be the same?" Speaking of this, I got angry, I pushed his arm away, and said angrily, "I only treat my cousin as a brother, you know!" But what about you, what are you doing with Princess Yunxiu? ”

"Besides, my cousin has always been polite, what about Princess Yunxiu? Don't tell me you don't know what she did! ”

I questioned Zhao Rongxian, he was speechless for a while when I asked, as if he wanted to explain something, thinking that he thought I wouldn't listen, and dragged me to the hall, "Okay!" Eat tea and go! ”

I pushed him away and walked to the front myself.

If I hadn't been caught up in this whirlpool and couldn't get out now, I would have patted my ass and left, so why not talk nonsense with him here.

Zhao Rongxian is actually at fault, he once promised me, but he didn't do anything, and he also knew what Princess Yunxiu did secretly.

So when I lost my temper, he didn't say anything.

Then I went into the house and had a meal of tea with my cousin, and then pulled me to say that I was taking my cousin to visit the Four Kings' Mansion, and drank another meal, and then recited poems against him.

I'm not good at those poems and songs, so I have to watch them from the sidelines.

My cousin is a literati, and Zhao Rongxian is a man of both civil and military affairs, as long as he is willing to chat with people, he will soon be able to chat with people.

After chatting and having dinner, my cousin returned to Baifu.

Somehow, on the second day, my cousin went to the Four Princes' Mansion to talk and laugh with Zhao Rongxian, and the news soon spread all over Chang'an City.

I kind of understand, Zhao Rongxian deliberately let the family know that the seventh son of the Wei family has a close relationship with him, so it is not easy for the people of the Wei family to find trouble with their cousin.

Secondly, he is also telling me that I am dependent on him to live.

Yes, I live by him, so I must not allow myself to be squeezed by others.

I think I do need a child, a child coming out of my womb.

Early in the morning, familiar with crossing the river, I ordered someone to prepare a carriage to go to the Prime Minister's Mansion.

In Pingsuri, Jiang Tang stayed in the pharmacy.

When she came out to greet me, she was still covered with the smell of medicine, and she looked quite surprised to see me.

Hurriedly pulled me into the door, and said with a smile, "Why do the four princesses have time to visit today?" On weekdays, don't you like to invite a few of us to the teahouse? ”

"It's not appropriate to talk about this matter in the teahouse today." When I entered the pharmacy, I lowered my voice and stammered, "Miss Jiang, I came today to ask for medicine......

"Asking for medicine?"

"What kind of medicine do you want? Are you not feeling well? ”

"It's not...... I want to ask, is there a way you can help me look at my belly...... "Although I am also married to another woman, it is always a little embarrassing to talk to people about these things.

I looked up at her and stammered, "Before, I also had a child, but then something happened, and the child in this womb was gone......"

"Later, the doctors said that I would never be able to get pregnant in my life. But now that I'm older, I still want to have a baby. ”

"Miss Jiang is a good doctor, I don't know if you can help me take a look."

Hearing my words, Jiang Tang was stunned for a moment, and then wondered, "What's wrong with the fourth princess?" I didn't see you care so much in the past, didn't something happen? ”

"No, it's just that at this age, I think there must be an heir. Otherwise, when people are old and yellow, life will not be easy. ”

"And said it's okay, look at you like this, it's the fourth prince who upsets you again, right? I was still the fourth prince and the man next to me was different, it turned out that they were all the same. Jiang Tang said indignantly.

Seeing that my face was not very good-looking, she closed her mouth again, took my arm and pulled me to the side, "Okay, I'll help you take a look." ”

After saying that, Jiang Tang began to take my pulse and asked me to open my tongue again.

After a while, she sat back in her place, her face was a little unsightly, "Fourth princess, you were not lightly injured before, and then you failed to recuperate, if you want to conceive an heir, I'm afraid it will not be easy......"

Not so easy, that is to say what it means that it is still possible?

Jiang Tang is really a miracle doctor, she is really much more capable than those imperial doctors.

After seeing me before, many imperial doctors concluded that I would never get pregnant again in my life.

Jiang Tang's news, for me, is actually the best.

I couldn't help but feel a little excited, almost tears were about to fall, "Then Miss Jiang means, is it possible for me to conceive a child?" ”

"Your body is already cold, and now it is even colder because you hurt your body before. That cold air, if you use the method of the Northern Dynasty, there is no rule of law, but I have learned some home remedies from an old Taoist who has traveled the world before, and if the four princesses are willing to give it a try, I will prepare some medicine for you. Jiang Tang paused, frowned, and said again.

"However, your body is so badly damaged that it will take three or five years to get better."

Three or five years? Isn't it too long?

Xu saw my thoughts, Jiang Tang immediately smiled again, "Fourth princess, these three or five years are not too long, you are now more than nineteen years old, and after three or five years, you will only be in your twenties, which is the prime of life." ”

More than twenty, more than twenty is already very old.

When I left this world in my last life, I was only twenty-six years old.

However, if it can be cured, it is always better than not having children for the rest of your life.

I nodded and said softly, "Then I'll bother Miss Jiang." ”

Hearing this, Jiang Tang also nodded, frowned, and said, "But the fourth princess, there is one thing I have to remind you, the medicine I prescribed, the medicine is extremely strong, easy to get hot, you can't bear it for a while, in the first few months, you may have a lot of acne on your face, and it will look particularly ugly......"

That said, a few months will I get especially ugly?

Now, at such a juncture, if I become ugly, I may fall out of favor, and maybe let people occupy the magpie's nest.

In the past, I wasn't worried at all, but now, I'm a little scared.

But when I think about the child, I think it's nothing, and at most I will be veiled for a few months.

After hesitating for a moment, I nodded heavily at Jiang Tang.

Jiang Tang frowned, didn't seem to be reluctant, and when he left, he told me a few more words, saying that it was telling me to be cautious, and that this acne was not an ordinary kind, it would grow all over the face, and it would leave scars if I was not careful.

Naturally, I was afraid of being ugly, but it was worth it just to trade a few months of ugliness for the chance to get pregnant. Now that I am still young, if I am older in the future, I will definitely be really disliked by Zhao Rongxian.

I made up my mind and returned to the Four Kings' Mansion, so I immediately decocted the medicine and drank it, and for the next ten days, I drank every meal on time.

Sure enough, the acne on my face grew more and more, and at night, my body occasionally became very hot.

"Princess, the prince is here." Since I was hit with acne on my face, as soon as Zhao Rongxian came, I would immediately put on a veil, and Pear Blossom would remind me in time.

This time, I immediately picked up the veil.

But before I put it on, Zhao Rongxian came in, he seemed to be deliberate, extremely fast, and walked over and snatched the veil from my hand.

Thinking of the disgusting acne on my face, I hurriedly covered my face and shouted to Zhao Rongxian, "Lord Wang, quickly return the veil to the concubine!" ”

"Huan'er, don't toss anymore......" Zhao Rongxian put the veil behind him, his eyes were a little red, and he said tiredly, "Huan'er, don't toss anymore, we won't have children, and we will never have." ”

Zhao Rongxian closed the door heavily, stared at me tiredly with a pair of peach blossom eyes, and said, "Huan'er, stop messing around, don't toss yourself, we will never have any more children in our lives." ”

Zhao Rongxian: What does this mean? I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly had a feeling of dislike in my heart, Zhao Rongxian He used to call me by his name, and occasionally called me Ah Huan.

The only time I called me Huan'er was when I wanted to kill myself.

So, what does he mean now? What does he mean when he says we'll never have any more children in our lives?

I looked at him apprehensively, stammering because I was afraid, "Lord...... What do you mean, lord? ”

Zhao Rongxian closed his eyes, as if forcibly calming down his emotions, "Huan'er, there is one thing, I didn't want to tell you, I always thought that after a long time, you can always think about it." But these days you toss like this, look at what you have tossed yourself into? ”

"What does the prince want to say? Why did the prince say that we will never have children in our lives? "I was puzzled, but I was even more panicked, although Zhao Rongxian often coaxed me, but I knew very well that he was definitely not lying now.

I got up, walked over to him tremblingly, and asked again in a dumb voice, "Lord, what do you mean?" What do you mean, you say! ”

He glanced down at me and said with a wry smile, "Earlier, when the lady left, I told the great master that I wanted to reunite with the lady and join hands for a lifetime. Want...... Change the fate of the Northern Dynasty. The great master promised to change my life for me, but the price was to have no children for the rest of my life. I thought that the lady would go back again. ”

"But it wasn't until I returned to this place that I realized that the change of life in the mouth of the great master was like this."

What he said before, was it in the previous life?

So he will come back because of the help of the great teacher, and the price is that he has no children in this life. And I'll come back to this place, perhaps, that's why.

Wrong...... Zhao Rongxian must be lying to me, he just doesn't like my ugly appearance, so he is lying to me.

I subconsciously took a step back, shook my head, and said, "No...... Lord, are you lying to me? How can there be such a thing in this world? You're lying to me, aren't you? ”

"We were able to get back to this place, you think it was a coincidence?" Zhao Rongxian looked at me with a smile, laughing so hard that tears seemed to fall out, "It's not that I haven't tried, but how?" It's not just the kids who are gone! Even you're almost gone! I'm scared, I'm scared more than anyone else......"

"I'm afraid you're going to die...... I'm afraid you'll leave me alone again......" Zhao Rongxian became more and more excited the more he spoke, he grabbed my shoulder tightly, his face was full of fear, "Promise me, don't toss anymore......"

So, I will be reborn because of Zhao Rongxian?

Did he make me start over at such a big cost?

But why? On what basis does he decide everything about me? Why did he decide for me for the rest of my life?

My tears fell big and big, and at this moment, I actually resented Zhao Rongxian.

I was liberated, but he brought me back to this place and left me childless for the rest of my life. He said he loved me, but what he said was always like a fart.

Why is he, why is he deciding everything for me?

I glared at him angrily, resentful to the extreme, "Zhao Rongxian, why are you? Why did you decide everything for me? Why do you want me to pay with you? ”

"Did you ask me if I would like to come back? Have you asked me if I would like to see you again? ”

"Have you ever thought that I was ...... Originally, I just wanted a simple, happy life. ”

"I hate you...... I hate you! I hate you! I pushed him away and stepped back.

"Huan'er, I don't know...... I thought ......"

"Get out! I don't want to see you! I grabbed the teapot on the table and threw it at him.

With a bang, the teapot smashed Zhao Rongxian's forehead, and the next moment, blood flowed from his forehead.

He...... Why didn't he hide? My brain was pierced by the blood in his forehead......

I looked at him in astonishment, hurriedly reached out to cover his forehead, and shouted at Mama Chen to call the doctor.

Half of Zhao Rongxian's face was spread by blood, and I was afraid of panic, so I forced myself to calm down and said to him word by word, "You...... Don't think you'll feel guilty if you don't hide from me, I tell you, I hate you! I hate you! You're not qualified to decide everything for me......"

Zhao Rongxian just looked at me silently, his face was covered with blood, but he still had no expression.

I trembled violently and covered his wounds until Mama Qin came with the doctor, and then I let go.

Zhao Rongxian was smashed by me a lot, and this time his entire forehead was bandaged tightly.

When Princess Yunxiu heard that he was injured, she ran over and cried, saying that she wanted to take care of him.

Mama Chen asked me not to take advantage of Princess Yunxiu, but now, I hope that Princess Yunxiu can go with him, at least, he will let me go, right?

Ever since I knew that he was the one who brought me back here, that he was the one who decided everything for me, I lost even the last of my sanity. I want to have a good time with him for the sake of my Bai family, but I really can't control myself.

I hate his tyranny, I hate that he decided everything for me against my will, I hate him for bringing me back here, I hate him for leaving me childless for the rest of my life.

So, this time, I didn't even look at him again.

Didn't he always say that I used to take care of him day and night, I couldn't give up him, I softened my heart and came back by myself, so he didn't let me go?

Now I don't look at him, I don't talk to him, he's going to die.

So, for more than ten days, I didn't go to see him, and I heard that Princess Yunxiu is becoming more and more diligent, cooking and accompanying him all day long.

Mama Chen saw that I was indifferent, and there was no way to do it, even Pear Blossom was in a hurry.

I had just had breakfast when Pear Blossom came over.

"Lihua, if you want to talk about the prince again, go out." Before she could speak, I glared at her.

On weekdays, when I said this, Pear Blossom immediately stood outside with interest.

But today, she didn't move an inch, and said honestly, "Princess, even if you don't like to hear it, the slave and maid have to say ......."

"Say it again, I'll send you back to Jiyue Tower!"

"The princess won't."

"......" dead girl, she is very sure.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she opened her mouth again, "Princess, the slave maid was bought back by you, and the slave maid is grateful to you, and this is also looking forward to your well-being from the bottom of my heart." Therefore, there are some things that you don't like to hear, even if you don't like to hear them. ”

"Say, I listen, I want to hear what flowers you dead girl can say?" I looked up at her, with a fire in my belly, I thought that Lihua was an honest child, and I saw that she was also a soft persimmon.

I was sure that I would never sell her to Jiyue Tower, so I dared to preach with me.

Pear Blossom straightened her body, and said in the tone of Mama Chen, "Princess, look at the slave, this prince's favorite is you, the princess, he holds you in the palm of his hand." In the past, my slave maid thought that the prince himself was a bad person, until she served by the princess's side, and the slave maid knew that this prince was only fierce to others, and when she came to the princess, she was as well-behaved as a cat. ”

"Not to mention anything else, just the princess you smashed the prince's head, if this was on someone else's body, he would have died a hundred times ago! But what about the prince, instead of blaming you, he was afraid that he would leak the news and provoke others to treat you differently. ”

"Moreover, the slave maid has never seen a princess of any family dare to beat her husband......"

I was speechless for a while, this matter was indeed my fault, I thought Zhao Rongxian would dodge, who knew that he didn't move, I thought about it at the moment, I was still a little scared.

But that doesn't mean I'm going to see him, or that I don't hate him anymore.

If I could, I really wish I had forgotten everything, and I wouldn't want to come back.

I looked at Pear Blossom coldly and said indifferently, "You just treat me as a hard-hearted person, you don't have to serve in this house, you can go out." ”

"Princess, is there any misunderstanding between you and the prince, if there is a misunderstanding, you must make it clear, and you must not fall for it......"

"Pear blossom! Get out! I raised my voice, sharp and fierce.

Rika was shocked and immediately retreated.

I sat silently, trying to cry but not crying, laughing but realizing that there was nothing funny.

My mind was blank, and my heart was even more confused, I didn't know what to do in the future, and I didn't want to see Zhao Rongxian again.

I resent him for letting me come back, and I resented him for making me so tired.

I even felt that he couldn't let go of me not because he really couldn't give up on me, but because he was unwilling to let me run away like this because he paid a heavy price.

What the hell am I? It's his possessions, and he can do whatever he wants.

But I'm a human being, so why should he do whatever he wants?

I leaned against the table for a long time, and finally threw the food on the table to the floor and smashed all the vases in the room.

Mama Chen and Lihua were frightened, and the maid outside was even more frightened, and they were sincerely scared when they came in to clean up. I lay on the bed like a corpse, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Within a few days, the whole palace spread all over the palace, saying that I was fierce and spicy, I didn't know the general situation, I didn't take care of Zhao Rongxian, and I was jealous because Princess Yunxiu took care of Zhao Rongxian, and I smashed the things in the house.

He also said that Zhao Rongxian was going to divorce me, and Princess Liyunxiu was the concubine.

All of a sudden, the entire palace changed direction, and there were many people who flattered Princess Yunxiu.

Princess Yunxiu thought that she had a grudge against me for a long time, and on this day, early in the morning, she sent someone to bring a box of rouge, saying that it was given to her by Zhao Rongxian, and that she couldn't use it, so she sent it to me.

"Pear blossom, take it out and throw it away...... "I didn't look at me.

Pear Blossom knew my temperament, so she immediately took it out and threw it away, and the news somehow reached Princess Yunxiu's ears, and the wind direction of the palace in the past few days has made her extremely arrogant.

As soon as I entered the door, she asked me angrily, "What do you mean, Sister Princess?" Why did you throw away the rouge I gave you? ”

"If you don't like it, throw it away, how can there be so many why?" I sat in front of my desk and stared at the account books, without looking at her.

This made Princess Yunxiu even more annoyed, and she immediately put on the style of a concubine to accuse me, "I kindly gave you rouge, if you don't like to tell me, what's the point if you throw it away?" Are you all so uneducated? ”

"Who do you say is uneducated?" I don't want to pay attention to her and Zhao Rongxian now, and I don't want to pay attention to everything related to Zhao Rongxian, but I am not very happy that she wants to scold my family.

I got up slowly and looked at her coldly, "Who do you say is uneducated?" ”

"You are uneducated, your Bai family is uneducated! How could a cultured person casually lose something from someone else......"

Syllable! Before she could finish speaking, I raised my hand and slapped her face violently, and I slapped her hand very hard, and Princess Yunxiu was not only swollen by me, but also almost fell down by me.

She probably didn't expect that she was so favored in front of Zhao Rongxian now, and I still dared to beat her, she probably thought that I should please her.

She glared at me in astonishment and screamed, "How dare you hit me!" ”

"Why don't I dare hit you! If you dare to scold my family again, I will beat you again until you die! I suddenly approached her and sneered, "If you don't accept it, go tell the fourth prince and let him divorce me!" ”

"You...... You ......" She trembled with anger, but in the end she didn't dare to do anything, and left Qinghui Courtyard angrily, thinking that she was waiting for Zhao Rongxian to come back and was in a hurry to complain.

In the evening, Zhao Rongxian really passed me to the South Courtyard.

After more than half a month, the wound on his head was almost healed, and only a scar could be seen.

At this moment, he was sitting in front of the couch resting.

I saluted him expressionlessly, "Concubine to the prince." ”

Zhao Rongxian looked at me leisurely, and there was no expression on his face, "I heard that you first threw away the rouge sent by Princess Yunxiu today, and then beat people?" ”

"Yes......" I don't argue.

"I'm going to break the jar, right?" He suddenly laughed and looked at me mockingly, "I never thought you could be so cruel to me. ”

He was referring to, I didn't even look at him these days?

I was still indifferent, "The concubine didn't do what a princess should do, and I asked the prince to punish her." ”