"Why?" Lu Yunshu obviously had some grievances.

"You know how I feel about you, why do you want to recognize me as a big brother, I will never agree."

Feng Mian turned his head as he spoke, not wanting to deal with Lu Yunshu anymore.

"But I've already made it clear to you, it's absolutely impossible for the two of us, if it's said that there is family affection, it's still possible, but if you have to find any love in me, I think you should give up this idea as soon as possible, I'm a dead brain, as long as I identify a person, then it won't change."

Lu Yunshu also said categorically, she herself understands what she is thinking in her heart, and she also understands what her character is, no matter what she does, she will always feel that there is nothing wrong with what she does.

And Lu Yunshu is not like that, a person who is particularly prone to impulsiveness, if he is impulsive, it is only because he has a strong idea in his heart that he will impulsively do something, such as staying with Qi Zhao, he made such a decision because of impulsiveness, and it is only because of the toxins in his body.

Lu Yunshu is also not sure, if she wants to take out the toxin in her body now, she will still love Qi Zhao, but if her heart has been submissive to Qi Zhao because of the existence of such a toxin, she feels that maybe there is fate in this underworld.

How else could it be?

Originally, Lu Yunshu felt that his own life had become very stable, but he slowly didn't know that a Qi Zhao suddenly appeared in his life.

This matter would have made people feel very strange, and slowly Lu Yunshu found that when she stayed with Qi Zhao, she would feel very happy inexplicably, and she would inexplicably feel that this was a life that she had never experienced, and her life might have been too smooth before she met Qi Zhao.

After meeting Qi Zhao, he felt that his life was slowly full of new possibilities, but only now did he feel how difficult it would be if one day people could live this life peacefully.

Life cannot be full of freshness everywhere, nor can it be full of war, but wanting to live a stable life is the goal that you must pursue all your life.

When he thought of this, Lu Yunshu couldn't help but sigh leisurely.

"Let's just tell you, if I had met you early, maybe I would have fallen in love with you, but after all, this is the first to come, if one of my hearts can be divided into two halves, I am willing to give you that half, but this kind of thing is something I can't control, if I can control it, it won't be so painful now." Kiss

The most painful thing in life may be to love but not ask for it.

Lu Yunshu had always felt that his life was smooth sailing, but now he felt that his life was simply mired in a quagmire, no matter how much he wanted to pull out his feet, there was no way to pull it out.

On the contrary, the more Lu Yunshu wants to go out, the deeper she will find herself, and she will no longer be able to extricate herself, what Lu Yunshu thinks about is that when this matter is completely over, she must be quiet, maybe she wants to leave the capital and go to another place, be quiet, and don't even want to see Qi Zhao again.

It's not that he doesn't want to see Qi Zhao in his heart, but that his experiences make him can't bear to see Qi Zhao again.

People live all their lives to be happy, Lu Yunshu also knows what she wants to do, but she understands that there is no way to do these things when she stays with Qi Zhao, she will do certain things according to Qi Zhao's thoughts, and she will help Qi Zhao do what Qi Zhao wants.

"I think until one day you will see my good and stay with me, and I will feel that this will happen soon, so you don't have to apologize to me in a hurry, you don't have to say this to me, don't treat me as your big brother, just treat me as a good person by your side."

"But I think it's unfair to you, because I don't have any feelings for you, I just treat you as my friend, but I give you this illusion, which I don't want to see, so I hope the two of us can make it clear, and you must take it to heart what I told you before, I won't talk about playing, and I won't say that while hanging you, I think about others in my heart."

Lu Yunshu looked at Feng Mian's back seriously, Feng Mian kept walking and didn't look back at all, Lu Yunshu knew that Feng Mian was angry in her heart, but she didn't have any other way, what she said was all in her heart, no matter what happened, she would never change the thoughts in her heart, that is, the kind of thoughts that would not easily change in her heart.

"Anyway, no matter what you say, it doesn't mean anything to me, you also know that I'm a dead brain, no matter what happens, I won't change my mind, the two of us just stubbornly go on, anyway, we've known each other for so long, and I know in the dark what I want in my heart? I understand what I want, and you know what you want, until in the end the two of us can get what we want. ”

Lu Yunshu looked at Feng Mian's back in surprise and suddenly stopped, his steps were a little pale, he felt that Feng Mian was too stubborn, sometimes he felt that he was stubborn, because sometimes Lu Yunshu would be like this, including the current her following Feng Mian, it was a fight.

"I don't think you're related to me, it's not that you like me, it's just that you like this type of person, maybe after you meet someone like me, you will slowly like him, don't hang yourself on my tree, because the relationship between the two of us has long been a habit, I just regard you as a friend, a good friend, the kind of friend who can live a life."

"Since they are already fateful friendships, I think the relationship between the two of us can go further, besides, we are experiencing life and death together, why must it be friendship, it can't become love, I think all things in this world are not conclusive."

Feng Mian turned his head to look at Lu Yunshu as he spoke, and his eyes exuded a playful light.