468. Selfishness

The night in September is as cool as water, the last wave of few summer cicadas has long lost the energy of the previous months, the lycoris in the courtyard and the oleander autumn chrysanthemum echo each other and bloom brightly, bathed in the cold and hazy moonlight as thin as water, like a peach garden fairyland.

Tonight coincides with the fifteenth moon reunion night, and there are only a lot more guards in the palace than before, and the concubines without rank are not qualified to enter the table.

"Yo, isn't this the big celebrity next to my sister?" Because Emperor Wuchang was gone, the other concubines naturally dispersed early. Wei Ziyun, who drank a little fruit wine dew, looked at Yayunxuan with the support of the palace maid, and saw the people who were walking towards them from a distance, didn't she respond to that sentence, good dogs don't get in the way.

I didn't see his master but saw his dog, didn't he just find himself not to be in pain, and his red lips rose, revealing a sneer.

"Who should the slave be, it turned out to be the virtuous concubine." Xi'er took Wang Xifeng, who changed into Huangmen's clothes, and was already uneasy, what she was most afraid of was meeting people on the road, but it turned out that the more afraid she was, the easier it was to encounter something, especially the most pestering concubine.

"If Concubine Xian Niangniang is fine, the slave will have to go back to Qingshui Hall to be on duty first, and the concubine Niangniang is still waiting for the slave." Xi'er didn't want to be dragged by the woman in front of her, and she wasn't afraid of offending her, so she didn't even bother to say goodbye, so she directly sped up and left quickly with Wang Xifeng, who bowed his head behind him.

After all, there is still a difference between a real eunuch and a fake one, and the longer you stay, the greater the possibility of exposure.

"Niangniang, that slave doesn't take Niangniang too seriously, but it's just a dog slave who has a good master." Bilu spoke out indignantly for her master.

"Heh, even if the person is a dog, but you haven't heard a sentence, do you have to rely on the owner to beat the dog." Wei Ziyun looked at the two distant shadows and sneered.

Sure enough, she is a slave from Qingshui Palace, don't think that she doesn't even pay attention to her dignified concubine by relying on the favor of the saint. It's especially hateful, but thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, they will wait and see in the future.

In the Qingshui Palace, Lin Chaoge was lying on the chaise longue, with a snow-white blanket covering his lower body, and from time to time he played with the lilac crystal beads in his hand.

Lin Chaoge was still thinking about whether Xi'er didn't go to get the pastries, why did she go for so long, and there was usually no such situation. But when I think of the fifteenth tonight, when I heard that the man came with beauty, I felt inexplicably uncomfortable as if I was choked.

"Mother, why hasn't my father-in-law come yet." Xiaoxiao saw that she had written more than ten big characters, and was looking up at her little face and was about to ask her mother for praise, but she found that her mother was not looking at him at all, and her mouth suddenly deflated.

"Mother, do you see if Xiaoxiao's words are much better than the previous few days." Xiao Yunzhao saw Xiao Xiao's gloomy expression and laughed.

"Well, there's progress." Lin Chaoge was absent-minded, just glanced at random, and handed over a small tomato and dried fruit; "There's a reward."

"Second brother, I'll just say that your handwriting has improved." The gentle prince smiled with a face.

"I don't want you to say it, the concubine will definitely be able to see it." Xiao Xiao pushed away Xiao Yunzhao, who was about to approach him, a little awkwardly with a face like a little adult.

"Maybe it's because the imperial dining room is understaffed tonight." Lin Chaoge suddenly felt that the air in the hall was a little depressing, and he wanted to come out and walk around. Calm down the panic that inexplicably rose in your heart.

Because of her joy and quietness, there are not many people serving in the palace, not to mention that the people who serve inside are all the henchmen she trained from Xiao Yuzi at the beginning.

"Mother." The flowers and trees in the courtyard are clustered, and the breeze blows off the pink petals on the bottom.

"Why did it take so long?" As soon as Lin Chaoge stepped out of the hall, he saw that all the palace people who were waiting around him left, and his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he was slightly dissatisfied.

"The minion was a little delayed halfway through." Xi'er licked and smiled at a face, poked the person behind her with her elbow, and motioned for him to step forward, but he left quietly.

Wang Xifeng has been hanging his head since he came in, but his light-colored eyes looked around uncontrollably, until he saw a beautiful woman with a big belly in the courtyard. His heart was beating violently for a moment and he couldn't help himself, and he knew that it was the person he had in mind.

"Bring the pastry in." Lin Chaoge took a few steps forward, squinting carefully at the yellow door in front of him that had been on her since he came in. The accident always gave her a very familiar feeling, especially when she got a few steps closer, and her palms were even so nervous that a thin cold sweat broke out.

The more uncontrollable the violent beating of her heart became, as if she was about to jump out uncontrollably, and the overwhelming guilt and panic completely overwhelmed her.

Before she could take a closer look and was about to turn back to her room, she saw the man's shoulders fluttering. Then he pounced on her, so scared that she subconsciously wanted to raise her leg and kick it.

"It's me, Lin Yan." The warm, dull and hoarse man mixed with the night as cool as water also stopped her movements.

Lin Chaoge didn't have the courage to push him away for a while, and let him hold her, feeling the faint body temperature penetrating the clothes on his body, as well as the faint fragrance of green tea.

"I miss you very much, Lin Yan." A sweet sentence that misses you is enough to include a thousand words, which touches people's heartstrings.

"I miss you too, Qi Yan." If you don't have the courage to push him away, that's it, give her selfishness for a while, and don't even think about how he got in and how he found it all out.

It was as if the two of them were the only ones left in the entire quiet world, and the moon was ashamed to hide in the clouds.

"Mother." The immature children's voice is not loud, but it is enough to break the silence and silence.

Lin Chaoge realized what he was doing, and pushed Wang Xifeng away with a white face.

After Wang Xifeng was pushed away, he squinted at the little boy who appeared under the eaves of the Vermilion Palace, wearing a robe with a round neck of pine green longan and silver patterns. There was an unbelievable expression on his face, and his pupils widened, just because the child's appearance was exactly the same as a miniature version of Lin Yan, and he couldn't lose his temper by pinching Lin Chaoge's hand.

A pink lip was half-pursed at the moment, completely bloody, and pale. The tall figure swayed lightly, like the last yellow leaf behind the treetops in winter, falling with the wind, and the fists hidden under the sleeves clenched nervously.

"Xiaoxiao goes in first, and the concubine has something to do outside." Lin Chaoge never thought that he was so guilty at this moment that he wanted to faint. As if he could deceive himself in this way, he didn't want to face the reality, and he didn't have the courage to look at the person next to him whose face was already as dark as the bottom of a pot.

"Is the concubine unwell?" Xiaoxiao saw Lin Chaoge's pale face, stepping out with her little arms and legs to come over and hold her hand; "If the concubine is not feeling well, you can't stop seeing the doctor because of the bitterness of the medicine, otherwise Xiaoxiao will be angry." It's obviously a cute bun face that is white and tender, and he always likes to pretend to be old with a face at a young age, and he doesn't know whose temperament he has.

"The mother concubine is in good health, thank you Xiaoxiao for your concern." Lin Chaoge forced out a smile, and the stiff laugh was brought in by the green water before it was over, leaving only the two of them speechless.

"Why did you lie to me when you didn't die." Wang Xifeng had a pair of scarlet eyes, and his hands were tightly imprisoned on her shoulders.

"I'm sorry." I thought that I had written thousands of drafts when we met, but at this moment there is only one sentence that can be said.

"Do you think that just a simple word of sorry can simply cover up the harm you did to Ye Zhaocheng in the past, it's just selfish, stupid and arrogant." The aggressive tone never seemed to come out of his mouth, especially if it was she who questioned him.

"I'm sorry, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can forget me and start your life again." Lin Chaoge didn't dare to meet his eyes, and his lips pursed stiffly.

"You deserve better, not wasting time on a selfish and self-serving fool like me." Even if it is difficult to say something against your will, you have to force it to spit it out.

What's more, he was right, she Lin Chaoge was a selfish, stupid and arrogant person from beginning to end, and she didn't deserve to be treated so well by him sincerely.

"Lin Yan, Lao Tzu only found out today that you are a fucking selfish person, and the selfishness made Lao Tzu like you to the point where he can't extricate himself, and he doesn't even care that you are a man and become Longyangjun. But how did you treat Lao Tzu, just take precautions against Lao Tzu, and deceive Lao Tzu by faking his death, and as a result, he gave birth to two sons in a blink of an eye, Lao Tzu really doubts whether you have a heart, and don't talk to Lao Tzu about those unspeakable hardships that you have to say, anyway, from now on, you will not believe you in any word Lin Chaoge said. Every word seemed to chew on the foul blood foam squeezed out from between the teeth.

Lin Chaoge's eyes widened in disbelief, his eyes were embarrassed and unbelievable, and he staggered back a few steps, but his shoulders were imprisoned and he couldn't retreat.

"You gave birth to that one just now, right, it's carved out of the same mold as you." Her black eyes were as deep as a wolf, like a sharp knife that wanted to cut her with a thousand knives.

"What do you want to do?" The cold fingers caressed Lin Chaoge's cheeks, and there was no longer the ambiguous color of the past, but it made her burst out of the soles of her feet and rushed straight to the heavenly spirit cover.

"No, hug me, okay, Lin Yan." No longer the aggressiveness of the front, as if returning to the past; "You know, I miss you so much, I think about you day and night and you think that you're going crazy, it's good that you're still alive." Under the sour dark male voice, the endless panic and the joy of being lost and regained were suppressed, and the aggressiveness just now was like a flower in the mirror.

Wang Xi Fenglin Chaoge will never refuse.

"I miss you too, I'm sorry." His hands were clasped in response to his burning feelings.