Chapter 21: Thinking of the Girl
Looking at Shuyu in the car, Liu Qingyang couldn't help but start crying, which surprised Shuyu behind him, and hurriedly asked, "Master, what are you doing?" Why are you crying? ”
After hearing Shuyu's voice, Liu Qingyang cried loudly again, he hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to hide the truth for the time being. Hiding the tears in his eyes, Liu Qingyang sighed, even if he explained the truth, Shuyu today may not believe it, besides, he has always been a person who laughs and laughs, and it is inappropriate to suddenly say this, Liu Qingyang still decided not to talk about it.
Shuyu continued to ask, "Master, what is the matter with you?" You must have hidden a lot of things from Shuyu, just tell me about it, otherwise Shuyu thinks that I hurt you so sadly, in this way, Shuyu will never be at ease for the rest of her life! ”
For a long time, looking at Liu Qingyang's old face at the moment, Shuyu's heart was full of sourness, and tears flashed in her big eyes, as if she had done something wrong, she was at a loss, and her eyes wandered. She gently lowered Xue Qing and looked out the car window.
Liu Qingyang's heart is extremely eager to have someone to care about, he has been like this for half his life, helpless and helpless has long been unable to express in words, after taking a deep breath, he saw Shuyu's self-blame, Liu Qingyang's face swayed a smile, and suddenly laughed happily like a child, and said: "Female doll, you still feel sorry for me, my old man has been helpless for decades, and it is really my old man's luck to meet you!" ”
He comforted softly: "Shuyu doesn't have to blame herself, all of this has nothing to do with you, it's just that the old man suddenly remembered a lot of things, and he couldn't control his emotions for a while." ”
Shuyu continued to ask, "Master, are you telling the truth?" Are you really like this because you can't control your emotions for a while? You didn't lie to Shuyu? ”
Listening to Shuyu's questions, the tears finally slipped again, and the vicissitudes of life were full of happiness, even if he really wanted to cry, it was a tear of happiness, he was happy to have such a well-behaved land, and he was also happy that there were still people who cared about him. Then, he lowered his head, looked ahead again, waved his long whip, and said, "The old man is a crazy man, but suddenly he thinks of his daughter, and I feel a little sad to see that you two always think that your daughter is as old as you." ”
"Master, do you have a daughter? So where is she now? Shuyu asked in surprise.
"Lost, she was twelve years old that year, she has been lost for eleven years, I have been looking everywhere for eleven years, but I have not found her until today, maybe she is long out of this world." Liu Qingyang said a little sadly.
"Maybe I've been a wife and a mother a long time ago, so am I going to be a grandfather? You say, don't you? Liu Qingyang was as excited as a child, and deep down he desperately wanted to find a sense of belonging and find his relatives.
"Master, no, I believe that the little junior sister must still be in this world, and she is doing very well, you have to believe my words." Shuyu hurriedly comforted Liu Qingyang, how much she hoped in her heart that this little junior sister was really still alive, if that was the case, the master would definitely be very happy.
"Hey, the old man has long been content, and he doesn't ask for so much, if God still has mercy on me, she must be doing well." Liu Qingyang said slightly.
"I said that it is enough for the old man to have you, what you just said is enough to make me happy, eleven years, I have long been used to it, I have thought about all the good and bad plans, if she is still alive, I want her to be happy, just be an ordinary person." Liu Qingyang said.
"I haven't asked you what your little sister's name is?" Shuyu said with a smile, hoping that she could make Liu Qingyang happy in such a way.
"Her name is Liu Wanru, and her nickname is Shishi." Liu Qingyang said with a smile, it seemed that her daughter appeared in front of her again, "She is very good-looking, she has been a well-behaved and sensible child since she was a child, I remember when I was eight years old, I was injured and came home, Shishi bandaged me, boiled medicine for me, and the medicine splashed on my hand and scalded it, but the little girl still gritted her teeth and sent me the medicine, and she never cried." This little girl, with a personality like me, is very stubborn, and looks good at it, no worse than you! Liu Qingyang also smiled after finishing speaking.
"But the old man didn't take a good look at her, she just got lost, and lost the meat in my heart like this, now I really don't know how to live, I really thought about suicide when I was lost, but in a blink of an eye, what if she was still alive? What if she's looking for me too? So, ah, I survived. Liu Qingyang's tears have long since merged into a small river.
"My little beauty, she's really good-looking!" Liu Qingyang said with a smile.
"That's for sure, the little junior sister must be a big beauty, and the name chosen by the master is also good, poetry, what a beautiful nickname! As soon as I heard it, I knew that it was the kind of child who was very well-behaved and sensible, unlike me, crazy and crazy, and didn't look like a girl. Shuyu said.
Liu Qingyang smiled and didn't make a sound, he knew that Shuyu must have said this because he was afraid that he would be sad, but whether it was true or false, Liu Qingyang was also very happy in his heart to hear such words.
Seeing Liu Qingyang's sad appearance, Shuyu's heart was not sad? Looking back on the bits and pieces of the past few years, Shuyu has mixed tastes in her heart, learning piano, chess, calligraphy and painting at the age of five, washing and cooking at the age of six, going to learn art at the age of eight, starting to walk on the rivers and lakes at the age of twelve, the master disappeared at the age of thirteen, and at the age of fifteen, she was forced to start a name on the rivers and lakes for her livelihood, making people chase and intercept and beat people violently, but the stubborn Shuyu walked on the rivers and lakes regardless of it, and gradually had the title of Little Phoenix. For this title, she gave up the gentle and reserved nature of a girl, she killed pigs and sheep like a man, caught thieves and killed people, she was no longer a girl, but a good man, a backer of her own. When you are helpless, you can only make yourself stronger, so that you will not be bullied at that time. At the age of nineteen, I met the most important person--- Chen Shuyue, and felt that people's lives were really wonderful. She grew up step by step, and now, with a little life, she feels that she has become a girl again, becoming gentle and virtuous, and becoming sensible and well-behaved, but these changes have happened one after another, and she feels that she has embarked on an unknown road, how should she go on......
Shuyu smiled blankly, because the person she loved was ahead, and the person in the future was in her belly.
Liu Qingyang sighed and said: "Female doll, don't worry too much about my old man, although my heart must be sad, but this is inevitable, no matter how crazy my old man is, he is not hard-hearted, and there will be people in his heart, and there are also beloved things, all of whom have been young and stubborn." ”
Shuyu nodded, "Master, I know that you have definitely not had an easy time these years, but I believe that you must be very happy, with Master's open-mindedness, no matter how big the difficulties will be solved, don't you say?" ”
"Hahaha, or you female doll can talk, my old man is not as powerful as you say, I just think about things when I should think, eat and drink when I shouldn't think, and be at peace with what happens, I can't stop things like wind and rain, not to mention the thousands of difficulties and dangers in this world, do you say this is the truth?" Liu Qingyang turned his head and said.
"Yes! It is important to have a quiet time, but the courage to move forward is still necessary, a person in this world can not go smoothly, how can you be embarrassed to say that you have lived once without experiencing strong winds and waves? Shuyu said proudly.
Liu Qingyang laughed, he laughed at the thousands of people in this world, but he lost his beloved, he laughed at the thousands of difficulties and dangers in this world, but he also moved forward all the way, no matter how big the wind and rain were, the pace did not stop.
"Girl, many things in the dark are so destined, what you just said made my old man feel many years younger, thank you, I think my poetry must still be alive, so I want to find her, I want to try to find her, she is all the hope of the rest of my life." Liu Qingyang waved his long whip as he spoke, and the carriage walked forward.
"How is this girl Xue Qing?" Liu Qingyang suddenly remembered Xue Qing behind him.
"Xue Qing's face doesn't seem to be so ugly, but she's been sleeping, I don't know if it matters." Shuyu suddenly became nervous, just now she was just chatting with Liu Qingyang, leaving Xue Qing behind.
"It shouldn't be tight, this girl has a deep internal strength, but she won't use it, as long as her breath is smooth, it's okay to sleep." Liu Qingyang said.
"Master, when you say this, I think this is the case with Xuanwu, sometimes Xuanwu doesn't know how to use internal force, often falls asleep, and many times he can't make moves with masters." Shuyu said.
Liu Qing raised his eyebrows and said, "Xuanwu also has this situation? Could it be that he practiced some martial arts secrets, but failed to comprehend the mysteries? Liu Qingyang muttered to himself.
"I haven't heard of Xuanwu practicing any martial arts cheats, and Xuanwu is not very interested in martial arts cheats and the like, he is thinking about the people of Guangling and the major affairs of the court." Shuyu said.
"If a person wants to gain a foothold, he must have something extraordinary, Xuanwu is understandable even if he practices martial arts cheats, after all, there are countless people who want him to die, and there is no one or two skills, how do you say to serve the country and the people?" Liu Qingyang said.
"Also, it's hard for Xuanwu, I think sometimes he really can't hold on." Sook-yu said and began to cry again.
"Girl, don't be sad, the man is ambitious in all directions, and the more he has experienced, the more stable he is, and he is the one who does great things!" Liu Qingyang said.
As soon as the words fell, another cold wind suddenly hit.