Natsu collapsed.

Fan Li's words hit him like a muffled thunderbolt. The beating made him dizzy, and he burned inside. I didn't have any mental preparation before, so I just left?

He was a bitter child, his father died in battle, his mother also died, and he was a child of a few years old wandering between heaven and earth. Later, he was caught by a group of people and gave him food, but cut him in the crotch.

Later, the wound stopped hurting and I thought it was fine. He didn't know what the meaning of that knife was. When he found out what was going on with the knife, he was terrified. for he found that the knife had not destroyed him.

He grew up in the palace and knew that if he was found to be a man of gender, he would end up being beaten to death with a stick.

He lived in terror.

But in the end, it was discovered, but the secret was discovered by a maid Luo Jiang, who not only did not report him, but also completed the first feat in his life with him. Then it was Zimei in that inexplicable hut, teaching him how to please women.

In the end, he was given to Queen Gouyu, the wife of King Wu. That's the king's wife.

He didn't know if it was a dream. Gou Yu's tenderness warmed his lonely heart. Although he was scared, he had no regrets in his life.

Seventeen or eighteen years have passed like this, and he is no longer too afraid, and he has adapted to such a life. It's good like this, a humble person like him is super satisfied to live like this.

He had many dreams, the most of which was that when a great change occurred, he took the opportunity to escape with Gou Yu and leave the terrible palace. Escape to a deserted place and live the rest of your life in fear no more.

He is in love with Gou. But he knew that although he and Gou Hao had shared the bed for so many years, he was still not qualified to fall in love with Gou Hui. But he is still in love with Gou. His affection for Gou Yu has risen from physiological satisfaction to the height of love.

He knew it was ridiculous. But he cherished this emotion in his heart, and he didn't dare to show it to anyone, let alone say it to Gou Yu.

Poor man.

He seemed to have forgotten the danger. Because danger is around, but it has been frozen for so many years. He thought it was all right.

But when things came, Fan Li told him that he was very dangerous now, and he had to leave here and go to a strange place to make a living on his own.

He didn't know how to support himself, he couldn't do anything but serve women.

In other words, there is no more leisure and elegant life in the palace. From then on, I couldn't see Gou Yu anymore.

He was reluctant to leave the palace, reluctant to leave Gouyu. Is there no way to do it?

After dinner, Xiao Xia no longer had the intention of standing at his post. He's been in that position for almost twenty years. It was the last night, and tomorrow he would go out of the palace gates, and never again.

Gou Yu was in the brightly lit room, and he couldn't go in to see her. Fan Li sternly ordered him not to see Gou Yu again. Isn't it okay to say goodbye?

In that big room called Zhengyang Palace, he and Gou Yu spent many happy nights. Sometimes they didn't turn off the lights when they slept, and he saw Gou Yu's white body.

That's his almost crazy body!

None of this is the future. The danger is thawed, and the danger lurks in the darkness, and it is about to pounce on him and tear him to pieces.

Then let's go, don't get involved.

He generally knew what was going on, and knew that Fan Li sent Luo Jiang to be good with him, in order to test whether he was good or not, and sent Zimei to teach him how to hook up. In the end, he and Gou Yu were entangled.

He didn't know why Fan Li did this. He doesn't understand politics and doesn't care about politics. But he knew that Fan Li was a good person, and Fan Li would not harm him. Fan Li is still trustworthy.

It was already late at night, and he couldn't calm himself yet. He walked around the inner courtyard.

King Wu and Xi Shi lived in Gusutai, and the other women of King Wu were widowed in this compound. Everyone was bored and lonely, and there was no fun, and soon after dark, the lights were extinguished one by one. The lights of Gojo were also extinguished.

The inner courtyard of the palace was completely silent.

Xiao Xia was a little tired, he had been walking in this big courtyard for two or three hours, and his thoughts were full of confusion. All sorts of ideas kept popping up. In the end, they were all pressed down.

Forget it, don't want to. Gou, my man. Farewell, farewell, goodbye. Let's sleep. Sleep, tomorrow morning there will be a palace maid to inform him to go to the street to buy a box of orchid powder. Then Fan Li will come to pick him up, and from then on, he will live the rest of his life.

He came to his residence. I was about to push the door in, but I stepped back, stood by the osmanthus tree, unbuttoned my pants, and poured a soak of urine. Sleeping with a pee, everyone is used to it, so that you can sleep peacefully.

Halfway through the pee, I suddenly heard footsteps behind me, followed by a voice: "Who's here?" ”

It was the voice of the chamberlain Luwen. Xiao Xia replied: "It's me, Xiao Xia, Brother Lu Wen hasn't slept yet?" ”

Lu Wen stood down, seemed to be examining something in the night, and hesitated for a moment before saying, "Oh! It's Natsu! Haven't slept yet? ”

Xiao Xia said, "I'm getting ready to sleep." Why don't you come in and sit down? ”

"Oooh! No, no, go to bed. Lu Wen replied vaguely, took a few steps, and looked back at Xiao Xia thoughtfully, before leaving.

Xiao Xia looked at Lu Wen's back and muttered, "What's wrong with this guy?" Shinto. ”

Xiao Xia pushed open the door, didn't light the lamp, and collapsed on the bed with his clothes closed.

He had nothing to keep in store except for the limited silver taels he had accumulated over the years. Tomorrow morning, I put that little money in my arms, pull my legs and leave.

No, there's something wrong!

What went wrong? There's nothing wrong with that. If you make a mistake, you will lose your life!

Xiao Xia repeatedly checked her words and deeds, and found nothing wrong.

Nothing, huh? Why is your heart so unquiet? God, please bless me, I have been cowardly all my life, I have never done anything harmful, only others have harmed me, please let me leave this hellish place safely.

He lay on the bed and pulled the quilt up to his body, but he couldn't sleep. A terrible premonition struck him, and he was terrified.

From the time Fan Li said that he wanted to take him away, until he returned to his hut, he had hardly seen anyone for two or three hours, even those palace maids who were usually very familiar with him.

The only person I saw was the chamberlain Lu Wen. Lu Wen is not good to himself, seeing that he serves Gou Yu and does not have to do rough work, he often says some sour and cool words.

At that time, he was peeing at the door, and Lu Wen came over, said hello, said a few words, and left. It's nothing, is it? But that's not right——。

Pee? Pee!

"Mom!" Xiao Xia jumped up in horror and shouted, "I'm finished!" He collapsed to the ground all at once.