There is no update today, and I will make up for it next month.

Although I am isolated at home during the Chinese New Year, there are too many trivial things. Sitting in front of the computer today, I found that my head was empty and I couldn't type a word.

I especially wanted to go out in the morning, but my daughter-in-law was probably afraid that she would come back too late and delay the update, so she only went to the supermarket in the end.

When I came back, I was still dizzy.

Thinking about it, even if you write it, it's a coping situation, or forget it.

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Let's take the opportunity to chat.

After stopping for nearly a year, it is actually not a simple Kavin, as I said before, if a writer does not lose confidence in himself, it is unlikely that Carvin will be possible.

I guess I'm just losing faith in myself, right?

I feel like I can't write all of a sudden.

This feeling is not only from Mastiff Tang, I just took a look at the document, and a total of more than 1.9 million words have been coded in this year, and at the beginning of eleven stories, I often tried almost all classifications.

The most, even more than 300,000 words of manuscript have been saved.

However, there are problems, and none of them can satisfy themselves.

I'm very confused.,Suddenly I feel a little can't keep up with the current rhythm.,Can't write....

I was even a little depressed, so much so that something that had been formed in my mind and even had a very high desire to write out suddenly became uncertain, blurred, and I didn't dare to put pen to paper.

I've been trying to adjust, but the reality is cruel. All kinds of trivial things lead you, tie you up, and make people unable to settle down.

I'm sorry, I wanted to tell the story grandiosely, I wanted to make it less empty, but because of this, I lost something that an online writer should care about.

Forget your roots!

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I know that there are still many friends in the group who will never leave them, and when I heard the news that a new book may be released in March, I am already trying to organize people by all means to prepare to help Cangshan again.

But, forget it!

Let's be honest, the new book has been released, but I don't plan to tell anyone.

A brand new trumpet, a story that doesn't fit in at all, and even the editor doesn't know it's an old author.

The ideas I had in the morning were sent out in the afternoon, without much consideration or consideration......

There is not even an internal investment, which is released directly in the background.

It's a very casual story, and I didn't expect it to produce results (I don't know if I can sign a contract or not.) ）

I just want to use such an irresponsible story to get back the unfamiliar pen of this year, and bring back my confidence and passion.

I'm afraid I'll waste a piece of everyone's heart, so don't ask anyone, let me have fun by myself.

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"Mastiff Tang" will continue to be more and will not be a eunuch, even if it is not profitable. This is a promise I have long made to book friends who have always adhered to it, and I will remember it at all times.

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Also, take off all the "gang" signs!

An author, if he can't speak with his work, is incompetent.

Relying on past achievements and supporters, they squeeze surplus value in this stinky and shameless way......

It's shameless.

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By the way, the last small request, Regan's new book "A Number of Merry People", is to support it.

He is one of my favorite authors......

Thank you.