Chapter 122: The Flower in My Heart
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Is there such guts?
This sentence tossed back and forth in Lian Jing's heart, tormenting him endlessly.
Admittedly, this is indeed very tempting, as long as he dares to take this step, all problems will be solved. He is no longer a little son who is not worthy of golden branches and jade leaves, and those things that were once unattainable will be owned overnight.
With a delicate wife, lovely children, supreme power, and noble status, life has reached its peak since then. He really wanted to know what it was like to stand on the top and look at the view, with a squinting, haughty gaze.
But my father didn't say what if he failed
If you take one wrong step, it will be an abyss. Thinking about it seriously, he should not be afraid of death, but his father, who is pregnant, is happy and stable Yiguang
Not to mention
The man who sat on the throne was not only his king, but also his only childhood companion and support.
Ying Qi is a veritable pride of the sky, as bright as the moon, and he is the object of everyone's admiration at any time. Obviously there is a body of brilliance, but it will not burn people's eyes, and the gaze that looks at you is always gentle, calm, and calm.
The first time we met, it was by a pond.
He squatted on the ground alone and played in the mud, trying to pinch a mother for himself. Ying Qi passed by surrounded by everyone, dressed in white, clean and flawless. Everyone else laughed at him for not having a proper upbringing, only he squatted on the ground and asked with a smile: "Is it fun?"
The second time we met, it was at a banquet.
He was blocked in a corner and forced to learn how to bark because he secretly glanced at the girl that others admired. Ying Qi walked from the crowd, his back straight, his voice was not loud, but it exuded irresistible majesty.
Later, Ying Qi needed to accompany him, and he named "Lian Jing" among dozens of names.
What a great honor and luck it was to accompany the eldest prince, and it befell him like this, a mediocre, even cowardly and timid him.
As for why, he once asked, and remembered that sentence very clearly: because he was very quiet. It turns out that quietness is also a person's advantage, and Ying Qi likes quiet people.
With such an opportunity, he naturally worked hard, thinking that he couldn't be too ashamed. Ying Qi was really happy to see it, and praised me for being a malleable talent. Since then, the very important things that have been lost in my heart have been picked up little by little, such as dignity and self-confidence.
It is really a great benefit to follow the eldest prince. In the boring study year after year, what he saw and heard was beyond the reach of others, and he knew more than others, and his mind was naturally open and broad, and he began to raise his eyes to see the world and began to look forward to the beauty of the world.
After Ying Qi ascended the throne as emperor, his life also began to be brilliant. As a partner from childhood to adulthood, Ying Qi naturally trusted him very much, and promoted him step by step to the position of the commander of the Praetorian Guard, a key position related to his family's life.
Even about something as important as Empress Beiluo, Ying Qi did not hand it over to others, but to him.
In his heart, he is always grateful to him, just like a bright moon, which allowed him to find his way in the dark night of solitude, and made him change from a humble and cowardly poor worm to a man who everyone admires.
And now, he hasn't thanked him, he wants to
Betrayed him
Looking up at the bright moon, Lian Jing's heart was terrified
Xingcheng
There are a total of 28 cities in Nanqian, and Xingcheng is not particularly conspicuous among them, and I never thought that one day the Southern Emperor and the Empress would come at the same time, so there was no Jianxing Palace or other courtyards.
Ying Qi lives directly in the official office, which is the most convenient for both military affairs and office. But Jinyan is different, the sudden appearance of a woman in the men's pile can always attract special attention, especially when he learns that this may be the trigger of the war, he has to take a few more looks.
The emotions in these eyes are chaotic and complicated, and Ying Qi doesn't like it very much. Although he and Zhan Nian coincidentally chose the border trade dispute as the reason, although he could use thunderous means to block the mouths of Youyou, he couldn't stop people's suspicions in private.
So, on the second day of Jin Yanlai, they moved to a private house. Originally, this was a small courtyard for the richest man in the local area, so the area was not large, and it was quiet and elegant.
Ying Qi likes it very much.
In the small backyard, you can always find that figure as far as the eye can see. At this moment, she walked towards you with a smile in the afterglow of the sunset, holding a porcelain white plate in her slender hand, and said softly to you, "Little girl, your cherry blossom fruit is ready, ah, open your mouth"
Ying Qi's face quietly turned red, this "little obedient" is his new nickname, how to say the feeling of this nickname, both joy and resistance, happiness and pain. As long as his skin is thick enough to withstand the strange gazes of others, such a sweet and greasy name is still quite appetizing.
It's just that when he adds a "ah, open his mouth", it always reminds him of a chubby and cute little doll, is this to feed him as a child?
However, he has a thick skin and good quality in his heart, he only needs to open his mouth seriously, and the cherry blossoms and snow honey fruits will be sent in, slowly melting, and flowing into his heart will become sweet and joyful.
Well, delicious.
Just sat upright and ate, a patient and meticulous feeding, a small plate of cherry blossom snow honey fruit was quickly eaten. Ying Qi finally dared to cast his eyes on Jinyan, only to see that she was wearing a homely skirt, with narrow sleeves rolled up at will, revealing a small section of Yuxue Hao's wrist, which was particularly dazzling and fascinating.
couldn't help but reach out and grab the jade snow hao's wrist, holding the person in his arms, Ying Qi was a little discouraged and asked: "When will I be able to collect the nine jade pieces?"
Jin Yan sneered, nodded at Ying Qi's eyebrows and said, "Then you have to ask yourself, I can't help it." ”
Ying Qi stopped talking when he heard it.
In the evening, Jin Yan had fallen asleep, and Ying Qi quietly got up and sat in the courtyard. He took out four jade pieces from his arms, arranged them neatly on the stone table, and stared at them without blinking, his eyes deep and solemn.
He felt that he might not be able to collect nine jade pieces in his lifetime.
I originally thought that it was a very simple thing not to get angry for five days in a row, but who expected it to be so difficult to do.
This morning, he was angry because Jin Yan didn't kiss him in good morning; Yesterday at noon, he was very angry because Jin Yan didn't hug him at noon; The night before, he was angry because Jin Yan didn't have a good night before bed.
For three days in a row, it is not angry to not survive a day
In fact, he also found that he was easily angry now, especially in front of Jin Yan, and there was a feeling that he could not be satisfied, feeling that she was giving less, and that she was not loving enough.
In the past, they only had each other, and he was very sure of Jinyan's wholeheartedness, and those outsiders were like stumbling blocks, just kick them away. However, in the next three years, there was a real person who was separated between them, and in these long days, he not only replaced you, but also did better than you, and got more than you.
He was far away in another country, but he had heard so much about them.
He heard that the Zhan clan was a high-ranking official, he heard that Empress Zhan was quite famous in the harem of the former dynasty, and he also heard that the emperor and queen were deeply in love, and the empress was wholeheartedly only the queen. These made him surprised and jealous, how did Zhan Nian do it, not fighting, not grabbing, not complaining, not jealous, so that Jin Yan was willing to take care of it wholeheartedly
Every time I think of this, my heart will quickly become unbalanced, and I just feel that Jin Yan doesn't love him enough and gives him too little, especially compared to that person, he has become the one who can't be compared, and he is very angry
He is the pride of the sky, when can he not compare with others, the most important thing is that in the relationship, there can only be one person's position, how can he compare
It's just that he has such a bad temper, how long can Jin Yan endure it, and the terrible thing is that he knows the crux of the problem, but he can't control himself at all.
Ying Qi's brows tightened more and more, and his gaze staring at the four jade pieces never took his eyes off. The breeze brushed his brows over and over again, but he couldn't get rid of it.
"Such a good interest, why don't you call me" A soft voice sounded, and Ying Qi looked up and saw a smiling face.
This smile seemed to have the ability to heal, and the eyebrows immediately relaxed, and once again took the person into his arms, smelling the unique fragrant fragrance, and suddenly felt a little proud in his heart.
No matter how important you are, it's only in the past, and now she doesn't remember you for a long time.
Under such a beautiful moonlight, in this warm courtyard, I can hold her hand, laugh and chat together, or hug each other to sleep.
Therefore, nothing can compare to the present, nothing can compare to the present.
That's why a fool will let you go back.
Thinking of this, Ying Qi secretly stretched out his hand to Jinyan's waist, took off a jade piece when she was not paying attention, pretended to fall to the ground, picked it up with great surprise and said, "Oh, look what treasure I have picked up"
Dodging the little hand that brocade stretched over, Ying Qi said with a smile: "Whoever picks it up is whoever's, my luck is really good." ”
While quickly putting it in his arms, he complained, "You are really, why don't you put it away, such a valuable thing will be lost, fortunately, my family has a big business, otherwise you would have been defeated." ”
"That is, I, can endure your various little problems, and I am forced to be angry, who let me marry such a worrying daughter-in-law."
"So you're not qualified to dislike me, you know, you have to keep this in mind?"
Jin Yan's gaze was full of suspicion, inquiry, and even disdain, but he nodded very seriously at the end.
So when the breeze of the summer night blew again, Ying Qi's heart seemed to bloom a flower