This chapter is purely an experimental approach, please forgive me if you are not satisfied.

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I used to be an assassin, an assassin is the kind of person who eats by killing people, what I want is hard hearted, cold-blooded, maybe I was born to be an assassin's material, I am very cold-blooded, cold-blooded to the point that I haven't cried since I was born by my mother, who I have never met, really, I didn't cry when I was a child, when my father beat me every day when he was drunk and beat me all over my body, and then he died, I was only thirteen years old, I had no source of livelihood, I was often hungry, I didn't cry.

The first time I killed someone was in the winter of the year my father died, I remember the scene vividly, there was a light snow in the sky, the salt-like snowflakes poured silently from the dark and dreary waterfall, the bone-chilling wind carried the snow quietly and calmly, leaving a fine and thick layer on the road, on the canopy and on my body, I had not eaten for three days, but I still held a hammer stolen from the blacksmith shop tightly in my hand, holding my life, someone paid thirty yuan to buy me to kill Feng Batian in Chen Liucheng, Because Feng Batian collected protection money in his vegetable field, he couldn't beat Feng Batian, so he found someone to kill Feng Batian for him, I took his money, I don't know martial arts, and no one has taught me martial arts, I only have one strength, but I want to eat and live.

I waited all night outside the gate of the Qinglou where Feng Batian often haunts, almost all my body froze, the only thing that was not frozen was the hand holding the iron chisel, when Feng Batian came out with the two women in his arms, I put the iron chisel ** his chest, dark red blood splashed on my face, it was hot, and there was a salty taste, I smiled, I knew, my blood was cold.

After killing Feng Batian, I became the most famous assassin in Chen Liucheng, there was an endless stream of people looking for me to kill people, I didn't have to go hungry, but I missed, and I missed under the hands of a person who should have died in my hands, his name was Zuo Ci, he didn't kill me, he also taught me martial arts, and told me to be a man to stand up to the sky, not to live secretly, and then one day, he left, and I was alone again. It just so happened that Chen Liutai was guarding Zhang Miao to recruit troops, so I went.

Being a soldier is very hard, there is not enough food and clothing, and there are yellow turban thieves who rebel, and it is also dangerous, many recruits are crying, I didn't cry, and some people can't stand being deserters, and I didn't run away. There were veterans in the army who bullied the recruits, but they didn't dare to bully me, because they had heard my name, and once a dozen of them beat me together in the black field, but I didn't hit them, but I beat them so that they could no longer be soldiers, and as a result, I was whipped more than 100 times by my superiors, and I couldn't move for a few days, and I didn't cry.

The Yellow Turban Thieves are getting stronger and stronger, and finally one day they hit Chen Liu, Taishou sent the general to meet the enemy, and I also went, there are many Yellow Turban Thieves, and the general on our side is a loose bag, and he fled before the battle was fought, I didn't escape. I saw that the leader of the Yellow Turban Thief was very far ahead, so I rushed up, I was an infantryman, I didn't have any armor, I was wearing a rag shirt, and I was wearing the same as what I had worn since I was a child, the Yellow Turban Thief's guns, spears, and knives could easily penetrate my clothes, and I had a lot of wounds on my body, but the leader of the Yellow Turban Thief was also killed by me, and the general saw that the Yellow Turban Thief was in chaos, so he took the opportunity to kill it back, and the Yellow Turban Thief ran away, but my body was also stained red with my own blood, it hurt, and I didn't cry.

The general didn't give me a reward, Mu Ren told me, he said that the general didn't mention me when he reported to Taishou, but only said that the leader of the Yellow Turban Thieves was killed by the general himself, and Taishou gave the general a lot of rewards, I didn't care, I just drank the decoction that Mu Ren bought for me with his pay. Mu Ren is my only friend in Chenliu, he is very thin, often bullied, once when he was bullied, I happened to bump into me, I beat those people and crippled, Mu Ren became my friend, no one dared to bully him anymore, I had a lot of food, I couldn't eat enough food in the army, Mu Ren gave him to me, and then I often thought, if only Mu Ren was still alive, I could return all the food he ate to him.

Mu Ren later died, because he accidentally hit Lord Kim's horse and was beheaded by Lord Kim's men, Lord Jin is not an official, but a relative of a big official in the imperial court, so we call him Lord Kim. Mu Ren's mother went to the yamen to complain, but was kicked out by the official master, Mu Ren was the only son in the family, and his widowed mother threw herself into the well. I killed Lord Jin, in the bazaar, he was buying jewelry for his eleventh aunt's wife, the same as killing Feng Batian, Lord Jin's blood was also splashed on my face, it was also hot, I cut off Lord Jin's head and walked in the direction of Mu Ren's grave, there were many people in the bazaar, about a few hundred, but none of them dared to approach me. When I put Lord Kim's head in front of Mu Ren's grave, I wanted to cry for the first time in my life, but I didn't cry.

I couldn't continue to serve as a soldier in Chenliu, so I hid in the mountains and made a living hunting. I don't know how long later, one day, I met a tiger on the mountain, others met the tiger to run, but I was not afraid, the tiger pounced and was avoided by me, and then I grabbed its tail, picked it up more than a dozen times, I wanted to throw it on the rock and die, the tiger has a lot of meat, one head is enough for me to eat for several days, but the tiger's tail suddenly broke, it took the opportunity to run, I chased, chased from the mountain to the bottom of the mountain, and chased from the bottom of the mountain to the mountain, I finally caught it up. I was happily roasting tiger meat when a man came to speak to me because he saw me chasing a tiger.

"This strong man, you are so powerful, even the tiger is chased by you all over the mountain, it really makes me admire, my name is Xiahou Dun, Zi Yuan Rang, may I ask what is your name?"

I didn't look at him, I just cared about roasting tiger meat, "My name is Dian Wei, no word." ”

Later, I gradually realized that what I said that day was very impolite, but he was not angry, "Dian Zhuangshi, you have such martial arts, it is a pity to be buried in the mountains and wilderness, it is better for the strong man to go with me to vote for my lord, the lord will definitely reuse the strong man, and make meritorious contributions on the battlefield in the future, so as to gain a meritorious position and seal his wife and son." ”

I still didn't look at him, "I can't eat enough to be a soldier, I won't go." ”

He smiled, "Don't worry, strong man, I will guarantee with my life that you can eat enough, if you can't eat enough in the barracks, cut my meat and roast it." ”

I didn't even think about it, "Okay, I'll go with you." "He became my second friend.

His lord's name is Cao Cao, a descendant of a eunuch's adopted son, and I have a bad background, Cao Cao is very good to me, always smiling and talking to me, I can eat enough at his place, and he also took off the cotton robe he wore for me to wear, I grew up so old and wore cotton clothes for the first time, it was so warm, he knew that I didn't have a word, so he gave me one, called Evil, it was the name of a fierce general in ancient times, he became my lord, I want to protect him for a lifetime.

The dead fat man is not my friend, he is my relative, I had a fight with him the first time we met, although he couldn't beat me, but he lasted a few hours, and in the end he still lost, he told me that I was the first person to beat him, he admired me, and we became friends. Then they became relatives, because he heard me say that I was bullied by the general before, and he ran into Chen Liucheng overnight and brought the general's head to me.

The lord wants to go to Luoyang to fight Dong Zhuo, because Dong Zhuo has done a lot of bad things, the lord wants to go to the heavens and eliminate harm for the people, the lord doesn't take me and the dead fat man to go, and the smartest person in the world, Guo Jia, the lord doesn't allow him to go. Of course I don't dare, I want to protect the lord for the rest of my life, I said I was going to go, and even threatened the lord that if he didn't take me to I, I would die in front of him, the lord persuaded me for a long time, saying that I should retain my strength, hide my edge, and just in case, I didn't listen, and finally the lord also threatened me, if I had to follow, I wouldn't want me to be his soldier, I listened to the lord, I was afraid that the lord didn't want me to be his soldier.

When the lord's army was marching out, I always felt like something was missing in my heart when I looked at the lord's back, and I always felt that something bad was going to happen. My feeling was right, and then the news came that the lord suffered a defeat in a tiger prison, and the lord was also caught by Dong Zhuo and went to Luoyang, I was about to rush to Luoyang to save the lord, Guo Jia stopped me, saying that I just went to die, and asked me to listen to him, I didn't want to listen, but when the lord left, I told me to listen to Guo Jia, and I listened to the lord.

Guo Jia asked me and the dead fat man to lead troops to Rao Dao Hanoi to the north of Luoyang to ambush, and he and Xun Yu went to Luoyang to try to separate the relationship between Dong Zhuo and Lu Bu, the world's first general, and then we raided the savior of Luoyang. The world's first general? It's such a big breath, I don't accept it.

We lost, the strategy of Guo Jia, the smartest man in the world, was seen through by a man named Li Ru, Xun Yu and his nephew were killed by Dong Zhuo, and I and the dead fat man's ambush soldiers were also wiped out, if it wasn't for the dead fat man holding me and jumping off the Yellow River, I'm afraid I would also die.

I was not convinced by the dead fat man, so I went to Luoyang to assassinate Li Ru, Li Ru did not kill, but I saw Dong Zhuo's appearance, it turned out that he was fatter than the dead fat man, and I also met a little white-faced opponent, the little white face is more powerful than the dead fat man, I may not be his opponent, I and the dead fat man finally escaped.

Later, we finally found Guo Jia, he was so smart, he quickly inquired about the whereabouts of the lord, and came up with a way to save the lord, but there was a lack of a person who went to the palace to set fire, there were many palace guards in Luoyang, and if you go in, you may not be able to get out, it's very dangerous, I'll go. The dead fat man wanted to rush to the palace with me, but I told him that I didn't know how to water, he knew how to water, and he could cross the Yellow River with the lord on his back, so he didn't rob me, but when he sent me into the palace, I heard his voice crying, and I didn't cry.

The palace is so big, I finally found the kitchen of the palace, and took a lot of oil from it, these oils are so fragrant, I have never eaten before following the lord, I poured oil on the palace, these palaces are so beautiful, it is a pity to burn, but for the sake of the savior, I have to burn. A few of the guards had approached me, and I strangled them all to death, and they didn't make a sound.

I struck the hammer twice, and the dead fat man told me that it was ugly, and when the time came, I threw the torch on the oil, and tonight it was very windy, and the fire soon turned the sky red, and the shouts rang out.

I made a mistake, I shouldn't have caught the firefighter and asked the little emperor where he lived, let alone let that person have a chance to shout, or I might be able to kill the little emperor, let Dong Zhuo wear the hat of killing the king, and let everyone in the world hate Dong Zhuo and see his true face.

One hundred and seventy-one, one hundred and seventy-two, maybe I counted wrong, the dead fat man always joked that I couldn't count, but I would only count less, not more, and groups of royal guards surrounded me, my iron halberd, my arms, my body, all splashed with blood, and under my feet were the corpses of these wastes, and there were two wastes in the distance pointing fingers, asking other wastes to kill me. But every piece of waste that came within three feet of me became a corpse lying on the ground.

I stopped playing with them, and I heard shouts of killing outside the palace, and there were people shouting the name of the lord, and the dead fat man had succeeded. I looked for the direction and walked towards the outside of the palace step by step, I was going to judge the lord, and the wastes tried to stop me, but could they stop me?

I was also injured, not much, about a dozen, less than when Chen Liuzhan was fighting the Yellow Turban Thief, as soon as I got out of the palace gate, I threw off my feet and ran, not that I was afraid of them, I was going to the north gate to judge the lord, I made an appointment with the dead fat man, he rescued the lord and fled from the north gate, and the lord crossed the Yellow River to be safe.

Why are there so many soldiers on the road, has Dong Zhuo transferred all the soldiers into the city? Didn't Guo Jia say that Dong Zhuojun's soldiers had the worst military discipline, as long as Luoyang City was in chaos, they would take advantage of the fire to rob and invade the people, but how could I see that the people of Luoyang City lit up their lamps so that Dong Zhuojun's soldiers could see me, isn't Luoyang's lamp oil expensive? When I was a child, I was in Chenliu, and I had to blow out the lamp before the time came, and the lamp oil was too expensive for my family to afford.

I may not be able to get to the north gate, Dong Zhuojun has too many guns, their guns are denser than fences, I may have one more wound every time I take a step forward, I am not afraid of bloodshed, but I am afraid that I will dry the blood before I get to the north gate, and I can't give the lord a judge.

The fire that ignited in Luoyang City helped me a lot, that is the direction where the Luoyang granary is located, and the hundreds of thousands of victims outside Luoyang City still have to count on those grains to survive, Dong Zhuojun had to send troops to rescue that side, was it put by the lord's people? It shouldn't be, Guo Jia told me that it was supposed to burn the granary in Luoyang and make Dong Zhuojun chaotic, but no matter how bad Dong Zhuo is, no matter whether he is sincere or hypocritical, we can't make trouble if he helps the disaster victims, and we can't let the disaster victims starve to death. I know the taste of hunger, I used to be a companion with it, no matter who burned the Luoyang granary, if I can go back alive, I will not let him go.

While Dong Zhuojun was in chaos, I grabbed a horse and ran desperately towards the north gate, no matter whether they shot me with arrows, or stabbed me with guns or slashed me, I just dodged, did not fight back, and wanted to save my physical strength to judge the Lord.

When I ran to the north gate, I saw a red-faced young general shouting there, "Catch Cao Cao, reward ten thousand households, kill Cao Cao, reward a thousand gold!" "I breathed a sigh of relief, the lord had escaped from Luoyang. But I cheered up again, and now was not the time to relax, so I grabbed the iron halberd and slashed at the red-faced general, and I threw him off the horse, but my strength was much less, and I certainly didn't kill him, and his robbery pierced my lower abdomen.

I was standing in the middle of the north gate of Luoyang, Dong Zhuojun's soldiers were squeezing towards me like a hornet, and I had at least thirty or forty wounds on my body, but I was still waving my halberd, no matter who wanted to pass through me, he had to leave his life behind, I couldn't feel the pain anymore, the blood was flowing down my whole body, and this time my blood was hot......

I don't know how many people I have slashed, and my arms have long been numb, but they are still wielding iron halberds, and they are finally afraid, and they retreat, and the arrows rain down on me, and stick me like a hedgehog......

I floated in the air and saw that my corpse was still standing in the middle of the city gate, and Dong Zhuojun still didn't dare to approach me, but kept shooting my corpse with arrows, as if he wanted to shoot my corpse down......

I am Dian Wei, and I don't cry.