"Xiaolong, you escort the queen back to Beijing, first grounded in Chaoyang Palace, and then make a decision after I go back."

"Yes!" Xiaolong said respectfully, not daring to be half contemptuous. In front of them, he seldom called himself I.

"Xiaoshuo, you take some people to stay and see if there is anything you need to help with. The rest of the people will follow me back to the Zhizhou Mansion! ”

"Yes!" Xiao Shuo secretly sighed, no matter how iron-blooded and decisive the emperor is, for Xue Qing, he will always be the meticulous Xia Hongying. Even if she was hurt, she still couldn't rest assured.

"Send it to the cave room—" The wedding continued.

Sitting on the bed with Ren Dart, Long Yuheng tried his best to straighten up, and reached out to lift Xue Qing's red hijab. Xue Qing bent her eyes and looked at him with affection, suppressing her sadness and showing the most beautiful side in front of his eyes.

If she knew this, she should have dressed up properly. No, if she knew this, she should have left early, or stayed in Qinghui Yuan and fought with Lei Yulin directly.

Looking at her flower-like smile, Long Yuheng felt that everything was worth it, and muttered, "Sister...... Are you ...... now? Be...... It's mine...... Lady ......"

Xue Qing held back her tears and nodded with a smile.

Long Yuheng stretched out his hand and stroked her cheek: "This day...... I...... Looking forward to it...... Long...... Xue Qing ...... I can...... Call your ...... The name ......"

Xue Qing pressed his hand and nodded heavily.

Long Yuheng felt a little tired and leaned his head on her shoulder: "Xueqing...... Lady ......"

"Yuheng, we are now husband and wife. I'll heal you, and we'll keep it for later. ”

"You...... No...... Comfort me...... I...... No regrets...... Let me...... Leaning on the ......"

"Okay, you can do it."

"Yuheng...... Yuheng? Yuheng! ”

Xue Qing reached out to probe his snort, touched his pulse again, and couldn't stop it anymore.

He went away silently, leaning into her arms, his face serene.

For a while, there were sobs in the room, and Xu Ruojuan had already fainted from crying.

It was Xue Qing who was the first to wipe away her tears: "Ren Gongzi, Yu Heng's aftermath will bother you to worry about it." ”

"Rei...... Rest assured, brother and sister, everything is left to me. ”

Xue Qing nodded and took the silver for him.

It was late at night, and only Xue Qing and Ren Caidie were left burning paper money in the mourning hall. Xu Ruojuan's body was even worse, she couldn't stay up, she had already fallen asleep, and was served by the little maid. As the only man, Ren Dart is also running around.

Afraid that Xue Qing would refuse, Xiao Shuo just secretly helped some. But Ren Dart also didn't have a good impression of them, and was unwilling to accept his kindness.

Xue Qing's tears had long since dried up, and Ren Caidie was still sobbing incessantly.

"Don't cry anymore, don't hurt the child in your belly, this is the only thing left by Yuheng. There are a few tiled houses here, as well as the plum garden in Yuzhou City, you can keep them, and you can rely on them with your children in the future. ”

"Sister, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Yuheng, I'm ...... I don't have the face to see him......"

Xue Qing said lightly: "All this is because of me, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

"No, sister, I was wrong, I really know it's wrong!" At this time, Ren Caidie almost collapsed, and her hidden heart was about to crush her, and she urgently needed someone to talk to.

"Sister, I killed Yuheng! I did the foolish thing I did in order to monopolize him! It was me who colluded with Jiang Junpeng, it was me who deliberately took my mother to Shuzhou City, it was me who reported to the queen, I just wanted him to leave you, I didn't want to harm him...... I don't know, he has loved you so much that he has lost his life...... If I had known, I would have preferred to let go and quit ......"

Xue Qing's hand trembled, the truth turned out to be so ridiculous. Looking at Ren Caidie, who had already cried into tears and kept repenting, Xue Qing suddenly didn't want to blame anyone, because when it came to accountability, the culprit was still herself.

"This is the end of the matter, and it is useless to say more. It is he who bears you first, and you will be worthy of him when you finish his posthumous affairs and give birth to the child. In the future, if you meet the right person, you will marry, but don't treat Yuheng's children badly. If you don't want to keep him, you can also leave it to me to raise. ”

"Sister, you don't blame me?"

"Blame you for being useful, it's all over, let it go. I only hope that you can give birth to Yu Heng's child and keep his bloodline. ”

"Sister, don't worry, this child is my life."

The wind blew her hair, and Xue Qing sat alone in Long Yuheng's grave in a daze.

Feeling the warmth on her shoulders, she turned her head suddenly, but she didn't even notice someone coming.

"Qing'er, go back with Dad."

Xue Qing looked at the person in front of her, with mixed feelings, her lips trembled, but the words kept rolling on the tip of her tongue, and after a while, she lowered her head.

"Qing'er, go home with Daddy."

Family? It turns out that she still has a home. Yes, she has a home, but she hasn't been back in a long time. She is so willful, she doesn't want to go back to her home, and chooses to wander alone.

Many times, when she was helpless alone, when she was sad, she thought of going home and looking for a little support. It's just that she has no face to go back, she did it so decisively at the beginning. 652 Literature Network

"I'm so bad, do you still want me?"

"Why doesn't Daddy want you, you're Daddy's daughter! You are my midwife, and I brought it up with my own hands. Even though you are not my own, in my eyes, you are better than my own. ”

Li Gaowo sat down beside her and helped her pull up her cloak: "I like to be weak, and your body was weak when you were born. It was winter, and you often had cold hands and feet, and your heart was very sad, and I was afraid that you would not be able to raise it. I held you in my arms every day, and I survived that winter. ”

Then he sighed and said: "Watching my daughter grow up day by day, I am reluctant to marry her, I am afraid that she will not want me as a father if she marries." That's why I want her to marry Yulie, so that she will always be by my side at Ten Thousand Swords Villa. However, I didn't expect that my daughter would no longer have a father before she got married......"

Xue Qing was still silent, but the corners of her lips and her closed eyes all showed the ups and downs of her heart.

"Qing'er, Dad knows that you blame me for forcing Bingyan to death, but I just want to avenge my favorite and the innocent lives of dozens of innocent people in the Su family......"

"I was careless not stopping the Ice Flame. But Qing'er, is it really good for Ice Flame to be alive? Rebellion is a big crime, even if the emperor cares about brotherhood, he will spend the rest of his life in prison, can he accept it with his temperament? Moreover, he had long been poisoned by the poison in his body, and he was tormented by it every day. Qing'er, with your intelligence, you really can't see that Bingyan has chosen the best path? ”

Xue Qing raised her head, her neck raised high, trying to hold back the tears that burst the embankment. Yes, how could she not understand, how could she not see that she transferred her hatred to Li Gaowo and to Wanjian Villa, but she didn't want to admit that Bingyan actually died for her, he chose to die with dignity and left life to her.

She vividly remembered that day he happily knocked on her window and she threw herself into his arms like a bird. The mother said that they were not related by blood, and they could elope.

She waited a long time for him to appear again. In that beautiful sea of crape myrtle flowers, he said that he would catch up with her and never let go for the rest of his life. However, he did not catch up after him, leaving her alone.

She resented him, hated him, blamed him for not believing his words, but she didn't know that he was because of poison, in order not to affect her, he chose to face it alone.

fell in love with his aunt and killed his own flesh and blood, he took all these charges on his shoulders alone, but she still blamed him. In the end, it was for her sake that he channeled the toxin to himself. In order not to let her blame herself, he chose to be a negative man, chose to end his life in that way, and left a book for her to live well.

From beginning to end, it's all for her! The only time he lost her was when he misunderstood that she killed Luo Rong and stabbed her with a sword, and when he knelt down to admit his mistake, he said: "Xueqing, I will make up for it with all my life for the rest of my life." So, he used his life to make up for it.

In fact, she hated herself, she hated why she easily believed that they were blood relatives, and did not investigate further to solve this misunderstanding; She hated why she didn't do her best to save the child and let him be charged with poisoning flesh and bones; She hated herself for being sad and had no vigilance, and she lost her life by poisoning him!

If she had been stronger and had found a way to face it with him, perhaps they would have lived happily in the plum garden by now, with both children and ......

Xue Qing couldn't control her emotions anymore, and threw herself on Li Gaowo and cried, crying heartbreakingly, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and resentments over the years.

There was a tingling pain in her stomach, Xue Qing bared her teeth and frowned, Li Gaowo hurriedly helped her up, leaned on herself, and while beckoning You Lie to take her pulse, she comforted her: "Be good, don't cry, it's not good to hurt the child." ”

"Daddy...... This kid ......"

"This child is my grandson of Li Gaowo, and he is the treasure of Wanjian Villa."

"Hmmm......"

"Qing'er, let's go home with Dad."

"Hmm."

"Good!"

"Let me keep the five sevens of the honor."

"Okay, dad is waiting for you."

"Don't embarrass the people who are in charge of the Wind Dart Bureau."

"Okay, you have the final say."

Xue Qing would sit alone in Long Yuheng's grave for a while every day.

She stroked his tombstone: "Yuheng, I'm leaving tomorrow, I'm going home." I don't want to miss it anymore, and in the days to come, I want to accompany my father well. Caidie and her mother want to stay here, and I will send them silver taels every year, and I won't treat them badly. ”

"If you can return to Ten Thousand Swords Villa, I will be at ease."

Seeing that she didn't speak, Xia Hongying continued to take care of herself and said, "That commander is Luo Wei, Luo Rong's own brother. Back then, as soon as Huangfuzong destroyed the Luo family, Bingyan remembered the old and let him live, but he didn't want him to take refuge in Yulin. He was the initiator of this incident and has been beheaded by me. ”

Xue Qing was not interested in what he said now, and only said lightly: "I said, tell you not to appear in front of me." ”

"I'm behind you."

"You go, I don't want to blame anyone anymore. Yu Heng's death, blame me, did not firm up his position, and shook his persistence. I was tired and didn't want to think about anything else. There's no going back between us, and you don't waste any more time, it's time for me to go. ”

"Snow ......"

Xue Qing got up and left, ignoring Xia Hongying's retention.

Xia Hongying watched her back get farther and farther away, this time, there was really no room for recovery. She was willing to return to Ten Thousand Swords Villa, and he at least didn't have to worry about her safety, which was a good thing.

In the days of Qinghui Garden, he could feel that she was already slowly accepting him. She was pregnant with his flesh and blood again, and thought that as long as it took a little time, he could slowly impress her, and when the child was born, he would be able to coax her back.

He thought about it, and after giving birth to a child, he named her the concubine Li, let her spoil the harem, give her privileges, and Guanju Palace is her world.

However, as long as there is still ice flame in her heart, this hurdle will be difficult to cross. Now there are two more hurdles, Long Yuheng and Lei Yulin, whether it is the child's blood relationship or the love of righteousness, they can't bring back the distance between the two, and his road to chasing his wife is far away.

[Volume 3 Looking Back on Part I] End