Chapter 142: The Heart That Has Nowhere to Place

It is said that Lei Yulin had just discussed the Mid-Autumn Festival moon viewing meeting with Lei Yuhua, and heard the news that the emperor wanted a private visit to Weifu.

She hurriedly found Lei Yuhua again: "Sister, what do you think about the emperor, he just said yesterday that he asked me to hold a moon viewing party, and today he said that he wanted a private visit to Weifu, did he rush back from the Mid-Autumn Festival?" ”

Lei Yuhua thought for a while and asked, "Sister, will the emperor take the initiative to mention this moon appreciation, or did you mention it?" ”

"Of course, I brought it up." Lei Yulin was puzzled, "How can the emperor have the heart to care about these things, I just want to get together to make him happy." ”

"That's it." Lei Yuhua smiled bitterly, "Sister, I don't think this moon viewing meeting will be held." ”

"Sister, what do you mean by that?" Lei Yulin was a little displeased.

"Sister, think carefully about what happened when we left the Ten Thousand Swords Villa two years ago." Lei Yuhua reminded.

"Two years ago......" Lei Yulin recalled the details of that time, and suddenly realized, "You mean, the covenant of Zhulu?" ”

"Yes. If memory serves, it's this year's Mid-Autumn Festival. ”

"Are you saying that the emperor asked me to hold this moon viewing party just to perfunctory me, and he didn't want to participate in it at all?" Lei Yulin wrung her handkerchief angrily, "Why is this Li Xueqing not dead, she is still ghostly!" ”

"Sister!" Lei Yuhua hurriedly stopped her and said slowly, "The emperor doesn't want you to spoil your fun." ”

At this time, Lei Yulin also realized that she had said the wrong thing, so she hurriedly stopped it, shook her handkerchief and changed the topic: "He doesn't participate, what else am I interested in." After speaking, he returned to Chaoyang Palace sullenly.

The same day, the same dinner, just because there were two years apart, because there was one less person, the atmosphere changed completely.

After eating sullenly, Xue Qing put away Bing Yan's ashes and flew to the roof with her arms. Two years ago, she sat on the roof like this, and then he stayed with her.

She came to this bamboo house, firstly, to make an appointment, and she proposed this meeting at the beginning, so she came with his ashes. Second, there are a lot of good memories here, and she wants to take him with her to go again.

Sitting on the roof, thinking about the meteor shower we had watched together, realizing the Vientiane Sword Technique against the moon, and the Mid-Autumn Festival two years ago, which happened to be his birthday...... Before I knew it, the tears were flowing again.

She sat on the roof and watched the sky, while Xia Hongying stood on a distant branch and watched her, equally sleepless. I don't know what I'm expecting, what I should have expected. He once said to Lei Yuhua that he would not force the scenery that did not belong to him, but to this day, he still can't let go.

In order to avoid embarrassment, Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo pretended to sleep in the house, they knew that the emperor did not need to be comforted at this time, he just needed to be quiet.

In the early morning of the next day, Xue Qing carried the ashes of Bing Yan to the top of the mountain full of frost-resisting flowers, and the frost-resisting flowers were still so brilliant, like pieces of colorful glow in the waves of the green sea, dancing in the wind.

Xue Qing found the original branch, and after two years, the branch became thicker. She stood on the branch, let herself sway with the branch, closed her eyes, and listened to the sound of the wind, as if she had returned to the scene two years ago.

That day, she was anxious to break the Five Elements Sword Formation, he took her here, and the two of them stood on the branches and watched the clouds in the sky and the flowers in the forest reflect each other, and revel in this soft scenery.

Like that day, plucking a pink flower and pinning it in her hair, she looked ahead at Yingying and smiled, as if the ice flame was standing in front of her. She was immersed in the memories, the smile just now, the hibiscus reflected each other, the people were more delicate than the flowers, and the bright eyes were bright, as if the heavens and the earth were eclipsed, and once again ignited the fire in the heart of Xia Hongying, who was looking at her from afar.

It's just that just when Xue Qing felt that the years were quiet, Bing Yan suddenly turned around and left. Thinking of this, her smile froze, and she sat down on the branch, and sat down for an hour.

She now understands that in fact, from the moment they met in Gimpo Town, Bingyan had her in his heart, although he had forgotten her, he had not forgotten his feelings for her, otherwise with his character, he would not have rescued her in Gimpo Town, let alone walked with a group of strangers.

It's just that the authorities are fascinated, because he has an obsession with the past in his heart, and Luo Rong is an obstacle from it, so he has not been able to see his heart clearly, and he can't help but want to get close to her, but he rejects her, so he becomes hot and cold.

At that time, she felt very wronged, and she longed for Luo Rong to die, and she always complained about him in her heart. Now that she has experienced so much, she doesn't hate or complain, the only thing she regrets is that she took so many detours and didn't cherish them.

If she could do it all over again, she would take Luo Rong back to Wanjian Villa by any means before he appeared, help him recover his memory, and then the two of them would return to the Plum Garden to live. Even if she couldn't go back for that long, she didn't run away, she didn't follow Qiao Anping away, she secretly followed him, as long as he regretted it, she appeared in front of him, and then the two of them returned to that border town.

However, without ifs, time cannot be turned back. One wrong step and one wrong step, hurting others and eventually hurting oneself, resulting in the separation of yin and yang.

"Xueqing ......" Xia Hongying's voice interrupted her thoughts, and she turned around, her eyes still a little hazy.

"It's time to eat."

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Speechless all the way, back to Zhulu. After the meal, Xue Qing was about to leave, Xia Hongying finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed her and said dissatisfiedly: "Xue Qing, apart from him, don't you have any nostalgia?" Aren't we people completely unworthy of your nostalgia? ”

Xue Qing looked at him, then at Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo not far away, nodded slightly, and returned to the house. Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It's just that although Xue Qing tried her best to pretend to be happy, her smile never reached the bottom of her eyes, and the alluring smile in the sea of frost-resisting flowers never appeared again. A lot of things have changed, and you can't find the original feeling anymore.

It's not that she doesn't cherish the love between her and Xia Hongying, Xiaolong, and Xiaoshuo, if there is a need, she will stand up without hesitation. Just like at the beginning, knowing that Wanjian Villa was rebelling, she still thought about saving Red Sakura.

But all her feelings were left to Bingyan, and her joy and anger changed because of him. Now that she hadn't come out of the shadows of Ice Flame's departure, she couldn't turn back into the original Xue Qing.

On the second day, that is, on the morning of August 17, Xue Qing still left, and before leaving, she looked at Xia Hongying and said, "Next year, will you still come?" ”

Xia Hongying wanted to say yes, but for some reason, what she said was: "I...... Government affairs are busy, I'm afraid ...... There was no time. After saying that, he regretted it and added, "We are all in the capital, if you want, you can come at any time." I have kept your dwelling all the time, and I have sent someone to clean it every day, and all the good things have been with you first. ”

Xue Qing nodded silently, in fact, Xia Hongying was referring to Guan Ju Palace, and she understood the National Teacher's Mansion.

Xia Hongying instructed Xiaolong to bring her everything she could, including those pastries, and took Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo all the way to Taniguchi, and then watched her leave. Until her back disappeared completely, Xia Hongying put away the smile on her face and said coldly: "Xiaolong, Xiaoshuo, go back and pack your bags immediately, and we will go back to the capital immediately." ”

Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo replied with a "obey the order" and immediately executed it, cleaning it up as quickly as possible. They understood that the person standing in front of them at this time was no longer their brother Xia Hongying, he had turned back into the emperor of the Great Qin State.

Without any delay, the group immediately set off and hurried all the way back to the capital. This trip took nearly 20 days in total, and I think a lot of government affairs have been piled up, and some urgent matters cannot be delayed. Such a willful thing is enough once.

Both the former dynasty and the harem have discovered a problem, since the emperor came back from the palace, his behavior has changed. In the past, although the emperor dealt with things vigorously, but the means were relatively gentle, but recently they have been a lot more ruthless, and the courtiers thought that the emperor had gone out to find something, and they were afraid that they had a handle in the hands of the emperor, so they were all cautious.

The changes in the harem are even more obvious, the emperor first locked himself in the imperial study for five days in a row on the grounds that he was busy with government affairs, and did not set foot in the harem. On the sixth day, the emperor finally stepped into the harem, and all the concubines were eagerly waiting, especially Queen Lei Yulin.

However, the emperor actually stayed in Guanju Palace. Those beauties don't know why, when will the newcomers come to this Guan Ju Palace; And the sisters Lei Yulin and Lei Yuhua, who knew the truth, gritted their teeth with hatred, but there was nothing else they could do.

The emperor stayed in Guanju Palace for three consecutive days, and those beauties who didn't understand wanted to ask their families for news, so the news inadvertently came to Xiao Shuo's ears.

Xiao Shuo ran to find Xiao Long and confirm the authenticity of the message. Xiaolong, as a guard of the forbidden army, is responsible for the security of the palace, so he knows something.

When Xiaolong heard Xiao Shuo ask about this, he couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "I knew that the emperor would become like this, so it is better not to go to the appointment of Zhulu." ”

"I've been thinking about it for so long, he won't be willing to go, and he will be sad when he goes. Xiaolong, ask the emperor to go to my house for a drink at night. ”

"Xiao Shuo, it's not good to ask the emperor to drink at this time."

"It's okay, I'll go and ask to see the emperor, you can prepare then."

When Qin Yixuan saw Xiao Shuo, he couldn't help but smile bitterly: "What, are you here to persuade me?" ”

Xiao Shuo smiled: "If the persuasion is useful, there won't be so many troubles." How to solve the worries, only Du Kang, Weichen prepared a few jars of good wine, and wanted to invite the emperor to come to the cold house tonight. ”

Xia Hongying smiled: "Xiao Shuo, when did you like to drink too?" ”

"Weichen has a poor amount of alcohol and can't be on the stage, but with Zhu Escort as a companion, I believe it will not sweep the emperor's interest."

"Okay, you go and arrange it. I'll come here tonight. ”

"Thank you, Your Majesty."

Xiaolong and Xiaoshuo's official positions are low, and Qin Yixuan's mansion is two sets of courtyards next to each other, and the capital is worth every inch of land, which is already a great glory, usually with their official positions, they need to find a place to live, or live in a centralized residence uniformly allocated by the imperial court.

The three of them sat in the courtyard and drank and talked happily, and Qin Yixuan also showed a slight smile.

During the banquet, Xiao Shuo suddenly mentioned: "Your Majesty, just drinking is a little boring, why don't we have some shows to cheer up?" ”

Qin Yixuan said with a smile: "Xiao Shuo, don't hide it at this time. I know it's not that easy for you to ask me for a drink, just say something. ”