Chapter 493: Alive
But this kind of thought has been full of his brain for a long time, but he feels that everything is not as simple as he imagined, if it is really that simple, then all the things that he experienced before will not happen, and those things experienced are like some painful memories, but those painful memories are not as painful as they are now, although Lu Yunshu didn't say anything, he didn't say it, but his heart hurt terribly.
If he hadn't come out of that place before, he himself would still be with his father now, at least he knows what happened to his father now, he was just hearsay, and he heard some of what others said, but he believed in his heart that his father must be living in this world, he firmly believed in this, and felt that a good person like his father could not die so easily.
The more he thought about it, the more sad Lu Yunshu felt, the tears were not controlled and fell down, sometimes he even felt that he couldn't cry at all when he wanted to cry, and when he didn't want to cry, he tried hard to hold back his tears, but there was no way to hold them back, everything seemed to have become complicated and simple and complicated, and Lu Yunshu didn't know what to do at all, the longer a person stayed in the dark, the more lonely he would feel, and even fear was gone, All that was left was depression and a heart that I didn't know what was going on.
Lu Yunshu sat there quietly all night, he didn't know what he was thinking, he always felt that his eyes were empty, and when he wanted to think about something, he would suddenly be at a loss, thinking of his father's face, thinking of Qi Zhao's face, he always felt that staying in such a place was a waste of time for him, but there was only a little starlight left in such an empty sky, and slowly, after the rain became smaller little by little, when he could see the starlight, Lu Yunshu felt that everything seemed to have recovered, but he felt as if everything was set in stone.
Lu Yunshu thought that when it was dawn tomorrow, he would find a way to get out of here, after all, since such a trap had been dug, there must be a way to get out, otherwise it would be impossible to set up such a trap.
Before, Lu Yunshu knew what kind of person Feng Mian was, he would do all kinds of things for himself, but now that this kind of thing has happened, Feng Mian is also working hard for himself, and Feng Mian is actually not beneficial to himself at all. But he has always done this, Lu Yunshu feels very sorry for the cover, if he can, he hopes not to do anything for himself in the future.
When he was with Fengmian before, he also thought about taking advantage of Fengmian, but after this incident, he always felt that it was not right to use Fengmian, not to mention that the two of them had experienced so many things, for Lu Yunshu, he had already regarded Fengmian as his friend before, and all of them were doing things, and now that so many things have happened, he hopes that Fengmian can live well.
is clearly a good person, and all the people who are worthy of cherishing around him are all good people, Lu Yunshu hopes that God can treat them correctly and save them from fire and water, if he wants Lu Yunshu's life, Lu Yunshu is willing to contribute his life, after all, there is less meaning for living in this world. 518 Chinese Net
But when Lu Yunshu thought of Qi Zhao's face and his father's face, he felt that he couldn't, so he asked me to give up my life, everything should be carried out according to the ideas in my heart, so Lu Yunshu sat there in a daze for a long time, and finally slowly came back to his senses and regained his spirits.
Before, Lu Yunshu always wanted to live a good life in this world, but now what he thinks about is to be able to have his beloved by his side, all the experiences seem to be fighting for such efforts, but this kind of effort seems to be every time he will transport himself along the road and think about what kind of life life will give him a big slap in the face, such a slap, let Lu Luyunshu live a painful and difficult life, and after slowly approaching his own life, Lu Yunshu feels that he is living in this world. It's really a difficult thing to do.
Lu Yunshu now has no way to imagine what kind of difficulty it is for such civilians to live in this world, because he used to have no worries about food and clothing, so there is no way to imagine how civilians live, occasionally when he sees some civilians, he will give those civilians some food and use, at that time, he always felt that those food and use were enough, but now he feels that it is not enough at all, because for them it is the hope of the whole family, but Lu Yunshu always feels that things will be solved so easily.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu's face was a little unpleasant, and all things in this world are only how difficult you will feel if you have experienced it yourself, including before Lu Yunshu felt that the emperor was a mediocre person, he did not do it right, and now that he thinks about the things that the emperor has done, it is very likely that he can't help himself.
Because all the things in the Yan Kingdom are not handled by the emperor alone, all the ministers of the court can handle the royal business, including the emperor is now just a puppet, what the emperor does may be mediocre, but he does not want to govern the country well, because those ministers in the court control the government, it has no way to screen them one by one, and there is no way to resist those people, so it will become like this.
The entire Yan Kingdom fell into chaos, in fact, for Lu Yunshu, he felt that it was a good thing, after all, the entire Yan Kingdom had already become gray and decadent, if he could, he hoped that the entire Yan Kingdom could slowly get better, instead of hoping that there would be a war or other people would run the country, after all, all the people didn't know if the people who managed this country would be better than the current emperor, or even worse.
Now Lu Yunshu stays in such a place, has figured out a lot of things, such a person stays quietly, has experienced all kinds of things will make him grow, and after he grows up, he will become mature, and he can do a lot of things after he matures, but Lu Yunshu doesn't want to do a lot of things, he just wants to live simply.