I thought that I wouldn't care about Zhao Rongxian's opinion at all.

Once upon a time, I even thought about ruining my own appearance, making him disgust me and abandon me.

But when my face really became ugly, I didn't want to be seen by him.

I subconsciously dodged, but Zhao Rongxian grabbed me, his hands trembled violently, his eyes were full of anger, and even his voice was full of murderous intent.

"Who did it?"

"You let me go......" I didn't want to tell him, and if I did, it would be an admission that I had lied to him.

"At this point, you still won't say? Do you think I'm going to be mad at me for cheating? I struggled hard, but Zhao Rongxian grabbed me tighter.

His eyes were full of murderous energy, and he asked me coldly, "Is it Sun Youxin?" ”

Zhao Rongxian is Zhao Rongxian, I didn't say a word, but he immediately guessed it.

But I don't want him to avenge me, and I don't want to live by him, I know, but if I am attached to him, then I will have to be inseparable from him.

Our Bai family may suffer because of this.

I tried hard to break his hand, and said stubbornly, "It has nothing to do with you, and I don't know you, you should go quickly, otherwise I will call someone." ”

"So...... Sun Youxin did it, right? Zhao Rongxian didn't seem to hear me, and asked again in a deep voice.

I didn't want to say anything more to him, although I used to love him so much, but I have to admit that I hate him very much now, and if he hadn't had to marry me, I wouldn't have fallen to this point.

I also hate Sun Duli, and I hate them so much.

I hate myself even more, I hate myself for my own cowardice, I hate myself for not being ruthless enough.

In my last life, just because I was not ruthless enough, none of myself, my relatives, ended well.

In this life, I don't have any revenge at all, I just want to change my fate, I have never taken the initiative to provoke anyone, let alone deliberately hurt anyone's life.

But my husband broke his promise, my children were gone, and my face was ruined.

I have never hurt nature, so why should I suffer like this? Just because ...... Am I not ruthless enough?

Just because I'm the daughter of a businessman, I deserve it? I deserve to live two lifetimes and suffer like this.

When I think of this, I hate it.

Looking at Zhao Rongxian at the moment, I feel hateful.

I looked at him indifferently and did not answer.

"Isn't it...... It hurts...... "Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhao Rongxian asked again, and the killing intent in his eyes became extremely gentle at this moment, and it seemed like he really cared about me."

I don't know why, at this moment, I actually had a vicious idea, I wanted Zhao Rongxian to kill Sun Youxin for me. I want Sun Youxin to die, I also want Zhao Rongxian and Sun Taishi to fall out, I want each of them to end well......

In the end, however, I didn't say anything, and I pushed him away and stumbled back onto the bed, clutching my ugly face.

In the dark, I felt Zhao Rongxian sitting beside me.

"Ah Huan, you don't have to be afraid, I will find the best doctor for you." His gentle voice rang in my ears, and through the quilt, he reached out and touched my shoulder.

I shuddered slightly, and he withdrew his hand again.

Whispered again, "Come back with me, I'm not angry......"

He's telling me that he's no longer angry at me for cheating on him.

Did he see that I was made like this, and he was pitying me?

Yes, I was his wife and the girl he loved, and I became like this, he naturally wanted to pity me, but pity is pitiful, and after a long time, looking at my ugly face, the pity in his heart will also turn into disgust.

When the time comes, I don't know how bad my fate will be.

It's better to stay by Sun Duli's side, in the end, he still needs me, so that I can predict the future, he will keep me.

Therefore, I will never go with Zhao Rongxian.

I slowly lifted the quilt, only revealing a head, looking at him faintly, and sneered, "You're not angry?" What does it matter to me whether you are angry or not? I'm Xue Lingyin, not your fourth princess......"

"Ah Huan, look at what you have become now? This Taishifu is the Longtan Tiger's Den, you ...... alone"

"If you don't leave, I will die in front of you immediately!" Before Zhao Rongxian's words fell, I grabbed the hairpin on my head and stabbed me in the neck.

In an instant, a stream of blood filled the air, a warm stream of warmth flowed from my neck, but I didn't feel any pain at all.

My movements were so fast and ruthless that Zhao Rongxian didn't have time to react, and by the time he reacted, blood had already filled my clothes.

"Ah Huan, you ...... Don't do this, don't do stupid things, I'll go...... I'll leave now......" Zhao Rongxian's face turned white with fright, he snatched the hairpin from my hand in a panic, and then wiped the blood from my neck, seeing that the blood on my neck did not continue to flow, he left with confidence.

When he left, he said a few threatening words, saying that if I dared to die, he would let my whole family come to the funeral.

I smiled coldly and ignored him, looking at Zhao Rongxian's panicked appearance, I suddenly felt very sarcastic.

I used to look down on people forcing each other to die, and I didn't look down on those women who cried, made trouble, and hanged themselves, but now, I forced Zhao Rongxian away in this way.

If...... If I had forced him to spare me with death earlier, would he have let me go?

How did I end up like this?

In the end, I'm too stupid, I'm not ruthless enough. Now that he is so ruthless that he even kills himself, it is really much easier to do things.

So, what was I so cowardly for?

I touched the gauze on my face and closed my eyes tightly.

On the second day, I woke up early, and I was awakened by the pain of the wound on my face.

As soon as she woke up, Cuixiang walked in with a bowl of medicine.

"Miss Cousin, have you drunk the medicine......" When she came over with the medicine bowl, Cuixiang looked trembling.

I know she's scared, afraid I'm going to get mad at her.

Or maybe she's scared of the scars on my face.

So I looked up at her with a smile and asked her, "Cuixiang, what are you shaking?" ”

"Slave maid...... The slave didn't tremble. Cuixiang's face was pale and pale and trembled even more.

I glanced at the medicine bowl in her hand and said coolly, "The medicine is about to shake out, and you still say no?" ”

Cuixiang's face turned even paler, and she looked at me in a daze, unable to say a word.

Looking at her like this, I was inexplicably angry.

"It's me and it's not you who hurt, I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" I looked at her coldly for a moment, and said lukewarmly.

When I said this, Cuixiang was even more scared, she put the medicine bowl down, fell to her knees with a pop, and cried, "Miss Cousin, Cuixiang knows that she is wrong, please spare Cuixiang." ”

Knowing what to do? I didn't say she was wrong, she just said she was wrong.

This is the consistent rule of slaves and maids, whether it is their own fault or not, but whenever the master is angry, it is all the fault of the slave.

I've only been with Cui Xiang for two or three days, and she doesn't know my temperament.

She didn't protect me back then, and now that I'm like this, she's naturally afraid that I'll be angry with her.

Don't say it, at this moment, I really want to be angry with her.

But in the end, I held back, although she didn't protect me, but she didn't hurt me like this, and I didn't need to make a grudge with her.

On the contrary, now in this Taishi Mansion, I still need someone who can be loyal to me.

"Get up, you didn't hurt me like this, why are you wrong?" I sighed, trying to look calm.

Cuixiang was slightly surprised when she heard this, and then kowtowed again and again with excitement, "Thank you Miss Cousin for sparing your life, thank you Miss Cousin for ......"

"Slave maid...... The slave waits for Miss Cousin to drink medicine, and the doctor said that as long as Miss Cousin's face is well recuperated, it will be fine soon. And after drinking this medicine, Miss Cousin's wound is not so painful. With that, Cuixiang picked up the medicine bowl and came over to feed me the medicine.

She moved very carefully, and only slightly touched the table with her arm, and she shook violently......

Didn't I say I wouldn't blame her? Why is she still shaking.

"Miss Cousin, drink the medicine." Cuixiang scooped up a spoonful of the liquid and handed it to me.

My face hurts, my whole body hurts, and every sip I feel so hard.

Cuixiang's movements were also very difficult, about half a column of incense was less, I finally drank the bowl of medicinal juice, and Cuixiang also breathed a sigh of relief.

She bowed to me slightly and said, "The slave maid went down first, just outside the door, and Miss Cousin will call the slave maid if she has any orders." ”

As she spoke, Cuixiang cleaned up the medicine bowl.

Her movements were very slight, as if she was afraid of touching something.

Emerald ...... Cuixiang's arms are full of scars, and they look like they were whipped by a whip.

No wonder her movements look quirky and weird......

Where did this scar come from? Was she punished?

Seeing me staring at her arm, Cuixiang hurriedly covered her exposed arm and hurriedly went out.

"Cuixiang, stop!" I called out to her.

Hearing this, Cuixiang's whole person froze, and she stammered, "Table...... What does Miss Watch command? ”

"What's the matter with the injury on your arm?" I got up and walked straight to her.

Cuixiang hurriedly hid her arm behind her, and the whole person trembled even more, "No...... Nothing? ”

Seeing her like this, I wondered even more.

I immediately stepped forward and pulled her sleeve open, only to see that her thin arms were covered with dense scars, all of which had been whipped from the whip.

For no reason, how could she be whipped.

Was it fined? I was fined because of me?

"You've been punished? It's Sun ...... Cousin punished you? ”

"Yes...... It is the slave and the maid who are not effective in protecting the master, and the slave and the maid should be punished, and the son is willing to spare the slave and maid's life, which is already very merciful. When I asked, Cuixiang panicked even more, but when she mentioned Sun Duli, her eyes were gentle.

So, it's really Sun Dui who punished her!

Because she didn't protect me? But I clearly remember that Cuixiang was protecting me at that time, but Sun Youxin's maids were really powerful, and Cuixiang couldn't move at all when they pulled her.

Hehe, this Sun Duli, he will be punished, why didn't he go to Sun Youxin.

Besides, if he hadn't forced me to enter this Taishi Mansion, it would not have happened like this. He was good enough to put all the blame on a little maid.

Do you want to feel less guilty?

When I saw Cuixiang's appearance, I felt as if I had seen myself a long, long time ago.

The same cowardice, the same ...... Deeply in love with someone.

I waved at her and sighed, "Alright, you go down first." ”

"Miss Cousin, don't blame the son because of the slave, the slave is just a slave, and her life is worthless." As if afraid that I would blame Sun Duli, Cuixiang begged to say such a thing before going out.

I'm in a bad mood now, and I don't like what I see, and at this moment, I feel even more annoyed when I hear Cuixiang defend Sun Duli like this.

I casually replied to her and told her to disappear in front of my eyes.

Cuixiang was timid, and I was uncertain, and after I sent it down, I didn't give orders, and she didn't dare to come in.

And I don't want to take half a step out of the door.

But every time I think of me in the Taishi Mansion, I want to go out again, I want to go out with a knife and stab Sun Youxin to death!

Especially when I look in the mirror, the hatred in my heart becomes stronger and stronger, I have been framed by her in my last life, and I have been disfigured by her in this life.

I've never hurt her, why......

I touched the scars on my face, and tremblingly took out a dagger from my baggage, this dagger was given to me by Zhao Rongxian, and a knife was enough to kill people.

I clenched the dagger, hid it in my sleeve, and walked out step by step, step by step towards the courtyard.

Cuixiang didn't know what I was going to do, thinking I was in a bad mood and wanted to go out for a walk. He immediately took his robe and followed.

All the way to the back garden, I really heard Sun Youxin's laughter.

"Xiaohong, look, I just said, it's just a village girl, do you think the eldest brother really dares to go against me for her. I am now the only marriageable woman in our Sun family, and my grandfather still relies on me to win over the fourth prince! This kind of thing, at most, just scold me......" She smiled proudly.

Yes, she was not wrong, she was a young lady of the family, and now her grandfather needed her to marry, whether it was to marry Zhao Rongxian or marry another prince, it was always to bring benefits to their family.

She hurt me, a village girl, and her grandfather naturally didn't bother.

Besides, in the eyes of others, my face is the source of evil, she ruined my face, Zhao Rongxian stopped looking at me, for Sun Taishi, who wants to be in power, it is a good thing that I have become like this.

But what did I do wrong? Why should I suffer like this......

Through the cracks in the rockery, I saw Sun Youxin's smiling face.

I clenched my dagger and walked towards her step by step.

"What do you want to do?" However, I hadn't been discovered by Sun Youxin, but Sun Duli didn't know when he appeared behind me.

He snatched the dagger from my hand, then looked at Cuixiang next to him angrily, and reprimanded her, "Cuixiang, what's the matter with you?" Didn't it make you look at Miss Watch? ”

His eyes seemed to be quenched with ice, and his voice didn't sound loud, but it was a thick murderous aura.

Catching up with Sun Duli's indifferent and ruthless gaze, Cuixiang's eyes instantly turned red, and she choked up, "Slave maid...... The slave thought that it was not good for Miss Cousin to be stuffy in the house, so she ......"

"I'm going to come out on my own." I interrupted her.

When Sun Duli saw me say this, he couldn't reprimand Cuixiang again, so he only told her with a cold face, "Help Miss Biao back." ”

Cuixiang listened to Sun Duli's words the most, and immediately came up to help me.

Sun Duli walked ahead, his pace not looking fast or slow, but he seemed a little absent-minded.

I think he was probably thinking about how to get me away, he was afraid that I would stab Sun Youxin to death, he was afraid that his grandfather would blame him.

Sure enough, as soon as I entered the door, Sun Duli walked towards me with a calm face.

"In two days, you might as well move back to Beizhuang." Sun Duli sat on the chair with a sad face, "It's because I didn't think it through, causing you to suffer such a disaster, it's not safe here, you move back and take care of it." ”

I don't believe that he thinks it's unsafe here, he clearly thinks that my face is ruined, and it can't stimulate Zhao Rongxian, staying here will not only bring him benefits, but will also cause him trouble.

What does he think I am?

Got me here, made me the way I am, and now you want to sweep me out of the house like this.

Think beautifully!

I gently straightened my sleeves, deliberately revealing the scars left by Sun Youxin, and said lightly, "Cousin, do you really think it's not safe here?" I think you think I'm not safe, right? ”

"Do you think you can take revenge by stabbing Sun Youxin?" When Sun Duli saw me talking like this, he didn't beat around the bush with me, he simply threatened directly, "Now this matter has been suppressed by my grandfather, and no one outside knows about it, but if you stab Sun Youxin to death with a knife, you are deliberately killing someone, and your life will be ruined as well." ”

"I don't care, I just want her ......to die" At this moment, I don't shy away from it.

I've become like this, what else do I have to fear? I just want Sun Youxin to die now!

I looked at him coldly, word by word, "Master Sun, let me tell you the truth." Not only can I predict the future, but Zhao Rongxian can also predict the future......"

"What are you talking about...... Sun Duli was shocked, and his eyes widened in shock.

He should be surprised, Zhao Rongxian was originally a powerful character, originally Zhao Rongxian climbed to the supreme throne in his last life, and now he walks the road he has walked again, it is a breeze.

Sun Duli and the people behind him, facing such a character, have to face not only the failure of the heir, but also the possibility of losing their lives.

If I die, I think Zhao Rongxian is also determined to be his enemy.

Zhao Rongxian knew Sun Duli's future, and wanted to deal with him, although it couldn't be said how easy it was, but it would definitely make it difficult for him to move an inch.

Seeing Sun Duli's shocked and terrifying appearance, I was very satisfied.

I leaned over and sat down on the chair next to me, and said slowly, "So Master Sun, you have to understand that without me, you will definitely lose." ”

"If you stop me again, I'll be killed headfirst! Not only will you lose, but you will die......" I looked at him softly, and I smiled with satisfaction.

I thought, at this time, I must be smiling ugly.

Sun Duli was stunned for a long time, his eyes were full of panic, but when he looked at me, his expression became calm again, and he said to me in a comforting tone, "White girl, I will definitely help you take revenge, but not now." ”

"One month, I'll give you a month to help me kill Sun Youxin, if you can't do it, then we'll break up." I looked at him leisurely, didn't wait for him to reply, and added with a smile, "If you want to threaten with gold and jade, then don't even think about it!" If you dare to touch her, I'll kill you!" If I die, nothing good will happen to you and the people behind you. ”

Yes, if I die, Sun Duli and the people behind him will not end well, because Zhao Rongxian will not let them go, without the help of me, a god operator who can predict the future, they will fight against Zhao Rongxian, which is tantamount to hitting a stone with an egg.

I know this, and so does Sun Duli.

It's just that he can't seem to believe that I threaten him.

Sun Duli looked at me in a daze, as if he didn't know me, and only nodded slowly after a long time, "Okay, I promise you, within a month, I will take the life of that Sun Youxin." ”

"Alright, if there's nothing else to do, you can go out, I want to be alone for a while."

Hearing my words, Sun Duli got up and left.

At this moment, my feelings are mixed.

Originally, I was threatened by him in every way, but now, he is threatened by me.

In fact, he doesn't have to be coerced by me, as long as he doesn't fight for power, I'm a useless person to him.

But he wanted to fight, so he had to be threatened by me.

If I had done this earlier, I probably wouldn't have ended up like this.

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in this world......

I don't know if the wound on my face will heal, everyone told me it would heal, but I didn't believe it.

Touching my face, I felt so painful again.

Seeing that I was in severe pain, Cuixiang brought me another bowl of medicine, saying that it was prescribed by the doctor, and I could drink some when I was in pain.

After I drank it, it didn't hurt as much for a moment or two, but it quickly came back to hurt.

This was repeated for half a month, until the scab was scabbed and there was no pain from before.

So when Cuixiang came with the medicine, I didn't drink it anymore.

"Miss Cousin, you really don't hurt?" Xu was afraid of being punished, and Cuixiang asked me very suspiciously.

Over the past few days, because I am not feeling well, she has been scolded from time to time, and now she is more and more afraid.

The thought that she was still deeply in love with the man who had punished her, I couldn't help but feel some sympathy for her.

I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt, okay, let's go out for a walk, it's too boring to be in the house all day." ”

As soon as she heard that I was going to go out, Cuixiang's face immediately changed.

I patted her hand and said with a light smile, "Don't worry, I won't do anything, I'm just going out for a walk." ”

Cuixiang finally couldn't resist me, and although she was reluctant, she still took her robe and followed me out.

Isn't that Sun Youxin's maid? Why did you run in such a hurry?

As soon as I walked to the front yard, I saw Sun Youxin's maid panicking and wanted to run to the front hall, "Mama Wang, I want to see the old lady......"

"See what? The old lady is talking to the fourth prince now! What a mess you! Mama Wang immediately scolded.

"No...... Miss...... Miss let the thieves rob her! ”