Yan Xiaoxiao didn't understand.

Lin Luoyu said that sentence with a smile, Yan Xiaoxiao didn't understand why she couldn't be with Shen Leng, but she knew that the smile on Lin Luoyu's face was not really a smile, Lin Luoyu was a woman who looked very good when she smiled, but the smile on her face now was not so good-looking.

"Sister."

Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't help but ask, "Why?" ”

"I was an outsider."

Lin Luoyu raised her hand to straighten Yan Xiaoxiao's sideburns and hair, and she said seriously: "At the beginning, I already had the heart to die, not because I was hurt much, but because I couldn't be stable in this world. ”

She looked at Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes and said, "But I was different at that time, I felt that I couldn't be comfortable when I was alive, as long as I was alive, I would definitely be blocked." ”

She paused for a moment and continued: "At that time, I chose not to ask for death, because I saw the relationship between Shen Leng and Cha'er, I didn't believe it at first, so I planned to stare at it, if there was a trace of falsehood, I punctured this beauty, but I was wrong......"

"I practiced and cultivated the relationship between the two of them, so I was convinced that there was beauty in this world, but with a smile, an excellent man is attractive, and an excellent woman is no different from the attraction of an excellent woman to a man."

"I've been watching it for too long, and then I have a selfish thought."

Lin Luoyu closed his eyes, leaned in the carriage and said in a flat tone: "You don't have to feel sorry for me, I don't feel sorry in my heart, I know what kind of person I am, so I can't get closer, if I get closer, longer, I may ......"

She said slowly: "That's a sin, I live from Shen Leng and Cha'er's relationship, if I become the one who destroys this beauty, the sin is unforgivable......"

"But sister."

Yan Xiao smiled: "You also said that no one can break the relationship between the general and the tea girl. ”

"I know."

Lin Luoyu still closed his eyes and said: "Xiaoxiao, how can there be so many great people in this world, you know my character and mind to do things, and you also know my means and tricks to do things, people...... If you're not careful, you'll distort your heart, and if you're distorted, you'll have the idea that even if you can't get it, you won't be able to let others last long, that's not the scene I want to see, that's not what I want to be, it's ugly to think about. ”

She opened her eyes and glanced at Yan Xiaoxiao: "How good it is that I am at ease, people are not by his side, I am at ease, he is at ease, people are at ease, and my heart is at ease...... The more I look at it, the more I like it, the more I look at it, the heavier the obsession in my heart, it's not good, it's not good, it's not free. ”

Yan Xiaoxiao opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.

"I'm not sad."

Lin Luoyu closed his eyes again: "I wasn't sad from the beginning, just regrets." ”

"I'll be with you."

Yan Xiaoxiao was silent for a while and then said: "The garden in Chang'an City, my sister said that it was me and Gao Xiaoxiang, that is, I and Gao Xiaoxiang, I don't refuse, but I won't stay in Chang'an for a long time, I will be where my sister is......"

"You're not like me."

Lin Luoyu said: "You still have a chance to live a better life." ”

"Men?"

Yan Xiaoxiao shrugged her shoulders: "Why should women think that it is beautiful to have a man by their side, I don't think so, women make money by themselves, in addition to supporting themselves, they can also eat and dress well, go wherever they want, buy whatever they want, why bother about men." ”

"Like my sister, although I am not sad, there is really no accumulation in my heart?"

face

Smiled and shook his head: "I don't want ......"

Lin Luoyu suddenly woke up, she actually forgot, she didn't want to be such a person, how could Yan Xiaoxiao be willing?

She may really have some admiration for Ye Liuyun, but Ye Liuyun has a family, but later there was a turmoil in Chang'an City, and in order to protect family affairs, Ye Liuyun sent people to a place where they didn't know.

"How proud I am."

Yan Xiaoxiao raised her chin slightly: "Let me be small?" How is it possible, I'm the best-looking of the Assassins, right? ”

Lin Luoyu laughed: "You're right, I'm paranoid, I think it's good for you, but it's good for you in my heart, but I never asked you what kind of good you want in your heart." ”

She smiled and said, "From then on, I will take you with me wherever I go." ”

Yan Xiao smiled and said, "That's how it should be." ”

She lifted the curtain of the car window and looked out, just in time to see a few young people passing by, Yan Xiaoxiao whistled at the young men with the appearance signs, very loud, which startled the young men, they looked back, Yan Xiaoxiao had already lowered the car curtains.

"How enjoyable."

Yan Xiaoxiao raised her eyebrows: "You will try it next time?" ”

Lin Luoyu sighed: "I...... I'm not a hooligan. ”

"Phew."

Yan Xiaoxiao smiled, then fell silent again, and said after a while: "Don't torture yourself, don't torture others. ”

She looked at Lin Luoyu: "Sister, we are all saints." ”

Lin Luoyu pursed his lips and smiled: "Hmm......"

Yan smiled and said, "Since we are all saints, let's go have a drink and celebrate this great discovery in a while." ”

Lin Luoyu nodded: "When you get up with the new house, you should also have a drink...... Smile, I'll ask you a question. ”

"Sister, you ask."

"Why did you choose to follow me? Even if you don't want to live for a man, you don't want to torture yourself and others, you have countless options, I remember you said, you have the biggest dream, which is to go back to your hometown, build a farm, and bring all the people you want to take care of to the farm, sunrise and sunset, have clothes and food......"

"No need."

Yan smiled and said: "This Daning is doing too well, what I want to do has been done by the government, better and more thoughtful than what I did, the people in my hometown did live in hardship after Daning destroyed South Vietnam, but now, life is rich, every family has surplus money and surplus food, it is meaningless for me to do that, the biggest wish has been realized, Daning ......"

She smiled: "Daning is too good, I don't have a chance to be a good person......"

She was silent for a moment and glanced at Lin Luoyu: "Sister just said that at that time, you had no desire to live but only the heart of death, because there was gloom everywhere around you, there was no life, no ...... Light. ”

She let out a long breath: "It's the relationship between Shen Leng and the tea girl that makes you see it, what about me?" Sister, so do I...... Don't you forget, when I first came to Chang'an, I came to kill Shen Leng, thinking that I was full of murderous intent, but when I arrived in Chang'an, I was moved by the old couple and cried their noses. ”

She smiled and shook her head: "I just knew that I was not born to be a killer material, and then followed my sister, watched my sister do things, watched my sister work hard to protect others, and the gloom around me also dispersed, if it was Shen Leng and Miss Cha'er who relieved my sister, then it was my sister who relieved me." ”

"Silly."

Lin Luoyu smiled: "I didn't realize it by myself. ”

"yes."

Yan Xiaoxiao lowered her head and said, "I realized it by myself, but I have to look at it."

What will you realize...... Yesterday I went to look for the graves of the two old men, both of whom had passed away, and I inquired and found a place, and kowtowed to the grave and burned paper on my head, and tried to call out to my father, and I cried out......"

She also closed her eyes and took a deep breath: "It's just a sign of care, just like my new parents." ”

Lin Luoyu raised his hand and rubbed his smiling head: "It's okay to cry, I'll go to Shangzhu incense to burn some paper money when I go back." ”

The two old men walked peacefully...... The old lady went first, fell asleep and walked, did not suffer, the old man found out when he got up, did not cry or make trouble, asked the neighbors to help, the funeral was lively, the old man said that people have passed seventy is a happy funeral, do not be sad. ”

Yan smiled and said: "After the old lady was mourned, the old man went to buy new clothes to change into, cleaned up, and left the next day." ”

She took another deep breath: "When I inquired about the past, the neighbors said that the old man told them at the funeral of the old lady that he had once picked up a daughter, and then lost it. ”

After saying this, he smiled and cried.

Lin Luoyu's hand gently patted Yan Xiaoxiao's back, patting himself and crying.

She couldn't remember how long she hadn't cried.

"At noon, get drunk."

Lin Luoyu said.

Yan Xiaoxiao nodded: "Drunk." ”

The carriage kept going down the street, and by the time the new house stopped, it was almost noon, and the distance from the east to the west was indeed a long one.

Lin Luoyu and Yan Xiaoxiao got down from the carriage and stood at the door of the new house to watch, Yan Xiaoxiao wiped her tears and laughed stupidly: "It's so big, it's so good-looking." ”

Lin Luoyu squinted at her and made a joke that was rare for her to say.

"Turns out you like big too."

Yan Xiaoxiao didn't react at first, but after a while, her face turned red, and she snorted and said, "Why did my sister use a word?" ”

Lin Luoyu paused for a moment, his face was slightly red, and then he also snorted.

At this time, they saw a woman wearing a Taoist robe passing by, and it was not unusual to see Dao Gu in Chang'an City, but the little Dao Gu who was so beautiful and so iconic was really eye-catching, not to mention men, they both felt that the little Dao Gu was not pretty, so they couldn't help but take a few more looks.

Then Lin Luoyu suddenly reacted and called tentatively: "Xiao Zhang Zhenren? ”

Xiao Zhang Zhenren went out without glasses, forgot, was walking forward, looking at the road with her head down, her eyes were really bad, she was apologizing to the lamppost on the street, she heard someone call her, so she turned around: "Who?" ”

"Are you alright?"

Yan Xiaoxiao ran over to help Xiao Zhang Zhenren: "Did it hurt?" ”

Xiao Zhang Zhenren said a little embarrassed: "No, no, I bumped into someone, fortunately, I hit someone who practices martial arts, and I didn't bump into him, but I don't like to talk, and I apologize and ignore it." ”

Yan Xiaoxiao looked at the lamppost and nodded: "Indeed, the lower plate is very stable." ”

Xiao Zhang Zhenren was not familiar with the two of them, and only after the introduction did he come to his senses and apologize again and again.

"Where are you two going?"

Xiao Zhang Zhenren asked.

"Find a drink."

Yan smiled and said, "Happy, so I want to drink." ”

Xiao Zhang Zhenren was silent for a while, and then asked a little timidly: "Can you take me one?" I want to drink too...... The kind that can make you drunk after drinking. ”

Yan Xiaoxiao asked, "Are you happy too?" ”

Xiao Zhang Zhenren thought about it and nodded: "I....... Happy too. ”