Zhao Rongxian can really talk nonsense with his eyes open, although Jiang Wan is vicious, he can be regarded as loving him all his life, and he is even more used by him to use his feelings and become a knife in his hand.

But now that people have big bellies, he said that he has never touched people.

I don't think Jiang Wan cuckolded him, who is Zhao Rongxian, can he tolerate Jiang Wan cuckolding him?

If the fetus in Jiang Wan's womb had nothing to do with him, how could he come to the door in person to marry someone else?

In order to win over Prime Minister Jiang? I have known Zhao Rongxian for so many years, and I know his temper too well, even if he has the heart to woo her, he will definitely pour abortion pills into Jiang Wan before she enters the house, how can she let her belly grow like that.

But now, in order to deceive me, he can even say such unconscionable words.

My coldness towards him immediately turned into disgust.

Seeing that Zhao Rongxian was about to pick off my clothes, I immediately reached out to stop him.

"Lord Wang, I'm a little tired today."

As I spoke, I had already pulled his hand away.

Zhao Rongxian stiffened slightly, a cold light appeared in his eyes, and he didn't shy away from asking me at all, "Are you unwilling to let me touch you like this?" ”

I didn't speak, what kind of acquiescence, I have been married to Zhao Rongxian for ten years, if this kind of thing is lying, he can see through it at a glance, so it's useless for me to lie.

"The concubine has an ugly face, for fear of frightening the prince." I thought about it for a moment, and then pretended to add.

Although I only know that Zhao Rongxian saw through me at a glance, I think that if I fool him like this, the anger in his heart will always be reduced.

I don't want him to touch me, but I don't really want to quarrel with him either.

Zhao Rongxian's face was still gloomy, but he had already let go of me, and in the dim light, his face looked a little haggard.

Suddenly he smiled bitterly and asked me, "Ah Huan, you hate me so much?" ”

Hate him? I used to hate him, and that was because I loved him.

But now? Now I don't hate him so much, but I don't care how many concubines he has to take, or how many women he has children with.

I just want to live, I want my family to be safe.

I shook my head gently, calm, "I don't hate, I didn't hate it a long time ago." ”

"If you don't hate, why do you reject me like this?" Zhao Rongxian's tone sounded a little sad.

Yes, I don't hate him anymore, but I hate him.

From the moment he deceived me, I began to dislike him. In order to coax me, he actually said that he hadn't touched Jiang Wan, and I hated him even more.

But I can't say these words. I tried my best to fight with Zhao Rongxian, but in the end I ended up with this, so I should still endure it.

I thought about it, turned over and leaned into Zhao Rongxian's arms, and said softly, "It's not early, Lord Wang, rest early." ”

Hey, as soon as I reached out to hug his waist, Zhao Rongxian suddenly reached out and ripped off my veil.

The thin veil slipped off so suddenly.

In the next moment, my face was completely exposed in front of Zhao Rongxian, and I was so close to him.

He...... He saw my ugly face! Just looked at me straight and straight......

I was so uncomfortable with him that I didn't want to see my ugly face myself, let alone anyone to see my face.

Especially Zhao Rongxian's naked gaze made me feel that he was laughing at me and laughing at my terrifying and disgusting face.

I trembled violently, tears rolled out of my eyes involuntarily, and I let go of my hand in a panic.

But before I could get up, I was dragged back by Zhao Rongxian.

"You let go of me!" I immediately lowered my head and didn't let him see my face.

But the more I was like this, the more Zhao Rongxian approached me, he pinched my jaw tightly, and suddenly lifted my face up.

"Zhao Rongxian, let go of me! What do you want? Are you happy to see me laughing? "The thought of the earthworm-like scars on my face makes me unable to control my emotions.

But after this temper tantrum, I was a little scared.

"What do you say you're doing at night?" He chuckled and leaned closer to me.

I struggled desperately to break free from his grasp.

Zhao Rongxian pinched me tighter and tighter, his movements were gentle but a little fierce, and I was almost out of breath when I was kissed by him.

With the creaking sound of the bed board, Zhao Rongxian's breath became thicker and thicker.

After a long time, he slowly rolled over and reached out to wrap me into his arms.

Zhao Rongxian's strength is very strong, if he is ruthless, I can't resist at all.

So, I was trapped in his arms.

I was in a terrible mood, my mind was like a mess, and my whole body was a mess.

I don't even know how Zhao Rongxian can do it against me like this, I always thought that he should be frightened by me.

"Are you still angry that I lifted your veil?" In the dimly lit room, Zhao Rongxian's deep voice sounded in my ears.

Before I could respond, he lowered his head and kissed my lips again, and said affectionately, "Ah Huan, you must know that no matter what you become, I will love you." So, you don't have to hide it in front of me. ”

So, he did all this just to tell me that he didn't dislike me?

"Besides, my face is not ugly when I look at you." As if comforting me, he gently stroked my face and said softly, "Promise me, don't give up on yourself, don't... became the Ah Huan from before. ”

The old me? The one in my last life who was hit hard, was always lifeless, and couldn't be interested in anything?

The stupid but hedgehog-like me at the end of the day?

Yes, when Zhao Rongxian said this, I realized that I seemed to be getting closer and closer to the self in my previous life.

I lowered my head and didn't speak.

Zhao Rongxian saw that I didn't speak, and he didn't force me anymore, he only patted my back lightly, and said softly, "Remember to apply the medicine when you get up tomorrow, but I found the best imperial doctor in the palace, and found the best medicinal materials to refine it, apply some every day, and it will be cured in less than half a year." ”

"Also, when you're in the house, you don't have to wear a veil, how can you get better quickly when you're always holding back?"

Later, Zhao Rongxian said a lot, I listened in a daze, and I fell asleep after listening.

When he woke up the next day, Zhao Rongxian was no longer there.

Mama Chen said that he went to the court, and before leaving, she specially instructed Mama Chen to tell me to apply medicine.

Early in the morning, Mama Chen was full of joy, took the medicine bottle and walked towards me.

smiled and said, "The side concubine is so blessed, the old slave looks, this prince really likes you." You don't know, yesterday you insisted on refusing to take down the phoenix hairpin, which frightened the old slaves, but who would have thought that this prince was not angry at all. The wishful thinking of the Snow Courtyard can't be beaten, and if I don't see you punished today, I will definitely be angry to death. ”

Mama Chen said, she was about to reach out and take off the veil on my face, saying that Zhao Rongxian doted on me so much, I must take care of my face well, and I will have a big fat boy in the future, and I will enjoy endless glory and wealth in the future.

Mama Chen's rhetoric is very similar to what Mama Du said in the past, but she said so much for the purpose of coaxing me to apply medicine.

Originally, I didn't want to do it. I thought about it, I used this ugly face to Zhao Rongxian, made Zhao Rongxian disgusted with me, and then kicked me away.

But at this moment, I inexplicably remembered what Zhao Rongxian said last night.

He told me not to give up on myself, not to live like I used to be.

Now mine is really one step closer to the lifeless self at the beginning, hesitated for a moment, I nodded, and instructed Mama Chen, "Mama Chen, you can bring the medicine." ”

"The old slave will paint it for you." Mama Chen said, and took out the medicinal powder.

I was reluctant to do it, I was afraid that Mama Chen would see my terrible face.

But think about it, in the future, I will take off the veil in this house, and Mama Chen will serve every day, always facing my face every day, and it is not a way for me to hide it like this.

So I nodded, carefully removing the veil.

"Princess...... You ......" Seeing my face, Mama Chen was slightly shocked.

I think she was shocked by my face that was exactly the same as the dead princess, and there were several portraits of me in Zhao Rongxian's study, which Mama Chen had seen.

I glanced at her lightly, pretending to be very calm and asked her, "What's the matter, Mama Chen......"

"I didn't ...... It's nothing, the old slave thinks that the princess's face is too good-looking, if you are cured, you will definitely be a great beauty who will captivate the country and the city. Mama Chen thought she was shocked, and when she opened her mouth, it was a nonsense.

But even if she didn't say it, I knew that she must have frightened this face that was exactly the same as that of the dead princess.

Even the moment she looked at me, I could be sure she was suspicious of something.

However, since she didn't ask anything.

I didn't have to say anything myself, I looked indifferent, and gently instructed her, "Okay, Mama Chen, rub the medicine." ”

"Yes......" Mama Chen said, and began to carefully apply the powder to my face.

The powder is very uncomfortable when applied to the face, not to mention itchy, and the smell of medicine in the nose is full, but whenever you breathe a little, the medicine will enter the nostrils.

Wearing the veil was even more annoying, I wanted to go out for a walk, but because of the powder on my face, I simply pulled off the veil and didn't step out of the house.

Now I can't see people like this, but I have to wear a veil, which smells of powder, and I choke badly.

But I don't want to see anyone, but someone wants to see me.

I had to put the veil on again.

I just had breakfast for a while, Jiang Wan came over, she had a big belly, that look of fake worry and schadenfreude, she held my hand when she entered the door, and said with care, "Sister, are you okay, it's all my fault, I took the wrong hairpin yesterday, does the prince blame you?" ”

Hehe, she concluded that I was taught a lesson by Zhao Rongxian, and she thought I was disgusted by Zhao Rongxian?

I think I thought I had already told her that the phoenix hairpin was given by her, for fear that even she would be disgusted, so I deliberately came to trick me into taking the blame alone.

I withdrew my hand leisurely and asked her with a blank face, "What is my sister talking about?" What happened to the phoenix hairpin? ”

"You...... Didn't the prince blame you? Seeing that I was so calm, Jiang Wan was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked again, "Didn't the prince scold you?" ”

This question is also direct enough, I pretended to be crazy and stupid yesterday, and she really thought I was stupid?

But if she really thinks I'm stupid, there's nothing wrong with that.

So I continued to pretend to be at a loss, shook my head and said, "No, the prince still praised me, he said that the phoenix hairpin is very suitable for me." ”

Jiang Wan's face became extremely ugly in an instant, and her eyes were full of disbelief.

At this moment, I actually think that she is quite pitiful, trying so hard for that person, but the other party only treats her as a pawn and a sharp blade.

So, all of a sudden, I didn't want to embarrass her anymore.

So I didn't ask her about the hairpin again, I smiled and said, "By the way, sister, I heard that the koi fish in the back garden are very beautiful and can bring good luck." It's boring in this house, too, so let's go out for a walk. ”

Jiang Wan saw that I didn't ask about the phoenix hairpin, she breathed a sigh of relief, but she was still unwilling in her eyes.

A far-fetched smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, and she nodded slightly, in a friendly tone, "Okay, according to my sister." It just so happens that the weather is also good today, and the autumn is crisp. ”

The two of us have already stepped out of the house.

When she walked to the south courtyard, Jiang Wan suddenly stopped, and looked at the plum blossom tree in my courtyard with a pair of beautiful eyes, as if sighing and feeling sad.

Didn't she come up with something else?

However, no matter what moth she wants, I don't want to fight with her.

But Jiang Wan was full of energy to fight with me, she looked at the plum tree for a long time, as if waiting for me to ask her what was wrong.

After looking at me for a long time and seeing that I didn't speak, she pretended to sigh again and said, "Hey, when I see this plum tree, I think of the prince's wife." ”

"You don't know how affectionate our prince is for his wife. This princess was from a humble background and was not a smart person, but she was born very beautiful. Therefore, the first time our prince saw her, he had a deep affection for her, completely ignoring his father's opposition, and should have married the first princess back. ”

"The prince is very fond of the first princess, what do you want, this plum blossom tree was specially transplanted by the prince for the first princess."

Eh, she couldn't make a plan and made a plan, so that Zhao Rongxian couldn't find me, so she wanted to make me angry and provoke Zhao Rongxian by herself.

It is estimated that the next moment she will tell me how sad Zhao Rongxian was when the first princess died, and she had to tell me that my eyebrows and eyes are very similar to the first princess.

Sure enough, before I could speak, Jiang Wan immediately turned around again, looked at me with a look of desire to speak, and said, "Don't you know, when the princess left, half of the princess's life was gone." Well, now there's you. Between your eyebrows, you really resemble the former princess......"

After saying that, she immediately covered her mouth again, her eyes full of embarrassment, "That...... Sister, you take it to heart, my sister just talks casually, this prince is absolutely sincere to you. ”

As she spoke, she secretly observed the look on my face, as if trying to find a hint of anger in my eyes.

I smiled lightly, pretending to be innocent, and said with a smile, "Sister don't panic, I already know what my sister said, the prince said before, I am very similar to the first princess, so I was admitted to the palace." ”

Jiang Wan was stunned, looked at it in disbelief, and couldn't speak for a long time.

After a while, he pretended to be worried and asked, "Sister...... Sister, don't you care? ”

Oh, yes? What woman wouldn't care about this kind of thing?

It is unacceptable for his husband to regard himself as someone else's stand-in, and to be any woman.

It's a pity that I'm my own stand-in, so what's wrong with me?

Besides, I don't even care if Zhao Rongxian has a child with someone else, so how can I care if I'm a stand-in?

I just want to be safe, I want my family to be safe, and everything else doesn't matter.

I shook my head, and I didn't mind at all, "Sister, you're joking, I'm a country woman, and I've ruined my appearance, I'm lucky to be able to enter the palace, what else can I care about?" As long as you can eat enough and dress warmly......"

"My sister is really generous......" Jiang Wan smiled on her face, but her eyes were full of unwillingness, resentment, and disdain.

Those eyes were rolling around, and I didn't know what the hell they were thinking.

I don't want to know what she wants to do, and if she can be safe, I won't be fine, but if she tries to poison me or frame me, I won't be polite.

So I continued to laugh with her, pretending not to see that she was stirring up.

After most of the day, Jiang Wanxu was tired, so she went back to rest.

When she left, her round and beautiful face was very gloomy, and she was so angry that she was so angry that she was so angry that she tried so hard to provoke me, but in the end it was completely useless.

However, I didn't feel happy to see her like that.

Even if she hurt my child in her previous life, even if she framed me repeatedly in her previous life, even if she cut my face in her previous life, at this moment, looking at her with a big belly, such a lonely and resentful back, I still have some sympathy for her.

Met a man like Zhao Rongxian, Xu is the biggest tragedy in her life, thinking that in the previous life, their Jiang family single-handedly helped Zhao Rongxian to the throne, and finally was wiped out, I just can't hate her even more.

I think that at this time, Zhao Rongxian should be asked to see her.

In the evening, Zhao Rongxian really came over again, and now he is rising step by step, and he is also very busy on weekdays.

But no matter how busy he is, it seems that he has to come to Qinghui Courtyard.

As soon as he entered the door, he took off his official hat and official uniform, and sighed, "This father is also good enough to talk, and he hasn't let me eat a bite of food until now." ”

As he spoke, he looked at me and said with a smile, "I'm a little hungry, go make me a bowl of noodles, ask for pork noodles, your favorite pork noodles on weekdays." ”

I wanted to open my mouth to tell him, but when I saw him looking like a hungry ghost possessing me, I didn't say it immediately, but only lightly responded with the word 'good', and then turned around and went to the small kitchen, and in less than a stick of incense, a bowl of fragrant pork noodles was served on the table.

Zhao Rongxian was really hungry, he devoured it so much, and after eating, he chattered with me a lot of things in the palace.

Seeing that it was time to wipe the medicine, he reached out again to remove my veil.

"Lord, just come by yourself." I subconsciously dodged and hurriedly turned around.

Although Zhao Rongxian could see it clearly last night, now, I still don't want to be seen by him.

However, the next moment, Zhao Rongxian hugged me from behind, and a low and gentle voice sounded in my ears.

"Ah Huan, you have to remember, you are my wife, no matter what you become, I love you. So...... You don't have to be afraid. ”

"Today, I don't mean anything else, I just want to see if the injury on your face is better, and I'm relieved to see it."

"Come, take your hands away, and let me see."

As he spoke, he turned me around stiffly.

The moment he took off his veil, I snapped my eyes shut.

Then I felt Zhao Rongxian's hand touch my face, and after a while, he took the medicine powder and rubbed it on my face.

After a few moments, I slowly opened my eyes and hurriedly tried to put the veil back on.

Zhao Rongxian threw the veil away, and said with an unhappy face, "How many times have I said it, try not to wear a veil when you are in the house, and you are not afraid of suffocation." ”

"Besides, you've just taken the medicine, and you're not afraid of choking on your nose."

As soon as he said this, I subconsciously touched my nose.

When Zhao Rongxian saw my action, he immediately smiled, and said with doting eyes, "Stupid ......"

Zhao Rongxian's concern made me a little confused, although he also treated me so well before, but later he was unambiguous when he took a concubine.

Thinking of this, the warmth in my heart suddenly faded again.

Thinking of Jiang Wan's big belly, but he didn't even look at her, my heart was even colder.

I lowered my head, sat down on the chair next to me, and asked him pretendedly, "The prince is still not resting?" ”

"What? You just can't wait? Zhao Rongxian smiled with his eyebrows, and he actually said meat words at the moment.

When the two of us were alone, he was always like this, and I was used to it.

I glanced at him lightly, and said kindly, "Lord Wang, that Concubine Jiang's belly should be seven months old, right?" I looked at it during the day, and her face was not very good-looking. I think I'm a little unwell, so if you're free, go see her. ”

"You...... You're pushing me to another woman? Zhao Rongxian's expression immediately became gloomy, and he looked at me with displeasure in his eyes, "Ah Huan, what do you mean?" Are you ...... Is there no longer me in my heart? ”

yes, I don't have him in my heart anymore.

There were still some before, but since I was beaten and ruined, I seem to have become much cooler about feelings.

Now that I see Zhao Rongxian treating the pregnant Jiang Wan like this, I completely understand that this man is not worth loving at all.

I lowered my head and didn't speak.

Vaguely, I saw Zhao Rongxian's hands trembling a little.

"Princess...... No...... Oh no......" I was thinking about how to persuade him, when Mama Chen suddenly walked in.

"What's wrong?"

"Concubine Jiang ate the tea you gave her, and now ...... My stomach hurts so much right now......"