Chapter 60: The Truth About Abortion
Seeing that Yan Qinghan was gone, Mu Sheng's heart instantly fell into vain, she didn't know why she felt this way, whether she was worried about him, or because she didn't get the answer to what she wanted to know, so she was disappointed.
She took the medicine and food in her hand, and kept looking for it in the dense forest, there was no soldier here, so Yan Qinghan could not be taken away, and he would not let himself be taken away, unless he changed places to hide in order to avoid the soldiers, or he wanted to get rid of himself, Mu Sheng's mind flashed an idea and guessed.
Maybe it was because her mind was confused, so the pace under her feet was sometimes fast and slow, and she couldn't see the direction and road clearly in the dark, and she didn't know when her ankle was cut by a branch, she felt pain, and when she squatted down to check, she found that the wound was bleeding again.
"It's really unlucky, this Yan Qinghan, don't you want him to wait for me in the same place, what are you running around!" Mu Sheng couldn't help but curse in his mouth.
But after thinking about it, how could he wait for himself, wishing that he could get rid of himself quickly so that he could carry out his plan alone.
Mu Sheng instead tore off a strip of cloth from her body, wrapped her injured ankle, and then continued to look for it with a limp, and after looking for a long time, she still didn't find it, so she returned to her place and sat back there.
What she didn't expect was that it didn't take long for Yan Qinghan, who he had cursed countless times in his heart, to reappear in front of him, holding a bunch of wild fruits in his hand.
"Where did you go, didn't you wait for me here?" When Mu Sheng saw him, he was angry, and got up and asked.
"I went to pick some fruit, but when it got dark, I couldn't find the way I came, so I went around the woods for a long time before I came back." Yan Qinghan said and showed the fruit in his arms to Mu Sheng.
Mu Sheng looked at the fruit in his arms, and then looked at the food he bought, and only felt angry and funny.
"You're injured and you're running around, you really don't think you're dying fast enough."
"Do you say that because you're worried about me?" Yan Qinghan asked rhetorically.
"Don't be self-inflicted, I said, you can't die before I figure out the facts." Mu Sheng immediately refuted it.
Yan Qinghan squatted down and put down the fruit in his hand, only to notice the injury on Mu Sheng's ankle.
"Are you hurt? How? Mu Sheng looked at his worried look, a little overwhelmed.
She leaned down to cover the wound and casually explained, "It's just an accidental scratch, a small injury." ”
Who knew that Yan Qinghan couldn't help but grab her feet and inspect them.
"What are you doing! Men and women don't kiss! Mu Sheng exclaimed.
"You're all mine, do you care about that?" Mu Sheng really didn't understand what he had experienced in the more than half a year that he had been away, and he would say such things.
"I said it's okay, don't worry about it." Hearing him say this, Mu Sheng was not happy in his heart, he only felt a trace of sarcasm, withdrew his foot, and his tone was indifferent.
Yan Qinghan noticed the change in Mu Sheng, stopped the movement in his hand, and then said softly: "Ruosheng, I said, this time I won't let you leave me again, I failed you back then, but now I just want to make up for the mistakes I let go, aren't you willing to give me a chance to forgive me?" ”
"I already told you, Du Ruosheng died with the fire back then, and now standing in front of you is Xiao Musheng, Yan Qinghan, since those mistakes have been committed, there is no way to make up for them." Mu Sheng's tone became heavy, she didn't want to say this, but why did Yan Qinghan bring it up at this time.
"At that time, I was forced to do that, if you blame me for stabbing Gu Feng, you can stab back with running water, I won't frown." Yan Qinghan said this, picked up the running water that was put aside and handed it to Mu Sheng.
Mu Sheng took the flowing water without hesitation, and when he wanted to pull it out, he saw the resoluteness in Yan Qing's cold eyes, and put it down again, the sword he stabbed Brother Gu Feng had already been returned, wasn't it his own stabbing, why should it be like this now.
"Since you say that you can't help it, it's better to talk about how you were forced to kill the child in my womb, and let others humiliate me in every way. Mu Sheng's eyes revealed disappointment, just like the last time she looked at him half a year ago.
"If the child in your womb didn't die, it would implicate your life, and it was you that I couldn't afford to lose more than him."
Yan Qinghan's words pierced Mu Sheng's heart, she was silent and looked at Yan Qinghan.
"Actually, until you died in Huaqing Palace, I didn't want to admit that I loved you, I thought I was just guilty of you, but I couldn't bear it, until the queen mother told me everything, my heart was like being deeply stabbed by someone, and it hurt my heart."
"For so many years, I have never been willing to believe you, not because I really don't believe it, but because I don't dare, I only found out later that the queen mother framed you, at that time I had no real power, and the forces that I had cultivated in private were destroyed after that time, I hated it, so I was angry, and after calming down, I knew that as long as I was close to you, the queen mother would always treat you as a target, between me and her, so I chose to snub you, alienate you, and not let you become the target of the queen mother."
"But do you know, when you enter this deep palace, how can you just think about it? Do you think that without one Empress Lu, there will be no one else? Mu Sheng asked solemnly.
"I know, I didn't expect Fang Lanzhi to make things difficult for you in every way, and I couldn't help myself at that time.......
Mu Sheng could hear the helplessness in his tone, she never hated him because of these, what she hated most was that he pushed herself into the abyss but still didn't feel remorse, at least before that, it had always been like this.
"What about the child in my womb, what do you mean by what you just said?"
"Do you remember the last time you appeared in Weiyang Palace? After you left, you fell seriously ill, and your body weakened a lot all of a sudden, and later when Fang Lanzhi came to Weiyang Palace to look for me again, I knew that I misunderstood you that day, but I didn't know how to face you, I knew that I hurt you again and again, and then you became pregnant, I thought that you should be happy, and I was happy, but after all, I didn't want anyone. ”
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Half a year ago, after Du Ruosheng was diagnosed with joy, Yan Qinghan learned about it.
"Your Majesty, the queen mother has been pregnant for nearly a month." When the imperial doctor came out of Huaqing Palace, he went directly to Weiyang Palace to pay his respects.
"Who else knows about this?"
"After the minister's diagnosis, he rushed to Weiyang Palace to return to you, except for you and the queen, no one knows anymore." doctor
"However, the emperor, the minister still has something to tell you, but I hope that the emperor will forgive the minister for his innocence." The Imperial Doctor's tone became slightly solemn as he spoke.
"But it doesn't hurt to say that the doctor will definitely forgive you for your innocence." He may have been immersed in the joy of having his first child, and he didn't notice the worried expression on the doctor's face.
"The queen mother has been depressed recently, and her pulse is vain, and this pregnancy has time to change!" The imperial doctor trembled and trembled, for fear that if a word was not right, it would make the emperor angry, after all, it was the emperor's first child, the eldest son and eldest grandson.
Sure enough, the emperor, who just said that he forgave you for your innocence, instantly grabbed the collar of the imperial doctor when he heard that the child had a problem, and the royal majesty suddenly appeared: "What did you say?" Are you kidding me? ”
"The emperor spares his life! You must have seen the queen's face, pale as wax, and her body was slender, and she was really embarrassed to give birth to a child! The imperial doctor was sweating profusely in an instant, and greeted the emperor's questioning, but no matter how much he asked, it was useless.
"How so? How could she be so weak now? "Yan Qinghan couldn't believe it, when she saw the queen weak, she only thought she was homesick, but now how did she become like this.
The imperial physician looked at the emperor's appearance, looked around, and saw that there was a eunuch not far from himself and the emperor who was watching here, seeing that the emperor was immersed in sadness, he could only quietly pull the emperor's skirt and point slightly in the direction of the eunuch.
Sure enough, after getting the imperial doctor's reminder, Yan Qinghan instantly understood, and walked straight forward, but the imperial doctor didn't know what the emperor meant, so he could only keep kneeling in place, but he hadn't taken two steps in the emperor's walk, and seeing that the imperial doctor behind him didn't follow, he turned his head and reminded.
"What are you doing on your knees? If my child goes awry, I will let your whole family come to the funeral. ”
When the imperial doctor heard that, he had to hurriedly follow, but before he could return to the imperial hospital to get the prescription, he suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, and he was also pressed into a room where he didn't know what it was.
After a while, I suddenly saw a person in a dragon robe come in from outside the room, and I realized that I was in my heart.
Then he immediately knelt down tremblingly: "The emperor forgives me!" Even if you find the miracle doctor in the world today, I am afraid that the queen's child will not be able to come back to life! ”
It's just that the current Yan Qinghan is also clear now, and said directly: "If you have something to say, why beat around the bush, what is going on with the queen's body, you give me a good explanation, otherwise, you must also know the consequences." ”
"Your Majesty, in fact, how can the queen's body be so weak, Weichen has come to check the pulse before, the queen's mother is healthy, and now it has become like this, the emperor is really..." The rest of the imperial doctors didn't say much, just kept kneeling on the ground and were silent.
It's just that he is as smart as Yan Qinghan, and the words of the imperial doctor have already pointed to such a point, presumably even if he doesn't know it, there is no way.
"I know, Imperial Doctor Lu's friendship with me now, I can't forget it, it's just this time, don't let anyone know! Otherwise, don't blame my men for being ruthless. ”
"Yes, Wechen understands." After speaking, he got up and left, but the days after him were different from before, just because of his compassion, he stood in line, and now even if he regrets it, he is helpless, and he only hopes that the emperor can really become the emperor.
Evening
Yan Qinghan didn't want to go to Huaqing Palace, because he didn't know how to explain, so it was difficult to tell Ruosheng that because of himself, she and her children were also framed.
It's just that now Yan Qinghan doesn't know why he came to Huaqing Palace.
But when I was thinking about leaving, I heard laughter and laughter coming from inside, listening to the sound, Ruosheng was really happy! I can't take any steps to get out.
Then the current saint climbed up the tree and listened to the corner of the wall without any majesty.
Then I saw the palace people looking at Ruosheng sitting in the courtyard with a confused face, looking at the starry sky in the sky and being so distracted, with a smile on his face from time to time, presumably fantasizing about a happy life for himself and his children in the future!
It's just that the words of the imperial doctor are still echoing in his ears during the day today, if Ruosheng knows that it is his own body, it will cause the fetus to be stillborn, he must be very sad! But now Ruosheng's happy appearance really made Yan Qinghan unbearable.
But time will always pass, and today Imperial Doctor Lu came to report again, and when the queen's body was about to be unable to support it, Yan Qinghan had to start his own actions.
"Qi Guang, go, send the fetal pills to the queen?"
Qi Guang naturally knew that the emperor was reluctant, and wanted to persuade him, but this kind of thing, either the emperor is sad or the queen is sad, if the queen knows that the fetus died because of herself, the queen will not be able to bear it, thinking of this, Qi Guang naturally has no way to dissuade him.
Qi Guang had no choice but to send the fetal pills.
"Fengtian carrier, the emperor said, now Du Ruosheng is the queen, should be the mother of the world, for the example of women, but the nature of jealousy, narrow and flattering, I dream of the night is unpredictable, I feel that Du is not worthy of being a mother, specially given fetal medicine, self-determination."
After Qi Guang finished speaking, he looked at the queen's face and instantly turned pale, with an incredible expression, and knew that this matter must have hit the queen mother very hard.
"Impossible, I was wronged, impossible, I never did those things, no, I want to see the emperor." Ruosheng couldn't believe it, and wanted to get up to see Yan Qinghan, but how could it be!
Ruosheng watched himself being set up and struggled: "Impossible, I didn't do those things, you know!" I didn't do those things, don't hurt my children, I beg you. ”
Ruosheng's miserable plea echoed in Huaqing Palace, and the palace maids around him couldn't help but show compassion, but the holy decree was difficult to do, if they couldn't do things well, then they would die.
Yan Qinghan was not going to go, but his feet involuntarily walked towards Huaqing Palace, and when he arrived, he saw Ruosheng who was in pain on the ground and his face was covered with cold sweat, but he was just lying on the ground biting his lip in pain, and even his mouth was already bleeding.
When Yan Qinghan saw that scene, he instantly felt his cruelty, and couldn't help but run inside, picked up Ruosheng from the ground, and scolded: "Don't announce the imperial doctor yet." ”
It's just that what he didn't expect was that Ruosheng seemed to use all his strength to break away from his arms and fall to the ground, and when Yan Qinghan was about to pick up Ruosheng again, Ruosheng dodged it.
The voice said coldly: "Now that the holy decree has been issued, who is still going to open this kind of hypocritical appearance." After finishing speaking, he looked at the pile of blood on the ground and said, "My child is gone!" You're happy now! My child is gone, as you wish. ”
After finishing speaking, he was too excited and fainted, and everyone was at a loss and didn't know what to do.
Yan Qinghan knew that the distance between him and Ruosheng was even farther now, and when he saw Ruosheng who had fainted, he instantly hugged the person, looked at the stupid person, and couldn't help but roar angrily: "Don't you go to Xuan Taiyi, are you waiting for death here?" ”