Zhao Rongxian's movements caught me unexpectedly, I didn't have time to struggle at all, and the whole person had already fallen into his arms.

Meeting his eyes that seemed to be a little angry, but pretended to be gentle, I was a little stunned for a while.

He knows that my body is ......

There are some things that I don't want to say.

But when it came to such a situation, I couldn't help it.

"Lord Wang, you know that my body can no longer have children now, what are you talking about for no reason?" I lowered my eyes and sighed slightly.

I sent the pear blossom here earlier, and it was indeed an element of anger.

But I do want a child, I am always scared in my heart, I know that Zhao Rongxian also wants a child, but he rarely says it.

And between us, we never bring these things to the table.

He was afraid that I would not feel well, and I also had a hurdle in my own heart that I couldn't get over.

At this time, he was stunned when he saw that I was poking directly on the table, but the next moment he regained his composure, still a little angry, "So, you want to let other women give birth to children for me, you are really generous!" ”

As he spoke, Zhao Rongxian had already put me on the bed, and asked in a low voice, "If I really touched the pear blossom, how do you feel in your heart?" ”

What do you think? I feel uncomfortable, but even if I don't, I have to hold back.

I thought about it for a moment, and seemed very calm, "How can I feel?" You should be generous......"

"You ......" Zhao Rongxian was speechless again by my anger.

Looking at him like this, in fact, I don't feel too good in my heart.

So I was silent for a moment and then added, "Even though I feel uncomfortable, what can I do?" Now that this is the case, I want to have a child by my side, and I have a child by my side, so that I will always have hope for the future, and I can be regarded as having a person to rely on.

"Can't I let you rely on it?" Zhao Rongxian's eyes were cold, and his eyes were full of disappointment, "You still don't believe me after all, do you?" ”

Yes, I have done so much, so generously to give women to my husband, desperately trying to raise a child, isn't it because I don't believe him?

I didn't believe him, and I became more and more tired, and I didn't know if I would be able to continue to love him if he welcomed another woman in the future.

This time, I didn't deliberately raise the bar with him as I did before.

I shook my head lightly and smiled wryly, "No, it's not just distrust, it's exhaustion. Such a woman after another makes me feel tired. ”

"Zhao Rongxian, in fact, you and I are two completely different people, if there was no calculation of Queen Wen in the past, my identity, such mediocrity, would not be able to enter your eyes. We won't have anything in touch at all. ”

Yes, if there was no calculation of Empress Wen at the beginning, Zhao Rongxian and I would not have had so much intersection at all, and he would not even look at me.

I am empty with a pair of skins, but beautiful and beautiful famous ladies abound, and talented women abound.

As for me, I know how to play piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but none of them are proficient, but the only thing I can do is cooking. But how can a prince marry a cook as his wife?

When I think about this, I have mixed feelings in my heart.

"Zhao Rongxian, being your wife, I'm really tired." I was pressed by Zhao Rongxian to death, and I didn't move, I just looked at him tiredly.

Zhao Rongxian wanted to do something, but when he saw my look, he decided to talk to me, so he turned over and lay on my side.

looked at me seriously and said seriously, "Ah Huan, what am I to you?" Tell me seriously, what am I to you? Is it your husband, or a lifesaver, or ...... Just a pawn for you to cling to the powerful? ”

"Naturally, it's a husband...... "If I only think of him as a pawn or a lifesaver, then when he is seriously injured and dying, I won't even look at him."

When Zhao Rongxian heard my answer, his face became a little better, and he asked softly, "If one day another man falls in love with you, will you give up me?" ”

"Naturally, I didn't ...... him, even though I haven't been in a good mood lately, but I never thought of giving him up because of others."

Even if I really want to give him up, it will never be because of others, but because I am tired.

A smile appeared on Zhao Rongxian's face, nodded slightly, and said with a smile, "Isn't that right?" If you can't give up on me, how can I give up on you because of others? ”

"I love you no less than you love me."

I shuddered slightly, and I felt goosebumps all over my body.

I didn't expect Zhao Rongxian to say such things to me.

Although, he used to say such sensual things, but it was rare to say it so nakedly.

I don't even know how to reply to him, and it seems like I'm wrong to be so affectionate by him.

I stammered a little when I met his eyes, "You're so insane, it's like it's my fault." ”

"Isn't it your fault? Give your husband to others, do you dare to say that you are right? He gently covered my face, the warm breath sprayed in my ears, and said softly, "Ah Huan, if you want a child, take care of your body, if you feel that you can't get over this hurdle in your heart, let the king of Huainan send one of his grandsons over in a few days, and pass it to your knees." ”

"Although the King of Huainan is a little farther away from our bloodline, in the end, it is also the bloodline of the Zhao family, and he can inherit the unification in the future."

The grandson of King Huainan? If I remember correctly, it seems that the king of Huainan was the son of the son of the brother's brother of the emperor's grandfather! That relationship has turned to 108,000 miles!

This king of Huainan has no ability, he has an empty title, but he has no real power in his hands.

If Zhao Rongxian cares if he wants a grandson, he will definitely be willing to sacrifice it, and he will not be able to threaten the royal regime in the future, let alone me.

After all, that is a powerless prince, even if he asks his grandson to be my son, he will not be able to get any benefits from me.

However, how can I let a child who has nothing to do with Zhao Rongxian inherit everything from him because of my own selfishness.

I shook my head and whispered, "No need......

"In fact, it doesn't matter who inherited the Zhao family, but as long as that person is still surnamed Zhao, it's all the same, I don't care." Zhao Rongxian smiled lightly and said with a serious face, "Really, I don't care at all, all I want is the peace of the Northern Dynasty." ”

"So Ah Huan, don't think about it anymore. I don't care if I have children or not, I just want you. ”

He doesn't care? He really doesn't care?

Isn't he just comforting me?

Xu saw my thoughts, and Zhao Rongxian added, "If you don't believe it, tomorrow I will send Liang Feng to find the grandson of the king of Huainan, and immediately inherit it to your name, and I will make him the son." ”

Zhao Rongxian's words made me feel very guilty.

If I really don't trust him enough, is it really my little belly? I deliberately caused him trouble.

But he still accommodated me like this......

Even if he doesn't have children, he doesn't mind, he obviously wants children, and he's still shaking the rattle!

I couldn't help but reddened my eyes and choked up, "You don't want to lie to me, you obviously want a child very much, and you still hold that rattle when you enter the door!" ”

"You...... If you don't believe ......"

"Zhao Rongxian is sorry...... "I couldn't hold back anymore, I threw myself into his arms at the moment, and tears rolled out, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't believe you!" ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"I'm sorry with my mouth, I don't accept it......" He suddenly turned over, and a pair of peach blossom eyes smiled into crescent moons, "Apologize, but you must have the sincerity to apologize." ”

As he spoke, his lips fell to my face. I raised my eyes to meet Zhao Rongxian's affectionate gaze, and slowly reached out to wrap my arms around his neck.

"So proactive today? Hmm......" Zhao Rongxian smiled lightly, and there was a hint of evil in his eyes.

Mama Chen, who heard the sound outside, immediately closed the door outside, and in the night, the dim candlelight and ambiguous breath spread in the air......

I don't know how long it took, I had no strength, and I only leaned on Zhao Rongxian's shoulder groggily.

When I woke up the next day, I was in terrible pain all over my body, and my bones felt like they were going to fall apart.

Zhao Rongxian, as in the past, went to the palace early in the morning, and his spirit was always better than mine. Obviously, it was the same last night, and the next day he could always go to the court as if nothing happened.

If he meets an opponent in the court, he can still be energetic, arguing with others in the court for a long time, and when it is serious, he can also faint in anger.

And I, I felt like I was fainting.

Mama Chen smiled and entered the door with a copper basin, and as soon as she entered the door, she said meaningfully, "Princess, look at how good it is, you can tell me about you, but you really don't know how blessed you are, and you will think about some mess all day long." ”

I gave her an embarrassed look and asked, "Can you bring me my clothes?" ”

Zhao Rongxian's bastard, he tore all my clothes last night, and now I am wrapped in his clothes, which looks extremely embarrassing and funny.

Zhao Rongxian is tall, although I am also tall, but wrapped in Zhao Rongxian's clothes, it is still outrageous, just like a child wearing an adult's clothes.

The smile in Mama Chen's eyes was even more a little more, and she nodded and said, "Take it, just take the pomegranate skirt you like to wear most on weekdays." ”

"Uh-huh......" I nodded, and then told Mama Chen to bring her clothes.

This dress is extremely complicated, and Mama Chen helped me wear it for a while, and then it can be regarded as ready.

After freshening up, Mama Chen said that Zhao Rongxian ordered the kitchen to cook for me when he left, saying that breakfast was used in the south courtyard.

Zhao Rongxian has done everything, I can't be hypocritical, so I climbed down the steps, finished breakfast in the south courtyard, and then returned to Qinghui Courtyard.

Xu The news that I slept in the South Courtyard last night spread, and not long after I returned to Qinghui Courtyard, Princess Yunxiu came, and Jiang Wan also came today, and I don't know when the two of them got together, after all, both of them have deep hostility towards me.

Jiang Wan needless to say, I have a grudge with her for a long time, and now there is a Princess Yunxiu, it just so happens that I offended Princess Yunxiu in order to save people, and it just so happens that I am favored in front of Zhao Rongxian so that the two of them are not very willing, so they simply got together.

The enemy of my enemy is my friend, and I am the enemy of both of them, so they are friends.

The women of the harem have never had eternal enemies, nor have they always had friends.

Therefore, I did not show hostility towards Princess Yunxiu either.

When I saw the two of them, I was as generous and generous as ever.

smiled and said to Mama Chen, "Mama Chen, quickly make tea for Concubine Jiang and Princess Yunxiu."

"Sit down, don't stand." With that, I smiled lightly again, glanced at the chair next to me, and motioned for them to sit down.

Jiang Wan looked a lot fatter, and when she sat down with the child in her arms, she seemed a little struggling.

Princess Yunxiu next to her was as light as a swallow, and her movements looked much more elegant and atmospheric than Jiang Wan.

With Jiang Wan's pretended cowardice, she looked very lively, sat on the chair and looked around, and then said with envy on her face, "I have heard that the fourth prince has always doted on the princess's sister, and the food and accommodation are the best for the princess. ”

Hearing her envious praise, I immediately put on a posture that was not strange, but also modest and generous, and said with a smile, "Princess Yunxiu said that she laughed, this courtyard, compared with Princess Yunxiu's courtyard, it is far behind." Qinghui Temple is not half the size of the North Courtyard. ”

"Sister is really joking, if it is like my sister, the snow courtyard of the concubine is still wider than my sister's Qinghui Courtyard, but what about the breadth, it is always deserted here, and it is rare for the prince to come once a year. It's Qinghui Courtyard, which is the closest to the north courtyard of the prince. Before Princess Yunxiu could speak, Jiang Wan next to her suddenly interjected.

With an aggrieved and cowardly look, he patted the child in his arms lightly as he spoke, and sighed, "Our Snow Courtyard is far away, even Yun'er, and the prince rarely comes to see it." ”

"If my sister can give birth to one, presumably the prince will be in his arms every day. At the beginning, the prince entered the door in order to marry his sister, but he wasted a lot of effort, and he was able to enter the palace as the daughter of a merchant, which shows the prince's love for his sister. ”

Hehe, isn't she saying that I am bringing disaster to the country and the people, but I am mean to her concubine, and even more mean to my children?

Why didn't Zhao Rongxian go to see her son, she didn't have a little count in her heart?

Every time I take the child as a bargaining chip, every time I complain without a weak heart, as a matter of course.

also squeezed my lowly status and served people in Israel.

I don't know what the two of them want to do today.

Anyway, no matter what you want to do, there is no good thing, before this Yunxiu princess was 'favored' by Pear Blossom, so she wanted Pear Blossom's life, but I am the princess's concubine, holding the power of the palace, even if she is jealous, or she is unwilling to be subordinate to me, she does not dare to do it easily.

That's why I found a Jiang Wan, who was as jealous and hateful as me, a favored concubine, to come to me for trouble.

After such a run, I don't know what else I want to say next.

However, since they deliberately squeezed me, I don't have to be polite.

They envy me for being favored, so I show off to them.

So I immediately put on a dignified and gentle posture that a concubine should have, and sighed to 'comfort' Jiang Wan, "Concubine Jiang, you have wronged the prince if you say this, this prince, he is busy on weekdays, and the snow courtyard is far away, so he rarely goes." ”

"As for what Concubine Jiang said, the princess's courtyard is close to the prince's south courtyard, and that's because the princess entered the palace first. I am a young couple with the prince, and when I first came, there was no one to take care of the prince, so the prince specially chose the nearest Qinghui Courtyard to facilitate the care on weekdays. ”

"Sister, you, the prince thought that you were also the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and you couldn't be treated lightly, so I discussed with the prince and gave you this snow courtyard to live in."

"Don't you know, before you came, this snow courtyard was originally for eight beauties, those eight dancing girls, but the father gave it to you! All of them are fragrant and beautiful, they can sing and dance, and they all want to give the best. You, who live in a courtyard with eight people by yourself, is much better than my Qinghui courtyard. ”

Jiang Wan's face darkened, I was praising the big yard where she lived on the surface, and praising Zhao Rongxian for how much she valued her, but I was telling her that she was no different from those dancing girls in Zhao Rongxian's eyes, and told her not to take herself too seriously, and to find fault with others when it was okay.

Jiang Wan was used to intrigue, and she heard what I meant.

Her lips trembled a little, and she seemed to be angry, but at this time, in the middle of the day, in front of Princess Yunxiu, she didn't want to be told that she was crazy because of her gaffe, and she was locked up again.

Therefore, she soon put on a smile again, and said with a smile, "It seems that the concubine misunderstood the prince......"

"Isn't it? You see, the prince can give you a courtyard for eight people to live in, which shows that he attaches great importance to you, but the prince has been too busy recently, so he has no time to go to see you and Yun'er. "I'm still kind and light-hearted.

If this were like before, I would never be so calm and indifferent in front of her.

Maybe it's because I've been following Zhao Rongxian for a long time, but when I face these outsiders, I'm more and more able to disguise.

Jiang Wan was so angry that her face turned green, and Princess Yunxiu next to her was also a little unhappy.

It seems that she wanted Jiang Wan to deliberately say something to mock me and make me angry.

But she never thought that I would be able to bring out the eight beauties from before to laugh at Jiang Wan.

didn't make me angry, but made Jiang Wan angry, and made Princess Yunxiu very angry.

I show off Zhao Rongxian's favor to me like this, can she not be angry?

Seeing that she couldn't make a plan, she made another plan, deliberately pretended to be a good person, and said, "What's that, Sister Princess, let's not talk about this, in fact, I came with Concubine Jiang on weekdays to try the craftsmanship of Sister Princess, I heard that Sister Princess is good at cooking, and she was still working in her own restaurant before." ”

"As soon as I heard about it today, I was greedy, I wanted to eat roast goose, Buddha jumping over the wall and ......"

"Princess Yunxiu, our princess never cooks on weekdays except for cooking for the prince." Before Yunxiu finished speaking, Mama Chen next to me immediately interrupted her respectfully, "In the past, the second princess and the crown prince always came to eat, but it tired our princess. ”

"The prince felt sorry for the princess, so he ordered that our princess would not cook for anyone except the prince. Our prince said that the princess is the master mother of this palace, not the cook who is called by others! ”

I'll go! When did Zhao Rongxian give such an order?

At this moment, I finally understood why Zhao Rongxian wanted Mama Chen to serve me, and I proposed many times to let Mama Du come back, but he just refused.

If this matter falls into the eyes of Mother Du, Mother Du will definitely have no way to do it.

As soon as Mama Chen came out, she not only made up reasonable and well-founded, but also made people completely powerless to refute.

It's just that Mama Chen, as a minion, interjects when the master is talking, and she is definitely punished.

Sure enough, Princess Yunxiu's face turned pale, and her cruel gaze immediately fell on Mama Chen, "Sister Princess, this master is talking, but what kind of slave is interjecting." ”

She didn't say a word about Zhao Rongxian's order, and immediately saw that she caught Mama Chen's mistake with a needle.

At this time, it is naturally impossible for me to maintain Mama Chen.

So I immediately turned cold and angrily reprimanded Mama Chen, "Mama Chen, what are you talking about when the master speaks?" Am I pampering you too much on weekdays! ”

"No, princess, the old slave just told the truth." Mama Chen fell to her knees with a puff, her face full of panic.

I slapped the table, even more annoyed, "You dare to quibble!" Mama Chen, on weekdays, I think that you are old, and you are the old man next to the prince. I connived at you, did something wrong, interjected a few words, and turned a blind eye to the following crimes, but today, you dare to trespass, and dare to be so presumptuous in front of Princess Yunxiu! ”

"Come on, drag Mama Chen down, and take the top ten boards!" As I spoke, I immediately glanced at Mama Chen.

How can I really hit her board, it's just for Princess Yunxiu to see, that is, to pretend to play it. If I don't punish it, Princess Yunxiu will catch the opportunity, and I don't know how to make trouble!

Mama Chen also understood what I meant, and was about to go out to receive the punishment.

"Wait!" Princess Yunxiu suddenly shouted, her eyes full of unwillingness, but the next moment, she pleaded gently and gently for Mama Chen, "Sister Princess, I am just saying, so that the subordinates can have a long memory, and the punishment will not be punished." ”

"This Mama Chen is also old, and I can't stand it after a meal......

As soon as Princess Yunxiu finished speaking, as soon as I looked up, I saw Zhao Rongxian walking in.

Seeing Mama Chen kneeling on the ground, he asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" ”

Heh, I said why did Princess Yunxiu's temperament suddenly change drastically, it turned out that when she saw Zhao Rongxian, she wanted to pretend to be kind.