Chapter 92: Love but Can't
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The dazzling sunlight above his head illuminated Lian Jing's humble heart.
No one knew that there was so much humility hidden in his heart. When he was a child, he was not worthy of his mother, and when he grew up, he was not worthy of the position of the son, and when he met Luo Yan, he found that he was not even worthy of love
There are so many beautiful things in the world, but he doesn't deserve any of them
Lian Jing raised his head and poured tears back to the bottom of his heart, silently turned around and went back to his yard, passing by the small lotus pond on that side, he threw the jade step hidden in his arms into the water, his father was right, he was naturally not worthy of a golden branch and jade leaf.
The Marquis of Changping went out angrily, and he didn't stretch his frowning brows all the way, and when he arrived at the Three Princes' Mansion, he changed his expression and entered the gate calmly.
The Marquis of Changping once taught the martial arts of the three princes, and naturally he was more familiar than others, and as soon as he entered the door, he was enthusiastically led by the porter to see the three princes Yingli.
"Master Hou, you haven't seen you for a few years, and you are still as powerful as you were back then."
"Although you no longer teach His Highness martial arts, His Highness often thinks of you."
"No, as soon as I heard that you were coming, I had already told the little one to pay attention, and when you arrived, I would take him to see him immediately."
The porter chattered a lot, but the Marquis of Changping was not annoyed, and even a smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and he rewarded the porter with a piece of silver, which was counted as an answer to him.
Turning around to an open place in the garden, the Marquis of Changping saw the third prince Ying Li, who was practicing swords. Under the sun, fine sweat hung all over the young man's forehead, because of the perennial practice of martial arts, although he was only a teenager, his body was tall and strong, coupled with the sword eyebrows and big eyes, he was very heroic.
The smile on the corner of Changping Hou's mouth became stronger, and he looked at the young man who practiced martial arts without blinking, and he didn't walk over until the young man put away the sword in his hand.
"His Highness's martial arts have improved again"
After a pause, the Marquis of Changping seemed to be very emotional, "His Royal Highness has also grown up."
Ying Li grinned and said very proudly: "That's the master, you taught well, now my eldest brother and second brother are not my opponents, especially my second brother, it's hard to beat the horse."
When he said this, the young man's face was full of sunlight, and it easily shone into the damp and cold heart, and the Marquis of Changping also laughed heartily, "Your Highness is the best apprentice I have ever taught, and my five sons together are beyond the reach of the horse."
Ying Li was not modest, laughed twice, and walked back very naturally on the shoulder of Changping Hou, "Master, you finally came once, today I will accompany you to drink a few cups, you are not allowed to stop me again, I am also an adult now"
The Marquis of Changping paused slightly, and then was relieved, "Since Your Highness is interested, I will come with you without getting drunk and not returning."
"If you don't get drunk, you won't go home"
Two hearty laughter sounded in the garden at the same time, one rich and the other clear, and they could complement each other together
Ming Zheng Palace
Luo Yan lay on the wide desk and stared at Ying Qi without blinking.
Ying Qi was very focused when he looked at the excerpts, and only then did he glance at Luo Yan and ask, "Aren't you tired?"
"That's exactly the question I want to ask you." Luo Yan
sat up straight and took the pen in Ying Qi's hand away, "You didn't sleep last night, and you played with me for another day today, and now you have to rush to review the folds of this table, aren't you tired, are you iron?"
Ying Qi took another pen and held it in his hand, and dipped the tip of the pen evenly in red cinnabar ink, before he raised his head and replied with a chuckle: "I want both the country and the beauty, and this kind of greed naturally has to work harder."
Luo Yan snatched the pen from Ying Qi's hand again, and asked very willfully: "How can you be so greedy, Jiangshan and beauty, you choose one now"
Ying Qi moved to the side of the desk to make sure that Luo Yan couldn't reach him, so he picked up the third pen, and replied while dipping it in ink: "Actually, it's enough for you, but there is no country where you and I are worried."
"Hmph" Luo Yan pouted, "This is what people often say in the eyes of a lover, you treat me as a treasure, and in the eyes of others I am grass, hurry up and put your heart in your stomach, I want you to accompany me back"
Ying Qi secretly slandered himself: That's here, I'll stand next to you, who dares to like you is not like when I was in Beiluo, everyone dares to like you, it's really a broken heart Now it's okay, even if I'm tired to death, I'm willing to do it
And there was another thing on his mind
Thinking of this, Ying Qi finally put down the pen in his hand and asked, "Ayan, have you heard the story about the red face and the troubled water?"
Luo Yan's face darkened, "You want to say that I am a red face and a curse"
"Nope." Ying Qi took Luo Yan's hand and asked her to sit beside him, and continued: "Some people say that it is a woman's fault, and some people think that it is a man's fault, but I think it is a woman's bad life, and a man is too incompetent."
"Well, what kind of crooked reasoning is this," Luo Yan waited for Ying Qi to continue to make it up.
"Just like the two of us, although Ayan, you can't be regarded as a sinking fish and a goose, and a shy flower in the closed moon, but you can barely call a beauty. And your life is better, marry me, I dare to guarantee that no one will say that you are a red face in the rest of your life"
"Because your husband will be a famous ancient monarch, and his queen will inevitably become a generation of virtuous queens together, even if you eat, drink and have fun all your life, you don't dare to say half a word, because I don't allow it."
"Do you know what a husband is a wife, in my place, if the husband is strong, the wife is worry-free, this is the husband for the wife"
"So what," Luo Yan asked with a wink.
"So you're preventing me from becoming a generation of Mingjun now, if I can't become a Mingjun, you can only be a celebrity"
Ying Qi looked at Luo Yan and learned to blink at her, and then stopped talking.
Luo Yan thought thoughtfully for a long time, "Why do I think you are changing the law to push me away, I can't even find a reason to refute it"
Ying Qi dragged Luo Yan up from the ground and sent her to the door of the main hall, "Ayan, go back quickly, don't worry about me." ”
turned around and instructed the palace people around him, "Serve a good mother, be sure to eat on time, go to bed on time, if the mother is willful, come to me." ”
At this point, Luo Yan could only go back to the Mingxin Hall by himself. Obediently ate dinner, took a walk, and suddenly thought that the Queen Mother Nan had handed her a burden, and when she opened it, she saw that it was a robe with fine stitches.
Luo Yan couldn't help but think to himself in his heart, "The women of Nanqian are all ingenious, and even the Empress Dowager Nan has done it
Good needlework, how come she is also a woman in Nangan, and she can't learn it herself."
But
What she knows best is icing on the cake
Instructed the palace people to take the needle and thread over, Luo Yan found a place around his waist, thinking that embroidering a small daisy here, it doesn't matter whether it looks good or not, anyway, it can't be seen when he ties the belt, and he has done his best, so it kills two birds with one stone, very good
After the embroidery was done, I showed it to the palace people around me, everyone praised the embroidery again and again, Luo Yan was said to be full of joy, and I felt that there was a great improvement compared to before, and my heart was itching, so I wanted to show off in front of Ying Qi immediately.
When he walked to the door of the Ming Zheng Palace, he found that the door was closed, and Luo Yan's hand was on the door and he just wanted to knock on it, when he heard the conversation between the two men inside.
"Your Majesty, when the time came, Princess Beiqin went out of the city gate."
"Hmm" just do what you planned. If it can be disposed of quietly, it is naturally the best; If you can't, don't have any scruples, just take your life, just a little, neatly
"Yes"
Luo Yan heard the people inside walking out, and hurriedly turned his back to the other side of the main hall, and when he turned around, he saw the prince who had just returned from going to the toilet.
", why are you here?"
As soon as these words came out, there was an eager step in the hall immediately, and Luo Yanzheng was embarrassed and didn't know how to answer, when she saw Ying Qi standing in front of her.
The door to the main hall slammed shut again.
"Do you want to kill the princess of Northern Qin," Luo Yan asked directly.
Ying Qi didn't know what Luo Yan was thinking in his heart, and he didn't dare to answer easily, just nodded and shook his head.
Luo Yan continued to ask: "I'm not trying to explore your affairs, I'm just curious why you would risk killing a princess of Northern Qin who has no conflict of interest with you. Is it because she wrote you a love letter, or because I want to see her"
"I'd love to know if you had anything to do with me killing her"
Ying Qi pursed his lips tightly and did not answer, Luo Yan sighed and continued: "I have always had a lot of doubts in my heart, but no one has answered them for me. ”
"For example, I heard you accidentally say that day when you were in Beiluo, did we go to Beiluo, when did we meet?"
"For another example, after I got the letter from Princess Beiqin, I sat under the magnolia tree for a long time, and I could almost string the content of the letter into a poignant and mournful story.
"I don't remember anything, but I often think about what I used to be like. Ying Qi, do you know, or can you tell me, why I'm always uneasy, why I feel that I shouldn't be with you, why I have the pain of not being able to love, but you are obviously by my side."
The words "love but can't" are like a sharp sword piercing into his chest, Ying Qi couldn't stop his legs from being weak and wanted to sit on the ground, he hugged Luo Yan tightly in his arms, and was very eager to comfort: "Ayan, don't think nonsense, you can't do it without love, I can't love it without it, we are very good together, and it will always be good." ”
"I've arranged everything, we're going to be married soon, and no one can separate us. Past life, present life, future life, must be together"
Luo Yan pushed Ying Qi away and asked very seriously, "Then can you tell me who I am?"