Is he suspicious of me? Am I that stupid in his eyes?

Do you have to be instructed by someone to analyze these messy things?

I suddenly pushed him away and smiled stiffly, "What do you mean by this?" Didn't the prince think that someone was teaching concubines behind his back? ”

Zhao Rongxian didn't speak, and seemed to admit it.

In his eyes, I was so stupid that I couldn't even understand such a thing after living two lifetimes.

I'm stupid, but I'm not an idiot, and I haven't lived for so many years that I can't understand it.

I couldn't help but glance at him, and said angrily, "In the heart of the prince, the concubine body is so stupid?" ”

"Aren't you always stupid?" It was clear that the image of my stupidity had been ingrained in him.

Every time he was told to be stupid, I was on fire.

But this time, I couldn't help but get angry, and it was still important to get down to business.

I suppressed my anger and explained to him reasonably, "Lord, the concubine is not as smart as you, and she is not as good as those in your royal family who know how to intrigue. But the concubine is also a person who has been relived for a lifetime in the end. No matter how stupid people have gone through so much, they will live to understand. ”

"Since you can see it so clearly, then why didn't you say it before, but only today." Zhao Rongxian looked at me with a smile, as if he had to give him an explanation.

Zhao Rongxian is a very possessive person and likes to control others, but now he finds that I am more and more uncontrollable, and he is naturally a little unhappy in his heart.

The so-called companion is like a companion tiger, even though Zhao Rongxian is not a gentleman now, but in fact, his heart is almost the same, and his suspicion is worse than that of the current emperor.

At times like these, it's useless to lie to him.

I don't know if everything I've done so far will go down the drain.

I can't die now, and I can't escape, so I can't let everything I have done before go to waste.

I thought about it for a moment and asked him rhetorically, "Does the prince want to hear the truth or a lie?" ”

"Naturally, it's the truth...... Zhao Rongxian's eyes suddenly became much more serious, and he spit out a few words from his mouth lightly, "Say, what's going on?" ”

What he asked about Princess Yunxiu poisoning me? Or why didn't I tell him this before, and only now?

Facing Zhao Rongxian's serious gaze, I was a little scared for a while.

But soon I calmed down, directly ignored the former, and only replied to the latter, "I think, the prince has already guessed a few points." I didn't talk about the concubine before, because I ...... In the past, the prince still defended Princess Yunxiu in every way, and Princess Yunxiu never did anything excessive to me, but now it is different from me, and now she wants to ruin my appearance and want my life, so I naturally can't sit still. ”

"Just at this time, you must be disgusted with her, and I hope you will dislike her."

Xu was too direct in my words, and Zhao Rongxian looked very surprised.

He was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed, "You're direct enough." ”

Can I not be direct? Who is Zhao Rongxian? I'm afraid that his mind is heavier than that of the current emperor, and I have already said that if he lies, he will definitely see through it at a glance, and I am not stupid, so I naturally have to be 'upright'.

I pretended to be indifferent, and snorted back to him coldly, "What a smart person the prince is, wouldn't it be self-defeating for a concubine to lie under your nose." ”

Hearing my words, the look on Zhao Rongxian's face became even more strange.

He looked at me with a smile for a moment, and then said paradoxically, "Why don't you dare to lie under the eyes of this king." ”

"For example, don't you lie every day when you don't have self in your heart?"

Zhao Rongxian's words seemed to be joking, but his eyes were extremely serious, and those eyes seemed to see me through.

I was a little nervous when I was stared at by him, and I suddenly didn't know how to reply to him, I was about to break out in a cold sweat when he saw it, and suddenly regretted saying this to him at this time.

I...... How do I get back to him?

"I'm joking, don't be nervous." I stumbled, and before the words of explanation could be spoken, Zhao Rongxian said this sentence again.

I laughed dryly twice, stammering sophistry, "No...... No...... I'm not nervous......"

It's strange if I'm not nervous, I'm so scared that I break out in a cold sweat.

Although I had such an ugly quarrel with Zhao Rongxian a few days ago, but now, since I have decided to live well, I naturally can't break the jar anymore.

As Jiang Tang said, there are some things that need to be managed.

Zhao Rongxian was still looking at me with that strange look, and I was uncomfortable all over.

"Okay, I won't tease you. Look you're scared. Zhao Rongxian said, smiled again, and said, "If you are still willing to lie to me, I am willing to accept it." ”

He...... Did he notice it?

That's right, who is Zhao Rongxian? He was suspicious and ill, and his observation was extraordinarily sharp.

There are some things I can fool him, but there are some things I can't.

Whether there is a other party in your heart or not, you can see it with one look.

How could Zhao Rongxian not see it?

Perhaps, from the moment he punished me, he already saw it.

Now that he said something like this, it was as if I was wrong, and I didn't know how to reply to him for a while.

I forced my emotions and smiled forcefully, and simply diverted the conversation, "That...... Lord Wang, after tossing for so long, you haven't eaten yet, have you? What do you want to eat? The concubine body will be made for you. ”

Having said that, I quickly got up, facing Zhao Rongxian at this time, I was weak and afraid.

Especially when Zhao Rongxian didn't answer, I was even more scared.

I simply added, "That...... Why don't you eat fish head tofu......"

I hurried forward.

However, at the moment when I took a step, Zhao Rongxian suddenly hugged me from behind, I struggled, and he hugged me tighter.

He tightened his grip on my hand, and a gentle breath sprayed on my neck.

"Ah Huan, in fact, for me, it doesn't matter what you eat, as long as you make it, I like it." While speaking, Zhao Rongxian gently kissed the side of my face.

The voice was low and gentle, "You haven't been in good health lately, I'll make it for you today." ”

What the? Is he crazy? Is he a cheap bone? I obviously noticed that I didn't love him anymore, but instead of getting angry, he was gentle and considerate to me.

But he's a cheap bone and I'm not, I don't want to eat what he makes! With his skill, I got even sicker after eating.

I hurriedly refused, "The prince doesn't need it, you've been tired for a day, how can you still cook for the concubine." ”

"Do you think this king is unpalatable?"

"Nope!" My voice was loud and loud, showing that I was not empty-hearted.

However, I was so unkind, in exchange for Zhao Rongxian's more fiery care, and then he immediately entered the small kitchen, saying that he wanted to cook me a lean porridge, and he also wanted to make a plate of fried pork liver to replenish my blood, and said that he would make a mushroom soup.

I'm scared when I think about it, but Zhao Rongxian has to do it, and I can't stop it.

So I had to let him do whatever he wanted in the kitchen.

About an hour later, Mama Chen and a few maids brought a few plates of dishes to the table, and after a while, Zhao Rongxian also came out with a pot of lean porridge.

The table is full of dishes, and they are all colorful, flavorful, and flavorful.

This...... Is this really Zhao Rongxian's doing? Didn't he go to the restaurant and order food to fool me?

I stared at the fragrant pork liver on the table, a little incredulous, "Lord Wang...... This...... Is this really what you did? ”

"What, do you suspect I bought it from the restaurant?" As he spoke, he waved his hand and motioned for Mama Chen to withdraw, then reached out and shook it in front of my nose and asked, "Smell it, this smell of oil smoke all over my body." ”

This is really what he does, but his cooking is always difficult to eat.

When I first got married in my previous life, because of a quarrel with me, I said that if he wasn't a royal child, he wouldn't even be able to cook when he went out, and he would be a waste. In a fit of rage, he went into the kitchen, and had to make a decent dish for me.

As a result, I spent an afternoon tinkering and almost didn't burn down the kitchen.

Now he has made such a large table of dishes in an hour......

I looked at him incredulously and picked up a piece of pork liver.

The taste is not bad, there is no fishy smell at all, but it is also delicate.

It's not as delicious as mine, but it's still good......

I looked up at the triumphant Zhao Rongxian opposite, still in disbelief, "Lord Wang, is this really what you did?" ”

"Hmm......" he nodded.

"It's not...... You used to cook ...... clearly."

"I learned ...... later," he smiled, scooped up a bowl of gruel and handed it to me, sighing, "After you left, every time I thought of you, I would use your kitchen utensils to cook, and make the dishes you used to cook for me, and after a long time, I would naturally do it." ”

When he said leaving, he was pointing out my death in my previous life?

That's it......

He treated me with some feelings, but I was really afraid of him, and I didn't dare to love him anymore.

I hung my head, gulped food into my mouth, and didn't say a word to him again.

Zhao Rongxian saw that I didn't speak, he didn't speak anymore, and only silently put vegetables in my bowl, I was unprecedentedly embarrassed to eat this meal, and my mood was also extremely complicated.

After eating, Zhao Rongxian pulled me to eat again.

As before, he held my hand, and the two of us walked up and down the garden, looking at the moon and chatting.

But today, we didn't talk about anything.

"Ah Huan, if I weren't the mighty Fourth Prince, would you still be willing to stay by my side? I mean, if I had given up everything in front of me, I would just be a common man. Under the moonlight, Zhao Rongxian frowned, and suddenly asked me worriedly.

What does he mean by that? Tempting me again? What he cares about most is power, how could he give up these things.

However, if he is really willing to give up, and can give up peacefully, I am still willing to spend my life with him.

But I know that he can't give it up, and he will never give it up.

But since he asked, I will answer him seriously.

I turned my head sideways and looked at him seriously, "If the prince is willing to give up this monstrous power, what can the concubine not give up?" ”

"Yes, at the beginning, the concubine loved the identity of the prince and the prince. But as time went by, I realized more and more that what I wanted was just the most ordinary life. Husbands and children, men and women weave ......"

"If a concubine loves someone, even if he is a beggar, the concubine will not care. But if you don't love it, even if it's a god in the sky, the concubine won't take a second look. ”

Hearing this, Zhao Rongxian didn't speak again, only reached out and dragged me into his arms, hugging me tightly, as if I would run away the next moment.

This night, Zhao Rongxian has been holding me all the time.

When I woke up the next day, I saw that his arms were red for me, but all night, he didn't even push me.

I know that he sensed that I was dead to him, really dead heart, and he was a little scared.

Zhao Rongxian is like this, if I love him and live, he will be unscrupulous. If one day I don't care about him, he starts to be afraid, and he is afraid that if he does something, I will disappear immediately.

I couldn't figure out what he was thinking, or whether he was affectionate or possessive of me.

But these are no longer important, for now I just want to live a good life, sit firmly in the position of the fourth princess, and let our family be safe.

So on this day, I acted as if nothing had happened, changing Zhao Rongxian's clothes and tying his hair, just like a virtuous princess.

Seeing me and Zhao Rongxian and He Meimei, Mama Chen stopped nagging anything, and my ears suddenly became a lot clearer.

Princess Yunxiu drank the poison, and was beaten by Zhao Rongxian with forty boards, almost half dead, and did not make any more trouble. Jiang Wan saw that Princess Yunxiu was cheated like this by me, and she didn't dare to provoke right and wrong anymore.

In the next few days, I lived quite comfortably, except for taking care of the back house of the palace on weekdays, there was nothing to do, so I went to the teahouse with the second princess and Jiang Tang to eat tea, while drinking tea, while eating melon seeds, while listening to the storyteller's nonsense.

Jiang Tang is like me, he eats and drinks and plays around all day long.

The second princess can't make an appointment recently, and without the second princess, Jiang Tang and I are very bored.

So on this day, I returned to the palace early.

As soon as the "Fourth Princess......" entered the door, he saw General Weiyuan Chang Xiu, who was carrying a pot of wine in his hand at the moment.

This is...... Looking for Zhao Rongxian to drink?

Unprovoked, why did he ask Zhao Rongxian for a drink? Isn't it...... I quarreled with the second princess.

Of course, I didn't ask too much, I just bowed to him kindly, and then went back to Qinghui Temple.

At night, Zhao Rongxian jumped in full of alcohol, and as soon as he saw me, he pounced on me, and wanted to pull my clothes.

I don't like Zhao Rongxian to drink very much, even if he drinks with others, I hate the smell of alcohol all over his body.

Being so drunk by him made me a little annoyed for a while.

"Lord, how much have you drunk......" I pushed him away.

When Zhao Rongxian saw me pushing him, he was immediately unhappy, "What are you fierce?" Didn't you just drink a little wine? I wasn't drunk either......"

Hehe, people are almost unstable, and they still say that they are not drunk?

As far as his virtue is concerned, I can't figure out whether he accompanies Chang Xiu to drink, or Chang Xiu accompanies him.

"Look at your virtue, you are almost unstable, and you say that you are not drunk! I don't know if you drink with Chang Xiu, or if Chang Xiu drinks with you! I glared at him angrily and reached out and pulled him to the bed.

Zhao Rongxian is strong and courageous, and at this moment he is not as polite and accommodating to me as he usually does.

Hearing me scold him, he immediately retorted to me fiercely, "You...... How do you do it? Isn't it normal for a man to drink a little alcohol? Besides, Chang Xiu drank more than me, and he was ...... He was carried out, I was different, I walked back by myself......"

As he spoke, he stumbled up from the bed again, grabbed my wrist, and said in an almost pleading tone, "Ah Huan, promise me, don't leave me, okay." ”

"I have nothing left, I only have you...... All I have is you......"

I have always known that Zhao Rongxian will be crazy when he drinks too much, and I also know that he will talk nonsense if he drinks too much, but I didn't expect that he could drink himself like this when he drinks with others.

If he doesn't have anything on his mind on weekdays, Zhao Rongxian doesn't like to drink, let alone get drunk.

I wanted to retort to him, but seeing him like this, I knew that it was useless for me to scold him.

At this moment, my feelings are also very complicated.

Obviously, he hurt me again and again, and it was obviously he who grinded our relationship little by little to nothing, but now it makes it look like I hurt him.

I bit my lip and nodded lightly to him, "Okay, I promise you, rest early." ”

"Then you stay with me and don't leave." He held my hand tighter, and his red eyes were full of pleading, "In this world, the only person who can make me believe is you, so Ah Huan, don't leave me, okay?" ”

"Okay......" I lowered my head, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and leaned into his arms again.

Zhao Rongxian quieted down at this time......

I hurriedly took the opportunity to take off his robe for him, and told Mama Chen to quickly cook a bowl of sobering soup, and wiped the sweat on his body for him, tossing until the middle of the night, so that I didn't wake up until noon the next day.

As soon as he woke up, he saw Zhao Rongxian sitting next to him with his legs crossed.

Seeing that I was awake, he said without raising his head, "Come with me to the General's Mansion in a while." ”

What to do at the General's Mansion? On weekdays, Zhao Rongxian will never take me there. He also knew that I didn't like those occasions very much, so he rarely called me there, let alone waited for me like this.

I rubbed my sore head, inexplicably, "What are you going to do at the General's Mansion?" ”

"The second emperor sister wants to reconcile with Chang Xiu and leave ......"

"What!" I was shocked and instantly came to my senses.

No wonder I said that the second princess has always been missing recently, it turns out that she really has a conflict with Chang Xiu, and I think that Chang Xiu came yesterday with a jar of wine, and it was also because of this incident.

But the relationship between the second princess and Chang Xiu has always been very good, why did they suddenly want to leave?

Zhao Rongxian and I have become this fragmented, and we didn't say that we want to reconcile, what can these two princesses and Chang Xiu reconcile for? It's not like you're going to separate because you have a few words, right?

Moreover, the second princess still likes to practice often.

I immediately wondered, "Lord, didn't you hear it wrong?" Isn't the relationship between the second imperial sister and General Weiyuan always very good? Why are you about to leave all of a sudden? ”

"It's not because of Concubine Hui?" Zhao Rongxian sneered, and said with disdain, "Concubine Hui is looking for death and life, so she has to let the second emperor sister and her maiden nephew reunite, and say that this child can't live without a father!" ”

The second princess agreed because Concubine Hui was looking for death and life, and she wanted to be with General Weiyuan, who loved her so much and loved her.

This is not like the style of the second princess, according to the temperament of the second princess, shouldn't she sue the emperor and let the emperor clean up the shameless family?

Why did she listen to Concubine Hui's words this time?

I suddenly wondered and annoyed, "Lord Wang, this is not quite right, didn't Concubine Hui commit suicide before, but the second imperial sister ignored her at that time, what do you think now, why is she about to leave after such a fuss?" ”

"This time, Concubine Hui really committed suicide and stabbed herself in the lower abdomen, and her life was almost gone." Zhao Rongxian sighed, his eyes full of annoyance, "Concubine Hui is also free for the sake of her maiden nephew, and she can even do such a shameless thing." ”

Therefore, the second princess was afraid that Concubine Hui would really have a good one, so she agreed and left?

Concubine Hui is really enough, other people's mothers are looking forward to their children, but she has repeatedly forced her children to death.

The second princess is always soft-hearted to her, so at this time, even if I try to persuade her, what's the use?

The second princess hasn't seen me these days, and I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid I'll persuade her.

"Lord Wang, what is the use of us going to the General's Mansion now? Maybe the second emperor sister won't be able to see each other. I sighed, very helpless, "I feel that our trip has to go in vain." ”

"But if we don't go, the second imperial sister is afraid that she will listen to Concubine Hui." Zhao Rongxian has a good relationship with Chang Xiu, and he also has a good relationship with the second princess, and he can't see Concubine Hui behaving like this.

But Zhao Rongxian is a man after all, and if he encounters a woman, if he pretends to seek death and life, he can still solve it, but if he encounters a real death like Concubine Hui, he really has no way at all.

Although I don't really want to pay attention to Zhao Rongxian, and I don't want him to think that I am playing tricks again, I don't want the second princess to have a bad life.

"Lord Wang, you said that this concubine Hui is looking for death and life, so she has to let the second emperor sister and leave her maiden nephew, but if her maiden nephew is unwilling to marry the second emperor sister, no one is to blame, don't you say?" I thought about it, looked at Zhao Rongxian suspiciously, and said in a low voice, "Lord Wang, why don't we go and talk to Concubine Hui's nephew?" ”

Zhao Rongxian was still frowning, "How to talk about it?" That guy is dead-faced, and the second emperor sister is reluctant to leave when he gives him silver. ”

If you give him money and refuse to leave, then you have to leave if you want his life!

I gritted my teeth fiercely and said in a deep voice, "Lord Wang, you said that if you want his life, will he leave?" ”

"How?" Zhao Rongxian immediately asked me.

I don't know why, I always feel that something is wrong, I am asking Zhao Rongxian on weekdays, but now he is asking me, and ...... I don't think he can't solve it......